It was strange that Fang Guangji was able to fall into a deep sleep not long after.

He obviously couldn't sleep just now.

In the dream, he returned to his youth.

Fang Guangji's grades have not always been so poor. When he was in elementary school, he was still at the top of the class. In junior high school, although he didn't focus on his studies, he still couldn't get a good ranking in the exam. The problem, otherwise, it would be impossible to get into the same high school as Hua Cai.

The problem comes after high school.

Fang Guangji, who was going smoothly, encountered the first accident in his life, which can be called a nuclear attack. His father cheated openly, abandoned his wife and son, and not only lived with other women outside, but also gave birth to an illegitimate child.

There is nothing more suffocating than this - in the eyes of colleagues and friends, Fang Guangji's father is an ordinary and honest man who has studied and worked as a skilled worker in the factory. Pretend to be honest, and finally married the leader's daughter.

Although he is called a leader, he is just a junior leader who is one level above him. However, Fang Guangji's father back then was considered a winner in life in the eyes of others.

Young, with an iron rice bowl, and married a beautiful wife, his father-in-law's family has a little money, and Fang Guangji's father didn't need to worry about the garage when he got married.

Fang Guangji sometimes thinks that a man like his father is greedy and short-sighted.Bad temper, but too arrogant.It was these reasons that allowed him to work in the factory for most of his life, and he couldn't even get along with a small department-level cadre. The older he was, the more he was tortured by the psychological gap.

Those cronies who entered the factory in the same batch as him and played together in the past have been promoted to the big leaders of the factory, but he has been repeating the same job for more than ten years, and soon, the wave of laid-offs coming soon.

The breakdown of the peaceful life of Fang Guangji's family is foreshadowed.

The first was the layoff of the father.

Then the family became more and more financially strapped.

Mother and father started to quarrel over money.

In the end, the father beat the mother and ran out to hang out with other women.

I don't know what that woman likes about this useless man.

Incompetent, tyrannical at home, very old, living outside on the support of women.

Huacai jokingly mentioned asking him to be a duck, but Fang Guangji thought that his shameless father might really have turned himself into a greasy old duck.

Around this period of time, Fang Guangji's grades began to plummet, and he fell directly to the bottom few in his age.

Talking to parents at school will always end up as his mother voicing bitterness to the teacher and complaining about her husband.

Gradually, even the teacher didn't want to control Fang Guangji anymore.

No wonder.

For children whose parents have given up, don't blame the teacher for leaving early.

Except Lao Fang and Hua Cai.

Fang Guangji just couldn't figure out why these two people never gave up on letting him study and study.Lao Fang could not eat dinner, just stared at him reciting "List of Teachers", and Hua Cai was a trigonometric function sincoscossin had to explain to him countless times.

...why don't you give up on yourself?

Everyone else has given up on him.

The biological father has not been home for a year.

The biological mother also shed tears all day long, as if she didn't have his son in her eyes.

Others play with him just because they think he is "interesting" and "handsome", but no one really sees the irritable, incompetent, hesitant and helpless that he suppresses in the deepest part of his heart.

I can't breathe anymore.

He seems to drown you in great despair.

Even with a smile every day.

Even if it looks like the sun is smiling every day.

But something like the sun - only on the earth, which is 149597870 kilometers away from it and 0.0000158 light-years away, will it be praised as "warm", "beautiful" and "pleasant".

In other words, if you look at the sun up close.

If you know a little bit about the sun.

sunspot.

solar storm.

Solar magnetic storm.

These things, lingering like shadows, are always with the sun.

Even if it cannot be said to be "the nature of the sun", they should be, not to be ignored, the terrible aspect of the sun.

Fang Guangji's adolescence became more and more uncontrollable amidst chaotic anger and confused indulgence.

He doesn't know what he wants, and he starts to dawdle in a real sense.

One day his father finally came back for a showdown and wanted to divorce his mother. Before his painful mother could react, Fang Guangji had already punched her.

One punch.

One punch, two punches.

Two punches and three punches in a circle.

Countless punches.

His father was beaten to the floor like a puddle of mud.

He stood up at that moment with a thought racing through his mind.

Go to the kitchen, there's a knife!

Go to the kitchen, there's a knife!

Get the knife!

poke.

prick.

expose.

kill him.

……

Of course, things didn't go that far after all.

The solar storm didn't completely burn away the last bit of sanity in him.

Before the situation got out of hand, Fang Guangji stopped by himself.

Blood was dripping from his fist.Don't know if it's his, or his father's.But it doesn't matter, no matter whose blood it is, it's too dirty to be worth mentioning.

But it's all rubbish.

This matter was not made a big deal.Because Fang Guangji told his soft-footed shrimp-like father, if you dare to call the police, I will come and kill your family.One life for three lives, you can bet on whether I dare.

……

His mother was on the side, crying out of breath. In the crying, there was joy of finally letting go of all the grievances after so many years, but also the fear of not knowing what kind of monster he had raised.

Fang Guangji saw everything in his eyes, so it didn't matter.

He can still smile like the sun.

Smile so cheerful and warm.

……

So many years have passed.

Of course, Fang Guangji's temper is not as hot as it was when he was adolescence, warm and explosive, gentle and cold.

——But his two-sided personality has never changed.

Just looking at the way he gets along with Hua Cai, you can't imagine that such a senior dog licking is the same person as the mature and calm male god on the big screen.

Sleep until midnight.

For some reason, Huacai rolled into Fang Guangji's arms out of nowhere.

Maybe it was Fang Guangji who pushed him over like a glutinous rice ball.

No one can tell.

All in all, just hug and sleep together.

No one felt wrong.

Fang Guangji felt that he was holding a thin Hua Miao Miao in his arms, and Hua Cai felt in his dream that there was a big dog warmly surrounding him.

……

morning.

Huacai's cell phone rang at seven o'clock.

Fang Guangji broke down and rang Huacai's cell phone without authorization. A few seconds later, Huacai kicked him off the bed.

"You got up so early!?????" Fang Guangji sat on the ground, completely awake.

Huacai said: "Go to work at 09:30! I'm so stupid. I don't want to catch the subway. Line [-], then Line [-], then Line [-], then take a bus."

Fang Guangji: ...

Huacai stepped on her slippers to wash up, Fang Guangji climbed back on the bed, patted his head in a dazed expression, thinking to himself that this person didn't go to bed until two o'clock in the morning yesterday, right?

Ten minutes later, Huacai walked into the bedroom again. He buried himself in the large closet that occupied the entire wall and pulled out a plaid shirt and put it on casually. He casually brushed the wrinkles, and when he found that it was completely uneven, he gave up. , looking sloppy and indifferent.

Fang Guangji said, "Hey! You don't have an ironing machine at home? I'll iron it for you, I can't stand it anymore."

Huacai didn't take it seriously: "Why did Fei do that? I'm not going to participate in a beauty pageant."

This is quite reasonable, Hua Cai is not a person who relies on his face to make a living.

Besides, where they go to work, except for the beautiful receptionist and the fussy rich second-generation boss Zhu Mulang, everyone else dresses more casually than the other.

Wait until 07:30.Flowers are ready to go out.

Fang Guangji stuffed freshly boiled eggs and boxed milk specially warmed with warm water into Huacai's coat pocket, and said, "Eat on the road."

"What's Fei doing?"

Huacai said the same thing again.But this time he didn't refuse.Eggs and boiled corn were stuffed in the left pocket, and milk was stuffed in the right pocket. Huacai seemed to be carrying two grenades in his pocket and was about to go to the front line.

It looks very unreliable.

Fang Guang leaned against the door frame and raised his forehead: "Brother Cai, I'm afraid that if you continue like this, you will stay up late, get up early, and skip breakfast. You will be bald at the age of 30 at the latest, and you will be admitted to the hospital at 35. If you don't live, you will be able to receive pensions." I didn’t even know about the insurance on that day!”

"——Why did you do that with Fei?" Fang Guangji chanted the scriptures, but Huacai didn't listen.It's still the answering sentence of Wan essential oil that can deal with Fang Guangji.

There is something to say.

The essence of human beings is a repeater.

Seven fifty-five.

Hua just put on her shoes and turned the doorknob.

"——I'm leaving. When you leave, close the door." After Hua Cai finished speaking, she scanned the room with her eyes, and felt that there was nothing worthy of Fang Guangji's concern in this house, so she put on her computer bag with confidence. , like a slow-moving snail, yawned and went out.

Seeing that he was still yawning, Fang Guangji was somewhat relieved, feeling that at least this guy is still a human being physically (no cursing means that he is not a human being).

Huacai's home and the CBD where he works are located at both ends of the city's diagonal.This is understandable. CBD land is expensive, and the farther away from the CBD area, the cheaper the house price.After Huacai bought a house for his mother in his hometown, he didn’t have a lot of money left, so he picked and bought the house he lives in now. At that time, the requirement for buying a house was that he could live in it. Too much consideration.

——I also blame myself for being short-sighted.

If I had known that working is so hard now, I might as well have gritted my teeth and asked Zhu Mulang to borrow some money to buy a house with a better location.

——Of course, that’s another story.

Huacai doesn't like to owe anyone anything in any form.

He bought the apartment in his hometown in full.

The house I live in now is also the full down payment, and the provident fund is enough to repay the loan.

No matter what it is, it feels very comfortable not to owe anyone anything.

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