falling grass in pairs

"what have you done?"

Jiang Cheng raised his eyes to look at Yan Ze, and paused when he said this, as if hesitating to speak.

"I sold the company we started together, and exposed his homosexuality, forcing him and me to come out." Jiang Cheng said slowly, with his usual expression.

Yan Ze held his breath and stared blankly at Jiang Cheng.

"We have worked together for three years in the company, whether it is long or short. There have also been day and night struggles and desperate persistence. That was the decision we made together from the very beginning. When I was , I didn’t realize the significance of this company to me, him, or us. After Qin Da withdrew the shares, I resolutely sold it.” Jiang Cheng’s fingers gently rubbed the other hand’s The back of the hand, swaying, slowly and unconsciously, "The other party belongs to my father, this is a trick he used to use. But in that situation, I also lost my mind. I didn't know to buy it until the company was completely under the control of my father. It's impossible to come back, or get it back again."

Yan Ze felt his throat tighten, and stared at him: "Then...then he..."

"He lost control of his emotions more than I did at the time." Jiang Cheng smiled, as if he was helpless, as if he was guilty, and sad, "He rushed to my house, scolded me severely in front of my family members, and He gave me a punch. Because at the time, I didn’t feel that I was wrong, so I fought with him, and in the end I was injured all over. These are not important, but those words he said really chilled me, and I also I can’t tell which ones are true and which ones are just saying to annoy me. It’s ridiculous to say that in the most angry situation, I clearly hope that what he said is false, but speculate on his intentions with the utmost malice, And the meaning in the words."

Yan Ze nodded: "I understand. Once a person gets angry, he loses his rationality. Although he hopes that things are not like this, his own thoughts are counterproductive, so that he can find a reasonable reason for his anger, and he can use these reasons even more. sharply hurt the opponent."

"You seem to understand very well." Jiang Cheng laughed and patted Yan Ze's head, "It seems that your brother is working hard."

"Don't say you don't have these, hurry up." Yan Ze tilted his head and knocked off his hand.

"Do you want to drink water? Do you want something to eat?" Jiang Cheng looked at the kitchen and wanted to get up.

Yan Ze pushed him back: "Don't go anywhere, just keep talking."

Jiang Cheng was only in his early twenties back then, and despite his hidden and calm personality now, he was quite different from before.According to his own statement, in the past, he always weighed pennies and pennies, and faced love and hate directly.Faced with such a big change, he felt a breath stuck in his chest, and he couldn't swallow it no matter what.

The obstruction and contempt of his family all the time, the pressure of society and the cruelty of realizing his ideals, all these layers were superimposed, and finally collapsed completely when his lover betrayed him, making him continue to look for an outlet to vent.

"Actually, what he explained to me back then, I didn't listen, and he insisted on explaining. He said that He never wanted to get married, and those were all lies to them... It's just that he had to hide from other people's eyes and ears, and he was under strict supervision. , he can't tell me..." Jiang Cheng said in a deep and gentle voice, "I started to become suspicious and outraged, not only didn't believe his plan to delay the attack, but instead regarded his explanation as a plan to delay the attack '."

"So in order to get revenge on him, you came out of the closet. And you made him invisible in the domestic circle for the rest of his life, and he would never be able to get married again." Yan Ze didn't sympathize with him, nor did he offer consolation. Thoughts, "Even if I am now, I am not as good as you were..."

"I know." Jiang Cheng smiled again, not caring about Yan Ze's directness, "But do you know how I came out?"

"I exposed the intimate content of our several conversations, as well as some photos of our daily life. From the beginning to the end, I never said that I was in a relationship with the eldest son of the Qin family. I let these things flow out, and then gradually piled up when the trend After reaching the cusp, sue him for cheating on the marriage." Jiang Cheng said.

Yan Ze was shocked when he heard that, and he could hardly connect Jiang Cheng with the boy he was talking about as a single person.Such a ruthless person with such a heinous means of revenge... How did he slowly become what he is now?

"This is indeed the most ruthless move..." Yan Ze's voice was a little trembling, he was silent for a long time, and said, "Keep quiet, let all the ugliest evidence flow out, it is a silent but most powerful accusation. Then From the perspective of a victim, a gravity blow..."

Yan Ze bent down and buried his face between his fingers.Although Qin Lian has nothing to do with him.He had never seen it before, and even Yan Ze had some kind of hostility towards him, but at this moment, he could almost understand Qin Lian's situation at that time.

Jiang Cheng was silent for a moment, then suddenly asked, "Will you break up with me?"

Yan Ze lifted his face from between his palms and looked at him blankly: "What?"

"Will you break up with me?" Jiang Cheng pulled Yan Ze, hugged him onto his uninjured leg and sat on his uninjured leg, gently wrapped his arms around his waist, and put his chin on his shoulder. After being such a person, are you still willing to continue with me?"

This was the first time Yan Ze had seen Jiang Cheng show weakness since he had known him for so long.I can't tell what mood I'm in, I just feel mixed feelings.Yan Ze's thoughts were in a mess. The person he was talking about couldn't match up with the current person no matter what, so he didn't say anything in the end, he just stretched out his arms and hugged Jiang Cheng.

Jiang Cheng was silent for a while, just smiled, and let him go: "Thank you."

"no need thank me?"

"Didn't push me away." Jiang Cheng tilted his head, as if he had returned to his usual appearance.But his eyes were more focused, and he looked at Yan Ze more seriously.

Yan Ze was uncomfortable seeing him like this, and avoided his gaze: "He must hate you."

"He didn't hate me. But he blamed me. He said he always knew I was like this, but after many years, when I really realized the impact and consequences of this incident on him, it was too late. Yes. Qin Lian then went to the United States and took over his father's family business there, but after his father retired, he returned to China to take care of the domestic business, and took Qin Er with him by the way, and lived a leisurely life." Jiang Cheng said.

"Because he doesn't hate you... so you can't untie this knot." Yan Ze said.

"Yeah." Jiang Cheng smiled, "It's not good to owe something to others, especially a debt of favor. It's always difficult to pay off things other than money."

"Then what happened to you and Qin Er? Is it because of guilt?"

"Yes, and no. I didn't have a good relationship with Qin Er back then, and Qin Er never recognized my relationship with his eldest brother. He even said that Qin Lian was obsessed with obsession, so I didn't have a good look at him at that time... He made a lot of stumbling blocks. He always said, I will harm his brother, I always sniffed it, but I didn’t expect that one day it would be true for him, and it became a proverb.”

Yan Ze didn't speak, and waited for Jiang Cheng to continue.

"It's Qin Lian. Before Qin Lian left for the United States, he asked me to take good care of his younger brother. This was his own responsibility, but now he is leaving. If it is not necessary, he may not come back for the rest of his life. Qin Er is not an ann The master of the division, has a hot temper and can cause more trouble than you, but in such a circle, it is very difficult not to offend others. Usually, Qin Lian takes care of him, but when he leaves, Qin Er is really alone. "Jiang Cheng stretched out his hand to touch Yan Ze's head, his gaze was complicated, "Are you blaming me? I know you are blaming me. Fang Shaoming intended to tell you about my relationship with the Qin family, but you made it ambiguous and unclear. It made you misunderstand, doubt, and blame me all in the end... But there is nothing wrong with him doing this, after all, most of what he told you was indeed the truth, but he hid the most important part. "

"Leaving from your birthday party that day to save Qin Er was a last resort. For so many years, Qin Er has been hostile to me and can't accept my help. He always thinks that I betrayed his brother, and also thinks it's me. I killed his brother. I have a responsibility to him, but it is the responsibility to replace Qin Lian. As time goes by, I treat him like my cousin."

"There are still many things that you didn't understand before, such as why I kept stopping you from coming out. I admit without hesitation that I was biased in my heart. At the time when I was with Qin Da It’s a good example. It’s not a rational thing to come out until you’re not fully prepared...until you become strong enough to resist everything, whether external forces or family members’ public opinion and accusations. Maybe you can succeed , but this is by no means the best solution. You can think that I have a dark mind, and I am still so maliciously speculating, but..."

Seeing that he hadn't spoken for a long time, Yan Ze finally opened his mouth: "But what?"

Jiang Cheng stared at him, without his usual foolish look.With such a look, Yan Ze couldn't help but get a little nervous, kicked his foot, and ended up kicking Jiang Cheng's injured leg.

Jiang Cheng cried out in pain, and Yan Ze became nervous again: "What's wrong? It hurts? Is there something wrong?"

Jiang Cheng waved his hand to show that he was fine.Seeing that the person in his arms was still bowing his head in worry, he was defenseless.Then he said, "But it's because I care too much about the consequences after coming out that I stop you several times, and that's why I'm so nervous."

Yan Ze paused, then suddenly raised his head to look at him, his eyes flickering.

"Too nervous." Jiang Cheng tightened his hands around his waist and whispered, "I'm sorry."

Yan Ze also grabbed his hand tightly, and the two leaned against each other for a long time, neither of them spoke.

"Like, what if it's normal?"

"What usually?" Jiang Cheng reacted and guessed, "You said if it was someone else?"

Yan Ze nodded.

"If you're bored and bored, you can't wait for him to come out. Just take this opportunity to break up with him." Jiang Cheng said.

Yan Ze could almost imagine Jiang Cheng spreading his hands helplessly with his former lover: "Look, it's all like this..."

This is indeed Jiangcheng's style, forcing the other party to break up, innocent and light.If there is something wrong, it is just letting things happen without commenting.Because don't care.

Thinking of Jiang Cheng repeatedly reminding him, stopping him, and reasoning with him, Yan Ze's temper about these things disappeared instantly.

Just as Yan Ze was about to say something, the phone in his pocket rang.

He reached into his pocket to hang up, and was about to get up from Jiang Cheng's arms when the phone rang again.

"Go ahead." Jiang Cheng gave him a hand and let Yan Ze get off the sofa, "I guess it's your brother, you need to be in a hurry."