How to raise Dazai gently

"I have this plan, but I don't have much inspiration now, and I'm not sure I can write well. Now I have to find a job that can make a living. And the most important thing is... I haven't obtained the qualifications to write. "

Oda Sakunosuke lowered his eyes and said calmly.

"Oh?" Araki Kongyo widened his eyes slightly in surprise, "Leaving aside the rest, writing doesn't require qualifications, right?"

"Although literature does have a threshold, as long as you have feelings in your heart, want to leave something behind, and want to say something through words, you don't need qualifications."

The dark-haired boy shook his head disapprovingly.

Oda Sakunosuke smiled, he didn't intend to talk about himself with strangers, but for some reason, he unexpectedly had a good impression of Araki Kongyo, and unconsciously, he also buried the reason why he originally planned to deeply in his heart Said it: "I have done some very bad things, and I am not qualified to write until the atonement is complete."

"Atonement? Who judged you? And according to what rules?" Araki asked.

"It's my decision."

"Is that so...Since it's your own trial, there's nothing you can do about it."

Araki Kongyo sighed regretfully, "I really want to read your novel."

"Hahahaha... If I write it out, I will definitely remember to send you a copy."

Oda Sakunosuke laughed.

"You said just now that you haven't found a job yet, right?" Araki Kongyo blinked, then suddenly thought of something and said.

"That's right." Oda Sakunosuke nodded.

"Then why don't I introduce one to you? The work is easy, and there is enough time for you to collect materials and conceive the plot." Araki Kongyo undoubtedly pulled Oda Sakunosuke.

It wasn't until he got into the car belonging to the port mafia that Oda Sakunosuke seemed to react slowly.

When he was not working, he was always a little dazed, but now he didn't realize that the other party seemed to be a member of the port mafia until he was abducted by Araki Kongyo.

"What's your relationship with the port mafia?" Oda Sakunosuke's cobalt blue eyes looked at Araki Kongyo.

When he was a killer, there was a unified consensus in the underground world that he should not provoke people from the port mafia, no matter whether it was the crazy former leader or the mysterious incumbent. Keeping an eye on it is really not worth the candle.

However, Oda Sakunosuke has long since quit working as a killer, although recently he required a degree to find a job, and he only recruited outstanding people, so Oda Sakunosuke, who has no education and only has the ability to kill, wandered around for several months without finding a job , is now already out of pocket.

Of course, when he was an assassin, Oda Sakunosuke had a lot of remuneration, but for an assassin who was precarious and did not look forward to the future, money was of course a matter of earning and spending, who knew whether he would be reversed the next moment Kill and sleep forever?

But after making up his mind not to be a killer, Oda Sakunosuke realized that he was already out of pocket. If it wasn’t for a kind man who bought curry to take him in, Oda Sakunosuke might become the first person in history to be frozen to death and starved to death. Dead killer.

If he hadn't met Araki Kongyo today, Sakunosuke Oda, who had no choice, would probably choose to find a job in the port mafia. At least there are quite a lot of low-level coolies like corpse pickers.

"Hmm..." Araki Kongyo tilted his head and thought for a while, and found out from his memory the position that Mori Ogai offered him when he was courted, "I am one of the cadres."

"Are you a cadre?"

When Oda Sakunosuke heard these words, his body leaned forward slightly out of surprise.

Although Mori Ogai seems to give the cadres an easy job, in Yokohama, the oldest underground organization, the Port Mafia, is a local snake that even the government wants to pinch its nose for cooperation, and the cadres are second only to the leader The big man, and even the next leader will be selected from these five cadres-this is why so many people objected to Mori Ogai as a small private doctor in his history, because he has no cadres. The rationality and legitimacy of succession.

If it weren't for Mori Ogai's excellent skills to win over the chief cadres, the cadre candidates Ozaki Koyo and Rando, and Araki Kongyo who has many supporters, maybe there will be more twists and turns in the process of his succession.

Oda Sakunosuke rubbed his hair and sighed, "I never thought I would meet a cadre of the port mafia...it's really strange."

Not only was he surprised that he would meet a cadre, but the cadre he met was actually so interested in books.

The job that Araki Koryo entrusted to Oda Sakunosuke is actually very simple, yes, it is to teach children - Akutagawa Gin, Akutagawa Ryunosuke, and five other children.

Although Araki Kongshi took them in, he is not a human being after all, and he doesn't know how to teach children. Moreover, these children's dreams are really rich and colorful, and they need a foundation to realize. If this is the case, it is better to find a tutor to take charge.

When Oda Sakunosuke learned that his job was to take care of children, he was not dissatisfied at all. Rather, he liked this job quite a bit.

Although Oda Sakunosuke still has to take these students' classes on culture, but when it comes to knowledge about combat, the vitals of the human body or judging killing intent, and how to sneak into a place without alerting anyone, no one can compare with Oda Sakunosuke. more familiar.

After all, these things are the foundation of his diet. If he doesn't remember them firmly and put them to good use, then Oda Sakunosuke won't be able to survive the day of becoming a gold medal killer.

If his previous job was to take the lives of others, then teaching these children is to give them more opportunities to lead to the future - Oda Sakunosuke can feel his soul that was originally immersed in darkness rise up Go, maybe not long after, I can make up my mind to pick up a pen and write the follow-up of my life story.

However, not all the children taught are so well-behaved and obedient, and there are several thorns among them, but the most difficult one is of course Ryunosuke Akutagawa.

Perhaps it was the impact of wandering on him, Akutagawa Ryunosuke showed an astonishing possessiveness towards his belongings, companions and sisters, as well as Araki Kongshi, were all included in the scope of possessions, and therefore, for Oda Sakunosuke and Akutagawa Ryunosuke who suddenly appeared around him showed considerable hostility.

Deliberately playing a naysayer is already a very gentle method. When it is a little too aggressive, Akutagawa Ryunosuke will use his own immature, but already revealed extremely destructive abilities to attack Oda Sakunosuke's vitals.

Of course, these attacks were all blocked by Oda Sakunosuke. After all, he has the ability to predict the future 5 seconds later [Seamless], and Akutagawa Ryunosuke who has just escaped from malnutrition is naturally not his opponent.

So what the children saw was the appearance of the evil dog Akutagawa Ryunosuke, who had been protecting them in their wandering life, and even many adults were frightened, returning without success countless times in front of Oda Sakunosuke.

If it is an ordinary teacher, I am afraid that they will either be scared away, or they will collapse in this long-term unremitting attack, but the natural dullness of Oda Sakunosuke does not take it seriously at all. The children who had engraved Mu Qiang into the millet also received the teachings of Oda Sakunosuke.

Even Akutagawa Gin, who was pulling Ryunosuke Akutagawa at the beginning, was used to his brother bowing politely to Sakunosuke Oda, and then suddenly launching a superpower to attack Sakunosuke Oda, targeting the main artery in his neck, and Oda Sakunosuke would pick up the pen on the table calmly and fearlessly, stop the soft cloth attached by the supernatural power, and then calmly said to Akutagawa Ryunosuke: "You remember the vitals of the human body very well, but the vitals such as the neck Although it looks fragile, it is also the most sensitive place, your murderous aura has aroused my vigilance before you do it, so this is an unsuccessful experiment."

Only Oda Sakunosuke can describe an attack against him as an experiment, and after hearing this, Akutagawa Ryunosuke had a sullen face and said sullenly: "...Thank you for your teaching. Will try harder next time.”

As he spoke, he stared fiercely at Oda Sakunosuke with those black eyes. Although he spoke respectful words, his expression looked more like he wanted to bite off Oda Sakunosuke's throat.

For the first time, Oda Sakunosuke discovered that the knowledge he had learned was also useful, not to mention other knowledge about killing, but the knowledge of the human body and related medical knowledge benefited the children a lot. After all, in addition to having decided to Except for Akutagawa Ryunosuke who joined the port mafia, some of the other children have not yet decided on their dreams, while others yearn for more decent jobs like doctors and lawyers.

"Well, keep going." Oda Sakunosuke nodded in relief, and continued to teach these children.

His class time is not very long, and he is responsible for recuperating the bodies of these children who are malnourished and have not exercised much. After him, it is the teacher of the culture class. A teacher who teaches in a famous aristocratic school. As for why this teacher was reduced to teaching in a violent organization such as the Port Mafia, I will not show it for the time being.

However, whether it is Akutagawa Ryunosuke and other children, or Oda Sakunosuke, they have learned a lot of knowledge under the hands of this teacher.

"Will Lord Kongshi come over today?" Akutagawa Yin asked his brother in a low voice.

Akutagawa Ryunosuke is already working hard as Araki Kongyo's future assistant and cadre candidate, so he is also the one who knows Araki Kongyo's itinerary best among this group of children.

"Mr. Kongshi won't be here today."

Akutagawa Ryunosuke was also very disappointed when he said these words, he still wanted to show Araki Kongyo his progress.

Since Osamu Dazai went to Changsheng Village, he seems to always have dreams at night, but he can't remember the specific content of the dream after waking up, and when he wakes up a few times, he finds that his body is extraordinarily tired. It's like sleeping all night.

However, this situation disappeared without a trace after he stayed with Araki Kongyo for a few days, and Dazai Osamu didn't take it seriously—before he met Mori Ogai, he often couldn't sleep, I can only stare at the ceiling with wide-eyed eyes, counting the number of circles on the wooden planks until the sunlight on the horizon turns fish belly white.

Unknown to Osamu Dazai, another resident in his body has gradually woken up from a long slumber under the passage of time and the recuperation of that Tai Sui fragment.

Let's call this soul resident the leader Osamu Dazai for the time being. He spent countless painstaking efforts to create a port mafia leader Osamu Dazai who can make his friends feel at ease in writing the world, and he summoned a completely The lover who fits his heart even has the idea of ​​continuing to live for him.

But it is a pity that even though the leader Osamu Dazai had such a plan, those future enemies disturbed his thoughts. His lover was injured by the enemy and disappeared, leaving no traces except the tomb of his clothes, and the leader Osamu Dazai completely Giving up on living in this world, he completed the plan he had planned for many years, and then jumped off the roof of the port mafia building in relief.

The leader Osamu Dazai thought that death should be the end of everything, which means that he finally no longer needs to think, finally no longer has to be tortured by his own emotions, and finally can obtain eternal relief, but he is vaguely floating in a white light. His body floated with the current until he seemed to hit something, and his body (or was it his soul?) sank, and even this last touch disappeared completely.

Before sinking completely, the leader Osamu Dazai struggled to open his eyes, trying to distinguish what, but he only had time to take a quick glance, and then he was forced into the boundless darkness.

But from that quick glance, the leader Osamu Dazai clearly saw that the scene in front of his eyes was both familiar and unfamiliar. It was something he hadn't seen for at least ten years, and it belonged to the scenery in his hometown of Tsushima, Aomori Prefecture.

The leader, Osamu Dazai, fell into a long slumber, but occasionally he would wake up from his slumber, and he could also hear a voice from the outside world. The voice was so familiar that he couldn't help but think about it.

Until when the young Dazai Osamu wandered to Yokohama, was picked up by Mori Ogai and brought to the port mafia, when the young Dazai Osamu saw the appearance of Araki Kongyo, the leader Dazai Osamu who felt the existence of Araki Kongyo in the form of soul, once again Woke up from that dark ocean of consciousness.

This time, he can not only hear the sound of the outside world, but also share the vision with the young Osamu Dazai without him noticing. Although other senses, such as taste, smell and touch, are still unable to perceive, hearing and Vision can also make the leader Osamu Dazai confirm many things.

And at this time, it was time for me to follow Mori Ogai and be taught and monitored in the name of a student.

Nothing has happened yet, Sakunosuke Oda is not dead, and Ogai Mori is not yet in control of the port mafia.

The leader, Osamu Dazai, felt hopelessly exhausted for a moment. Could it be that the world he built with great difficulty disappeared just like that?

But soon, when he realized that he could not control his body and could only passively follow the owner of the body to see and listen, the leader Osamu Dazai soon realized that there were two 'Osamu Dazai' in this world.

One is the deity who can freely control this body, and the other is himself who somehow exists in this body as a soul ideology.

This is indeed an absurd and terrifying thing to think about, because the leader Osamu Dazai can be sure that he is not the second personality produced by Osamu Dazai's delusion.

This situation is very similar to the rebirth and time travel described in some novels, except that the leader Osamu Dazai lives in his past self in the ghost state of the second personality after rebirth.

What the hell is this?Could it be that God let him live again, just to watch his past self go through that unchangeable fate again?

The leader Osamu Dazai is almost in a hopeless depression, he just wants to sink into the dark sea of ​​​​consciousness, so that he will never wake up again.

But soon, the leader Dazai Osamu suddenly realized one thing, that is, his lover Araki Kongyo appeared at this time, and his identity was still an outside consultant.

This is different from the two world lines I know, and this difference gives the leader Osamu Dazai a new hope.

Perhaps God made him do it all over again to make up for his exhausted self, so that he could see a world where everyone can achieve happiness in the true sense.

——The leader Dazai Osamu originally thought so, until the young Dazai Osamu who lived in his body fell in love with Araki Kongyo at first sight, and launched a passionate pursuit.

etc? !Is this going too fast? !

The soul of the leader Osamu Dazai bounced violently in the sea of ​​consciousness of the body. If someone who is good at detecting the soul, a psychic, or an onmyoji sees it, he will find that Osamu Dazai's soul is round and transparent like a jellyfish The shape, the surface is shining like a star-like brilliance, and when he wakes up from sleep, the brilliance of consciousness will become brighter and more brilliant.

Osamu Dazai had to admit that Araki Kongyo was a person who grew up on his own aesthetics, and he also knew that he might have a great affection for Araki Kongyo as a young man, but anyway, this kid has only met Araki Kongyo a few times. noodles?How can you make up your mind to chase someone?This is so frivolous!Araki Kongshi will never agree!

Because of the irresistible drowsiness that would appear from time to time, the leader Dazai Osamu missed a lot of information, such as the real face-to-face between the young Dazai Osamu and Araki Kongyo, the complex light leaked by the black-haired boy looking at the young Dazai Osamu, and The young Dazai Osamu set up an ambition to completely drive away the "white moonlight" in Araki Kongyo's heart, and occupy the best position by himself.

The sobriety only occupies the leader Dazai Osamu for a short period of time, but for some reason, it seems that since the young Dazai Osamu and Araki Kongyo went to the Longevity Village, the leader Dazai Osamu has been able to wake up more and more time, even While the body's consciousness fell into a night's sleep, he was also able to surface his own consciousness to take control of the body.

But no matter what, even if it was an existence named 'Osamu Dazai', when the leader Osamu Dazai surfaced his consciousness, he quickly realized that he was indeed dead, because of the heaviness he felt when manipulating his body, It was several times heavier than in memory, and even the movements of moving fingers were extremely stiff and very slow.

It is also for this reason that when the leader Osamu Dazai is able to control the sovereignty of his body, the first thing he does is to practice the proficiency of body control, and it is also because of this that the young Osamu Dazai feels that his sleep quality is not good.

After all, the leader Osamu Dazai has experienced more than the young Dazai Osamu, and he has seen more scenes and characters. He does not know what kind of mentality he has, and he did not inform the other owner of his body of his existence, but silently In the night time, he was connected to control the body, while searching for memory information that was never grasped during the day.

The memories of the leader Osamu Dazai and the young Osamu Dazai cannot be connected, so the leader Osamu Dazai has no idea what the young Osamu Dazai did when he was asleep during the day. 'Habit of rummaging through the things on the table, and then guessing his actions during the day.

Such as the newly bought microscope, this must be to laugh at the dark dwarf, making fun of him as an ultra-fine slug that can only be found with a microscope, or the documents piled up in the corner, it must have been given by Mori Ogai The homework and tasks he assigned - it seems that Mori Ogai in this world is still on the old path, maximizing the benefits and seeking the optimal solution.

The leader Dazai's eyes fell on the notebook that was carefully hidden by the young Dazai - this notebook is not big, and it is hidden very secretly. If the leader Dazai is not "Dazai", maybe he would not know it at all. Found that there is such a thing.

He flipped through the ledger, and he didn't feel guilty about prying into other people's privacy at all—the leader Osamu Dazai is also "Osamu Dazai", so what's wrong with reading his own ledger?

There are not many things on the notebook, and after flipping through a few pages, I only saw the handwriting of the boy Dazai Osamu, which said "Today, Kongshi gave me a notebook as a gift in return. In order not to waste his kindness, I Decide what to write."

The young Osamu Dazai also kept his promise. Although he only wrote a few lines every day, at most three lines, at least one line, he still persisted.

What is written inside does not involve the life experience and family secrets of 'Osamu Dazai', which is 'Osamu Dazai' who is absolutely unwilling to have any secrets that may be leaked.

Of course, the port mafia is not so rigorous. The leader, Dazai Osamu, also saw that he was complaining about the personalities and weaknesses of the various cadres in his notebook, and he didn't know how he found out.

The most written one is about Araki Kongshi, the love words written in it, the leader Dazai Osamu felt his teeth were sour when he saw it, but the enthusiasm and love that burst out from the handwriting also made him flinch and feel slightly sad .

The leader Osamu Dazai asked himself, can he dedicate a complete and warm heart to Araki Kongshi like his young self at this time?

Even if he wanted to, he might not be able to do it.

He was bruised all over his body and exhausted, so he could only sit by the fire, not daring to approach the overly warm flame.