falling grass in pairs

The two did not meet in a messy bar this time, and found a coffee shop with a good environment.

Yan Xianglin looked tired, and he told about what happened with Zheng Yichi and what happened to Yan Ze in the afternoon.

"He's probably in my parents' house now." He said while patting his head nonchalantly, "Actually, he can understand my sexuality, which surprised me at the beginning. I really didn't ask for much. Blame me too much. Stupid, overwhelmed with complacency, to be so careless, to bring people to live at home..."

Jiang Cheng didn't care about that: "Then have you confessed to him? Your relationship."

Yan Xianglin shook his head: "No, he left without saying a word, and I can't stop him. But such a scene can be understood just by looking at it."

Jiang Cheng vaguely had a bad premonition in his heart, and became upset.Later, he responded to some of the words Yan Xianglin said, and finally patted him on the shoulder to make him want to open up.

"Actually, I don't need it. I don't need to indulge him because of this kind of thing." Yan Xianglin smiled bitterly, with a little pampering on his face unconsciously, "But he has always been like this since he was a child, even if I have a position to defend myself In private life, every time because I can't bear to see him unhappy, time and time again, it makes him become what he is now, and feels that any concealment I made is wrong."

"Not necessarily." Jiang Cheng picked up the coffee cup and took a sip. "Your brother has always liked to steal your things since he was a child. Have you ever thought that it's because he likes you?"

Yan Xianglin froze for a moment, then shook his head: "Don't be joking."

"Brother obsession." Jiang Cheng interrupted Yan Xianglin, "This kind of situation does not exist. Although it does not represent that aspect, it is indeed a common mentality. If I guessed correctly, you were the one who took care of him when he was young. .”

Yan Xianglin nodded without hesitation: "After the second child, the parents became busy. At that time, the family situation was not so good. I planned to study abroad, and they wanted to give Ozawa a good school. The financial pressure was great. Some."

"So it's only natural for him to rely on you." Jiang Cheng gently put the coffee cup on the table, slowly picked up a tissue and wiped his hands, "But now you are all independent people, you will have your own private space, I advise you, It will be better to reverse this relationship sooner or later."

Yan Xianglin was stunned for a moment, as if he was not used to Jiang Cheng talking so much to him today.In the past, Jiang Cheng had limited memory of other people's affairs, and usually would not come to participate.

But because Yan Xianglin himself was not in a much better mood, he hastily answered a few words without saying anything.

Both of them were obviously absent-minded, and they couldn't finish it after taking two sips of coffee.Yan Xianglin just answered the phone at this time, so he took the opportunity to say goodbye, and the two left separately.

It was almost nine o'clock in the evening, Jiang Cheng drove the car all the way to the downstairs of Yan Ze's parents, went upstairs to the warm yellow light, and called Yan Ze.

The phone rang once before being hung up, ringing again, and hanging up again.

Jiang Cheng sighed and had no choice but to text Yan Ze.

"Come down, I'm downstairs."

The curtains by the warm yellow window were pulled open, a black figure glanced down, and then the curtains were drawn again.Two seconds later, even the lights were turned off.

"What the hell are you messing with?" Jiang Cheng sent another message helplessly, but there was still no response.

"I'll give you 10 minutes. If I don't come down, I'll go up and knock on the door. Tell your parents that I'm your boss. I will do what I say."

Sure enough, the upstairs lights turned on again.

Yan Ze's text message finally replied: "You have kindness!"

Jiang Cheng smiled, threw the phone aside indifferently, and waited for someone while holding the steering wheel.

Five minutes later, Yan Ze came out of the corridor with a sullen face, got into the car without saying a word, and smashed the cell phone on the co-pilot into Jiang Cheng's arms.Jiang Cheng picked up the phone, but kept his eyes on him, neither of them spoke.

"Where are you going?" Finally, Jiang Cheng started the car.

"casual."

Jiang Cheng then drove the car all the way to the river dam downstairs of Yan Ze.This place is different from that day in the daytime. At night, the street lights are turned on one by one, and the neon lights are reflected in the water. Occasionally, people walk across the bridge, and three or two people sit on the lawn of the river dam.

In April, the grass grows and the warblers fly. It is said that the world is full of fragrance in April, but the flowers and plants here are still fragrant.The willow catkins are gone, but there is a fragrance surging by the water's edge.

Yan Ze walked down the lawn along the river dam, picked up a stone, ran two steps forward, and threw it into the water with a loud plop.

Jiang Cheng stood on it and leaned against the car to watch him.

Seeing Yan Ze throwing five or six stones in a row, as if he couldn't find any stones of the right size, he finally sat down with his hands on the lawn, his legs curled up and his back facing him.There was a distance between the two, so his body looked extraordinarily small. Jiang Cheng stretched out his hand to compare, as if he could be pinched between two fingers.

He lowered his head, put a cigarette in his mouth, lit it, and smoked quietly for a while.

Yan Ze remained silent.

It wasn't until the whole cigarette was smoked that Jiang Cheng slowly walked over to Yan Ze with his pockets, and sat down like him, with his long legs stretched out freely, his hands propped back on the lawn, and his shoulders stretched out. raised slightly.

"Your brother is an adult," Jiang Cheng said.

Yan Ze stared at the water surface faintly, his eyes flickering on and off.

"I know about you guys. You have been a hooligan since you were a child. You have been bullied for 20 years without stopping. We were standing across the river dam more than a month ago. Do you remember what I told you?" Jiang Cheng asked.

Of course Yan Ze remembered that he didn't answer Jiang Cheng's words at that time.Jiang Cheng said, sooner or later your brother will have his own family and his own lover, and so will you.

Yan Ze knew it.Subconsciously, I always knew that such a day would come.But he is confident, because he has always stubbornly believed that he is the number one in Yan Xianglin's heart, irreplaceable.

I know, I know, but when I really saw that my home was occupied by another person today, he was wearing his own slippers and his brother's shirt, and he was helping in the kitchen with ease, and Yan Xianglin would take care of him like countless times Another person... delicious food, talking and laughing, when those things that are all his own are occupied by another person, he becomes the redundant one instead.

He couldn't tell what that felt like.

And the other party is still his good buddy.

In the dazed discomfort, there is also a kind of betrayal annoyance.

In the midst of anger, he came up with miscellaneous thoughts for no reason——

Jiang Cheng has been lying to him from beginning to end, he is not his brother's lover at all.

Yan Ze was also taken aback by his sudden inference. Why would he still consider Jiangcheng's affairs under such circumstances?

He was angry with Yan Xianglin, angry with Zheng Yichi, angry with Jiangcheng, and angry with himself.

He is mad at everyone.

Jiang Cheng saw that he hadn't spoken for a long time, but when he was about to speak, Yan Ze suddenly turned his head.In the darkness, those quiet eyes also stared at him fixedly, unlike any time before, they let him be silent for no reason.

"Why did you lie to me?" Yan Ze asked, "You never belonged to my brother from the very beginning..."

Jiang Cheng frowned, his expression seemed a little puzzled.

He couldn't figure out why Yan Ze suddenly directed all his emotions at him when he talked about Yan Xianglin properly.

Yan Ze's chest heaved violently, as if a piece of wet firewood had been ignited by his words, and the fire became more and more intense.His eyes were no longer calm, his back and arms gradually tightened, his waist straightened, he looked straight at Jiang Cheng with his eyes, and gritted his teeth.

He suddenly grabbed Jiang Cheng by the collar, slammed him onto the lawn, and sat on his waist with his glaring eyes wishing to strangle the person under him to death.Even Yan Ze himself couldn't explain why he lost control of his emotions in an instant, raised his hand high, and finally stopped in mid-air restrainedly.

The voice seemed to come from a stuffy chest: "Why did you lie to me? You have been playing with me from the beginning? Think this is funny?"

Jiang Cheng was lying on his back on the ground, Yan Ze's expression in front of him was almost ferocious, but the starry sky behind him was very bright.

Jiang Cheng looked calmly at his hands raised in the air, and then moved to Yan Ze's face, watching carefully.Eyebrows, temples, nose, lips, eyes.

He suddenly stretched out his hand and pulled Yan Ze into his arms. Yan Ze lost his balance and hit Jiang Cheng's chest with his head.

"Yan Ze, is this what you really care about?"

On the river dam at night, the green grass swayed slightly, and the occasional honking of a passing car made it even quieter.

Jiang Cheng looked at Yan Ze's side face, and cast his eyes forcefully into the water. He suddenly wanted to know what he was thinking.

After Yan Ze calmed down, there was such a distance from Jiangcheng, so he didn't move even if he ignored him.Jiang Cheng knew that such an atmosphere was not suitable for talking, so he sat with him.

After a while, Yan Ze moved.He got up and didn't look at Jiang Cheng, but said indifferently: "Tomorrow afternoon, I'll go to your house to pick up things."

Jiang Cheng had a meal.

After Yan Ze moved in during this period, many things have changed.Toothbrush and toothbrush are in pairs, as are towels and bath towels, and slippers.Everything is for two people, it seems that the huge house before does not seem so empty.

In fact, he had already thought of it.

But when Yan Ze said that, he was still silent for a moment.

"I won't be here tomorrow. Ozawa, please calm down first."

"I'm just letting you know. It doesn't matter if you're not here, I have the key." Yan Ze stood up and patted the moss on his pants, "I won't take anything more from you."

After saying this, he walked up the river dam without any intention of turning back, let alone waiting for Jiangcheng.Jiang Cheng was still sitting where he was, covered his eyes, raised his face and took a deep breath, then stood up and walked up.

Yan Ze didn't wait for Jiang Cheng, and directly took a taxi on the side of the road and left.

Jiang Cheng sat in the car, lit a cigarette, and looked boredly at the brightly lit river across the river, wondering what was going on in his head.After a cigarette went out, he also started the car.

Two people run in opposite directions, facing two opposite directions.