rejuvenation

After a while, Ning Yin arrived, and the strange thing was that Xiao You followed. He smiled and said to Zhang Lingyuan and me: "It happened that Ning Yin and I were negotiating a contract. I heard that you were called dinner. I thought you were relatives you knew. , so here I am."

Zhang Lingyuan naturally recognized Xiao You, stood up and called Uncle, Xiao You's face turned blue, he waved his hands and said, "Just call Xiao You!"

Ning Yin still had such a cold face, and basically ignored him, ignored him, only Xiao You knew him very well, and began to talk warmly from the moment he sat down, although it was a bit awkward at first, but When Zhang Lingyuan mentioned that he wanted to go to the new villa, Xiao You became interested: "It's nice there, I've been there too, the environment is good, quiet, and the traffic is passable. It's only half an hour from the city. Going to eat his family's drunken shrimp and salt fried crab."

Ning Yin said coldly: "Xiao Wu's body just recovered, she doesn't like seafood."

Xiao You's face seemed to be bright, and he said with a smile: "His family's seasonal food is also very good. There are a lot of fresh wild vegetables, which are very good. Xiao Wu must like it, right?" He turned to talk to me, I am Xiao You asked me how my health was, how was Xiao Ke's health, and said a few perfunctory words. I didn't have a good impression of him at first, but now that he and Ning Yin are like this, it seems that he is chasing Ning Yin. He suffered a loss that time, but he didn't turn against each other. I really don't understand their way of getting along now.

Probably the atmosphere between us was so weird that even Zhang Lingyuan felt something was wrong. Ning Yin only asked me a few words and didn’t say much. After all, Xiao You can be regarded as Zhang Lingyuan’s elder. Zhang Lingyuan didn’t dare to let the scene be really cold. But it was a little embarrassing for just two people talking, and everyone was a little helpless when the show ended.

When we walked out of the restaurant, we found that there were dark clouds and raindrops falling. Ning Yin waved his hand to bid us farewell, and walked straight into the rain with his long legs. "You wait for me at the door, and I'll drive the car over."

But I looked not far away. Xiao Ke got out of a car, wearing a white shirt, simply rolled up his sleeves, and walked over from the rain holding an umbrella. Voice: "Uncle."

Xiao Ke nodded and said, "I'm here to pick up Xiao Wu." While gesturing to me, I walked under his umbrella to say goodbye to Zhang Lingyuan. Zhang Lingyuan looked at me not very happy, presumably because of Xiao You's The mess made the atmosphere a little stiff. I had a prejudice against Xiao You in my heart, so I naturally talked less, and I felt a little sorry for him. Besides, he helped me a lot today. He smiled and said, "We'll go after I finish the exam. Let’s have a good get-together in the villa.”

Zhang Lingyuan smiled: "Okay, I will contact you then."

After getting in the car, I saw that Xiao Ke's trousers were wet, so I took a towel to wipe him off. His leg had just recovered, and the doctor told him not to catch a cold, so I couldn't help but said, "Just call me and I'll come over naturally." It’s only a few steps to find a car, why bother to get out of the car to pick me up.”

Xiao Ke asked: "What villa did you make an appointment for again?"

I looked up and saw him pursing his lips. It was obvious that the desire to control had flared up again. It was windy and rainy outside. This rain came suddenly, and there were hurried pedestrians everywhere. It seemed that no one paid attention to the inside of this small car. I smiled and went over. Gently kissed his lips: "It is said that we are going to Yuanchen Villa, why don't you go together? I am afraid that you will have something to do then." Xiao Ke stopped talking, started the car, and the rain fell. The leaves of the trees on the side of the road were flying. I saw that Xiao Ke kept his face sullen and kept silent, racking his brains to open up the topic: "Today Ning Yin came to eat, and Xiao You also came. What is he thinking now?"

Xiao Ke said lightly: "Who can explain clearly about feelings."

I saw that he stopped talking after only one sentence, and returned to the mode of few words, scratching his heart to find a topic: "Today, the former undergraduate economics professor asked me to introduce an internship company to a junior. Thinking that it is a sensitive time on your side, so let Zhang Lingyuan watch over the arrangement."

It's okay if you don't say this, but Xiao Ke's face is like frost when he said it, I looked at his face, and I secretly felt hairy, could it be that I didn't do it right?But now that the Xiao family is staring at him, I really don't want people to misunderstand that I have put people in there.

Being blamed at every turn makes me dare not speak anymore. He is always rational and rarely like this.After finally getting home, I parked the car and went back to his room to take a shower and change clothes. I felt so uncomfortable. When he came out of the shower to brush his hair, I went to blow it for him with a hair dryer. He didn’t show any signs of it. What happened, but I knew he was sulking. After blowing my hair, I finally couldn't help but hugged him from the back and said, "Why are you so angry? I promised to go to the villa and didn't discuss it with you...or I just made it up on my own." The claim did not turn to you?"

He froze for a moment, turned around and hugged me, pressed my head to make me bow, bit my lip, and kissed me for a while, then said in a low voice: "It's none of your business." It's my own problem."

I held his face and looked at him directly, his eyes were full of pain, it seemed that his desire to possess me had reached a higher level during this period, which proved his inner anxiety, it was not like him.I don't quite understand. It stands to reason that I now belong to him 100% from heart to body. At the beginning, he was so reasonable. Now, we are so sure and trust each other in our feelings. Why does he behave like this? Strong anxiety?

I straddled him, lowered my head and kissed him actively, and actively tried to mobilize all my kissing skills, hoping to convey my heart to him. He just took a bath, wearing only a bathrobe, with the fragrance of bath salt on his body, He was gradually moved by my kiss, his eyelashes trembled slightly, and his Adam's apple rolled up and down. I gently stroked his head and neck, lowered my head and asked him again: "What's going on? Tell me, don't bear it alone."

He reached out and hugged me closer to him, and after a while he said in a low voice: "I once said in front of you that if you were alive, I could announce to the world that you are my partner, but now that you are by my side, But I can't do it. There are too many things to deal with, and there are too many troubles at home. I am afraid that you will be exposed to the malicious eyes of others and become the target of public criticism. I must keep you safe and sound. I dare not take any risks. I can never lose you again, there are too many things to worry about, the way I was, and I still am, I never seem to be strong enough. In the eyes of others, I am just your adoptive father, and anyone is more likely than me Standing next to you, you have your friends and social circle, but I can't stand beside you as your partner. Instead, I have to watch someone approach you and introduce you to a girlfriend. I can't bear it. It will take a while Only then, I don’t know when I will be able to bring you by my side openly, I don’t think I can wait a day.”

I was amazed that he has always dealt with his family's affairs strongly and confidently in front of me, undertook all the pressure, and always showed me that he has thought about our future and never made me worry about anything.Handling our relationship in a low-key manner, maintaining the status quo is also self-inflicted by each other. I didn't expect him to be so patient and calm on weekdays, and he would care so much about such an empty title. I smiled and kissed his forehead: "Two people Why do you have to insist on the illusory status in the eyes of outsiders? We are doing well now. Don’t worry too much. It’s because I didn’t notice your mood. I should discuss everything with you first, and you should give me a little confidence, Shanzhuang Over there, if you don’t want me to go, then I won’t go, if you want me to stay at home and watch over you, then I will stay at home and watch over you, okay?”

He reached out to take off my clothes, I actively cooperated with him, but he just hugged me without any further movement, just let my chest tightly against his chest, feeling each other's heartbeat, after a while he finally He said in a low voice, "I'm not trying to imprison you and prevent you from contacting others. You don't have to be wronged like this. You can go wherever you want to play. I'm just angry with myself."

I gently stroked him: "You are not always very patient, why can't you wait for a while now, I will just wait for that day, and you have more confidence in me before that." After a while, I proposed again: "When I have summer vacation, let's go to a far away place for vacation. Where no one knows us, go to a honeymoon, okay? Then you can let everyone know that you have a lover, and let others envy you kill you."

He laughed softly, picked me up and pressed me on the bed: "It's not that exaggerated, it's just that I'm a little annoyed to deal with family affairs these days." His hands started to move, skillfully igniting my body, and I was barely emotional. Before drowning, he reluctantly praised him: "I like you like this. If you are unhappy, tell me. If you think something is wrong with me, just say it. You didn't say anything before."

He leaned over me and told me straight up with his hot, hard body that he was happy now.

After that, it was the day of studying for the exam. I spent most of the time reading at home, and Xiao Ke's mood returned to his previous confident and calm appearance.Different from science and engineering, science and engineering exams are mainly based on daily life. It is very important for liberal arts students to prepare for the exam, not to mention that I still owe so much reading.I threw myself into the pre-examination preparations in the dark, and finally finished all the courses. I breathed a sigh of relief, and then I also received a call from Zhang Lingyuan inviting me to the villa.

I thought twice, and said cautiously: "I'll ask Xiao Ke to see if there is anything going on here. If not, can you ask him to go with you?"

Zhang Lingyuan paused, and said briskly: "It's up to you to decide. Anyway, Xiao You also called and said to go, and there will be someone to chat with my uncle at that time, so it won't be boring. By the way, Lulu, do you remember? She also will come."

My scalp tightened, and I seriously considered whether to simply postpone the trip to the villa. If Xiao Ke really went and saw Zhang Xiaolu, would he make me unable to get out of bed... Zhang Lingyuan quickly said the concluding remarks : "That's it. This weekend is over, and I'll call you the day before."