rejuvenation

I followed Xiao Ke back to his room, he closed the door, with a cold expression on his face, he raised his chin on the sofa: "Sit down."

I sat down, Xiao Ke said lightly: "Tell me, how many things have you kept from me?"

I secretly glanced at his face, feeling uneasy. I dare not say that his condition is not very good. If I know that his father, whom he has always trusted, murdered him because of his property, will his mental state deteriorate, I dare not bet. , but what he said to Xiao Ren just now, he must have remembered something, right?

He didn't rush me either, just stood there and stared at me, which oppressed me so much that I couldn't breathe.

After a while, seeing that I kept silent, he opened his mouth slowly: "Is it because you and my father have met?"

I was silent, and he asked again: "Because of me?"

I looked up at him, his expression made me unable to see how much he knew, and I asked him: "What do you remember?"

He looked down at me for a while: "I didn't think about it, but if all this is true, you have always been that kind of aloof from the world, and the only reason you want to fall out with my father is because of me, and my illness? You fought with him because you have the property I left you, Xiao Ren is here to be a lobbyist?"

My eyes were red. Xiao Ke was originally so indestructible, but his relatives plotted against him from behind. Every time I think of this, I wish I could cut Xiao Yi into pieces. Xiao Ke was silent for a while, and said in a low voice: "But, Isn't your dream to be a teacher?"

I opened my mouth, wanting to say some sweet words to relax the atmosphere, but seeing his haggard face, I couldn’t speak. He stood there so lonely, as if he was just thinking, and he tried his best. I stood up and hugged him. I stopped him, felt his body trembling slightly, I was terrified, and hurried over to ring the bell, he said in a low voice: "My father, it's not so easy to deal with...you got involved in this mud, accidentally Doomsday...you have to be careful..."

I hugged him tightly, I could almost feel his anxiety, sadness and irritability, I said softly: "I'm fine, there's nothing wrong, don't worry, don't think about it, he closed his eyes, I saw his tears flow When I got down, I was so anxious that Xiao Ke could almost restrain his emotions well when he was awake. Such a fragile act of crying would never happen. I stretched out my hand to comfort him: "Everything is fine, don't you Hearing Xiao Ren's random thoughts, I am your best student, you have to believe that I can control it well, and neither will be hurt, I just want to teach him a lesson, he treats you too much, don't worry. "

I dare not deceive him, he is not so easy to deceive, but such superficial comfort does not seem to be able to comfort him, he fell into a state of depression, crying uncontrollably, the nurse calmed him down, and then The doctor was notified.

His condition suddenly took a turn for the worse, and he stopped communicating with the outside world. When he saw me, he felt obviously restless. I had to reduce the time he spent seeing him when he was awake. According to the nurse, he began to talk incoherently. Talking to himself, falling into a state of pessimism and depression for a long time, and even having the tendency of self-harm and suicide. The doctor added antidepressant drugs to him, and comforted me that it is normal for him to rebound. Relatives need great patience and don't act too hastily.

I felt unspeakably disappointed. A week later, his condition did not improve, but investigators from the military came and showed me my ID, asking to see Xiao Ke to understand something. I showed them the doctor's medical certificate indicating that He couldn't accept the questioning, they brought the military doctor over, and met Xiao Ke with a tough attitude.However, Xiao Ke's condition is indeed very poor, and there is no way to have a normal conversation at all. The investigator had to understand some situations with me. It was very sudden that the auditor came to Tianyang Company for audit.Later, I heard from Ning Yin that Xiao You was also audited. Fortunately, Xiao Ke has always been extremely cautious in his work, and his books are extremely clean. Guan Linfeng assured me that nothing will be found. In terms of cash, the amount is not huge, and there is no interest relationship. This is probably the reason why Xiao Yi took the risk to seize Xiao Ke's property. What he wanted was not his son's support, but his son's property.In terms of the shares of the Xiao family, the share is also very low and it is not on the bright side... More importantly, this review is obviously only aimed at Xiao Yi, and there is no in-depth investigation in other aspects, whether it is his political opponents or his The accomplices all began to consciously attack and distance themselves.

The mountain rain was about to come, and Liu Xiyuan's clubhouse was built. He mentioned this to me cryptically, and told me not to make up my own way to add things to the snake at this time, and just wait for the result.I handed over most of the company's affairs to the corresponding person in charge, stayed behind closed doors, declined all visitors, stayed with Xiao Ke at home for a long time, talked to him patiently and comforted him every day.

With my persistent persistence, his condition finally improved again, and he was more awake. Although he was still in a depressed state, he would sometimes lose his temper with me, and then inexplicably fell into a low mood after the anger.One day he talked to me very pessimistically: "Can I still be alright?"

I replied to him very positively: "Of course it will be fine, you are already recovering."

His dark eyes stared at me: "You'd better leave me, that's the only way to be safe."

I went to kiss him: "Never, and you are not allowed to give up on yourself."

The treatment process was very painful. Whether it was him or me, he often seemed to be better the day before, but he suddenly lost control the next day. When he woke up again, he would be angry with himself. I had to explain to him repeatedly that he had recovered a lot Now, give him confidence, let him calm down and recuperate slowly, instead of focusing on why he hasn’t recovered yet, rushing for success will only be counterproductive, sometimes he would ask me: “Why are you here every day, you don’t have to go company?"

I smiled and explained to him: "I have a phone call every day, and everything is working well."

But he suffered from paranoia: "It doesn't matter if you don't go out, it's not safe, and you have to check in the villa. Everyone needs to know the basics. Be careful about the oil tanks in the car and the gas in the house. You must be careful."

I followed his instructions in a serious manner, had someone check it in front of him, and then reported that everything was checked and there was no problem, so as to dispel his suspicions.

As a result, Ning Yin called me one day and told me that a senior military official in charge of the investigation was assassinated, the fuel tank exploded, the driver died, and the guard was injured. Fortunately, the senior official was unharmed.I just felt a chill rising from my spine. Although I have been extremely careful and hired a professional security company, I really didn't expect Xiao Yi to be so insane.

So Xiao Ke really knows his father so well that he is so restless?Is he really afraid of my safety, worried that I will be hurt by his father?I suddenly understood the great panic in Xiao Ke's heart. His illness has been repeated these days, mostly because of this.

I started to accompany Xiao Ke day and night, and I also slept with him at night. Maybe only when I was always within his sight could he be convinced that I was safe.

It worked really well, he was visibly soothed, sometimes in the middle of the night I felt him touch my heartbeat, and then he hugged me to go back to sleep.I don't know how he spent long nights in fantasy and panic when I didn't sleep with him before. Even if he knew it was fake, he couldn't restrain this fear, let alone he knew his father very well. .

Spring is the peak season for patients with mental illness. We have passed through the difficult spring together. I have been careful to keep myself within his sight, restrain myself from showing any impatience and anxiety, and have always been calm and kind in front of him. , and moved all my books to his room, and worked hard to write my master's thesis every day.Because of Xiao Ke's accident, I postponed my graduation. This year I should submit my graduation thesis to get my master's degree.He is very curious, sometimes he will read my book, and sometimes he will discuss the content of my thesis with me.

Obviously I was doing my own thing and not staring at him all the time so he calmed down, the doctor advised me that if I care too much about him, it will also stress him out, and he wants to see it all the time He saw me, but he didn't like me staring at him all the time. I concentrated on doing my own thing, which made him relax instead.

The arrival of summer has greatly improved his mental condition. We often take walks by the lake, talking about some things, the sequelae of the LSD injected by Xiao Yi should have disappeared, and he is calm and calm no longer being attacked by phantoms.

Afterwards, the news that Xiao Yi was detained for investigation made me breathe a sigh of relief. After deliberating for a long time, I still told Xiao Ke the news and gave him the newspaper. For a person of Xiao Yi's level , even if he has not been tried and convicted, the news of his arrest already means that it is completely impossible for him to stand up again.

Xiao Ke read the newspaper with an indifferent expression. I watched his expression carefully, and he suddenly looked at me and said, "Don't be so nervous, I'm not a glass person."

I smiled awkwardly and told me not to be nervous. He had recovered well before, but he was stimulated by the fact that I and Xiao Yi turned against each other and relapsed. Now that his father has failed, I have to worry about his future. mood.He smiled: "Do you think I will be sad?"

I was taken aback, Xiao Yi subconsciously ignored what he did, and I always felt that he still had feelings for this father. He pulled me into his arms and gently touched my face: "Although I don't Remember what he did, but he made us suffer so much, from what I know of him, he must have done something very, very extreme to drive me like this. Drive you into the place you hate the most The place used your most disgusting means to confront him. I live in hell every day, panicking, and death tempts me every day in my mind, calling me completely free. No matter who it is, I can't forgive it The man who put me in this torment, he was arrested, to me, my love is finally free from his constant threat, you are finally safe, why should I be sad?"

I hugged his head with my back, feeling a little hot under my eyes. This is the first time Xiao Ke told me how he felt. I always knew that he was in great pain, but when he told it straightforwardly and simply, I still felt the same way. I lowered my head and kissed him, he raised his head slightly and opened his mouth, we kissed like a carnival in the bright summer light, as if the dark clouds above our heads were pushed away, and the haze in our hearts disappeared, he pushed me down on the sofa , gnawed at me fiercely, his eye circles were slightly red, he looked at me carefully: "You are finally safe."