[Comprehensive] Take a look at my blind incumbent

This drawer is probably the secret drawer of my little girlfriend.

Unlike other places in the storage room that were covered with a thin layer of dust, the corners of this drawer were smooth and a little worn, and it seemed that it was often opened.

I am afraid that my little girlfriend will dig it out from time to time to have a look.

Hisoka suddenly understood why his little Himeko always stayed in the storage room sometimes.I'm afraid it's just looking at these things.

And thinking back to the situation when my girlfriend often went to the storage room, I was probably a little angry with myself, but when I came out of the storage room, I became happier.Hisoka always thought that the storage room was a place for his little girlfriend to relax, but now it seems that the things in this drawer make her happy.

The things in the drawer, if it is seen by others, I am afraid that they are all small pieces.But from the point of view of Hisoka, the person who gave these gifts with no practical purpose, keeping his little girlfriend is another feeling.

While his little Himeko was rummaging through other cabinets, Hisoka continued to conduct an urgent "search" on this drawer.

In addition to the small bits and pieces sent by Hisoka, there are other things in this drawer.

The few calendars that looked very ordinary were no different from the calendars that Himeko usually put on the table.Just judging from the appearance and style of the calendar, there is no value worth collecting, especially the value of putting it together with the things sent by Hisoka.

When Himeko didn't pay attention, Hisoka not only puffed up his face the moment he found the calendar.

But then he thought that his little girlfriend's routines were always different from what he expected.With the mood of waiting for surprises, Hisoka opened those calendars.

The layout and design of the calendar is also the same as usual.

The only difference probably lies in the contents inside. On it is Hisoka’s birthday written by Himeko, and there are various anniversaries for the two of them.In addition, there is a book that Hisoka gave Himeko.

This made Hisoka a little strange.

Because the other books he gave to Himeko were placed on the outside bookcase or on Himeko’s desk, why is this one special?

Himeko, who was able to answer his question, was still struggling to find something.

In the past, if Hisoka didn't come to help, Himeko would take a look.But now that her boyfriend is injured, agreeing to help him is just to make her boyfriend participate and not be so boring.In fact, Himeko really didn't expect her lover to find what she wanted.Then it doesn't matter if the boyfriend is looking at it and looking through it slowly.

Therefore, she didn't notice that her boyfriend picked up the book she carefully hid and opened it.

After reading the content inside, Hisoka's smile extended from his lips to the corners of his eyes.

What was written in it was not very interesting or able to pique Hisoka's interest.On the contrary, it is so plain that Hisoka doesn't even look at it every day, let alone the kind that can make Hisoka's smile bigger.

It was just trivial things, such as Hisoka's birthday, and various anniversaries for the two of them.

In addition to the calendar, there is also a notebook.Hisoka opened it for a glance and then closed it, because the book was probably the diary of his little girlfriend.

Although Hisoka is eager to know his lover better, he is also willing to give his girlfriend more freedom.

In fact, if he were to turn a page later, his love for Himeko would probably be a little bit more.

Because this diary, which Himeko put in a secret drawer, is about the two of them, and it contains every bit of their relationship.Some are happy and some are unhappy, but you can feel Himeko's like and love for Hisoka between the lines.

By the time Himeko found out what she needed, Hisoka had already put back what was inside her secret drawer.Anyway, with Himeko Madaha's memory, I can't tell any difference.

"Okay, I've already found it." Himeko hugged all the things she found out, looked at Hisoka and said with a smile on her face, "Let's go out together. It's a bit strange not to come in this room often." Poor air circulation is not good for the body."

In fact, Himeko was afraid that Hisoka's health would be bad, but she didn't say it outright to protect her lover's self-esteem.

Because the things in that drawer just now made Hisoka feel particularly happy.

Sitting in the wheelchair, he nodded and said with a smile, "Okay~~~ Listen to our little Himeko~"

Hisoka manipulated the wheelchair to turn a corner, then turned to look at Himeko with a smile on his face.

"Give me everything in your hand~~~"

The light reflected in the living room was brighter than that in the house, and Himeko could even see the circle of light around Hisoka.

She was mesmerized by the beauty of the aperture for a second, but soon she smiled happily and handed the things she was holding to Hisoka.

But Himeko didn't just leave the storage room empty-handed.

Now that her hands were free, she touched the handle on the back of Hisoka's wheelchair very naturally.

When Himeko pushed Hisoka out of the storage room and she turned to close the door, Hisoka suddenly asked a question casually behind her.

"I just saw a drawer in the storage room, what's in it~~~" Hisoka's ending sound was long and ups and downs.

Hisoka, who knew what to ask, didn't lower his mischievous mentality in front of Himeko at all.

Although he already knew what was in that drawer, Hisoka could roughly guess what his lover was thinking.But he just wanted to hear some words from Himeko that would make him feel happy, this is Hisoka.

Himeko didn't realize at first that his secret drawer was discovered by Hisoka.

It wasn't until she looked at Hisoka blankly, but this time her boyfriend was extra patiently describing the shape of the drawer for her, that she suddenly realized.

Himeko paused while holding the doorknob, a few traces of tangle appeared on the face with his back turned to Hisoka.

After thinking for a moment, Himeko had no plan to answer Hisoka's question directly.Although in terms of the relationship between the two, Himeko, the girlfriend, has always liked to play straight balls to express her love for her lover.But sometimes she is too straightforward, and she herself will be shy.

When Himeko closed the door and turned to face Hisoka, her few entanglements had disappeared.

On the contrary, there was some happiness on her face, and strands of love appeared in her eyes.

"The treasure in that drawer is very precious to me, and I can't share it with Hisoka-kun for the time being!" Speaking of this, Himeko showed a little apology on her face, "I'm sorry Hisoka-kun, even though it's very, very hard now I like you. But there are still some private spaces that I can’t share with you, I think Mr. Hisoka is like this.”

Originally, Hisoka asked Himeko this question in order to get a satisfactory answer.

Although this time the lover did not give himself the answer directly as usual.But Hisoka, who already knew the answer, was extremely satisfied with this answer.

"That's right~~" Hisoka sat in the wheelchair, and Danfeng's eyes flashed with satisfaction, "I also have things that I don't want to tell you~~~~"

In terms of everyone's space, even though Hisoka and Himeko can be called a model couple in some respects, they still don't have their own private space at all.

Both of them will respect each other as much as they feel comfortable.

Hisoka has never been a pervert who likes to wrong himself.Whenever he makes himself wronged, then the future plans must be bigger.Just like being tricked into the group by Kuroro before, when Kuroro did not abide by the rules of the game, Hisoka would not abide by them.Therefore, in order to achieve his own goals, he chose to become a fake spider and dealt a heavy blow to the team.

Himeko used to be the complete opposite.

She used to constantly wrong herself in order to make others feel better.Although this kind of grievance was really done, who can say that the grievances he received were 100% willing.But in order to make the people she cares feel happy or play some specific unspoken rules in society, Himeko will try her best to suppress her dissatisfaction and not disturb others.

But those who are close to Zhu are red and those who are close to ink are black, and Himeko has been assimilated a little after being with Hisoka for a long time.

She now knows more and more how to "self".There are many sufferings in life, and it does not mean that you will suffer less because you have suffered more.It is often difficult to get a positive response to the kindness of others, and many times I feel that it is not worth it after wronging myself.Even if there are two or three positive replies, then only need to be nice to these few.

People live for the word "I".

Although it is not selfish for oneself, but from the perspective of fairness, you should think more about yourself.Not to mention anything else, to put it simply, at least you have to be willing to feel that the grievance you have suffered is worth it.If it's not worth it, then forget it.Why bother to embarrass yourself for others, and this other person may dislike you for embarrassing yourself, and it is not enough for him to get greedy benefits or the satisfaction of watching your jokes.

Choosing to respect others at the point where she is comfortable with herself is the most important lesson Himeko has learned from Hisoka.

It is also this lesson that allowed the two of them to come to this day.Although it is not a very important key point, it is also an indispensable and important foundation.More importantly - this is the courage Hisoka gave her.

Because of him, it seems to have all the escape routes.