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Chapter 393 The Time I Lived Up To

It was Precious Concubine who killed my most beloved child!

There was a cold light in the queen's eyes, and she said in a mournful voice.

Many years have passed, but she has not forgotten this painful thing.On the contrary, she misses the lost child more and more!

What a beautiful and smart child that is!

His eyes are so black, so bright, so clean!

His little nose is so pretty and cute!

His pouty little lips are like pink petals!

And his chubby little meaty hands, little meaty arms... the voice of him rolling his tongue and calling "Mom"...

The queen's heart is broken!

Her precious son can no longer open his eyes to look at her, and can no longer call her mother...

Since then, every sleepless night, she has been thinking about her son, and she has been calling for her son in a low voice...

It was the precious concubine who moved her hand!It was she who forced the child's nurse to take poisonous drugs for a long time, and slowly poisoned her child!

The wet nurse committed suicide, and the wet nurse's family members were also executed!

But her innocent son died too!

Only Concubine Baogui, the culprit, sat triumphantly in Yikun Palace without any punishment!

The emperor still spoils that bitch!

The concubines in the palace still surround her to flatter her!

Every time this bitch meets her, she still squints at her provocatively!

The queen is really crazy. She clearly knows who the murderer is, but she is helpless. She can only watch the murderer arrogance...

From the moment the child died, the queen was completely insane.

She cried and begged the emperor to avenge his own child.

But the emperor was just silent.

He will not punish Concubine Bao, because he needs her family to protect the peace of the world for him!

The emperor even reprimanded her coldly, saying that she was not worthy of being a mother and could not even look after her own children.

The queen's heart froze in an instant, and shattered into thousands of pieces.

In this harem, there is no right or wrong, only benefits!

She stared coldly at the ninety-five supreme being in front of her. For the sake of profit and for his own throne, he would give up the life of his own son!

She finally recognized this man, and she would never have children with him again!

From that day on, the queen never made out with the emperor again.

She is a queen, and on the fifteenth day of every month, the emperor still comes to sleep with her as usual.But she never wanted to share the bed with him again.

Every time, she would sit by the bed until dawn.

Seeing the emperor sleeping soundly and listening to his snoring, the queen felt like a knife was stabbing: This man is so cruel!Can actually sleep here as usual?

Has he forgotten that the child who died young once crawled around on this bed?Have you ever sat here, laughed, called Er Niang or Huang Ama in a childish voice?

Has he forgotten all of them?

Even if this Ama forgets that child, she, the mother-in-law, will never forget it!

She wants to avenge her child!

Even if it takes her whole life, she will drag that vicious concubine precious to hell!

Such painful times flowed slowly day by day, and it was several years in a blink of an eye.

The queen's health is getting worse and worse, and she has slowly exhausted all her energy.

She is a candle, whether it is day or night, she never goes out, consuming life little by little.

She was getting weaker and weaker, no matter how many tonics she had, she couldn't make up for the vitality she owed.

The only good thing is that her other three children finally grew up safely.

For the surviving children, she felt guilty: she had spent too much time on their lost brother.

She is not a competent mother!

She didn't want to do this either, but every time she saw the three of them bouncing around in front of her eyes, she couldn't help but think of the child who died young.

If he is still alive, he should be able to dance by now, right?

If he is still alive, shouldn't he be following his two brothers and one sister now?

in case……

Every time she thinks of these things, she feels like a knife is twisting in her heart.

My child, it's my mother's fault!I didn't like you!Er Niang owes you a lifetime!

The children are very smart, and whenever they see E Niang's painful expression, they know that she is missing her younger brother who died young again.

They love Erniang and don't want to see her in pain, so they seldom come near her, at most they lie quietly on the window of Jingren Palace, secretly looking at her for a while...

When the queen found out about this, she felt even more uncomfortable!

The lost child, she owes it!

She is even more indebted to the surviving child!

Dilemma!

She doesn't know why her life has become like this!

If being a queen has to bear all this, then she would rather be the most ordinary woman among the people!

In that case, she would not owe her child, he could look at his child frankly, pick up the broom, and chase and beat the disobedient child all the way!

What a simple bliss!

But she will never have such happiness!

She owes all her children!

She dared not look into their bright eyes!

Therefore, whenever she knew that the children were peeping at her, she would sit upright on the phoenix chair, letting the warm sunshine envelope her.

In the golden light, the queen has the most gentle eyes, the most loving smile, and the most brilliant motherhood!

These are what she owes her children!

Although her heart is broken, she still has to pretend to be the happiest mother in the world.

Although when she turned around, she burst into tears; even though her heart was cut like a knife, she still wanted to pretend to be the most loving and contented mother in the world!

To these four children, she owed her all her life!

What made her even more desperate was that she couldn't make up for it!

What is gone is gone.

Those who are still alive have grown up quietly. In the time when they lost their mother's love, they grew up quietly.

Time is gone forever, what about maternal love?How to make up for it?

Seeing the eldest son's healthy and handsome figure and sunny and handsome smile, the queen suddenly woke up!

How many years have passed in this flash?

Her eldest son has grown up!

He is leaving the harem, he is going to have his own mansion outside the palace!

He is going to marry a wife and have children, and he is going to be an Ama himself!

Why is time so hasty?

Years in the blink of an eye?

She lived up to time...

The second son and eldest daughter have also grown up!

The little girl who followed behind her yesterday and called her mother inarticulately has grown up like this?

The second son was already a head taller than her, and fine fluff had already appeared around his lips.

The eldest daughter has become Tingting Yuli at some point.She didn't know when she had already had the appearance of the country and the city, exactly the same as when she was young!

The queen looked at the three children in front of her in a trance, her heart was like a knife, and tears burst out.

She has no redemption to die!

She lived her life to pieces!

She wanted to make it up, but she couldn't make it up!

Time has flown by!

But she, in the blink of an eye, has failed her whole life.

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