Rebel

When the wind picked up, Yu Junfan seemed to be able to hear the rustling of leaves and feel the breeze blowing across his cheeks.

At the banquet outside, Dian Bushi came to Huai Xin's table with wine, and immediately picked up Dian's daughter: "Why are you running around again? I called you just now, but you didn't listen. You ran so fast, what are you doing?" What about my brother?"

Dian Xiaonv said, "He went to play by himself."

Dian didn't know, then he said to Huai Xin: "Young Master Huai, my sister didn't bother you."

Huai Xin shook her head and said, "No."

Dian looked at the entrance of the quiet path with ignorant eyes, and asked, "...Eh? I saw my elder brother here just now, where did he go?"

While talking, Chen Jiang walked over with Dian Xiaonan by his hand: "Brother Dian, the boy is here."

Dian Bushi frowned and said to Dian Xiaonan: "Oh, why did you go to Uncle Chen's place again and asked you to follow your sister?"

Dian Xiaonan pouted a little aggrievedly, and said, "My sister won't let me follow her..."

Dian Xiaonu pinched Dian Xiaonan hard, Dian Xiaonan curled his lips and swallowed the rest of the words.Dian Xiaonv was afraid that Dian Xiaonan would say something again, so she dragged him and ran away: "Let's go, let's go over there to play!"

Dian Bushi shouted: "Don't run away!"

Chen Jiang felt that the surroundings were noisy, so he made a 'please' gesture to Huai Xin, and the two walked to a quiet place where no one was around.

Huai Xin said: "Yes, the two of them probably went to discuss the restructuring of the Hanzhong Army."

"Really?" Chen Jiang showed doubts, and looked at the empty space where there was no one there: "...but it doesn't look like it."

Dian Bushi caught up a few steps, and also joined the conversation: "Hey, what do you know, Mr. Huai must be right. Isn't the military affairs the most troublesome thing for the elder brother now? But the military affairs must first pass the prefect Yu's attention." One level. Only with the consent of the prefect Yu, the following things will be easy to handle."

Huai Xin took a glance at Dian and was slightly surprised, then said, "Exactly. What Brother Dian saw is not bad."

Chen Jiangdao: "There shouldn't be any rush to talk about military affairs. Now this banquet is still waiting for elder brother to start. Why did you go to talk with Governor Yu as soon as you entered the door?"

Dian Bushi said: "What do you know? As soon as the winter is over and the spring begins, there is an urgent need to conquer the army. The eldest brother is fighting in the north, and the most fearful thing is that the prefect Yu is holding back. They have to be united early. That's good."

Huai Xin reminded, "Brother Dian, be careful with your words."

Chen Jiang asked, "How do you know what elder brother is thinking about? You are just guessing wildly."

Dian Bushi said: "Oh, big brother's mind, I've figured it out a long time ago when I accompanied him all the way around the world. When he came to inspect the military camp a while ago, there was worry between his brows, and he asked me about my preparations for war. He didn't know how he heard it, and he was afraid of Governor Yu. I also told you two, I never tell others."

Chen Jiang looked around again, there was no one around, and the voices were a little further away, so he calmed down and said, "...Will Prefect Yu agree?"

Huai Xin said: "When the King of Han and the Governor of Yu come out later, you can guess by looking at their expressions."

At this time, in the quiet courtyard, there was no sound from the wind... Yu Junfan hadn't replied yet, Gu Ao continued slowly: "Last time I asked you why you gave me the royal clothes, but you didn't answer. This time, I I want to hear you tell me yourself."

In such a night with no one around, just being alone with Gu Ao, it seems that the troubles have gone away, and there are only two people left, full of emotions.

After Gu Ao's voice fell, Yu Junfan looked at the person in front of him, his thoughts flew away at this moment, time seemed to flow backwards through his fingers quickly - he recalled their first meeting.

On the bank of the lake under the cloud mountain, the sound of the broken piano.

Perhaps from then on, he began to erode the man in front of him bit by bit with his meticulous care and countless helping hands...

It is not an exaggeration to say that every step of the way, the organs are exhausted.

If it is for what?

——Really just for that broken string?

of course not.

Or maybe, for the sake of ambition?

Yes, no.

In fact, that day Gu Ao asked him why he gave himself a king's suit,

He naturally understood what Gu Ao was asking him.

If it is said that before, he was just observing from the outside and making occasional shots; then it was the royal robe that represented his true blood alliance with Gu Ao.

yeah, why?Because I am a son of a noble family, even if I become king, it will not cause an uproar in the four seas like a poor family who becomes king?

For thousands of years, the world has long been accustomed to the princes of aristocratic families being kings. There is no more of oneself, and no less of oneself...

If I am like this, wouldn't it be contrary to the original intention of "Ping Shishu"?

Shang Yi went to Shanyun Academy with Lu Mouzhong that year, and visited the virtuous man in the world 'Shan Yunzi', what he asked was how to practice the reality of 'Ping Shishu' as a son of a family.

At that time, Shan Yunzi asked him: Are you for the poor family, or for yourself?

He said: For the father's will.

Shan Yunzi said: Since it is for the ambition in the chest, there is a great opportunity to stretch it.The world's heroes rise like the wind, and the poor also take the lead.The son is famous all over the world, lives in seclusion in Bashu and Guizhou, and holds a powerful army. Why not take the humble man as the banner, coordinate the overall situation, hide behind the scenes, and climb up?

Yu Junfan asked: What is climbing?

Shan Yunzi said: "It is a general trend that the world is level; the decline of aristocratic families is a foregone conclusion."The world is in danger, and heroes emerge in large numbers.What the son has to do is...

Shan Yunzi paused, and Yu Junfan continued: make friends with heroes, use heroes as swords, and fight against aristocratic families.

Shan Yunzi stroked his beard and smiled: Exactly.

Constantly thinking about Shan Yunzi's suggestion in his heart, Yu Junfan felt more and more that what he said was not bad.He had always worried that there were no talents in Hanzhong. Although Lu Mouzhong was a hero all his life, he was not a hero, and his son Lu Dequan was mediocre and narrow-minded, lacking in strategy.

Ever since his father passed away, Yu Junfan has only been cautious in his life, never daring to bet on the weight once, after all, his father showed his sharpness in front of him, and the blood dripping was too tragic; his first step is to be steady, and the second step is to Aggressive...

Therefore, what Shan Yunzi said about "taking people from poor families as a banner" also coincides with his temperament.

As long as you are not a banner, it is not difficult to retreat behind you.

After all, I have the name of a family member, but whoever has soldiers in his hands is the target of the princes...

However, Yu Junfan has been friends with people from poor families for nearly ten years. He searched his memory, but he didn't find anyone available.

Until he met Gu Ao.

Yu Junfan sometimes felt that no matter how thoughtful and scheming he was, he still couldn't figure out the mystery of fate.

The trip to Yunshan coincidentally happened, on the night of listening to Shan Yunzi's teaching, he found a secluded place to play the piano, and met Gu Ao by the lake.

The broken string that night made him feel uneasy for a long time.

Yu Junfan was surprised and touched by the feeling of a connection between hearts.

From then on, he observed Gu Ao silently, and also cared about Gu Ao...

But the more he observed Gu Ao, the more he focused his eyes on Gu Ao, Yu Junfan found that his eyes were becoming more and more unable to leave.

Gu Ao is always strong and fierce, yet clearly hates, with vigor to roam the world, and with a cheerful smile; this kind of Gu Ao, falling into Yu Junfan's eyes, sometimes causes a trace of dissatisfaction in his deep heart. Calm ripples.

When Yu Junfan noticed it carefully, he found that it was a trace of envy—sometimes he even envied Gu Ao’s recklessness—because he had lost the opportunity to be reckless since he was a child.

Yu Junfan was further attracted by Gu Ao's various qualities that he didn't have—and then intuitively thought, perhaps, this is what is needed to achieve a great cause, the fearless courage to break through everything; when the strategy is right, this courage will be Turning into a sharp blade, cut through the wind and thunder of Kyushu.

This kind of courage has been lost for a long time.

When he was young, Yujun Fan often compared himself to Shun, but it was not until he grew up that he gradually realized that Shun was soaring in the wild, turning his hands like clouds and rains, and as soon as he broke free from the shackles, he stretched out his sharp claws, gobbling up the world, and leading his troops to kill The 'Four Violent Ones', the means are not without violence, and bloody storms are set off all over the world - such decisiveness in killing is beyond my own... Childhood forbearance shaped his personality, and also concealed his edge.

Then look at Gu Ao, Gu Ao led his troops to fight, the brave character is the first, and the odd character wins;

And I must have everything in place, and have an overview of the overall situation, before I can inadvertently strike.

Gu Ao can conquer the strong with the weak and shake the world;

But I can only moisten things silently, and the victories I get seem to be a matter of course.

After thinking about it for a while, Yu Junfan almost decided that Gu Ao was the one he was looking for.

That being the case, it is time to hold Gu Ao step by step...

Fortunately, it has already been planned.

Gu Ao attaches great importance to friendship, and he has already given it to him.

Seeing Gu Ao getting closer to him step by step, the original painstaking efforts turned into a bondage unconsciously. Gu Ao really cared about him.

He has never had such a deep relationship with anyone, but when facing Gu Ao, he doesn't feel awkward at all, as if the other party can always understand.

Perhaps, this is the so-called confidant.

Once I was sitting on my cousin's bedside and lost my mind. She coughed, covered her sleeves and asked in a hoarse voice: "...you...have been distracted a lot recently, is there something that bothers you?"

Yu Junfan comforted him, "It's nothing."

The cousin said: "...Then why are you thinking?"

Yu Junfan smiled: "Where did you get so much care?"

The cousin smiled weakly, like the last flower in late autumn.

When my cousin passed away, she stayed by the bed by herself, and the cousin said: "Ah Lang, with you by my side, I am not afraid at all."

Yu Junfan held her skinny hand: "I'm here."

The cousin is yellow and thin, with only a gleam in her eyes, as if she was returning to the light: "A few days ago, I saw you bored, and others couldn't see it, but I knew it. After I left, if you like her, marry her in." Well..." As she spoke, the cousin shed tears: "...you don't have a caring person in this world, and I don't understand you, I only know that you are good to me, but why are you so hard on yourself and thinking about her? But can you not get close to her... Could it be that she is also like me, weak and unable to serve you..."

Yu Junfan said: "I don't have..."

The cousin said firmly: "You have... what are you thinking these days?"

These few days Hanzhong was in trouble, Lu Dequan lost to the five kings, Gu Ao fell into prison, he was wondering whether he should make Gu Ao king.So I was worried for a while, afraid that my cousin would see it.

"I'm thinking about business matters, not what you said." Cousin's time is running out, and she shouldn't argue forcefully with her, but Yu Junfan still said so.

The cousin shook her head and said, "...That's not true. If it's business, why would you laugh just thinking about it?"

Yu Junfan was startled, and touched his face: "... Am I smiling?"

The cousin smiled and said, "I can see it; you've been thinking about her." With the last of her strength, the cousin held Yu Junfan's hand: "Ah Lang, I'm leaving now; don't make yourself miserable... "

After receiving his wife's last blessing, Yu Junfan watched her and closed her eyes.

Those words were like a slap in the face, and when Yu Junfan came back to his senses, Fang was startled.

——It turned out that the so-called step-by-step, but put yourself in a prison.

When he wanted to have a friendship with Gu Ao, the two of them really had a bond, and that bond was called affection.

After making up his mind, Yu Junfan led his troops to Hanzhong after finishing his wife's funeral...

... The last test was when Gu Ao surrounded the county mansion with the Hanzhong Bingjia, and Yu Junfan ordered that the trilogy who was familiar with Gu Ao be invited in.

If Gu Ao didn't doubt that he was there and went in, it means that he controlled Gu Ao and made him completely trust him, and he succeeded.

If Gu Ao is hesitant to enter, it means that this person is suspicious and cannot take advantage of high positions, and he has to have other plans.

On that day, Gu Ao didn't seem to have any doubts, and stepped into the dangerous place that had been arranged.

Yu Junfan was reclining in the chair at that time, seeing Gu Ao's flirtatious robe stepping in without any fear, he thought to himself: "...It must be him."

What Yu Junfan didn't expect was that it was this sentence that bound his heart.

It was not unexpected that Gu Ao was tempted by him.What was unexpected was the wavering that followed.That day when climbing the mountain, everything happened so suddenly, even if he had done it intentionally, he was still caught off guard by Gu Ao's brave and straight forward move.The mountain was foggy, and he could still deal with it calmly according to his inertia, but when he returned to his residence, a voice in his heart was still murmuring, almost sucking him in.

Yu Junfan knew that this was not good, and it was a recipe for disaster.Without peace of mind, how can we "coordinate the overall situation, hide behind the scenes, and climb up the momentum" as Shan Yunzi said in the future?

It's nothing to be emotional, after all, two people support each other, if they are not emotional, wouldn't they be cold?

It's just that if there is one part of it that you can't control yourself, how will you stand in the future?

According to his own habits, he got close to the other party, but was suddenly turned back by the other party——Yu Junfan subconsciously wanted to escape.But rationality tells him that he can't escape, because the closeness with Gu Ao is the right time for him, it's hard for him to manage this far, he should make good use of it, how can he abandon it and leave?

Yu Junfan tried his best to tell himself that the only sure way is to stay away.

Otherwise, how can you benefit from the king's side?

Ban Jun is like accompanying a tiger, what's more, he also wants to be the one who tames the tiger.

He was willing to give a kiss and a hug, but at this time, Yu Junfan had already discovered a closer relationship, like a dangerous place, deep and difficult to explore, with fluctuating moods, and tigers can be addicted to people.

That day, Gu Ao asked him why he gave him the royal clothes.

Yu Junfan replied, shouldn't I give it away?

But Gu Ao's enthusiasm seemed to be unable to tolerate him being so hesitant to speak, and he wanted to refuse and welcome.Today, Gu Ao finally asked him so bluntly, Yu Junfan was silent, as if the touch of Gu Ao's kiss was still on his lips, Yu Junfan looked up at Gu Ao: "With a sincere heart, there must be no one in the world." I don't admire."

"...What about you?" Gu Ao took a step closer and asked.

The warm temperature coming from the chest seems to be about to melt the heart defense.

"...I want to hear you talk about yourself." Gu Ao asked.

Yu Junfan tried his best to talk about him: "...be seated, and don't make everyone wait for a long time."

Gu Ao laughed when he heard the words, and after a while, he said: "...I'm still in a hurry, but it doesn't matter."

Yu Junfan blurted out: "...Why doesn't it matter?"

Gu Ao said: "You will tell me one day." After finishing speaking, Gu Ao took Yu Junfan's hand and said, "Let's go, you and I will sit at the table together."