The gentleman's way

Something wrong: "What happened to your hand?"

Jun Changning didn't expect him to be so sharp, the corners of his mouth twitched, and he put his hands in front of his body as if he was about to get up, Yan Hong's face changed drastically when he saw Jun Changning, thinking of Jun Changning Carrying myself out from such a deep place, it can be seen that my hand must have been injured, and now it is freezing cold again, if I can't take care of it, I will suffer.

Seeing that his face had changed, Jun Changning said, "It's not as serious as you imagined, but it's just a scratch. The Qi family made a fuss and asked me to bandage it up. You also know that I can't hold him back, otherwise When I go back later, I will be nagged by three people together, so I let him go."

Although Yan Hong knew this, he was still worried, but he couldn't let him take off the bandage for peace of mind, so he could only stare at him with both eyes. coming.To be honest, the wounds on his hands were really not serious, at best they were just worn out. This was also because he rode on horseback one after another, after all, he hadn't been exercising all year round.

Jun Changning simply sat down on the bed, stretched out his hand and started to untie the bandage, Yan Hong hurriedly held him down, and said repeatedly: "What are you doing, just stay here, I don't worry about it."

Jun Changning raised his eyebrows, glanced at the guy's wound that was much more serious than his own, and said lightly: "I remember that some people can't even worry about themselves, but they still have time to worry about others."

Yan Hong couldn't help curling the corners of his mouth, and stretched out his hand to hold Jun Changning's hand. Even though several layers of gauze were separated, he could still feel the temperature inside. Jun Changning was like a piece of warm jade, radiating non-stop, making him let go Unstoppable temperature: "You are not someone else."

Jun Changning was taken aback for a moment, then looked down and saw Yan Hong's eyes, which were obviously the same eyes, but this time there seemed to be something wrong with the eyes, some were too hot.

Although Jun Changning was never married and had children in his previous life, he had had several girlfriends, so he couldn't understand the look in his eyes.I secretly felt something was wrong, thinking that I sacrificed my life to save this guy, and confused this guy with friendship and love. At the moment, I didn't care much about it. I just thought it was because of the friendship at the moment of life and death. It just made him lose his composure.

Jun Changning coughed, waking Yan Hong out of his thoughts, and his gaze became normal again. Jun Changning thought it was a momentary incontinence, and then smiled and said, "That's right, we are the last Good bro."

Yan Hong raised his eyebrows slightly. He didn't expect this child to be more sensitive than he imagined. It's a pity that one day ago, he still regarded his affection for this child as friendship, but after one day, he could no longer deceive himself , that kind of unforgettable, bone-eating warmth really makes people unable to let go.

Yan Hong is an excellent general, so he naturally knows that everything should not be rushed, and he has to think carefully about whether he wants to take that step. Yan Chao is not tolerant of men and women. Because of this, and Jun Changning is a treasure that the Jun family only got after promoting nine girls in a row. If he really wants to take that step, the first thing he will face is the opposition from the Jun family.

Jun Changning's cheeks felt hot when he looked at him directly, but he didn't feel much disgust in his heart. He just felt that the two of them were already in good condition as best friends, and there was no need to go any further.So after sitting for a while, he stood up, cleared his throat and said, "I'm going to check the situation outside. It snowed heavily last night. I don't know if the road has been cleared."

There is no need for Jun Changning to look at such a thing, Yan Hong naturally knows that this is his excuse, probably because his eyes are too hot, which makes the child want to escape, Yan Hong didn't stop him, just smiled and said: " Juro, I haven't thanked you yet, without you, I'm afraid I would have disappeared from the world by now."

Hearing this, Jun Changning paused slightly. In the past, Yan Hong's voice was pleasant and masculine, but now this man deliberately suppressed his voice, but the magnetic male voice was like a claw, slowly Scratching his ears made him shiver uncontrollably, and then he thought a little out of place, even if this guy can't be a general in the future, he can live a good life by seducing women.

Seeing the man leaving in a panic, Yan Hong smiled slightly, but then frowned again. He likes Jun Changning, there is no doubt about it, since the first time we met in childhood, he has liked that soft and tender girl. Tender child.When he grows up, he likes his straightforwardness and intelligence again, but now, this liking has gradually become different.

If it was someone else, if Yan Hong had his way, he would definitely do it without saying a word. These years he was far away in the frontier, and there were several women in the mansion. After all, he was a man of blood, how could it be possible for him to guard himself like a jade for nearly ten years? , but those few are just toys to him, he just takes a look when he likes them, most of the time he is busy with business.

How could Jun Changning be the same as those women? If Shiro was a woman, he would marry him home without hesitation as his wife, and he would be the only one in his life, but he was a man, and he was quite ambitious and talented.Jun Changning would not be willing to be his male favourite, Yan Hong was very clear about this, and he absolutely did not want this person to fall into such a situation.

67. Depression

Yan Hong hadn't thought about how to face the sudden emotion, but Jun Changning left Qinghe Prefecture with the Qi family.After learning the news, Yan Hong just remained silent for a while, but did not catch up after all.For him, it might be a good thing for Jun Changning to leave at this time. The boiling emotion made him feel very strange. Sometimes when he sees Shiro, he will become another strange self.

People who have always been rational will be at a loss when they suddenly fall in love with someone.Not reconciled to backing down, wanting to possess the person in my heart, but afraid to move forward, for fear that I will inadvertently hurt that person.Yan Hong was in a dilemma, his decision on the battlefield disappeared at this moment, and he didn't know how to face his beloved friend for a while.

Probably Jun Changning chose to leave because he knew this. From Jun Changning's point of view, Yan Hong's change of attitude towards him may be just because he was the one who saved him when he was on the verge of life and death. If it was another person, Maybe it will, too, which makes psychological sense.The emotions that come from this will soon return to their original state if they are not maintained. They are more suitable as friends than lovers.

Jun Changning from modern times knows how difficult it is for a man to fall in love with a man. He didn't like men in his previous life. Well, in fact, he is not that interested in women. Some friends once described him as a spiritual lover.But as a psychiatrist, he has received many homosexual men and women, and their stories are all sad, and sometimes they have encountered betrayal, and they can't even condemn each other as openly as heterosexuals.

Love is the most changeable emotion among all emotions. Maybe this thing is a force that can explode for a period of time that you can't even believe in yourself, but medically speaking, it can't last for ten years at most. After that, it has crossed Can two people who have crossed the boundary of love still be friends again?It is precisely because he cherishes the friendship with Yan Hong that Jun Changning does not want to take this step unless it is absolutely necessary.

Thinking of this, Jun Changning sighed, because it had just snowed heavily, and the road back from Qinghe Prefecture was all white, just like his mind was blank now, Jun Changning was a little confused, since he had decided not to respond to this paragraph Feelings, why there are so many melancholy.Sometimes he also hates his sharpness. If he is a little stupid, or pretends to be stupid, he can get over it vaguely. When he thinks back many years later, this ignorance is just a temporary obsession for Yan Hong .

The Qi family saw that Jun Changning's face was not relaxed, and thought he was worried about the people of Qinguan, so they comforted him: "Don't worry, young master, you have told Master Zhao before you leave, he will definitely do it properly, I asked the people in Qinghe Prefecture, the snow this time is actually not the heaviest, there was a time when it fell for a month in a row before."

Jun Changning nodded, and when he saw the Qi family, he thought of the Jun family, and sighed again in his heart, how could he not understand the expectations of Master Jun and Mrs Zhang for him, the son they had been waiting for for so long, If they really fell in love with a man, how sad they would be.Jun Changning sighed, to shake off the weird thoughts in his heart, Yan Hong also has wives and concubines, how could he respond.

In Jun Changning's future plan, he will probably marry a gentle and gracious wife and have a lovely and sensible son. It's fine if it's a daughter, but there are always various restrictions and inequalities on women in this era. If possible, the son's life Can be more relaxed.Yan Hong may occupy a very important part of making friends, but he will definitely not be a lover.

Because most of the people who were with him before were Yan Hong's personal soldiers, when Jun Changning left this time, there was only the Qi family by his side. After all, he was only returning to Qinguan, and Hu Nu had already retreated, so there should be no danger.But accidents sometimes happen like this. When he saw the ambushing people in front of him, Jun Changning secretly screamed in his heart that something was wrong.