Rebel

Gu Ao walked out of the dark night, the clear light covered the ground, and the moonlight illuminated his clear and shallow silhouette.The person in front of him is not unimpressed, but Gu Ao still remembers the back view of the visitor hidden behind the curtain in Shanyun Zishe.

At this time, the young man in white also pushed the piano and stood up, looking steadily in Gu Ao's direction.

Gu Ao took a step forward, and said: "Worry is in the middle, and laughter is outside. There is great ambition, but the sword is hard to draw. Anxiety, anger, bitterness, not in color, there is only a bright lamp hidden in the heart, illuminating the road ahead. , or not?"

"Don't dare to deceive your heart in the middle of the night, if you run into a bosom friend unexpectedly, who is it?" The voice of the young man in white was clear and clear, resounding in the night sky as if he was innocent.

"It's just a moon appreciator passing by. Are you the person in the curtain today?"

The young man in white nodded slightly: "Are you the descendant of today's curtain?"

Gu Ao nodded: "Of course."

The young man in white smiled slightly: "When Mr. Lu saw you today, he once said to me that you are serious. Why do you talk so much?"

"I also heard that your son's reputation has moved the world, and everyone said that you have nothing to worry about outside your filial piety. Why are you playing such a grand sound today?"

"Oh? Do you know who I am?"

"The world regards white as mourning and white as hermit. You are not a hermit, if you are not sincere, why do you still have filial piety?"

"I see."

The two looked at each other and smiled, Gu Ao said: "Yelu is slightly cold, do you want me to send you back?"

"The moon is as cool as water, and I can show my mind. I don't dare to stay for a long time, so let's just leave it here."

After finishing speaking, the young man in white held the zither, bowed to Gu Ao by the water, and then disappeared behind the mountain.

Gu Ao was startled for a moment, then thought that the back of the mountain was not like the water-carrying road here, there are a series of stone steps, the man is holding the piano and walking like a swallow, it seems that he is a person who knows kung fu...

That’s right, do people who don’t know kung fu really dare to dig into the ice and catch fish in the water on a severe cold day?

Can people who don't know kung fu go on for five days and five nights without eating and still be physically fit?

However, Gu Ao originally thought that the young master of the Yu family must be the kind of person who is extremely intelligent but subdued, mysterious, and unpredictable;

But now when listening to the sound of the piano, it is natural and unrestrained, why is this?

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Yu Junfan returned to his residence with the broken qin in his arms. Seeing that Lu Mouzhong's room was still lit, he couldn't help approaching the door and asked, "Mr. Lu...hasn't gone to bed yet?"

The bamboo door in front of him was suddenly opened, only to see that Lu Mouzhong had already taken off the dragon-patterned costume he usually wore, and was holding a golden bottle, as if drinking alone.As soon as he saw Yu Junfan, he said drunkenly, "Hey! It's so late, why are you going out alone again? You don't even bring dark songs, don't rely on your own kung fu!"

Yu Junfan looked into the house and saw that there were stacked cups and cups, as if he was about to drink all night, he couldn't help but persuade: "Mr. Lu... just drink less..."

Lu Mouzhong laughed: "Child, you don't understand, go to bed, don't worry about me!"

Yu Junfan sighed, and then exited the door.Standing on the steps, he looked at the fleeting image in the window that was distorted with alcohol, and he couldn't help but feel silent.

Yu Junfan still remembered the first time he met Lu Mouzhong.At that time, my father and mother had not passed away. At that time, although the outside world was disturbed, but in Yu's house, there was snow falling in the courtyard and the fragrance of plum blossoms. Everything was peaceful and quiet.

On that day, Lu Mouzhong entered the house wrapped in the cold air, and with a smile, he took himself from his father's hand and hugged him in his arms: "Little Junfan, come, call Master!"

"Hello, master."

Lu Mouzhong laughed loudly, and said to his father: "When I enlightened you, you were 12 years old, and now you have your own son!"

At that time, my father was full of ambition, and said with a smile: "To get this Lin'er, it is because the master has done a good job as a matchmaker."

Lu Mouzhong sighed: "Lu Sheng is my old friend. After he died, he entrusted his daughter to me to find a good husband for her, but he didn't want to be caught by your boy. Are you really thinking about it?"

My father nodded: "I've made up my mind. If I win the western expedition to Bashu this time, I will dedicate the land of Bashu to the imperial court as credit, so that the emperor will be kind enough to allow the common people to marry. In this way, the world will be evened out. There is no distinction between superior and inferior. The chaos in the troubled times lies in the difference between people, and the end of the troubled times lies in the equality of people. Aristocratic families have passed through the ages, but if the people of the world intermarry, the strong family will eventually fall apart. I also think about it, I don’t care about other counties’ employment in the future, but in Qianzhong County, I don’t care about my background, I only care about my ability; so, why don’t the heroes of the world flock to me?”

After hearing this, Lu Mouzhong nodded again and again: "As long as Bashu wins, once the emperor opens his mouth, this matter can be done!"

"Will the emperor agree?" Yu Junfan sat on Lu Mouzhong's arm and asked childishly.

Lu Mouzhong stretched out his hand to shave Yu Junfan's face, and said with a smile: "The boy is quite clever, why do you ask this?"

"...If the world can intermarry, mother will not worry about father every day, and she will not feel ashamed of uncle and aunt." Yu Junfan said.

"This child, Zaohui..."

Yujun Fan Shang remembered that when Lu Mouzhong listened to his answer, he said this to his father.

The father looked at his eyes with love and indulgence, and nodded: "My son, how can there be any reason not to be smart?"

After hearing this, Lu Mouzhong lifted Yu Junfan up, hugged him in his arms, looked at him with a smile and said, "Young Junfan, don't worry... as long as your father can get down to Shu, Ah Ling will definitely agree. Master, I once rescued Ah in Rongdi Ling gave his life, and later gave up his family property to Ah Ling to be the emperor. Your father is my disciple, and he and I ask Ah Ling for something, and Ah Ling will not refuse, not to mention, Ah Ling also wants to weaken the aristocratic family! "

At that time, the fire was burning warmly in the room, the reddish charcoal, the blue smoke, the determined smiles on the faces of my father and Lu Mouzhong, I never dared to forget.

It seems to be hidden in every teenager's dream, such as an idyllic memory, blue sky, clear water, green mountains and scorching sun.

But all this calmness suddenly changed suddenly after some turbulence.

Since then, there are no longer those warm colors in my life...

However, the original scorching sun was picturesque, but now it condenses into black and white ink with only ink stains left...

In that long implication, there is hidden indescribable indescribable indistinctness, and the once bright and colorful memories are also frozen in the moment when only the outline is outlined...

I don't know who leaked the news first:

"The head of the Yu family is going to use the achievements of Bashu to coerce the emperor, so that the emperor will set a precedent for intermarriage!"

"Is this okay? Isn't that a big turn of events?"

"I knew that he married a woman who pretended to be a family, and it was love if I didn't report him, but he still wanted to step on my head?"

If this matter is really pursued, how could Yu Junfan not know—this is not a conflict within a family, but a precise ambush by a family all over the world against the Yu family who is trying to change—his uncle and aunt are no more than that. It's just a pawn being used.

Overnight, mother Lu was poisoned to death, and father was also shot by a poisoned arrow on the battlefield.

When Lu Mouzhong dragged his unconscious father back to Qianzhong County, his whole person changed.The formerly bold and rough man now has a trace of hostility in his eyes... Although he was young back then, how could he not let the people around him feel the same for his strong feelings?It was hatred and indignation, unwillingness and sadness of failure...

His father was terminally ill, half awake and half asleep, but at the last moment of his death he called himself over, and there were only himself and Lu Mouzhong in the room.

"Jun Fan... Daddy is probably powerless..."

"It's a pity...it's a pity..." Tears flowed from the corners of my father's eyes: "It's a pity that the world is not peaceful...it's not peaceful..." As he said, his father grabbed his hand: "Jun Fan, you promise me... Daddy, this Zhi... When you grow up... you will practice it for your father..."

At that time, Yu Junfan only felt that the sky was falling apart, and he could only look at his father with blurry teary eyes.I saw my father pointing to a book on the bookshelf beside the bed, and said, "...Shun, do you still remember the story about Shun that my father told you?"

Yu Junfan nodded with tears in his eyes: "I remember... Shun's father wanted to kill him, Shun's stepmother wanted to kill him, and Shun's younger brother wanted to kill him, but in the end he assisted Yao and achieved the king's hegemony... "

"How did he advance to Yao? How did he conquer the world?"

Yu Junfan wept and said: "He is famous for his filial piety, and he conquers the world with his filial piety..."

"Is he putting up with his father and stepmother out of revenge?" the father asked.

Yu Junfan burst into tears: "No, he is doing it for the sake of his own ambition; he treats the world with sincerity, and the world treats him with sincerity!"

"That's right..." My father stood up and smiled wryly: "The fault of being a father is...to be too hasty...In the future, when you behave as a person, always remember that whenever you encounter things that are unclear, you should think in your heart that if you Shun is in a different place with you, what would he do at this time, if Shun encountered such a situation, what would he do?!...Do you understand?"

Yu Junfan knelt in front of his father's bed, weeping bitterly: "Junfan understands...Junfan knows..."

His father sighed deeply: "Your mother was killed by the etiquette of the family; I also wanted to accomplish something that would shake the foundation of the etiquette of the family, so I couldn't live long. But you, you must not let me and your mother die in vain , you have to know that from now on, every step you take will be like walking on thin ice..."

As he said that, with the support of Lu Mouzhong, his father looked at himself with some embarrassment: "It's my father's fault... It's my father's contempt... I thought that the world could be changed by the family's own innovation; but it turned out not to be the case ...But I am not kind to make you so young, you have to bear such a heavy burden. But you have to know that although being a father is not kind...but you cannot let you bear the ambition of the world...

As he said that, his father coughed violently. Lu Mouzhong hurriedly fed his father clear water. After his father drank the water, his cough gradually subsided, and he continued: "... I am a father. There is a pool of water, and I am a clear fish in muddy water. I want to purify the water, but I am also a gangster in the sewage who feeds on carrion, but wants to kill me and humiliate me... The family has no hope, and there is no hope for the future. , lies in Kusano... In the future, you should know that studying is not the most important thing, but making friends with rough heroes with a good name is the most important thing... The one thousand dark parts I left for you, I will temporarily put them in Lu Fuzi for training, waiting for you When I grow up, I will return you to dispatch..."

Lu Mouzhong also said to Yu Junfan from the side: "...your father's followers have followed me first. If you have something to do, you must come to me, I have to take care of you at all times..."

Yu Junfan nodded with tears in his eyes, and his father looked at him with a paper-thin smile on his face: "Good boy..."

His father's big pale and cold hands touched his face stiffly, this scene fell in Lu Mouzhong's eyes, he suddenly burst into tears, and fell before his father collapsed, Lu Mouzhong covered his face with his sleeve, his back shivered: "... ...It was me, I was the one who harmed you...I shouldn't have betrothed Lu to you..."

"No...Master, you don't know...Ever since I was adopted by my father who was seriously ill when I was young, I have seen all the old ways of the family...If I have been living in the family, I may be the same as all the children of the family. ...Father was the youngest in the family, but unfortunately, I couldn't really save him when I came, and he passed away soon... At that time, if he didn't let go, or if he became an official, I would How is it different from other aristocratic families? But the downfall of the family led me to meet you, my wife...ahem...and my beloved wife, Lu Shi... Only after suffering ridicule and suffering will you know what you really want to be Such a person...you taught me that the world is invincible, this statement makes me feel refreshed...how can I blame you..."

When his father passed away, Yu Junfan only felt that his body could not control his body. Finally, his father grabbed his hand before leaving, exhausted his last strength, and said in a hoarse voice: "If you are Shun, you Can survive... remember, if you are Shun..."

Father's hand fell from Yu Junfan's arm...

Maybe it was because he cried too much, but at this moment, Yu Junfan couldn't shed a single tear.

"If I were Shun...if I were Shun..." This sentence is like a hypnotic charm, and it seems to be a place of relief from all these sufferings. In the days when his parents died suddenly, Yu Junfan completely regarded himself as a Someone else.

He seems to be imitating others; it seems that he is that person.

Because of this, when he saw his uncle coming to express his condolences, he walked over as a matter of course, and knelt down: "Thank you uncle for organizing the funeral. Junfan has nothing to repay for your uncle's kindness..."

He still remembers the surprised look on his uncle's face, and his uncle hurriedly helped him up: "Son, don't be too sad..."

"Jun Fan will have no parents in the future, so from now on his uncle and aunt will be his parents... Please let Jun Fan be filial at your knees..."

The person who changed was not only himself, but also his father's wife Lu Mouzhong.

Since his father passed away, Lu Mouzhong seemed to be a different person.He was originally full of recklessness, and he was the least concerned with the powerful. The emperor had recruited him to serve as an official in the court several times, but he had been reluctant to go; After sealing Wuyanghou as his uncle, he changed his former self and stayed in the imperial court for a whole month before leaving.When he left, the emperor made him the governor of Hanzhong County, which everyone in the world coveted.But since then, he has never called the emperor "A Ling" again.

Returning to the county from the capital, Lu Mouzhong became addicted to alcohol, often staying up all night, and his behavior became more irritable and flamboyant... In his originally frank eyes, there were also more calculations and schemes from then on.

Yu Junfan once saw it with his own eyes. When Lu Mouzhong ordered a servant who had been liaising with a family to deliver news, to be thrown into the vicious dog pen, a stern look flashed in his eyes...

Lu Mouzhong's reputation as a favored minister is spreading day by day.

At the same time, he has gradually gained a high reputation from all over the world.

Some people echo what others say,

—like a gossiper.

Someone did it on purpose,

——For example, Lu Mouzhong.

That 'lying on the ice begging for a carp' and that 'bringing your brother a disease' were spread secretly by Lu Mouzhong...

And some people just know what it means and don't point it out.

——Yu Junfan didn't know, these people were proud of themselves:

'Yu's father was so shameless back then, so what, his son had to follow the path drawn by the aristocratic family? '

The self is a symbol of submission that some people can't put it down.

Taking advantage of the moonlight, Yu Junfan went back to his room and put away the piano. Looking at the place where the string was broken, he couldn't help but think of the person he met today.

Yu Junfan has excellent hearing ability, and he knew that someone was there, but maybe he suppressed it for too long, or maybe there was still a little luck in his heart, so he still played without avoiding it...

When the melody pours out from the fingers,

suddenly

—The string is broken.

At that time, Yu Junfan was a little dazed looking at Duanxian.

I can't help laughing at myself, my ambition is actually known in a mountain thousands of miles away from home...

But while laughing at himself, Yu Junfan felt a little relieved in his heart. It turns out that the world is vast, and it's not that he doesn't have confidants...

That being the case, why shouldn't you smile?

Slightly pursed lips, looked up,

He saw Gu Ao who was originally standing in the dark night, but suddenly walked out of the shade, and was covered in a clear brilliance by the moonlight.