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"What!" Petunia jumped up in surprise just after hearing the confession between Harry and Severus, "You said that Harry...likes you!!" Petunia obviously couldn't accept this.It's not that Petunia can't accept that Harry likes men, but that it's Severus that Harry likes.Petunia had seen Severus' feelings for Lily clearly since she was a child. Under such circumstances, Petunia did not dare to make a conclusion easily about what kind of feelings he had for Harry.What's more, you know, Severus is 20 years older than Harry, which is too unbearable.

"Severus, how did you deceive our little Harry? Not to mention your feelings for Lily, I really doubt that you regard Harry as Lily's substitute. What's more, you are older than Harry 20 years old! You know that is 20 years old, not two years old!"

Facing Petunia's questioning, Severus's expression didn't change in any way: "Petunia, of course I know that Harry is not Lily, believe me, I didn't use him as a stand-in. As for age, I believe Lily told you, Wizards usually live longer, don't they? Believe me, I love him."

Petunia pursed her lips and said nothing, while Severus continued to talk about what had happened in the past few years.

In the following process, Petunia did not interrupt Severus' narration, but her expression kept changing with Severus' words.When Severus finished speaking, Petunia couldn't help holding Harry and bursting into tears: "Poor Harry, I shouldn't have let him go back to that place, he's still a child, why did he go through all this!" Petunia couldn't control her emotions for a moment, and Harry was obviously frightened again, his body trembling slightly.Seeing this, Severus quickly took Harry from Petunia's arms, soothing him softly.

Seeing this scene, Penny felt very warm in her heart, but what she heard just now made her a little angry: "You said you love him, is that how you love him? Fake death?!"

"I thought it would be better for him that way." Thinking of his own decision, Severus actually couldn't understand it. At that time, he felt that he would be free after death, and Harry would have a better life. life.Later, he was rescued by the Malfoy family using secret techniques, but he actually felt that life was hopeless.Thinking about it now, he and Harry had a lot of misunderstandings with each other at that time, but he didn't even try to explain it.

Speaking of it, this is also caused by the inferiority complex in my heart.He is 20 years older than Harry. He is a greasy and dark old bat in the mouth of the students. The leadership position of the company, but unexpectedly doing very well.

Such a comparison made Severus care.What's more, there are so many outstanding girls of the same age around Harry, whether it's Qiu Zhang with oriental beauty or the youngest daughter of the Weasley family who has become more and more aura in the later stage, they are all better candidates for a partner, isn't it ?

Therefore, Severus allowed the misunderstanding to happen, did not explain, did not work hard, and even felt that it would be a good choice to die in Harry's hands.

However, he obviously underestimated Harry's feelings for him, and also underestimated his own influence on Harry.

Facing Petunia's questioning, Severus had nothing to say, he was responsible for Harry becoming what he is now. "But, no matter what, I won't let go of his hand again, Petunia, he is my present and my future."