Jiang Lebai stared at Ding Shenghe for a long time, put the empty jar in his hand on the coffee table, and took the can from Ding Shenghe.

Ding Shenghe's face didn't seem to have the blush of being drunk, but hearing his tone, he felt a little drunk.

Ding Shenghe, who was slightly drunk, spoke softly, as if even the sharp edges and corners of his facial features had softened.

Jiang Lebai raised his head and took a sip of beer, and suddenly said for no reason: "Brother Sheng, thank you."

Ding Shenghe finished drinking the white wine in the glass, put it on the table, wiped the wine stains from his mouth, and asked, "Thank you for what."

"Thank you for helping me a lot, thank you for taking good care of me, thank you for being kind to me..."

As Jiang Lebai spoke, he paused suddenly, because Ding Shenghe suddenly approached him.

Ding Shenghe let out a breath slowly and said, "Actually, you have been avoiding me."

Jiang Lebai didn't answer, but felt that the smell of alcohol in the other party's mouth made him dizzy even more.

Ding Shenghe said again: "Actually...you know what I think of you, right?"

Jiang Lebai didn't answer, but his reaction was already an acquiescence.

"Am I so bad? Let you keep avoiding me and avoiding me?" Ding Shenghe frowned thickly, looking into Jiang Lebai's eyes with a sad look, with a helpless self-deprecating tone in his tone.

Jiang Lebai quickly denied it: "No, it's not that you are bad, it's actually me..."

Ding Shenghe stared at Jiang Lebai, waiting for the other party to give him an answer.

Jiang Lebai felt a pain in his heart, he looked back at Ding Shenghe, and said slowly in a low voice: "Brother Sheng, I am different from you."

Ding Shenghe asked him: "Why are we different? We are different there. Are you going to tell me that you like women?"

Jiang Lebai shook his head again and again, and explained: "Brother Sheng, no, that's not what I meant."

"Then you tell me clearly, what's the difference between us, can I change my career if I can change it? Do you know how sad I am when I see you deliberately avoiding me every day? You know I can't see How much did you miss you when you were there? Do you know how many times I dreamed of you in my dreams?" Ding Shenghe's tone changed from pleading to roaring, and finally murmured to himself.

"Brother Sheng—"

Jiang Lebai was shocked, how important was he to Ding Shenghe?He often dreamed of himself in his dreams?How could this be true? He must have been drunk and misheard.

"Please explain clearly, why can you have a good chat with Zhou Xiaoyu, but you keep avoiding me?"

Jiang Lebai looked at Ding Shenghe's sad appearance, and felt very uncomfortable in his heart. Before he could react rationally, he suddenly hugged Ding Shenghe.

Ding Shenghe leaned his head on Jiang Lebai's shoulder, and wrapped his hands tightly around Jiang Lebai's waist.

"I like you." Ding Shenghe exhaled strong alcohol breath and hit Jiang Lebai's blush ears.

Jiang Lebai was startled, and quickly let go of the hand holding Ding Shenghe's shoulder.

Dan Ding Shenghe took advantage of the situation and imprisoned Jiang Lebai's loose arms in his own, firmly, for fear that the other party would run away, disappear, and never see him again.

"Brother Sheng." Jiang Lebai closed his eyes and begged, "Let go of me, we are the same gender, and I am born differently from you, I am not only living for myself, I am carrying a heavy burden on my body. Career, I still have to think about my mother, even if she can understand, I don’t want her to be pointed and gossiped by the villagers one day, my mother has had a very difficult life in her life.”

Ding Shenghe continued to ask him: "What's wrong with same-sex being together? Why do you have to be pointed out by others? Life is your own, not from others! It's already the 21st century—"

Jiang Lebai interrupted him: "You don't understand, the village's ideas are relatively conservative, unlike the city, they can't accept it."

Ding Shenghe said: "If my aunt can accept us being together, I will take her over and live with us. She doesn't have to listen to any gossip or be criticized by anyone. You have to know that we are together, not original sin, No fault, it should have been a beautiful thing."

Ding Shenghe didn't wait for Jiang Lebai's answer, before he finished speaking, he blocked Jiang Lebai's lips.

The lips with residual liquor were warm, making Jiang Lebai's nerve endings tremble slightly, and the slippery tip of his tongue broke into the seclusion of the mouth while Jiang Lebai was not paying attention.

Jiang Lebai's mind went blank for a moment, he let Ding Shenghe's domineering and willful exploration numbly and sluggishly.

In the blur, Jiang Lebai seemed to fall into a deep green pool, falling straight down, and below was the endless black seabed. His body was weak and weak. Seeing himself sinking deeper and deeper, he didn't feel that the bottom was cold and suffocating, he only felt that he was surrounded by the whole body The waves of water are warm...

"Ding—" a sound exploded into the void.

Jiang Lebai came to his senses, but saw that he had been dragged into the elevator by Ding Shenghe at some point.

The elevator door was slowly opening, and they had already reached the third floor.

A panic surged in Jiang Lebai's heart, and he struggled to get up, while trying to break Ding Shenghe's big hand that was clamping him, while turning his head violently from side to side, avoiding Ding Shenghe's kiss.

Although Jiang Lebai is thinner and smaller than Ding Shenghe, he has helped his mother work since he was a child, and his strength is not small. In addition to his sudden struggle, Ding Shenghe was caught off guard for a while, and Jiang Lebai already felt that the restraint on his body was about to be lifted. broken.

Unexpectedly, there was a loud bang, and a burst of force pushed Jiang Lebai against the iron wall of the elevator.

Jiang Lebai's struggling hands were grasped by a stronger force, and he was forced to overlap his hands and lift them up to the top of his head, his legs were stretched apart by a leg squeezed in by Ding Shenghe, and his chin was pinched and lifted by his fingertips .

Jiang Lebai frowned.

Ding Shenghe no longer gave Jiang Lebai a chance to evade resistance, and once again invaded the opponent's lips and teeth.

At this time, Jiang Lebai no longer dared to try to resist weakly, because he felt the abnormal reaction of the other party.

When he was horrified, he was still a little ashamed, because he himself...

Jiang Lebai simply closed his eyes, not daring to look at the other party's expression.

The elevator slowly closed again.

As Jiang Lebai stopped struggling, Ding Shenghe's mouth movements became softer and softer.

Ding Shenghe also slowly closed his eyes, and used the tip of his tongue that smelled of liquor to tease his tongue that smelled of beer. Seeing that the other party didn't respond, he didn't feel bored, so he just kissed Jiang Lebai tenderly and indulgently.

"pat-"

The fingertips pinching Jiang Lebai's chin were suddenly covered with a silent drop of cold water, which hit Ding Shenghe's boiling heart.

Ding Shenghe raised his eyes suddenly, and saw streams of clear water overflowing from the closed eyes of the man in front of him, wet both cheeks.

He stopped moving, Jiang Lebai... crying?

It was the first time he saw Jiang Lebai crying.

Jiang Lebai was made to cry by himself, such a sunny, kind and strong person was...

I was at a loss for a while, not knowing whether it was guilt, remorse or distress.

Ding Shenghe suddenly woke up.

"Xiaobai, I... I won't do anything to you anymore, don't be afraid, I'm sorry, I lost my composure." Ding Shenghe said in a caring and soft voice, while loosening the restraint on him.

Jiang Lebai felt the strength in his wrist loosen, his body slid down uncontrollably, the pain in his hand was still there, and the smell of liquor left in his mouth made him even more dizzy.

Ding Shenghe quickly grabbed Jiang Lebai's slipping body, picked him up horizontally, and walked to the bedroom.

Ding Shenghe felt the whole body of the person in his arms tense up suddenly, and he comforted softly: "It's okay, I keep what I say, you are not in good condition now, you can sleep in my room tonight, I will go to the guest room downstairs to sleep, I put You hug it and leave, you won’t take advantage of others.”

When the person in his arms heard his words, the tension subsided, but he still closed his eyes and remained silent.

Ding Shenghe directly carried Jiang Lebai to his bed.

He is a person who has a slight obsession with cleanliness in some respects. If he hadn't showered in the usual way, he would never touch the bed, not to mention he smelled of alcohol. Today he can be regarded as breaking the precept for Jiang Lebai.

"Take off your clothes yourself. I'm leaving. If you want to take a shower, you can use my things as you like. If you don't want to use what I have used, I will find you new ones." Ding Shenghe's voice echoed in Jiang Lebai's ears. The side sounded slowly.

"Brother Sheng." Jiang Lebai suddenly opened his eyes after hearing this, his tone was soft and weak, it sounded like a baby.

"Huh?" Ding Shenghe asked a question, and then his sleeve was pulled by a cold finger.

Jiang Lebai closed his eyes again, as if he had made up his mind, and said to Ding Shenghe in a mosquito-like voice: "Stay here, you don't have to go."

Ding Shenghe stared at him with complicated expressions for a long time, knelt down and covered Jiang Lebai's hands with his hands, until the coldness on those hands faded, and he could no longer feel the temperature difference, Ding Shenghe let go, stood up, and wanted to leave.

But the corner of the clothes was pulled by Jiang Lebai again.

Ding Shenghe paused, and said: "Xiaobai, you are drunk, go to sleep." Then he left without turning around, and closed the door of the room when he went out.

Jiang Lebai closed his eyes, the heavy stone fell, but it seemed like he had lost something, and when he opened his eyes again, it was already the next morning.

Jiang Lebai woke up rubbing his head, the strange bed gave him a feeling of peace of mind.

In a trance, he remembered that he finally fell asleep on Ding Shenghe's bed last night. He glanced at the time, and it was past eight o'clock. He got up and got out of bed, opened the door and went downstairs quietly.

On the second floor, Jiang Lebai took a look at the room with the open door, but there was no one there, and turned to another room with the door closed.

He tried to open the door, but it opened, and the room was quiet, but with the curtains closed, the room was still dark.

Jiang Lebai walked lightly to the bed, Ding Shenghe was still fast asleep.

Jiang Lebai half-kneeled by the bed and looked at him, Ding Shenghe was lying on his back, his lips were slightly parted, his breathing was even, and his nose flapped.

It was those soft lips that pressed against his own last night... He thought to himself, his fingertips covering his lips...

Jiang Lebai stared at him intently for some time, then sighed softly.

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