Peach concubine

Jian Ruolin's dream was too long, and she was in a trance, as if she had returned to the day when she first met Xiao Jingmo.He accumulated the little anger in his heart, and he stood up with spikes to prevent others from approaching.However, when I was squatting in the corner, I couldn't resist the piercing chill.So he couldn't refuse the temptation, the warm, beautiful warm feeling like the sun—like a moth to a flame, burning himself up, just for the light and heat.

The person standing inside the ball of light, in brocade clothes and robes, at one moment was the elder brother, at another moment he turned into Xiao Jingmo, it was hard to see clearly.

In the dream, his limbs seemed to be tightly suppressed by some invisible force. Jian Ruolin only felt that he ran forward with all his strength, trying to get closer to the light, but it was futile, and he was still struggling in the same place.

Suddenly, as if the surrounding air was sucked dry, huge waves surged up.He couldn't even move, standing where he was, struggling to be washed into the icy sea water.A sense of suffocation suddenly hit his face, and he choked his mouth and nose.He gasped for breath, trying to get something into his lungs—but there was nothing—no air, no water.

Jian Ruolin shouted over and over again in fear: Help me, who will save me...

Finally, Jian Ruolin woke up from the dream.I have lingering fears in my heart, but my eyes have already opened—it may be just for a moment, my whole body is still soaked in cold sweat, but I am glad that I am just in a dream.

When the consciousness gradually returned to this body, Jian Ruolin finally felt weak and sleepy like never before.

Xiao Jingmo half-kneeled by the bed, words like high-spirited, reckless, and crazy no longer had anything to do with him, Jian Ruolin only saw that his eye sockets were sunken and covered with bloodshot eyes, and a beard had protruded from his cheeks to his chin before he could shave it in time. After looking at it twice, for some reason, Jian Ruolin couldn't help but smile.

Seeing him wake up, Xiao Jingmo held his hand even tighter, and there was a choking sound in his voice when he spoke—in fact, Jian Ruolin wasn't sure if that was true, after all, Xiao Jingmo spoke in a crying voice. It really didn't match the routine he knew before.He heard him say: "Are you finally willing to wake up, don't go back to sleep, okay?"

Jian Ruolin turned her head several times, but couldn't digest the meaning of Xiao Jingmo's words──has he been asleep for a long time?Opening his mouth, he felt hot and hot in his mouth, rolled his throat twice, and squeezed out a word: "Water──" Unexpectedly, after only saying such a word, the whole throat seemed to be split open , There was a sharp pain in the neck, and Jian Ruolin felt that her head was separated from her body, so the junction seemed to be broken, and the pain was severe.

"Don't move! Don't move!" Xiao Jingmo was obviously very anxious, but he lowered his voice, as if afraid of being startled.

Jian Ruolin was dizzy for a while, and when she finally recovered, a little clear liquid seeped in from her lips, and slowly flowed through her lips and tongue, moisturizing her dry throat.He couldn't tell if it was real or in a dream, he just remembered that he opened his mouth and said: "I'm so tired, let me sleep again." It seemed that he was just thinking about it, and he didn't have time to say it.Anyway, soon, he returned to the original state of being in a daze, as if his whole body was floating in the air.

When he woke up again, he didn't know how long he had been in a coma.

Jian Ruolin was lying on the bed with her eyes half-opened. The scene in front of her was both familiar and strange.A ray of light shone at the end of the bed, with a faint red color, Jian Ruolin thought, this should be the sunset in the evening.Thinking of this, he struggled to sit up.

It should be because she slept for too long, her limbs were numb and stiff, so Jian Ruolin worked hard for a long time before she managed to sit up.The discomfort at the neck was still obvious, Jian Ruolin stretched out her hand to touch it, touched the thick gauze, and wrapped it around her neck again and again.Even though he could feel that the person who wrapped him had carefully relaxed his strength, Jian Ruolin was still entangled in the gauze, as if he was choked by something—no wonder he always dreamed that he was suffocating and struggling in the water.

He must have been in a coma for a long time, and the pain in the wound on his neck is no longer so obvious, it doesn't matter even if he turns his head now.

The door was pushed open at this time, and Xiao Jingmo walked in with a tray in one hand.When he saw himself sitting on the bed, a hint of surprise and surprise flashed in that person's eyes, but he didn't rush over to ask you how you felt when you woke up, or get excited because of the huge gap between what you lost and what you found.

Xiao Jingmo just stayed there for a while, then returned to the original state, still maintaining the original frequency of movements, pushed open the door, walked in, the tray in his hand didn't even tremble.Going to the bed and putting the tray on the stool beside him, he stretched out his hand to touch his forehead and cheek, Xiao Jingmo seemed relieved, and said to himself: "I can sit up by myself, it seems that Doctor Lin Qing didn't lie to me Ah... that quack doctor has treated you for so long, if it's not good, I'll tear down his signboard..."

Jian Ruolin had never felt that Xiao Jingmo had such a mother-in-law before, and even murmured to himself that he wanted to say something to him, but Xiao Jingmo had already brought the medicine on the tray He got up, looked at himself and said, "It's just right, let's drink the medicine first." He scooped up a spoonful of medicine juice, blew on it and handed it to his eyes.

Jian Ruolin can no longer control the issue of whether the medicine is bitter or not. She is as sensitive and delicate as him. Even when her head is confused when she wakes up from a serious illness, she still feels that Xiao Jingmo is unusual—now this person is like a tension A bowstring that is too tight will break at any time.

Xiao Jingmo fed him one sip at a time, and he also sipped it lightly, only glancing at the man in front of him from time to time.The man was too focused on feeding the medicine, his eyes stayed on the spoon all the time, and he didn't look at him again.

After drinking the medicine, Xiao Jingmo put the empty bowl aside, helped him to lie down, and carefully tucked the corner of the quilt.

"The wound hasn't healed yet, I'd better take a rest these days, I'll go out first, so I won't bother you."

Jian Ruolin looked at Xiao Jingmo turning around, about to leave him, without thinking, she reached out and grabbed the corner of his clothes.Xiao Jingmo could only turn back to look at him, seeing that Jian Ruolin was a bit embarrassed and embarrassed, he could only ask in a low voice, "Do you have something to tell me?" His voice was still a little hoarse, but it was already healed a lot of.

Xiao Jingmo coaxed a child: "I'll talk about these things after you recover, you should rest first."

Jian Ruolin relentlessly grabbed the hem of his clothes and refused to let go: "I've slept long enough, I have some things to say, shouldn't I make it clear earlier, young master?" Actually, this was not his original intention, It's just that Xiao Jingmo's attitude towards him was too calm and evasive. Before he realized it, the title had already blurted out, a bit bitterly reminding of the disparity in identities between the two, and questioning Xiao Jingmo's deliberate deception.So much so that after he finished speaking, even he himself was taken aback.

But Xiao Jingmo smiled: "You should blame me, I was the one who kept it secret and didn't tell you clearly from the beginning."

I don't know if it's an illusion, but Jian Ruolin felt that there was a bit of desolation in that smile.

"But it doesn't matter. I'm going back to Beijing. As you wish, from now on, there will be no debts between you and me! If you don't want to see me, I will never set foot in Suzhou again." city."

Jian Ruolin was shaken all over, every word in those words seemed to be tangible, and every word was hurt.He couldn't help himself to pretend to hide his emotions, he opened his eyes wide in disbelief and looked at Xiao Jingmo, looking so hard that his hands trembled.

"You won." Xiao Jingmo gritted his teeth and said word by word, "I will fulfill your wish no matter what the result you want!" After speaking, she seemed to be discouraged, Jian Ruolin always felt that he wanted to Crying, but how could Xiao Jingmo, who is so proud and unrestrained, cry?So he only heard his compromising and powerless voice, and said lightly to him: "Ruo Lin, you know, I'm scared, I really don't dare to take it anymore."

With just these few words, Jian Ruolin felt as if her whole body was crushed.

People who are always sticking to their side like brown sugar, their usual trick is to stalk and stalk, plus they are shameless, people say "a strong girl is afraid of being stalked by a man", even though Jian Ruolin is not a woman, she can't help it This gentle offensive.Even though he was repeatedly rejected and pushed away by Jian Ruolin's decisive words again and again, Xiao Jingmo still did not give up, trying to save this relationship again and again.It's not that Jian Ruolin hasn't thought about whether to give Xiao Jingmo another chance, maybe that person really regrets it, maybe it's just as the person said, before, he just couldn't tell the truth from the fake.

It's just that Jian Ruolin understands better that when a man falls in love, he must be tolerated in the world, and falling in love cannot solve all practical problems, let alone Xiao Jingmo already has a wife, so why should he be himself when he is asked to stand beside Xiao Jingmo?

In the final analysis, he was still afraid, afraid of the world's criticism and criticism, and afraid that his lover's will would not be strong in the future.

If the future is doomed to be bumpy, and we hate each other after hardships, then it is better to take advantage of this relationship before it has a chance to mend it, put in more effort, and simply strangle it to death at the point of resurgence.

Just to avoid the future, he broke the present, and didn't even have the courage to fight side by side and try to win.

He or Xiao Jingmo, who is more ruthless than the other?

Jian Ruolin asked self-deprecatingly in her heart, and couldn't help smiling, the fingers that hooked the corner of Xiao Jingmo's clothes slowly loosened.

Xiao Jingmo blamed him first, but the one who finally decided to cut off this relationship was himself.If it was at the earliest time, Xiao Jingmo said to him: "I let go." Maybe he would feel pain and loss for a while, but he would still not hesitate and let that person stay away.However, after experiencing the prison disaster and the incident at Jiling Peak, no matter how much resentment there was at the beginning, it has disappeared with time and the daily struggle of that person.At first hearing that Xiao Jingmo was finally willing to let go, he should have been relieved, but at this moment, he just felt empty in his heart, nothing left.

Besides, Xiao Jingmo is also a person who refuses to admit defeat and bow his head easily. What did he do to force him to say "I dare not take it anymore" to show weakness.

When Jian Ruolin was held hostage, she said that she didn't want to owe Xiao Jingmo any more, but in fact, she just didn't want to be his burden.However, he would never have imagined that when Xiao Jingmo saw himself colliding with the dagger in front of his eyes, and his neck was bleeding profusely, he would feel so heartbroken.In Xiao Jingmo's heart, at that moment, Jian Ruolin had already used an extremely tragic method to strip him from his life, without any involvement.

How could Xiao Jingmo dare to ask for this feeling if he did so.He was really tired of being so entangled.

Xiao Jingmo sighed quietly, picked up the tray and walked out the door.

After walking a few steps, Jian Ruolin's low and slightly hoarse voice came from behind: "It's getting dark, light a lamp for me."

Xiao Jingmo let out a "huh", seeming a little puzzled—this sentence was supposed to be normal, but just a moment ago, the atmosphere between the two of them was still so heavy, and it would not be an exaggeration to say that it was a little sentimental, sad and gloomy.In a blink of an eye, Jian Ruolin was like an ordinary person, speaking lightly, lying on her side peacefully, her appearance was a bit lazy and elegant.

Jian Ruolin thought for a long time, and realized that she, like Xiao Jingmo, couldn't let go of this relationship.They pretended to be hard-hearted, but when things came to an end, they really had to go their separate ways, only to realize that the kind of heart-wrenching pain was unbearable.Besides, Xiao Jingmo helped Liufang Pavilion twice when he was in crisis, silently stood behind him to support him when he was alone and alone, and took care of him with all his heart and soul when he was seriously injured. Who is ruthless? It was so soft that it was thoroughly touched by Xiao Jingmo.

What will happen in the future? Let’s wait for the future to think about it. Why worry about it now?

After figuring it out, her heart suddenly became clear—as expected, she was still self-confessed and asking for troubles before——Jian Ruolin smiled at Xiao Jingmo's astonished face in the dark, and said with some uncertainty: "If I say now that I will give you another chance , do you think that I am playing tricks on you?"

"What, what?" Xiao Jingmo was afraid that he had heard wrong, so his eyes were wide open.

"If you still don't dare to ask for it, then just pretend I didn't say it."

"Wait, wait..." Xiao Jingmo was still holding the empty tray in his hand, and ran back to the bed in three steps, "Are you serious, do you mean that? Did I get it wrong, Ruolin, you , You say it again."

The poor empty bowl tumbled off the tray and fell to the floor with a muffled sound.

Xiao Jingmo didn't care about bowls and trays, he pulled Jian Ruolin and kept asking, "Is it true, is it?" Then he said nervously, "Ruolin, don't lie to me."

All kinds of betrayals and struggles since breaking up with Xiao Jingmo, finally ended at this moment.

Jian Ruolin sincerely feels comfortable physically and mentally, and the word for love is indeed poisonous.

No, it's not just a drug, it's an addiction that never ends.

With a smile on Jian Ruolin's face, she said angrily, "Why don't you help me light the lamp?"

Xiao Jingmo nodded quickly and got up in a hurry.He was half-kneeling by the bed, but he stood up anxiously, his feet stepped on the hem of his clothes, he staggered suddenly, and nearly fell to the ground.In the end, the person stabilized, but he didn't hold the tray, and flew out of his hand, hitting the antique vase on the side.Xiao Jingmo secretly said something was wrong, and moved his body to save the valuable vase.It's a pity that the sky was dark, and Xiao Jingmo's robe was spacious, and in a flustered movement, the wide cuffs caught on the clothes rack next to the bed inadvertently, and when Xiao Jingmo moved, the rack fell, and the rack fell down, including the rack Even the stool with the face towel on it was also pushed down...

The whole body is moved by one hair, and the final result is the sound of various objects falling to the ground one after another in the room: the tray still hits the vase, and the exquisite blue and white fine porcelain is broken into pieces; the clothes hanger falls, and the brass faceplate He was not spared either, three or four pieces of clothes were spread all over the floor, and most of them were wetted by the water spilled from his face... To sum up, it was too horrible to look at.

Xiao Jingmo stood in a messy room, with his hands still stretched forward, maintaining the posture of preparing to rescue the vase, slightly embarrassed and awkward, and rarely, two touches of blush appeared on his face.

As for Jian Ruolin, he was really frightened by Xiao Jingmo's formation. He never expected that just lighting a lamp could produce such...a spectacular effect.

"Why don't you turn on the lights when it's so dark?" Bai Qi swayed in, and as soon as she entered the room, she saw the mess in the room. She was stunned and looked at Xiao Jingmo blankly: "What's wrong? Jingmo, what are you going to do?" Are you tearing down the house..."

Finally, Jian Ruolin couldn't help it, and burst out laughing with a "puh!", and couldn't stop anymore, laughing out of nowhere.

Laughing hurt the wound, so that face was a little distorted, but it was the sincerity and gentleness that had not been seen for a long time.

Writer's words:

The two finally reconciled>,