Light of life

He shook his head, but said nothing, and walked out slowly.

30

30. Sober...

Originally thought that it would only take a few hours for Manghui to wake up.However, until the next morning, Mang Hui still showed no signs of waking up, but his breathing became weaker and weaker.Even Salty Boya couldn't figure out why such a strong man could not survive such a small difficulty.

At this time, Manghui, who had been in a coma, fell into a deep nightmare.During this day and night in a coma, in the deep darkness, he once again experienced the miserable life on Earth.Just when youth sprouted and began to yearn for the age of the opposite sex, he was imprisoned by a man as flesh.Every day, I struggle with the desire/desire to be provoked by men and the rejection of myself.This kind of life that is worse than death has lasted for many years, and the repeated escape failures have sapped his vitality and love for life.Until one of the most successful escapes, he thought he had finally escaped from the place where life was worse than death, but because of the betrayal of his own sister, he completely ruined his last little expectation for life.

He forgot An Erji, he forgot the clue of pregnancy, he forgot all the good life he had lived in the beastman world for more than 20 years, and completely sank into a nightmare.The heart was wrapped in cold ice, and the hope of life was lost from his mind little by little, leaving only indifference in his thoughts - indifference to life, meaninglessness to death, and no pursuit of life.

Manghui's breathing became weaker and weaker, even with the orc's powerful perception, it was almost undetectable.

An Erji has maintained the posture of kneeling and leaning against the bedside of Mang Hui all day and night, and has never changed.He focused on breathing the faint ash, and he was as stiff as a stone. If you didn't look at the magic lines on his face that were slowly deepening again, you would think it was just a lifeless stone.He just leaned quietly beside the gray bed, accompanying him with an eternal guarding posture.

The reaction of Yan Nizhen was another extreme. He distorted his handsome face and yelled at the doctor Sartaiboya: "Didn't you say that he will wake up soon? What's going on now?" He tightly Grabbing Salty Boya's collar, his eyes looked terrified: "Hurry up and save him! Aren't you the king of doctors? Hurry up and find a way?"

Sweat dripped down Salty Boya's forehead. He looked very anxious but troubled: "It shouldn't be like this! He is such a strong child, why does he have such a dislike of life?"

With red eyes staring at Dan Ni, like a wild beast that chooses to eat people, it growled crazily: "Hurry up and save him! Hurry up and save him! If there is anything wrong with him! No one should think about it! Hurry up!" Save him!"

Saltai Boya didn't care about the threat of Wan Ni Yun losing his mind, he frowned deeply, staring at the pale man on the bed.After a long while, as if she had made up her mind, she brushed away Ni Zhen's hand, leaned against the bed, and said to An Erji and Yan Ni Zhen, "It seems that he can't wake up by himself in his current condition. I have A brain wave electric worm can be used to stimulate the brain, and maybe wake him up. But... there is a certain danger, and the consequences are unpredictable. It may lose part of the memory, it may affect the brain function, and it may cause memory confusion—and there are May go into cerebral palsy and never wake up again."

Yan Ni Pregnancy almost burst into bloodshot red eyes: "What are you talking about? How can such a dangerous bug be used? Don't you have a better way?"

Although Salty Boya still looked calm, he frowned, and he shook his head slightly: "If there is a better way, I would not propose such a dangerous plan. The brain is the most complicated part of the body, how can I Could it be easily stimulated by electric bugs? But, for some unknown reason, deep in his brain, he simply does not want to wake up. without him."

Yan Nizhen tugged at her long hair in pain.He squatted on the ground, trembling constantly, and muttered in his mouth: "It's all my fault! Why can't I control myself! It's all my fault! Why is Ah Mang hurt, but not me!" His face The expression on her face seemed to be about to cry in the next second.

Relatively, Ni's pain was so unbearable that she couldn't restrain herself, and An Er looked so calm and terribly calm.He turned his head, the magic lines on his face gradually spread, but his voice was cold and calm: "Please try it with an electric worm, nothing is unbearable! No matter what, I will always be with him, no matter when he arrives where!"

Saltai Boya was deeply shocked when he looked at this powerful orc who didn't even seem to feel the pain of the magic backlash.For the first time since we met, he used a gentle attitude to comfort An Erji: "Quickly suppress the demonic nature in your body, it's not time to give up yet! I will do my best! You have to understand, he woke up After coming here, I still need your care!"

"Yes! Thank you very much!" An Erji lowered his head again, his cold gaze became as gentle as water when he looked at the vast gray on the bed.He clenched his hands tightly, and drops of blood dripped from his fingers—Saltai Boya was right, before he gave up, Mang still needed him, and he couldn't let the demonic backlash, he had to maintain reason and wait for his mang You can see him when you open your eyes.

An Erji silently moved away from the position, moved to the head of the bed, still staring at Manghui gently.

Saltyboya sat down on the side of the bed where he had been lying on his stomach, called out Isa, and spat out a crimson flying insect that looked like a big pincer, and gently placed it on the gray forehead.

A faint electric light flashed across, Manghui's body shook violently, and a painful but weak moan came from his mouth.The three people in the room all held their breath and stared nervously into his eyes.

His eyelids trembled slightly, as if struggling with all his strength, after a while, his gray eyes finally opened slowly.

The moment Mang Hui opened his eyes, he was shocked violently.

He saw it—the ice in those eyes!A long time ago, when Mang Hui just broke his shell, he had such eyes, indifferent and cold, lifeless.It seems that the whole world is out of sight, and no one can walk into his heart. Now, more than 20 years later, he saw the same iciness again.Is that heart that he spent nearly 30 years warming up, is he going to lose it again?

"A-Mang is awake! A-Mang is awake!" Yan Ni shouted excitedly, dancing like a child, as if the person who was like a crazy beast a second ago was not him.After all, he is not as good as An Erji who has been with Mang Hui for a long time, and is not as sensitive to Mang Hui's eyes as An Erji. At this time, he has not discovered that this awakened Mang Hui is different.

At this time, Saltai Boya was completely stunned.He had never seen such a look in the eyes of any female.How can a female who has always been cared for meticulously have such eyes?What kind of terrible experience did this kind of eyes that are so cold and indifferent that they give up everything come into being?He couldn't imagine what kind of blows this cute and strong child had to go through to show such distressed eyes that he almost empathized with him.He leaned forward, slowly caressed the cold and confused eyes of Mang Huibing, and asked in an extremely gentle voice that he had never used before: "My child! How do you feel? Is there anything uncomfortable?"

Mang Hui just stared straight ahead in a daze, as if he hadn't woken up from the nightmare, the expression on his face was blank.

At this moment, Ni Zhen also noticed that something was wrong with Manghui. He jumped to the side of Manghui's bed, stretched out his hand and shook it in front of Manghui's eyes, and asked loudly, "Ah Mang! Ah Mang! What's wrong with you? Do you still know me? I am Your clue is pregnant!"

Manghui was still in a daze, without any reflection, as if his soul was still floating in the darkness without returning.

Dan Ni Yun hurriedly asked, "What's wrong with Ah Mang?"

Saltai Boya stretched out his hand, hugged the stunned Manghui into his arms, patted his back, and coaxed him softly: "Good boy, wake up! The past is all over! You still have happiness now." Your life is waiting for you!"

He kept repeating the words "Good boy, wake up!" impatiently, on and on and on and on.Wan Nizhen also joined the ranks of calling, calling Mang Hui's name non-stop.Only An Erji, knelt and sat on the corner of the bed in a daze, as if he was stupid.

After a long time, Manghui's eyes blinked.The confusion slowly dissipated from his eyes, along with the indifference and ice in his eyes.He blinked his eyes several times in a row, and finally woke up.

As soon as he woke up, he heard Yan Ni Pregnant yelling.

"Ah Mang! Do you still know me? Do you remember my name?"

The sadness in the dream seemed to be immediately dispelled by the childish yelling of Dan Nizhen, Manghui couldn't help but looked at this excited idiot orc in black lines, and frowned: "Ah Duan, you are yelling so loudly!" , it gave me a headache!"

But Ni Pregnant burst into laughter with excitement: "Ah Mang still knows me! You haven't forgotten me!"

Don't care about it, Ni Zhen laughed happily, her gray eyes couldn't stop looking at the corner of the bed who silently looked at him secretly.Waking up from the nightmare, the first person he thought of was this orc who had always loved him deeply and treated him with the utmost tenderness.

"Dark..." There was a hint of hesitation in his voice.The matter with Yan Ni Yun made him not know how to face An Erji.However, he just woke up from a nightmare, and now he just wants to be hugged very tightly by An Er.The dark, er, extremely embrace is his safe haven.

An Erji still looked at him silently, with a dazed expression on his face.

See dark, er, no response, hazy gray eyes