my alpha has a dual personality

The speech didn't take long, Lu Mingjia didn't like giving long thesis speeches, and she didn't have any airs of leadership, she just talked to everyone with a smile and answered the students' questions seriously.

No matter what speech Lu Xiangyuan listens to, her mind will be dizzy and she can't listen to a word, but she can't hear enough of Lu Mingjia's voice. No one in the world can match.

When the speech was over, Lu Xiangyuan patted the leaves on her body and slipped over from the side. Lu Mingjia saw her frowning, and seemed to have never expected that she would be so cheeky and follow her here.

Soon, Lu Mingjia restrained her emotions, as if she didn't see Lu Xiangyuan, and continued to chat with her former homeroom teacher.

However, the homeroom teacher was very impressed with Lu Xiangyuan. He waved to Lu Xiangyuan, called him over, and said, "I used to think that the two of you would not make it to the end. I didn't expect that, the relationship between the two of you is quite..."

"We're not together." Lu Mingjia said warmly.

The homeroom teacher was stunned, didn't quite understand the meaning, didn't quite understand why Lu Xiangyuan followed Lu Mingjia when they weren't together, "Then you..."

Lu Xiangyuan replied: "I am her lick now..."

"It's just a friend." Lu Mingjia smiled at the head teacher, pursing her lips, and asked, "Is the teacher at home, I just went to see her today."

"Yes." The class teacher glanced at Lu Xiangyuan, feeling that the atmosphere between them was a bit weird, but they didn't mention it, and it was even harder to mention it as an outsider, but when he took Lu Mingjia to the house, he took Lu Mingjia's hand. Xiang Yuan took it with her.

Lu Xiangyuan couldn't get in the way, she didn't know much about academic matters, but through Lu Mingjia's chat with the class teacher, she knew the ins and outs. It was because something happened in the school. Some students were under too much pressure and were in a trance. It happened that Lu Mingjia was their idol, so the school wanted to invite Lu Mingjia to give a speech to relax the students.

In the evening, Lu Mingjia stayed in the hotel arranged by the school, and Lu Xiangyuan also stayed in the same hotel. The journey should be exhausting and easy to fall asleep, but she tossed and turned.

Lu Xiangyuan took out her phone and sent a message to Lu Mingjia: [Mingjia, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have left without saying goodbye, you should have hated me. 】

Lu Mingjia couldn't answer the question, 【Why are you here today? 】

Just as Lu Xiangyuan wanted to type "Because I'm your licking dog", she deleted each word and sent her thoughts: [Because I want to follow you, like you, and want to be with you, I'm afraid you won't I, I'm afraid that if I don't come to you, I won't have the final qualifications. 】

After sending the message, Lu Mingjia didn't reply until half an hour later: 【I do hate you. 】

Lu Xiangyuan said: [I will slowly eliminate your hatred. 】

Lu Mingjia didn't call her back.

Similarly, Lu Mingjia couldn't sleep either.

Thinking about what happened in the past few days, what Lu Xiangyuan did will indeed move her, make her deeply involved, and also make her painful.

Why does Lu Mingjia hate it?

When I hate Lu Xiangyuan and leave, I have to add that I love you and I do it for your own good.Even if he left, he still wanted to leave her a long night alone, so that she didn't completely cut off her love.

If you don't love me, I can stop mentioning it completely and remind myself not to love you, but you still love me, so I miss you and think there is no need to separate, I miss you every day, I still miss you, I want to see you every moment ...

If you don't love me, I have a reason not to love you and force myself to let go, but you say you love me, love me very much, what should I force?

what can we do about it?

Why don't you think about it, you ran away in a hurry, and only threw me a sentence "I love you very much", what should I do if I am alone?

In the past five years, Lu Mingjia tore up Lu Xiangyuan's promise bit by bit, tore it up and reassembled it, repeatedly, and finally remembered the sentence: I love you very much.

From then on, "I love you" is heavier than "I don't love you".

So heavy that it will never heal for a lifetime.

……

After Lu Mingjia finished his speech, he was not in a hurry to go back. He would go to attend lectures, do some ideological work for the students who were preparing for the exam, and spend the rest of the time wandering around.

She is also curious about her current alma mater.

When I was tired from walking, I sat on the railing to rest. This is what all the students do now. Lu Mingjia followed suit.

"Wow, three-pointer!"

There were cheers on the court, Lu Xiangyuan clapped his hands, and started to run after several Alphas. Lu Xiangyuan is a sports girl who can not only play basketball, long-distance running, skipping rope, etc., everything.When they were studying, the teacher often didn't know whether Lu Xiangyuan was admitted or whether she was an exception for sports students.

Girls and boys cheered around the arena. Lu Mingjia watched quietly. Some students came to talk to her, asked her some questions, and about the National Academy of Sciences. He wanted to use this as his goal.

Lu Mingjia answered one by one, until a student asked: "Professor Lu, how did you come up with the idea of ​​doing this? I used to just want to study hard, and then I will come out to get a high salary, make more money, and support myself."

It's a very old-fashioned question. Lu Mingjia has heard it many times. The reporters who interviewed her will ask her this question every time, and she always gives the same answer.

Lu Mingjia said: "Because I like it, I have determined to do it since I was a child."

She smiled lightly.

Actually not.

The students looked at her in surprise and admiration.

"Hello." At this time, Lu Xiangyuan turned to look at Lu Mingjia, and said out of breath, "I can still shoot another three-pointer, do you believe it?"

"You vote first." Lu Mingjia said.

"Just believe it or not." Lu Xiangyuan blocked the people who came to grab the ball.

Lu Mingjia was silent, hesitating between the two options, and the student next to him urged: "Believe it, definitely believe it, senior sister Lu is very good."

Lu Xiangyuan raised the ball high and dribbled it skillfully. When Lu Mingjia said "letter", she raised her hand and threw it in. It passed the basketball hoop and missed.

A group of people booed, saying that she was pretending to be a thunderbolt, and now she missed a three-pointer, and she was ashamed.Lu Xiangyuan was not discouraged and quickly charged, grabbed the ball again and continued to shoot.

She was sweating profusely while playing, and laughed happily on the court. Every time she hit a three-pointer, she would ask Lu Mingjia, "What do you think of me, am I good?"

Lu Mingjia applauded her.

The ball was played fiercely, and more and more people watched, most of them focused on Lu Xiangyuan, "That's a female Alpha, so handsome, it's the first time I see such a handsome Alpha, I'm going to be tempted .”

"Why are you so excited? That's Professor Lu's girlfriend."

"Didn't you mean your ex?"

"Look at how happy Professor Lu is smiling. Maybe it's just a conflict. If you say it on purpose, do you believe it when young couples have conflicts?"

The corners of Lu Mingjia's lips were raised slightly, and when her eyes touched Lu Xiangyuan's figure, the coldness on her body would dissipate, her smile was warm, no longer polite and gentle.

Moreover, she would look at it for a long, long time until her eyes became dry and moist.

Lu Xiangyuan shot a lot of three-pointers and played for more than an hour. When it was time for class, Lu Xiangyuan frowned and walked towards Lu Mingjia, flaunting his might, like a general who had won a battle.

"How is it?" Lu Xiangyuan asked proudly.

"It's not bad. Do you exercise often?" Lu Mingjia gave her the seat next to her.

"No, I haven't touched a basketball for three years. It's actually very difficult to play." Lu Xiangyuan sat on the railing with one hand and boasted: "It's not me, don't say three-pointers in the early years." , slam dunk, flower ball, I can do everything."

Lu Mingjia handed her a bottle of water.

Lu Xiangyuan was so hot that she unscrewed the bottle cap and drank it, then washed her hands with the remaining water. The basketball bounced on the ground for a long time, and her hands felt the ball until it was pitch black.

Lu Mingjia said again: "Your cell phone has rang a few times, you can see whose call it is."

This will be the company's phone number. Lu Xiangyuan fell down from the railing, picked up the clothes on the ground, shook off the dust, and took out her mobile phone to call back.

The company was very dissatisfied with her leaving without authorization, and felt that she had drifted away as soon as she took the stake. Lu Xiangyuan apologized while procrastinating, and then called the partner when it was over. After various discussions, groveling, and finally fighting for three days.

When she came back, she said with a smile to Lu Mingjia: "Would you like to go to the cafeteria to eat? I heard that their cafeteria has been remodeled, and now it's very high-end. You shouldn't have to pay for it, right?"

Lu Mingjia nodded and led her to dinner.

The school said hello, and you can eat whatever you want upstairs and downstairs. After the cafeteria was renovated, it became a small gourmet city with everything you need. Lu Xiangyuan finally fulfilled her dream of studying in the school cafeteria, which is to serve rich money in the school cafeteria.

For the next two days, they ate three meals at school. During the day, Lu Mingjia was busy in the teaching building, and it was difficult for Lu Xiangyuan to follow, so they played on the playground.

Every time she finishes playing, she can see Lu Mingjia watching from behind.

Silently, looking at her quietly, Lu Xiangyuan didn't feel happy, but panicked. This panic started from the moment she stayed in the Lu Mingjia community and didn't get out completely.

She walked up to Lu Mingjia, and before she could speak, Lu Mingjia asked her when she would go back.Lu Xiangyuan packed the pan-fried buns and fed them to Lu Mingjia with chopsticks. Lu Mingjia shook her head and refused to eat, asking her to answer questions.

Lu Xiangyuan asked Lu Mingjia, "What about you, when do you want to go back? I'll be with you, it's lonely to go back alone."

"I plan to go back this afternoon." Lu Mingjia said.

"Then I'll go with you." Lu Xiangyuan finished eating the last bun, "I didn't bring any luggage, so I can leave directly."

"We have different paths." Lu Mingjia said.

Lu Xiangyuan choked, feeling choked by the bun.

"Lu Xiangyuan." Lu Mingjia called her, more solemnly than ever, "I won't hate you anymore, and I won't torture you anymore."

"Why, why suddenly..."

Lu Xiangyuan's heart skipped a beat, and she was in pain. She changed the subject, "It seems that there is a new noodle shop outside. We didn't study before. Would you like to try it? I don't feel full yet. Let's go out and eat some more. , I see you didn't eat just now..."

"Let's end here." Lu Mingjia took a deep breath, insisted on finishing the sentence, and said, "That's it from now on, let's draw a full stop."

The heart speeded up suddenly, as if it was clenched tightly.

Lu Xiangyuan licked her lips, "It's still..." No more.

"You're fine, there's no need to be humble here. I'm not angry now, but... we still don't want to make up."

"I don't feel humble, why?" Lu Xiangyuan didn't understand, she always felt that something was about to slip from her palm.

Lu Mingjia smiled, "Because...you are fine now. In fact, I can live well by myself. You don't have to worry about me. You don't have to make up for me for your misery in the future. We will all live well Bar."

Lu Xiangyuan was speechless, her words to persuade her to stay were blocked.

"Is it that shop in front? Let's go eat together." Lu Mingjia turned around and walked towards that shop. She touched her waist with her hands before realizing that she was wearing a skirt without pockets. Fingers, pinching the skirt.

Lu Xiangyuan followed her, walking slowly.

The streets during the day are not bustling enough, only when the students are studying at night, the surrounding shops will be lively, at this time it is silent, only the sound of car horns.

The walls of the noodle shop were blackened by the smoke, but the boss was diligent and wiped the tables clean, and put two pots of spider plants for decoration.

"What do you want to eat?" the boss asked.

"Just, let's have two bowls of the most expensive noodles." Lu Xiangyuan said.

The boss asked: "Do you want to add eggs?"

Lu Xiangyuan nodded, "Add."

Lu Mingjia said, "I want one too, thank you."

On the table, the two people lowered their heads, stirring the chopsticks in the soup water, picking up and slipping off, back and forth, without taking a bite into their mouths.

"It's so spicy, can you eat spicy food now? Do you want to buy a cup of milk tea?" Lu Xiangyuan raised her head and asked.

"Okay." Lu Mingjia took out a tissue and wiped her mouth, "It is indeed a little spicy, and I feel like there is a fire in my mouth."

Lu Xiangyuan put down her chopsticks, went out and wiped her eyes vigorously, and then went to the store in front to buy milk tea. This store was there when they were studying, and the store owner chatted with her enthusiastically, regardless of whether she knew her or not, and asked her if she used to belong to this school. Yes, she looks familiar.

Lu Xiangyuan bought two cups of fruit tea and took them back, inserted a straw and handed them to Lu Mingjia. Lu Xiangyuan took a sip first, it was sour and sweet, and she commented: "The taste is not bad, but it is much worse than before. I remember I used to have to have a drink every week, or I would be bored and dry."

"In the past, the circle was small, and there were few things to eat. There were only a few delicacies that we could see, so we naturally felt delicious. But when we grow up, we eat more delicacies, and the evaluation of delicious food is different. When we come back to eat these, it is judged. The standard is also high." Lu Mingjia took a sip of the straw, thought for a while, and said: "The taste is indeed not as good as before, although there are more coconuts in it than before."

When they were studying, the economy was not so developed. Half a glass of ice and half a glass of water, it’s not like the slogan is directly printed on it now: a glass is full of ingredients.

Chatted east and west, and talked about their development in recent years. Lu Xiangyuan said that she had been okay in the past few years, but she was a little tired. The company before was a mess, but now this company is much better and has development prospects. After a few years, maybe she can become a high-level executive in the company and buy a house for the second elder in the family.

Lu Mingjia also talked about her life. She has been overcoming various medical problems and often stays in the laboratory. Every time she makes a new discovery or develops a new drug, she feels very satisfied. Doing a few researches and solving a few medical problems is very busy.

They are all fine and have different goals in life.

Talking about the dough in the bowl.

They went back to the school and walked around, the quiet playground, the silent college, they were like students who skipped classes, wandering around with nothing to do, and then the two of them walked into the grove together.

In the past, Lu Xiangyuan would often go to the grove to buy things for school. Every time she went out, a group of teachers were waiting outside. Once she was stuck on the wall, and a group of teachers were underneath.

That scene was not ordinary embarrassment, it became a problem whether she sat on it or jumped off.

In the end, Lu Xiangyuan had no choice but to jump down. It happened that Lu Mingjia won the biology award in the national competition that day. Lu Mingjia gave a speech in the first 10 minutes, and Lu Xiangyuan made a review in the last 10 minutes.

The people below were laughing like crazy, and when it was over, a group of people asked Lu Xiangyuan if she was ashamed and what it felt like.Lu Xiangyuan scolded a few times, saying that she didn't feel anything, she would dare next time, but she turned around and saw Lu Mingjia and the teacher behind her, smiling gently at Lu Mingjia, it was the first time she saw the teacher would Feeling flustered, she ran away.

When I was a student, there were a lot of interesting things that happened. Sometimes I thought about it very naively, and I was so embarrassing that I scratched my feet. But when I recall it, I always feel regretful and feel a sense of loss.

The past is the past, and what is lost can never be found again.

They went to many places and talked a lot along the way. When they didn't know each other, when they met, although they talked about a lot of things, they didn't mention their love, like long-lost old friends, just reminiscing about the past.

"Actually, we have all become what we imagined before." Lu Mingjia said.

Lu Xiangyuan said yes, she wanted to blow the bottle before, she had a house, a car and money, and Lu Mingjia wanted to be a medical scientist and delve into various mysteries.

After fulfilling all the dreams, do you feel that there is nothing to regret?

I have to wake up, no matter how I change the topic, no matter how I delay the time, I will face an ending.

After going around in a circle, there was a class in physical education class, and the badminton was swinging around. Two people went to borrow the racket and played a few times. They had just finished warming up and got out of class, so they had to return the racket. A group of students rushed to the cafeteria. It also regrettably ended.

In fact, I would like to ask if I want to have dinner together again, but when the time comes, they all have to drive to different places, and adults don't have so much free time.

The car stopped, Lu Mingjia went up first, there were not many people in the car, Lu Mingjia sat by the window, looking ahead.Lu Xiangyuan called out to her.

Lu Mingjia turned her head and said, "You're fine."

Lu Xiangyuan pursed her lips and said, "Then, goodbye."

Lu Mingjia waved her hand, "Best trip."

Lu Xiangyuan got into the car at the back, and as soon as her buttocks were seated, the master drove straight away.

Lu Xiangyuan hurriedly shouted, "Master, wait a moment..."

"Don't wait for anyone, there are not many people at this point every time." The master was in a hurry, and the car was driving fast. When the window was rolled down, the master drove to another road.

In the empty car, Lu Xiangyuan leaned against the window, the wind kept blowing, and the windows of the car squeaked. When she came, she didn't feel bumpy, but when she left, her heart was numb and painful.

The same wind blows into Lu Mingjia's car, but it feels different. The driver seems to be a novice. He drives slowly, but the car is very stable. The wind blows delicately and gently on his face.

She didn't know what she was singing.

The car drove far away, left the school, and could no longer see the shadow.

There is only the sound of the beating heart, vibrating and suffocating.

During those five years, she thought about Lu Xiangyuan all the time, thought of a thousand and ten thousand reunions, thought of countless ways to torture her, and vowed to give Lu Xiangyuan a painful ending and make her regret it , she must be made to cry watching him abandon her.

Or, lock her up, break her legs, make her so miserable that she can't go anywhere.

Every step is meticulous, starting from the first smile they meet.

It's just that every second after second of being together, she can't help but be dazzled by Lu Xiangyuan's smile. Seeing Lu Xiangyuan make a three-pointer and seeing Lu Xiangyuan laughing, she is actually happier than torturing Lu Xiangyuan hapiness.

No matter how indifferent she pretended to be, she couldn't help falling again, becoming a real lunatic, unable to control her emotions at all, always acting strangely, being indifferent for a while and gentle for a while, unable to show the most reasonable emotions.

may.

What she wanted was never to make Lu Xiangyuan suffer, but a serious goodbye to put an end to their young promise and immature love.