Rebel

Pushing open the door, Gu Ao walked into the dark night alone. He looked up at the bright moon and breathed a sigh of relief, but suddenly realized that the moonlight, which is usually bright and seductive, became cold and depressed, hanging high in the sky, as if The cold-faced god in charge of the night is looking down at him indifferently.

My feet are a little vain due to drinking, obviously I have a lot of alcohol, but for some reason, after a few drinks today, I feel intoxicated.

The siege of Yuyang was originally something to be happy about.But Fang's relaxed heart immediately cast an indelible shadow.

This shadow is getting bigger and bigger, the places that could not be taken care of in the successive battles before, are now like hidden reefs that surfaced one by one, with the tide receding, the ruggedness is exposed, and the clearness is eroded.

Gu Ao asked himself why in his heart.

Yeah, why?

Why did he leave?

When looking up at the bright moon, I can't help but think of their beginning - the first time they met, and the first time they confessed their hearts, it was also under the moon and in this night.

It was his own pursuit that brought Yu Junfan to his side, but how much sincerity did the two of them really have when they came like this?

Dukang seems to always be accompanied by three thousand troubles. After being smoked, it also digs out countless trivial memories from the depths.

The words of my father are still in my ears.

"In front of everyone's eyes, with such an intimate demeanor, deliberately telling others, you are forcing him..."

"...Sometimes, people should not be too complacent. Mr. Yu is the one who is destined to lead Tiangang."

"Why are you doing this?"

When I answered my father, I was full of confidence: "Don't worry, I have my own thoughts."

Gu Ao thought, could it be that Yu Junfan's going here was God's punishment for his self-righteousness at first?

It was a slap in the face, thinking that it was exhaustive, but it was just wishful thinking.

Gu Ao recalled the relationship between the two, the place where he started his heart.

It was Huai Xin who said that if Yu Junfan was holding back, not only would it be difficult for Gu Ao to conquer the army, but even the throne of the King of Han would be unstable.

He thought about what to do day and night, and he was full of satisfaction on how to treat Yu Junfan... At that time, he kept thinking about Yu Junfan's kindness to him, reminiscing about the good times when the two of them got along, as if he wanted to treat Yu Junfan... Decisions made seek more grounds.

What will happen to Yu Junfan?

Why did Yu Junfan do this?

How did Yu Junfan see himself?

Why is Yu Junfan so kind to himself?

Yu Junfan...

As I thought about it, more and more details seemed to emerge bit by bit from the depths of my heart...

The name is all in my mind, and I turn around and go around the problem that I can't get around

——How should he and Yu Junfan get along with each other?

My father's sentence, "There is a solution to the fate of people who are greedy for sitting and killing wolves", seems to have sent a small spark to the place where countless dry firewood has been stored for a long time.

Yes, if he and Yu Junfan were suspicious of each other, how could the poor family have any hope.

When he took the initiative to take that step, Gu Ao couldn't tell how much sincerity he had, and how much he was interested in.

Yu Junfan has a high reputation, Yu Junfan has a vast land, Yu Junfan has a great army, Yu Junfan also has merchants and secret songs almost all over the world...

But if he really put his interests at risk, why did he feel so sad when he knew he had left?

Gu Ao walked silently in the dark night, feeling somewhat self-loathing due to his fading drunkenness.

Footsteps sounded behind him, and Gu Ao turned around, only to see Huai Xin catch up to him out of breath, "...Brother Ao!" Huai Xin's figure became thinner and hazy in the dark night, only his voice was clear to his ears.

Gu Ao turned around, pretending to be calm and asked: "...Why are you running in such a hurry?"

Huai Xin stopped in front of Gu Ao, took a breath for a while, and then calmed down.

"...What's wrong?" Gu Ao asked.

Huai Xin glanced at Gu Ao, bit her lips, and asked, "Brother Ao, tell me, Taishou Yu... Will he come back after this trip?" After asking, Huai Xin carefully observed Gu Ao's expression.

Gu Ao froze for a moment, then looked away: "I don't know."

Huai Xin said: "Based on Brother Ao's understanding of the prefect Yu, I can make some guesses..."

Gu Ao was silent for a while, and finally shook his head: "...I can't guess."

Huai Xin took a step forward, looking up at Gu Ao.

Gu Ao frowned and looked at Huai Xin, the two looked at each other for a while, Huai Xin said softly: "...if Prefect Yu behaves like a human being, he will definitely come back."

Gu Ao breathed a sigh of relief: "...that's it."

Huai Xin stared at Gu Ao's eyes: "Your heart is disturbed, can't you even see this?"

Gu Ao said: "...I was just drunk, and you suddenly asked me, so naturally I can't answer."

Huai Xin lowered her head: "I just want to tell you that Eunuch Yu is a strong assistant in the resistance army, and his departure this time is because of Yong Chi's attack on a place I had to defend... When Eunuch Yu returns , don’t act impulsively.”

"...You bothered." Gu Ao said.

Gu Ao turned around to leave, but Huai Xin stretched out her hand to grab Gu Ao's sleeve: "...as a king, you have to endure what ordinary people can't bear."

Gu Ao looked at Huai Xin, and after a while, Gu Ao said, "Are you tired of guarding Dian Xiaonan tonight? There are still many things to do tomorrow, why don't you go to bed earlier?"

Huai Xin let go of her hands, put her back behind her, and said, "Then I'll go."

Gu Ao smiled: "Yes."

Huai Xin's figure went away and disappeared into the night.Gu Ao also took another step.Huai Xin's words rang in Gu Ao's ears, but this time Gu Ao didn't listen at all.Drunkness urged him, he really wanted to grab Yu Junfan's clothes face to face and ask him personally.

Back in the bedroom, Gu Ao quickly fell asleep under the service of the waiter.The next day, there were lots of birds singing outside the house, and when he just woke up, someone said outside: "Report to King Han, Governor Yu is back."

Gu Ao opened his sleepy eyes, propped himself up, and sat on the bed.

After a while, the voice from outside the curtain said again: "... Madam Yu has been waiting for an hour, saying that she wants to see the King of Han."

Maybe it was because the dream was not perfect, maybe it was my hangover.

Gu Ao felt as if something was pressing on his shoulders, a heavy burden.

Then Gu Ao heard his own voice saying to the outside: "No, let him go."