[HP] Hymn of Hope

Compared with the time when he went there, the return trip was really much shorter, which made Yu Da complain a little about the convenient and fast cross-border method of the wizard.

As he expected, when Yuda followed Snape to the fireplace in the Leaky Cauldron in Diagon Alley when he returned to Knockturn Alley, Snape was about to part ways with him.

He was going back to his office to deal with the four devil orchids.

Yu Da looked at Snape's back in disappointment, well, he also knew that Dumbledore's life was at stake in this matter, he shouldn't expect too much, a two-day and one-night trip is enough.

Yu Da reluctantly comforted himself.Because expectations were not high, it was easy to be self-satisfied, and Yu Da's mood turned better.

But he didn't know that there was another person who was completely wrinkled by him.

Snape was restless at first, but now he was the one who felt agitated because of this ambiguous situation.

He was very resentful, why couldn't Yu Da be more straightforward.

He has restrained his emotions very much, but Yu Da is so unclear, how can he sort out his mind.He blamed all this on Yu Da very unreasonably.

Snape refused to make any further statements, but asked Yu Da to express his position as soon as possible.Whether it was giving up - the thought made Snape feel a little uncomfortable, or confessing - he would definitely refuse, Snape thought viciously.No matter which one it is, it will end the current state that keeps him stuck.

This kind of emotion made Snape's mind fluctuate, and the whole person became more irritable, and it also made the students of Hogwarts even more miserable.

Dumbledore called Snape into his headmaster's office that day.

"Severus." Dumbledore folded his hands on the desk, and he said kindly to Snape, "Sit down and talk."

Snape folded his arms impatiently, and he threw out a sentence: "I don't have the time to talk to you, Albus, for the sake of your own life, if you have anything to say, hurry up, I'm still busy researching new recipe."

"It won't take you any more time," Dumbledore said in a soft voice, trying his best to make Snape less tense: "Relax, Severus, I believe in your potion ability."

Snape stared fixedly at Dumbledore's resolute eyes, snorted reluctantly, and sat in the armchair: "What are you looking for me for, I'm really busy."

"I'm sorry, Severus." Dumbledore looked at him apologetically.

"What?" Snape looked at him in confusion.

"I know that all these things have brought you a lot of pressure, and it's too unfair for you to bear it." Dumbledore said, pinching the bridge of his nose.

Snape froze for a moment, and the office fell into silence.

"I've always known what I'm doing," Snape said stiffly. "That goal has never changed."

Dumbledore's blue eyes looked at Snape with an attitude of resistance all over his body, and he said slowly: "Severus, I thought you knew. Love in this world is as inevitable as coughing." Cover up."

Snape became more vigilant, and he sneered: "I didn't know you had studied Muggle proverbs."

Dumbledore sighed with a wry smile: "You have been so irritable recently that the deans of the other three colleges have to come to me to complain."

With a sullen face, Snape raised his chin and said forcefully: "It's just because of lack of sleep due to potion research. I will pay attention to rest."

"Severus, you don't need to try so hard to hide it." Dumbledore said tiredly and relieved: "I am sincerely happy for you that you can start a new relationship."

"I think you are the one who is confused because of lack of rest!" Snape stood up angrily. Do you want to study it in depth as a philosophical question?!"

After saying this aggressively, Snape shut his mouth in annoyance.He's lost his mind, and shouldn't have pointed out that Dumbledore was spending the rest of his days waiting to die, which was not easy.

Snape took a deep breath and said dryly, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that. But, Albus, you're mistaken, it's just not the case."

Dumbledore thoughtfully looked at Snape's vehement denial, and said, "Sometimes, we should cherish the person in front of us more. Severus, you have always been a smart person. You should understand, The dead cannot be more important than the living."

Snape was even more displeased: "Stop it, Albus! I said it, there is no such thing!"

He was not usually annoyed, Yu Da didn't have any plans to go further, where would he go to start a new relationship, Snape thought angrily.

Although the guilt towards Lily and the feelings for her were still in his heart, Yu Da already had a lot of weight at this time, which made Snape's heart seem to be tormented.And Yu Da didn't make it clear, which made Snape even more uncertain.We can't blame him for his severe depression recently. When teaching the lower grades, he scared many students to tears one after another.

At this time, he became even more angry at Yu Da's disobedience.

Dumbledore couldn't understand the complexity of this, and he couldn't figure out Snape's current anger with resentment.

Snape took a few deep breaths, and said to Dumbledore, "Stop thinking about this matter, and save your energy to worry about your golden boy."

Snape left Dumbledore's office in a huff.He slammed the cellar office door and threw himself into the armchair.

Snape leaned tiredly on the back of the armchair, looking up at the mottled ceiling of the office.The dim light in the room made his face even more cloudy and uncertain.

He felt that even when he knew that Lily started dating the annoying James Potter, he had never been so troubled as he is now.

Snape is not the same as Yu Da. Although both of them have experienced a secret love as their first love, Yu Da's shadow is much more serious than Snape's.He never dared to confess when Snape didn't show any vision.

And Snape never confessed his love from the beginning to the end.But this time, he could tell that Yu Da liked him, but the other party's delay in confessing made him unsure.

Under such circumstances, when the two had to meet, it was not surprising that Snape didn't look good on Yu Da.

This made Yu Da, who hadn't heard from the other party since the last breakup, even more trembling.

"Severus?" Yu Da carefully looked at his gloomy face, "I have finished analyzing the properties of the medicine, you can take a look."

Snape raised an eyebrow in surprise at Yuda's efficiency, but then leveled him haughtily.

"I'll take a look." Snape glanced at him. "I hope there's nothing terribly wrong."

Yu Da shrank his neck.

Snape's indifference made Yu Da dare not go beyond the slightest bit, but this made the temperamental potion master even more unhappy.

What surprised Yu Da was that although Snape didn't know why it was cloudy and sunny this time, he would visit Yu Da's house on time every once in a while.Once when the Order of the Phoenix had an event, Yu Da was not there, and Snape even held a book and waited expressionlessly until he came back, pulling him to tell him about the progress of the new potion formula.

If he hadn't known that as a master of potions, he had the desire to confide in the new research progress, Yu Da would almost have thought that Snape had other ideas about him.