[Historical colleagues] The Queen's Fate of Quick Transmigration

It is also very cold in the capital city in winter, not to mention Meng Guqing's good clothes and jewelry have already been looted, as for the monthly profit she should have, she has been pushed back and forth, and has never been distributed.

Wearing thin clothes and feeling the cold wind everywhere, Meng Guqing should have been shivering from the cold, but at this moment, she only felt that her heart was even colder, so cold that she didn't even feel the coldness on her body. Feeling cold is nothing.

She just huddled in the rockery like this, not knowing what to do. She really thought that Xiaozhuang was a good aunt, and she also really thought that there was a real relationship between herself and Xiaozhuang.

That's why she was always sure that her aunt would help her, and that's why she felt extra ironic when faced with such a ridiculous truth.

Meng Guqing sat there for a while, not even knowing when Xiaozhuang left. When she was about to leave, she saw Shunzhi carefully supporting Concubine Dong E to enjoy the snow together.

The gentle smile on his face, the eyes full of affection, and the gentleness that could not be concealed in his every move, all made Meng Guqing feel a dull pain in his heart.

In the past, she was careful to please Shunzhi, but Shunzhi was always irritable in front of her, and there was a double dislike in that irritableness. No matter how she tried to please, Shunzhi's face was stinky, and he was rarely happy.

Meng Guqing looked at Dong E's gorgeous dress, from a distance, he looked like a fairy concubine, but he himself was so embarrassing.

This made her squat down again in surprise, she didn't want to let herself appear in front of Shunzhi with such a shabby image.

When she was squatting carefully in the rockery, she heard Shunzhi talking to Concubine Dong E full of affection, the voice was so soft that it was outrageous.

Like knives one after another, Ling Chi landed on Meng Guqing's body, and as time went by, she couldn't feel the pain anymore.

Until she heard Concubine Dong E say pitifully: "I heard that Concubine Jing's life is not good recently, many concubines who used to have old grievances with her have gone to trouble, if the emperor ordered to help Jing Concubine, after all, she was once your wife!"

Hearing Concubine Dong E's words like this, Meng Guqing's first reaction was dissatisfaction, because she wanted in Shunzhi's heart to always be that proud girl like a phoenix, instead of being lowly and oppressed by others.

But soon she realized that a different kind of anticipation rose in her heart, she turned her head cautiously, ready to see what Shunzhi's expression would be.

Then I saw a very complicated expression on Shunzhi's face, and then he said coldly: "She is jealous and extravagant, and has grievances with Liugong, which shows that she is not a good person, such a vulgar person is not worth it." Poor you."

Concubine Dong E sighed softly after hearing this, and said with compassion on her face: "After all, Concubine Jing is your wife and has had a relationship with you for many years. For your sake."

After hearing this, Shunzhi looked at Dong E's eyes more softly, and said indifferently: "Meng Guqing is my wife, she was forced into me by Dorgon at the beginning. , as hateful as Dorgon!

Always inexplicably proud, as if the most honorable person in the world is she and not me, it's ridiculous and vulgar. "

When Shunzhi said this, his eyes were very cold, but his expression was extraordinarily calm, as if he was speaking of a known fact, which made Meng Guqing feel so cold.

At that moment, she finally understood that she was wrong from the beginning, because she was forced by Dorgon to Shunzhi, so in front of Shunzhi, she was full of original sin.

Dorgon was so powerful that Shunzhi had to endure it, and he wanted Shunzhi to accept everything about him, and he never meant to hide it from him. In this way, in Shunzhi's view, he was as hateful as Dorgon.

It's really ridiculous. Meng Guqing originally thought that he was in extreme pain, but after feeling the pain in his already numb heart, Meng Guqing realized that the words "life is better than death" have so much meaning. Heavy portion.

Meng Guqing wanted to go out and explain to Shunzhi, and explained loudly to Shunzhi, but she saw the cold light in Shunzhi's eyes, she squatted down silently again, hugged her legs tightly with both hands, and buried her head on the lap.

In order to gain a little sense of security, in the cold wind, she remembered the days in Horqin, when she was the biggest pearl on the Horqin grassland.

In winter, she also wanted to go out to ride horses with her brothers, but because she was too young, the brothers firmly refused to allow her, but in the end she couldn't match her coquettishness, and finally hugged herself up.

At that time, the cold wind was also blowing on the face, but soon my brother raised his cloak and used his cloak to shield himself from the wind and cold, holding his waist tightly with one hand, just for fear of getting hurt when.

I still felt that it was not exciting, I couldn't see the surrounding scenes, I kept being coquettish, and asked my brother to lower the cloak, but my brother kept refusing, and later I had a small conflict with my brother, and my brother gave it to me later. After giving myself the same exquisite jewelry, the two brothers and sisters reconciled.

At that time, I was inexplicably angry, but my family never felt that I was unruly and self-willed, and they never demanded that I must be virtuous and virtuous, kind and forbearing. They always loved me full of love.

So she never felt that there was anything wrong with her character, and she also thought that she would get the emperor's greatest favor, so even if she had to manage the concubines of the sixth palace for the emperor, she could still bear her heartache.

But after coming here, she discovered that there are many differences between the imperial city and the prairie. More and more people have more and more demands on her, and everyone is watching her every move. Move, and then magnify the bad points in her character.

That made her anxious, and what made her even more disturbed was Shunzhi's disgusting attitude towards her, so she desperately wanted to please Shunzhi. Shunzhi liked sinology, even though she felt a headache reading those books, she still could bear her temper Yes, read the book.

Shunzhi likes the red sleeves of the Han people, so she went to learn how to grind ink and cook, but in the end, Shunzhi was very dissatisfied because of the treatment she had enjoyed since she was a child.

This made Meng Guqing feel very baffled, in this palace, there were too many involuntary things, she could feel the changes in herself.

So even if she felt Shunzhi's dissatisfaction, she stubbornly refused to change, as if she could prove that she was still the woman who was more dazzling than fire in the past.

She was so stubborn, as if she was waiting for her relatives to discover her dissatisfaction, and then carefully please herself, but until the end, she did not wait for a good word from Shunzhi.

Mu Ran thought of everything in the past, one scene after another that she had ignored in the years appeared in front of her, Meng Guqing suddenly shed tears.

Because she was the queen of the Qing Dynasty before, she was sought after by many people, and she also subtly regarded Shunzhi very seriously. When she came to the imperial court, she was not loved by Shunzhi, but the more she The more she is not liked by Shunzhi, the more she wants to get it.

In the end, she didn't know whether she loved Shunzhi or was unwilling to do so. She almost devoted all her energy to this relationship as if she was possessed.

It wasn't until now that she had lost everything that she suddenly thought of her family and clansmen. Since she was a waste queen, they would also be implicated by her.

Thinking of this, Meng Guqing was in so much pain that she couldn't shed tears. After Shunzhi and Concubine Dong E left, she returned to the bedroom with a cold face, and then she was no longer innocent and wanton as before, regardless of other things. No matter how provocative people are, they are always indifferent, and even learned to chant Buddha.

Maybe it was because he felt that Meng Guqing had really changed, or maybe he was afraid that something was wrong with Meng Guqing, but in the end Xiaozhuang still made a move, so Meng Guqing's life in the palace was much easier.

But what's the use of that, she lost her cherished family, and the people closest to her were the ones she hurt the most, this made Meng Guqing feel ironic, if a concubine concubine commits suicide is a serious crime, it will harm her family , I'm afraid Meng Guqing couldn't stand it anymore.

In the last days, Meng Guqing lived in this palace like a ghost, watched the joys and sorrows in this palace like watching a play, and finally got completely free on a certain day, and then got a chance to start again .

At the moment of rebirth, her heart was full of hatred, towards Shunzhi, towards Xiaozhuang, towards the concubines in the harem!

But soon she realized that at this time, her family members were still alive and well, and they could only live their lives cautiously under Shunzhi's instructions, and did not die of serious illness because of worrying about herself.

Thinking of his family, thinking of the warm love after another, Meng Guqing suppressed all the dark sides in his heart, tried his best to please Shunzhi, and tried his best to protect his family.

But that dark side was only suppressed. The humiliation she had suffered, the pain of being broken one by one, the despair of falling from the clouds into the quagmire, and the remorse that harmed her family, these hurts The pain didn't go away at all.

This kind of emotion was only deeply hidden by her, but at this moment, seeing another Concubine Dong E standing up in front of her, the dark side in Meng Guqing's heart suddenly rose.

Involving her family is the biggest nightmare in her life, so she will never allow her family to be implicated by her again, Meng Guqing thought so, lowering her eyes.

He waved gently, and then muttered together with the dowry she brought from Horqin.