I just want to retire quietly

When Liang Xian was young, he thought he was an orphan.His father's surname is Yu, his mother's surname is Zhou, but his surname is Liang. He can see his father once every two or three years, and see his mother once a year. For the rest of the time, his grandmother takes care of him.

Grandma told him that his parents were very busy, Liang Xian had to be considerate of them as an obedient child, and as long as Liang Xian was obedient, they would come back to visit him.

Liang Xian is very obedient, but no matter how obedient he is, he can't see his parents.

Grandma showed Liang Xian the video of the troop commendation meeting, pointed to one of them and told him that this was Dad.

Little Liang Xian envied those honored soldiers, not because of the honors they received, but because they saw his father more times than he did.

At that time, Liang Xian decided that he wanted to be a soldier, and in the future he would become a soldier under his father, so he could see his father every day.

Sure enough, shortly after he told his grandmother this wish, he met his father.

Dad asked him if he really wanted to be a people's soldier.

he said yes.

Dad said again, I am a soldier, but I will not force my son to follow this path.You can choose your own life, as long as you don't commit crimes, you can do whatever you want.

Liang Xian said, Dad is a soldier, so I want to be a soldier too.

The father surnamed Yu showed a rare smile, picked him up and said, he is my son.

Xiao Liang felt extremely happy, and it really was the best choice.

So Liang Xian from the kindergarten was sent to a special school, where there was a group of children like him, who not only couldn't see their parents, but couldn't even see their grandmother.

Kindergarten teachers are not soft and beautiful aunts, but tough men.They check the children's bodies every day, determine the training intensity they can bear, and train the children to the limit every day.

Liang Xian was very tired. He wanted to hug his little wolf dog doll to sleep, but the little wolf dog didn't come with him. The full military management does not allow personal items to be brought.

There are no wolfdogs, no parents, no grandma, only a group of adults who say that you must be strong as a man.

Crying is useless. There are many children crying together at night, but no one will pay attention to them. A man is a man who bleeds but not tears.

Gradually, Liang Xian stopped crying. He heard that there will be winter and summer vacations, and there will be parent-teacher meetings. As long as the grades are good, parents will be very happy at the parent-teacher meeting.

He worked very hard to pass the No. 1 exam, but no one attended the parent meeting. Grandma died of a heart attack. Liang Xian, who came home from the winter vacation, attended her funeral.

Two years later, my mother passed away.She is a scholar of the Chinese Academy of Sciences, and she doesn't care about rest when she starts researching.Her congenital heart was not very good, and one day she finally got tired and fell ill, and passed away while Liang Xian was training.

At the funeral, I still didn't see my father. My father went abroad to perform a mission and couldn't come back.

When his mother and grandmother were hospitalized, Liang Xian was in closed training, so he missed the chance to see them for the last time, and only had time to attend the funeral.

For the first time, Liang Xian had doubts about his previous choice. The purpose of being a soldier is to defend the country. They will fight for the country when they grow up, but what about the family?

Perhaps in order to protect everyone, Xiaojia must be sacrificed.

Liang Xian continued to study and train hard. Some people praised him for inheriting his mother's smart mind and father's physical fitness. In order to make himself more similar to his mother, he studied hard and took the No. Yu Kao cried.

Cui Heyu, who couldn't get No.1 no matter what, cried a lot. No matter how the instructor taught him, it didn't work.After all, he is only a primary school student and cannot be beaten or scolded, so he invites parents to do the work.

Although Cui Heyu's father is an important government official like Minister Yu, his mother is a full-time housewife.As soon as he received the call, he rushed over and hugged the little Cui Heyu in his arms for a long time before Cui Heyu wiped away his tears and stopped crying.

Liang Xian, who got No.1 in every exam, looked at their mother and son coldly outside the door, thinking that Cui Heyu was really annoying, and he had never seen such an annoying person.

Even if he wanted to cry, no one came to comfort him.

From then on, Liang Xian bullied Cui Heyu harder, crushed him with his grades, and made him cry with his strength.

It seemed that every time Cui Heyu cried, he could see the mother running to comfort him with a concerned face.

It's a pity that Cui Heyu stopped crying later, and they have grown up. Cui Heyu has changed from a cute little crying bag to an annoying boy who fights against him every day. Mom was crying in her arms.

cut, boring.

Whether it is training or learning, it is meaningless.

Liang Xian easily passed the No. 1 admission to the university. He graduated from high school in a special class and went to the first year of university. He also studied in the preparatory class for one year.

It is said to be a preparatory class, but it is actually a year of actual combat training.They had just grown up that year, and actual combat training was the final assessment for them to become qualified soldiers.Everyone was randomly assigned to the regular army, and the army scored them according to their performance this year. This score directly determines whether they are eligible to become students in the special class of the Central Military Academy.

Liang Xian had the best grades and was assigned to the most dangerous team, also under Minister Yu.

He traveled all over the country with Minister Yu's team for a year, just to chase down a group of mercenaries who had stolen state secrets.

In the final battle, Liang Xian, as the vanguard, attracted the attention of the enemy and provided cover for the team to steal back the secrets.

That battle was very tragic, his companions all died, and Liang Xian himself was captured with scars.The enemy knew somehow that he was Minister Yu's son, and made a negotiation, asking them to exchange the secret chip they had just snatched back.

During the negotiation, they asked Liang Xian to talk to Minister Yu. Liang Xian spoke to his father without hope, and heard Minister Yu say in the communicator: "Son, you must hold on, we will definitely save you."

He knelt on the ground and laughed, because Liang Xian knew that Minister Yu's words were not meant to save him, but to let him find a way to hold back the enemy, making the enemy think that Minister Yu would really trade secrets for his son, Buy time for large troops to evacuate.

He was given up, and at the same time he had to buy time for everyone.

Liang Xian told the enemy that his father would definitely come to rescue him, and also pointed out a place where the trade was on the high seas.

The enemy took him onto the ship, but they didn't know that the large force did not have Shanghai at all, but had already evacuated.

Liang Xian pretended to faint from the torture, and jumped into the sea while the enemy was not paying attention.

The enemy shot him in the arm, and Liang Xian dragged his injured hand to soak in the sea for a day and a night. Fortunately, he met a warship on the border, and rescued him aboard after confirming the code.

After waking up, Liang Xian was lying on the hospital bed, and he did not see Minister Yu, so he went to report to the relevant leaders.

The doctor told Liang Xian that he had been severely tortured by the enemy. His right hand was already shattered and fractured. In addition, he was pierced by bullets and soaked in seawater for a day and a night. Even if he can recover, this hand will be useless in the future up.

In order to be able to meet his father, he chose to join the army, but was finally abandoned by Minister Yu and became a useless person.

The army gave him extremely high marks, and Liang Xian once again entered the university with the No.1 score.But when everyone was in military training, he was lying in the ward. The doctor said that his hands were useless.

He is right-handed, but his right hand is useless. In the future, let alone a gun, he can't even lift chopsticks.

After lying in the hospital for three months, the injuries on his body are still not fully healed.This day was the beginning of the military training. Liang Xian was lying on the hospital bed. With strength coming out of nowhere, he changed his clothes, jumped out of the window, and ran to the school.

Who said that if one arm is injured, it is useless. He still has a left hand, and after training, he is still the same as a normal person.

Maybe it was because he refused to admit defeat, or because he refused to accept his fate, Liang Xian insisted on military training with his injuries all over his body, and maybe he was giving himself the last explanation. He just failed like this, and he will no longer be a soldier. Smart enough, but not without a way to go.

His mission was top-secret. The instructors and classmates thought he was only slightly injured. The foot pierced by the bayonet was regarded as a poisonous snake bite, and his arm was only broken.

The classmates said that he could have military training with the next year, but they didn't know that he had no next year.

This was Liang Xian's last willfulness, and it was also the chance he gave himself.

Lao Zhou disagreed with his participation in the training. Liang Xian called Minister Yu directly. In fact, he didn’t know how to persuade Minister Yu. Maybe he would trade his injury for a chance to be self-willed. .

In his life, he has never acted coquettishly and played temper with Minister Yu. Now that he is injured, it's okay, right?

But before he had time to be self-willed, Minister Yu agreed, which Liang Xian himself found inconceivable.

Why did Minister Yu agree to him?

Liang Xian walked into the line with doubts and stood behind an unfamiliar young man.

The students in the special class all grew up together, he has never seen this person, who is he?Why are you in a special class?Was he even assigned to a group with himself in the military training?

There were too many doubts in Liang Xian's mind, he couldn't help becoming curious about Tan Yan, and even accidentally told a little about what happened during the mission.

Tan Yan is a person with a good personality, which is reflected in all aspects.He likes to take care of his teammates, regardless of gains and losses, and will lend a helping hand to everyone around him.

He is a kind person, such a person will suffer in society.

Liang Xian was thinking secretly while observing Tan Yan.

But in the next second, the reality slapped Liang Xian severely. A good old man would indeed suffer, but who would dare to take advantage of a good old man who was strong enough to kick the sky out.

The sudden "hollow", Tan Yan's superhuman strength, and his yearning superpowers all gave Liang Xian new hope.

He suddenly understood why Minister Yu agreed to him to participate in military training, it was because of Tan Yan's strength.

Minister Yu...probably hoped that he could awaken his super powers and recover his health, anyway, he was also a father.

Liang Xian knew that other people might have countless opportunities to enter the "hole" to awaken their superpowers, but he couldn't.If he can't find a way to replace his own hand, he won't have a second chance.

So he wanted to awaken his power almost as if he were dying. In fact, Liang Xian didn't need Tan Yan's care at the time. He felt that it was best to be able to awaken his power after being exposed to the air of another world. If he couldn't awaken it, it would be okay to just die relation.

But Tan Yan did not give up on him. Along the way, Tan Yan has been taking care of him, and has been carrying his burden on his back.

Tan Yan said that he can do whatever he wants, and he will be his backing.

It's a bit ridiculous to say that Liang Xian's father in his imagination when he was a child was like this.

He returned to the real world half dead and seriously injured.Liang Xian felt that it didn't matter, he would be a useless person if he wasn't injured, so he might as well give it a go.

And he won, when he opened his eyes again, his hands and feet were intact, all the injuries on his body had healed,

Liang Xian clenched his right hand incredulously, as powerfully as before he was injured, and his fist could kill a cow.

Minister Yu gave up on him, but God didn't give up on him, and neither did Tan Yan.

Liang Xian once thought that his feelings for Tan Yan were a kind of empathy.

He met Tan Yan when he was most desperate, Tan Yan broke all his previous thinking patterns, Tan Yan never gave up on him, Tan Yan rescued him.He suspected that he was looking for the fatherly love he had never had in Tan Yan, and regarded this feeling as love.

With such thoughts in mind, Liang Xian observed Tan Yan silently, trying to get close to him, trying to understand him, trying to wake himself up, telling himself that he should not like someone just because of illusion or gratitude.

But the more you know, the more you like, and the closer you get, the more you can discover the difference between this person and Minister Yu.

Minister Yu is the leader, and he has many people on his shoulders. His responsibilities are bound to sacrifice something, and he has no energy to pay attention to the people around him.

Tan Yan was different, he was gentle and kind, and cared for everyone around him as much as possible.While he was strong, he was also a little weak. Tan Yan looked so pitiful when facing his studies, Liang Xian couldn't help but take care of him.

The origin of the feeling may be simply gratitude, or it may really be empathy.But Tan Yan is so beautiful, the closer you get to him, the more you will be attracted.

Liang Xian knew that he really liked him, even if Tan Yan was older than Minister Yu, he couldn't shake Liang Xian's feelings.

In fact, Liang Xian knew that there was deep loneliness and exhaustion behind Tan Yan's strength.He is only strong in strength and firm in will, but Tan Yan is actually at a loss when it comes to dealing with people in the world, and he is not good at it.In fact, he likes to be in contact with people, but he just doesn't know how to express it.

This time the task was very difficult, Tan Yan chose to save people, Liang Xian did not stop him.

Only those who have been abandoned know how happy it is to know that someone can come to save him in despair.

Liang Xian decided to support Tan Yan to the end, but the task was too difficult, and they couldn't rescue more than 1000 people.

Half of the return is already the best result, but what about the dead, who will be responsible for their lives?

At least Tan Yan can't be allowed to bear this kind of burden, he will blame himself for the rest of his life.

So Liang Xian stood up. He snatched the right to speak in front of Tan Yan, forcibly suppressed the crowd, made them act according to their own wishes, and used the most decisive way in exchange for the least sacrifice, blocking all the guilt on himself .

Finally reached the end, only one step away, but he was bitten.

Liang Xian immediately separated the woman from the crowd. He acted calmly, but he was actually very desperate inside.He was infected, Tan Yan...can he still be caught?

The woman cried and begged Tan Yan, saying that she could take the child to do the experiment. In fact, Liang Xian also had the same idea.Zombie virus is an unknown virus, Qiao Zhixue may think that this virus has research value.

But Tan Yan refused. He said that for the billions of people in the real world, he could not bring any danger back.

Liang Xian prevented Yan Yongfeng and Tu Zishi from telling Tan Yan the truth. He concealed the matter and advised Tan Yan not to put the supernatural team in the protective shield.He stood at the back of the line, let go of his hands at the last moment, and watched his companions go home.

It's not that Liang Xian never thought of begging Tan Yan to take him back. He is a supernatural being, and there may be a new turning point.Tan Yan valued him so much, maybe he would agree?

But Liang Xian didn't try, he didn't dare to try.

He had already been given up by Minister Yu once, and if Tan Yan also chose to give up, he would not be able to bear the result.

Call him a coward or have no courage, but this time he gave up on himself.

Don't make things difficult for Tan Yan, and keep the best memories in my heart.

Seeing that everyone had left, Liang Xian pressed the bite wound on his arm, walked towards the corpse of the fifth-level zombie king, stood beside the corpse and observed for a while, took out the equipment from his backpack, and prepared to test the zombie virus.

Even if you want to die, you have to die to understand.