Zhen Fugang
Chapter 15
Su Changan didn't care about him, went out, and bumped into Xue Tao who came over after hearing the noise. Xue Tao exclaimed, and quickly covered Su Changan's wound with a handkerchief, and he pressed it down, "Prepare me hot water, I want to take a shower."
"Yes."
The wound still hurt a little, Su Changan recalled the way Gu Sijun looked at him just now, as if he wanted to eat him.
He also had this look.
When he... watched Gu Yi order the massacre of his whole family.He couldn't see his expression, but he knew that when he made that expression, he should also look like that.
Jun Qierou pulled Xiaoying, whose life was hanging by a thread, back from death. He took care of her day and night. As soon as she woke up, the two of them looked at each other. Xiaoying started to cry, and he also shed tears. After all, the two of them are only 17 and 16 years old.Jun Qierou persuaded her by the side, saying that she should not fluctuate too much, restrain herself, and wait until she feels like crying.She also has only three and a half-year-old children who harbor hatred and are determined to destroy Gu Yi's world. When she told it at the time, ten out of ten people would laugh when they heard it.
Xiao Ying has not been cured, avoiding Gu Yi everywhere so that she can only get the simplest treatment at first, but later when she is able to do so, the root cause of the disease is also gone, and she can't be cured, all relying on precious medicinal materials.
He soon separated from Xiaoying, and Jun Qierou wanted to avenge her parents and elder brother. Although it was said that the change of dynasty was inevitable, there was no rule that those who subjugated the country should accept it obediently. She asked one of their brothers and sisters to obey She, another person is held here as a hostage.She said that she knew that the two of them had the same feud with Gu Yi, and that they were also one of the anti-kings, so she didn't trust them.
How could he let Xiaoying suffer, she was his only relative in this world, he only wanted her to live well, so he chose himself.
"Gu Yi's youngest son, Gu Sijun, has reached the crown in a few years, and the Gu family will arrange a marriage for him soon. I want you to be his wife." I will also want you, you are used to pretending to be a woman, but you are not a real woman, at least you will not have any feelings for Gu Sijun, and you will not be able to do it when the time comes."
So he became Su Changning, the daughter of Su Ze, a small official in the Ministry of Rites. The first time Gu Sijun saw him was he was arguing with a scumbag, but he was not. He had met him a long time ago. He was drinking at Xue Tao's place. Hiding in the dark, he wanted to see what this man who said he wanted to marry him when he was young, but wrote letters to Xiaoying from time to time, and later became the son of his enemy, looked like.
Xue Tao poured him alcohol on purpose, but he never refused. In the end, he got really drunk and lay down on the table talking drunkenly.
"Yingying... Yingying..."
From this point of view, he should love Xiaoying, but he didn't have the courage to resist his father to save Xiaoying's life. This kind of love seems to be an act, maybe two years later, when he meets another person, he Then Xiaoying was forgotten, and she moved on.The fact is also the same, within a year, he fell in love with himself, he just felt disgusted, he used him even more relentlessly, and he felt no guilt when he stabbed with the sword.
Xue Tao went back to look at Gu Sijun after he was ready. He was still fainted on the ground, with traces of dry tears on his face. He sighed and ordered his left and right to carry him on the bed and guard him personally.Gu Sijun woke up quickly this time, and was still a little dazed when he saw Xue Tao being replaced.
"woke up?"
Xue Tao helped Gu Sijun up, and then pulled the pillow to cover his back. Gu Sijun let her handle it, and after a long time he said: "I remember you saved me."
Xue Tao smiled: "It can't be saved."
"You shouldn't have saved me, just let me drown."
Xue Tao: "..."
They were silent for a while, Xue Tao called someone to come in and watch, he was about to leave, but when he got to the door, he turned around and asked Gu Sijun cautiously: "Have you remembered?"
Gu Sijun lowered his eyes and nodded slightly.
Xue Tao said: "I know that you may hate me. To be honest, I actually hate you too. My family lives in Liangzhou. When Gu Yi ordered the massacre of the city, my parents and brothers died there."
Gu Sijun was stunned.
It turns out that going around and going around are all people from old cases.That's right, among the hundreds of thousands of people in Liangzhou, which ghosts don't have parents or close relatives, which ones don't have close friends, think about those days, the little ghosts of Yan Wang's family were working overtime to seduce their souls, and every murder case must be reported.
He thought that there was also a need to make a break between him and Su Changan.
Gu Sijun thought for a while and said, "Take me to see Su Changan."
Xue Tao looked at him quietly for a while, and finally nodded.
The yard is not very big, and after walking along the veranda for a while, he was brought to Su Changan. He had already changed into new clothes, and his expression was indifferent. Thinking of something, the sparkle in his eyes moved slightly when he saw him.
Xue Tao quickly backed away, while Gu Sijun gritted his teeth and stood still.
Su Changan then stood up, walked up to Gu Sijun, pinched his chin, and forced him to look at him.Gu Sijun wanted to hide, but he didn't expect him to be so strong, so he insisted on not dodging, so he just stared at him.At first, his eyes were fierce, but probably thinking of something, the eye circles suddenly turned red, pitiful, like a rabbit, Su Changan suddenly smiled, let go of his jaw, and asked: "Why did you bite me when you didn't see me?" ,Um?"
The ending sound raised slightly, as if he didn't pay attention to him at all, Gu Sijun's eye circles became redder, and he choked up and said, "You don't have to pretend to be with me, I know you are Su Changning."
Su Changan smiled: "Remember?"
"Yes." Gu Sijun almost gritted his teeth and said, "Su Chang'an, do you have any sense of shame? You are obviously a man, yet you still pretend to be a woman to marry me!"
Su Changan's eyes became colder: "I am a man or a woman, what does it have to do with you?"
This is the second time he said this, the first time was by Nianliu Lake in the palace.
"Yes, it's true that it has nothing to do with it. Everything is fake. You use me, and I hate you. If I dare to have a relationship with you, I'm afraid that I will be sorry for my parents and elder brother in heaven."
"It's like I was wrong..."
"Isn't it? Su Chang'an, do you think you are human? You knew that I didn't know anything at the time, and you took me to the dungeon, and watched Jun Qierou kill my second brother... how old is my nephew? , you don’t let it go, even animals know how to keep young, you and the king are soft, you are not even as good as animals!"
"Then what about your father! Your father should stay. My parents, younger brothers and sisters, servants at home, Liangzhou where I grew up, neighbors, neighbors, hundreds of thousands of soldiers and common people, which one is lonely?" Su Chang'an was also annoyed when he turned over the old score and put himself in the victim's position: "Why didn't you think of being merciful at that time? We are not as good as animals, so what is your father!"
"You know my father is like that, you still have to learn from him..."
"Why don't I, why don't I! It's because I have suffered and know what it feels like to be ruined, so I can't do the same thing to you? Ah? Gu Sijun, why do you ask me so, what stand do you have for asking me like that, ah ? We are nothing but enemies - sworn enemies!"
"Then at least you still have Su Ying..."
"Don't mention Xiaoying to me!" Su Changan intercepted what he was about to say: "Do you think Xiaoying was left to me by your father? Alive, I should thank God for your father's kindness to her not to kill her? Should I also think about repaying her and leaving one for you when it's time for revenge?"
Gu Sijun's mind went blank, he didn't know what he was talking about, he obviously planned to make a break with Su Changan, but after seeing him, he didn't know what to say, he just wanted to argue with him: "Since you I hate me so much, I just feel disgusted when I look at it, and why did I touch me? Disgusting?"
"It's disgusting, but as long as I think of Gu Yi's son lying under me like a woman, I will pass it."
"You're lying, you obviously like me, you were still holding my hand when I woke up just now..."
"That's why you're holding on to me."
"Su Changan, you are a coward, you dare not even admit that you are in love with me!"
"How could I fall in love with the son of my enemy."
"...Yes, I am the son of your enemy. You killed my parents and became my enemy. Then why do you keep me and wait for me to avenge you? You killed me, killed me You killed me, you killed me!"
Gu Sijun grabbed Su Changan's hand and pinched it around his neck. He cried while talking, and a large tear fell on the back of Su Changan's hand. They were clearly arguing, but the tear was so small and so small. Unremarkable, he just pushed Gu Sijun to the ground in an instant as if he had been scalded.
"What are you crazy about!"
"I'm crazy, I've had enough, I fell in love with my enemy, forget it once, and after being stupid, I saw you pretending to cry there, I didn't even care about my mother, and fell on your hands again I still feel that I love you now, even now I know you are a man, but how can I love you, if I am like this, how can I be worthy of my parents, they will not let me go if they are ghosts, you Kill me, let me go free."
Su Chang'an's eyes became more and more sinister: "If you have the ability, kill yourself."
"Death is death, you think I'm willing to live!" Gu Sijun stood up, pushed Su Changan easily, and ran out like that.
He was crying while running, saying that men don't shed tears lightly, but in this situation, how could he not cry.In his life, the first half of his life was extremely prosperous, loved by his parents, loved by his brothers and friends, he had nothing to do all day, making jokes, and said that he wanted a natural moon, but some people tried their best to pick it off for him, and he ranked first among the dudes.Ever since I met Su Chang'an, the country was ruined and the family was ruined. Nine times out of ten, the world was in a state of injustice. However, he had no ability or heart to avenge his family.
In addition to death, it turned out that he really had nowhere to go.
Walking on the street in a daze, the traffic is full of peddlers, all the faces are tired but struggling for life, there are also smiling, flattering, flattering faces, and they just hope that passers-by will take a look at his shop.This was his kingdom, this was his people.
And what does the ruin of the country have to do with these people, what does the change of dynasties have to do with these people, they also feel content as long as they go home every night and have a full bowl of food to eat.
There is a tall tower in the city. When you climb up, you can have a panoramic view of the city.He climbed up like this. The city is very big, and there is a lot of traffic nearby. In the distance, a large number of blue brick and green tile houses are arranged neatly and orderly, and they are locked in the city wall. The city wall is solid and solid. When the gates are closed, no one can enter; when there is turmoil in the city, no one can come out when the gates are closed.Farther away are two big green mountains. The sun is setting, half of the red sun is hidden in the mountains, and half is exposed outside. The surrounding clouds are also dyed red, as if being burned by fire.
He could hear someone wailing inside the fire. They were the people of Liangzhou, and they were also servants in the palace.
"Yes."
The wound still hurt a little, Su Changan recalled the way Gu Sijun looked at him just now, as if he wanted to eat him.
He also had this look.
When he... watched Gu Yi order the massacre of his whole family.He couldn't see his expression, but he knew that when he made that expression, he should also look like that.
Jun Qierou pulled Xiaoying, whose life was hanging by a thread, back from death. He took care of her day and night. As soon as she woke up, the two of them looked at each other. Xiaoying started to cry, and he also shed tears. After all, the two of them are only 17 and 16 years old.Jun Qierou persuaded her by the side, saying that she should not fluctuate too much, restrain herself, and wait until she feels like crying.She also has only three and a half-year-old children who harbor hatred and are determined to destroy Gu Yi's world. When she told it at the time, ten out of ten people would laugh when they heard it.
Xiao Ying has not been cured, avoiding Gu Yi everywhere so that she can only get the simplest treatment at first, but later when she is able to do so, the root cause of the disease is also gone, and she can't be cured, all relying on precious medicinal materials.
He soon separated from Xiaoying, and Jun Qierou wanted to avenge her parents and elder brother. Although it was said that the change of dynasty was inevitable, there was no rule that those who subjugated the country should accept it obediently. She asked one of their brothers and sisters to obey She, another person is held here as a hostage.She said that she knew that the two of them had the same feud with Gu Yi, and that they were also one of the anti-kings, so she didn't trust them.
How could he let Xiaoying suffer, she was his only relative in this world, he only wanted her to live well, so he chose himself.
"Gu Yi's youngest son, Gu Sijun, has reached the crown in a few years, and the Gu family will arrange a marriage for him soon. I want you to be his wife." I will also want you, you are used to pretending to be a woman, but you are not a real woman, at least you will not have any feelings for Gu Sijun, and you will not be able to do it when the time comes."
So he became Su Changning, the daughter of Su Ze, a small official in the Ministry of Rites. The first time Gu Sijun saw him was he was arguing with a scumbag, but he was not. He had met him a long time ago. He was drinking at Xue Tao's place. Hiding in the dark, he wanted to see what this man who said he wanted to marry him when he was young, but wrote letters to Xiaoying from time to time, and later became the son of his enemy, looked like.
Xue Tao poured him alcohol on purpose, but he never refused. In the end, he got really drunk and lay down on the table talking drunkenly.
"Yingying... Yingying..."
From this point of view, he should love Xiaoying, but he didn't have the courage to resist his father to save Xiaoying's life. This kind of love seems to be an act, maybe two years later, when he meets another person, he Then Xiaoying was forgotten, and she moved on.The fact is also the same, within a year, he fell in love with himself, he just felt disgusted, he used him even more relentlessly, and he felt no guilt when he stabbed with the sword.
Xue Tao went back to look at Gu Sijun after he was ready. He was still fainted on the ground, with traces of dry tears on his face. He sighed and ordered his left and right to carry him on the bed and guard him personally.Gu Sijun woke up quickly this time, and was still a little dazed when he saw Xue Tao being replaced.
"woke up?"
Xue Tao helped Gu Sijun up, and then pulled the pillow to cover his back. Gu Sijun let her handle it, and after a long time he said: "I remember you saved me."
Xue Tao smiled: "It can't be saved."
"You shouldn't have saved me, just let me drown."
Xue Tao: "..."
They were silent for a while, Xue Tao called someone to come in and watch, he was about to leave, but when he got to the door, he turned around and asked Gu Sijun cautiously: "Have you remembered?"
Gu Sijun lowered his eyes and nodded slightly.
Xue Tao said: "I know that you may hate me. To be honest, I actually hate you too. My family lives in Liangzhou. When Gu Yi ordered the massacre of the city, my parents and brothers died there."
Gu Sijun was stunned.
It turns out that going around and going around are all people from old cases.That's right, among the hundreds of thousands of people in Liangzhou, which ghosts don't have parents or close relatives, which ones don't have close friends, think about those days, the little ghosts of Yan Wang's family were working overtime to seduce their souls, and every murder case must be reported.
He thought that there was also a need to make a break between him and Su Changan.
Gu Sijun thought for a while and said, "Take me to see Su Changan."
Xue Tao looked at him quietly for a while, and finally nodded.
The yard is not very big, and after walking along the veranda for a while, he was brought to Su Changan. He had already changed into new clothes, and his expression was indifferent. Thinking of something, the sparkle in his eyes moved slightly when he saw him.
Xue Tao quickly backed away, while Gu Sijun gritted his teeth and stood still.
Su Changan then stood up, walked up to Gu Sijun, pinched his chin, and forced him to look at him.Gu Sijun wanted to hide, but he didn't expect him to be so strong, so he insisted on not dodging, so he just stared at him.At first, his eyes were fierce, but probably thinking of something, the eye circles suddenly turned red, pitiful, like a rabbit, Su Changan suddenly smiled, let go of his jaw, and asked: "Why did you bite me when you didn't see me?" ,Um?"
The ending sound raised slightly, as if he didn't pay attention to him at all, Gu Sijun's eye circles became redder, and he choked up and said, "You don't have to pretend to be with me, I know you are Su Changning."
Su Changan smiled: "Remember?"
"Yes." Gu Sijun almost gritted his teeth and said, "Su Chang'an, do you have any sense of shame? You are obviously a man, yet you still pretend to be a woman to marry me!"
Su Changan's eyes became colder: "I am a man or a woman, what does it have to do with you?"
This is the second time he said this, the first time was by Nianliu Lake in the palace.
"Yes, it's true that it has nothing to do with it. Everything is fake. You use me, and I hate you. If I dare to have a relationship with you, I'm afraid that I will be sorry for my parents and elder brother in heaven."
"It's like I was wrong..."
"Isn't it? Su Chang'an, do you think you are human? You knew that I didn't know anything at the time, and you took me to the dungeon, and watched Jun Qierou kill my second brother... how old is my nephew? , you don’t let it go, even animals know how to keep young, you and the king are soft, you are not even as good as animals!"
"Then what about your father! Your father should stay. My parents, younger brothers and sisters, servants at home, Liangzhou where I grew up, neighbors, neighbors, hundreds of thousands of soldiers and common people, which one is lonely?" Su Chang'an was also annoyed when he turned over the old score and put himself in the victim's position: "Why didn't you think of being merciful at that time? We are not as good as animals, so what is your father!"
"You know my father is like that, you still have to learn from him..."
"Why don't I, why don't I! It's because I have suffered and know what it feels like to be ruined, so I can't do the same thing to you? Ah? Gu Sijun, why do you ask me so, what stand do you have for asking me like that, ah ? We are nothing but enemies - sworn enemies!"
"Then at least you still have Su Ying..."
"Don't mention Xiaoying to me!" Su Changan intercepted what he was about to say: "Do you think Xiaoying was left to me by your father? Alive, I should thank God for your father's kindness to her not to kill her? Should I also think about repaying her and leaving one for you when it's time for revenge?"
Gu Sijun's mind went blank, he didn't know what he was talking about, he obviously planned to make a break with Su Changan, but after seeing him, he didn't know what to say, he just wanted to argue with him: "Since you I hate me so much, I just feel disgusted when I look at it, and why did I touch me? Disgusting?"
"It's disgusting, but as long as I think of Gu Yi's son lying under me like a woman, I will pass it."
"You're lying, you obviously like me, you were still holding my hand when I woke up just now..."
"That's why you're holding on to me."
"Su Changan, you are a coward, you dare not even admit that you are in love with me!"
"How could I fall in love with the son of my enemy."
"...Yes, I am the son of your enemy. You killed my parents and became my enemy. Then why do you keep me and wait for me to avenge you? You killed me, killed me You killed me, you killed me!"
Gu Sijun grabbed Su Changan's hand and pinched it around his neck. He cried while talking, and a large tear fell on the back of Su Changan's hand. They were clearly arguing, but the tear was so small and so small. Unremarkable, he just pushed Gu Sijun to the ground in an instant as if he had been scalded.
"What are you crazy about!"
"I'm crazy, I've had enough, I fell in love with my enemy, forget it once, and after being stupid, I saw you pretending to cry there, I didn't even care about my mother, and fell on your hands again I still feel that I love you now, even now I know you are a man, but how can I love you, if I am like this, how can I be worthy of my parents, they will not let me go if they are ghosts, you Kill me, let me go free."
Su Chang'an's eyes became more and more sinister: "If you have the ability, kill yourself."
"Death is death, you think I'm willing to live!" Gu Sijun stood up, pushed Su Changan easily, and ran out like that.
He was crying while running, saying that men don't shed tears lightly, but in this situation, how could he not cry.In his life, the first half of his life was extremely prosperous, loved by his parents, loved by his brothers and friends, he had nothing to do all day, making jokes, and said that he wanted a natural moon, but some people tried their best to pick it off for him, and he ranked first among the dudes.Ever since I met Su Chang'an, the country was ruined and the family was ruined. Nine times out of ten, the world was in a state of injustice. However, he had no ability or heart to avenge his family.
In addition to death, it turned out that he really had nowhere to go.
Walking on the street in a daze, the traffic is full of peddlers, all the faces are tired but struggling for life, there are also smiling, flattering, flattering faces, and they just hope that passers-by will take a look at his shop.This was his kingdom, this was his people.
And what does the ruin of the country have to do with these people, what does the change of dynasties have to do with these people, they also feel content as long as they go home every night and have a full bowl of food to eat.
There is a tall tower in the city. When you climb up, you can have a panoramic view of the city.He climbed up like this. The city is very big, and there is a lot of traffic nearby. In the distance, a large number of blue brick and green tile houses are arranged neatly and orderly, and they are locked in the city wall. The city wall is solid and solid. When the gates are closed, no one can enter; when there is turmoil in the city, no one can come out when the gates are closed.Farther away are two big green mountains. The sun is setting, half of the red sun is hidden in the mountains, and half is exposed outside. The surrounding clouds are also dyed red, as if being burned by fire.
He could hear someone wailing inside the fire. They were the people of Liangzhou, and they were also servants in the palace.
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