process

Ruan Jun is currently clinging to Tang Li. He often runs over without saying a word when he is at work, and he can hardly leave him when he is off work.

Tang Li was so annoyed that he almost collapsed: "What do you want to do?"

"I'm going to start over with you."

"Now you go to the nightclub to find some people who suit your appetite, and you can play whatever you want." Tang Li said irritably.

"No, I won't go. You are the only one who suits me the most in this world. I only want you."

"Don't pester me. The general manager has broken up with Lu Xingyuan for so long, why don't you go to Lu Xingyuan?"

"What does Lu Xingyuan have to do with me?" Ruan Jun asked strangely.

Tang Li paused, not knowing where to start.

"What do you mean by that?" Ruan Jun asked eagerly as if he had caught something.

"It's nothing." Tang Li was about to leave in a hurry.

Ruan Jun stopped him, and quickly argued: "I don't know why you think so. I have nothing to do with Lu Xingyuan at all. Your memory shouldn't be so bad. Do you remember that I told you a long time ago that I don't I like that. If it weren't for Chi Jinglan's incident, I wouldn't have any contact with him at all. From the beginning to the end, I only have my eyes on you."

Tang Li deliberately ignored the looseness in his heart, and there was a calmness on his face: "...It's none of my business."

Ruan Jun carefully observed Tang Li's face, and the smile on his mouth became more and more playful.

Tang Li looked away uncomfortably: "I'll go first."

Ruan Jun blocked him, and asked with a smile: "So you thought I liked Lu Xingyuan before, but you were actually jealous?"

Tang Li had a cold face: "It's unreasonable."

On the contrary, Ruan Jun smiled even more happily: "I thought you liked Chi Jinglan before, but later I found out that it was just my stupidity. I don't know how happy I am."

Tang Li was taken aback: "...This is impossible."

"Yes, I know, what I should know is that I was wrong." Ruan Jun said, "But I was really jealous at the time. That's why I broke up with you, and then went to fool around again. Forgive me, I Will never do anything like this again. It's all my fault for not noticing."

Tang Li didn't know what to say.

Ruan Jun strikes while the iron is hot: "When something like that happened, I know you won't accept a relationship easily, let alone a man? But you once let me be so close to you. I also know that you have made the biggest concession, so that That's enough, let me do the rest. Forgive me for being an asshole before, and give me another chance, okay?"

Unexpectedly, Tang Li's face became colder and colder: "You know everything?"

Ruan Jun had some ominous premonition.

"Since you know all the old things, and as you said, I really don't accept men, please don't be smart. Thanks to that father, I really don't like homosexuality." Tang Li's words There was deep-seated disgust in it.

"Tang Li..." Ruan Jun was stunned on the spot.

"That's why I can't be gay. As for the part with you..." Tang Li said more and more coldly, "It's just that. There's no need to be like this. It's just that, don't have any unrealistic expectations of me, I can't satisfy you You don’t need to do unnecessary things because of sympathy or other feelings, Ruan Jun, it’s not like you. You can continue to live the life you want in your romantic place, as long as you don’t provoke me again.”

Ruan Jun was speechless. This was the first time that Tang Li had talked about the relationship with him frankly, but he directly denied the existence of this relationship and completely drew the boundary between them.

"I'm not..." Ruan Jun knew that he had touched Tang Li Nilin, and wanted to argue for a moment but was afraid of saying the wrong thing. This was the first time he was so flustered and at a loss.

Tang Li was expressionless: "Ruan Jun, just pretend that nothing happened, so you can take care of yourself."

Tang Li approached the door of his residence, but he didn't find the key in his bag. He reached out to touch his pocket again, only to realize that the key had been pinched in his hand, and there were marks on his palm. Tsukuru opened the door calmly and walked in, completely cutting off his sight behind him.

Before returning to Qingping, Lin Yufeng said to Song Yuan: "You stupid gourd, why haven't you confessed your crush on him for so many years? Do you think you were preempted? I didn't know that he was straight before, so I didn't dare to act rashly, but now I'm It's a good time, hurry up."

Just such words lingered in Song Yuan's mind for several days.

It has become a habit to keep it secret for so many years, not to mention there is always something to worry about, if you say it out, what if the two of you can't even be friends?

Although Song Yuan has his own opinions on other matters, he never thinks that he will have any chance, but this secret love that should have been dark has suddenly turned around, and he is only at a loss and hesitant to move forward.

Lin Yufeng had been keeping an eye on this matter again, and called to inquire about the situation in two days, which made Song Yuantou feel like a fight.

"Is Xingyuan just broken up in love now? Isn't it just right for you to comfort him at this time? It's not about your relationship, you can't say that you are taking advantage of others. Besides, I think Xingyuan still has more love for that person. If that person comes to chase him again, He must not be able to hold on, not to mention that person looks very competitive. Please, seize the opportunity, I will die for you. "

After meeting Chi Jinglan in the restaurant, Lin Yufeng was always concerned about it, but Lu Xingyuan refused to reveal anything, so he could only get some information from Song Yuan.

Song Yuan was still moved, and decided to give it a try after much consideration.

He and Lu Xingyuan made an appointment at a slightly noisy bar and found a remote booth to sit in. Before Lu Xingyuan came, he had already had two glasses of wine.

Seeing his solemn expression, Lu Xingyuan couldn't help becoming worried: "Brother, are you in a bad mood?"

"Xingyuan," Song Yuan said with difficulty, "During the time you and Chi Jinglan broke up, do you still like him?"

Lu Xingyuan was stunned: "...Brother, why did you suddenly ask this?"

"you answer me first."

"I don't know. After all, the process is serious. It's normal to be unable to let go of it for a while. But I really have given up on him. We have no possibility."

Song Yuan nodded: "Then how long will it take you to accept another person?"

"...Brother, you are so strange today."

"Xingyuan," Song Yuan gritted his teeth and grabbed his hand, "Actually, I have always liked you."

"I like you very much too, Senior Brother." Lu Xingyuan obviously thought it was a joke.

"Xingyuan, I'm serious. I mean, I like you." Song Yuan looked serious and serious.

Lu Xingyuan was completely stunned, and after a moment he hastily withdrew his hand, speaking incoherently: "Senior brother...you...are you joking?"

Song Yuan already had a premonition of the coming rejection in his heart, but he didn't turn back. He continued: "Xingyuan, you know I'm serious. I have liked you since I was in college. I couldn't tell you at that time, yes I'm afraid you won't be able to accept it. I couldn't say anything until you dated Chi Jinglan. But he treated you badly and hurt you. I didn't protect you well. I know you still have no way to forget him, I Don't force it, I will wait for you until you can accept a new relationship again."

Lu Xingyuan was quite shocked, his mind went blank, he had always regarded Song Yuan as his brother, this sudden confession completely broke the strings in his mind.

He panicked: "Senior brother... no... that's not the case."

Song Yuan looked at him very gently, with a tolerant and clear expression, but there was obvious sadness and helplessness in his eyes.

Lu Xingyuan could no longer look directly into his eyes.

Song Yuan turned his head to comfort him: "Don't worry, don't panic, I will wait for your answer. No matter what, I am your senior brother."

Lu Xingyuan was encouraged by his words and gradually calmed down. The two were relatively speechless and drank in silence.

After a long time, Lu Xingyuan opened his mouth, and Song Yuan drank a glass of wine in a panic.

Lu Xingyuan was very guilty: "Brother, I'm sorry. Thank you for taking care of you for so many years. I have always regarded you as my brother. I have never thought of anything else, so I cannot accept your feelings."

"Xingyuan, you don't have to give me an answer now. No matter what, I'm still your senior brother." Song Yuan's hand holding the wine glass was trembling.

"Just because you are my senior brother, I have to tell you that I really can't respond to your feelings. If you clearly know your feelings, but still procrastinate and enjoy your goodness for granted, it is unfair to you. I I don't like this. I'm sorry, brother." Lu Xingyuan's attitude was very firm.

Song Yuan was rejected mercilessly, and smiled wryly: "Yes, this is the Lu Xingyuan I have always known."

Lu Xingyuan could only apologize repeatedly: "Brother, I'm sorry."

"Actually, I'm a coward." Song Yuan said suddenly, "I've loved you for so long but I haven't dared to confess to you. I had a premonition that you would reject me, but even if I was rejected, I finally breathed a sigh of relief, after all these years The words finally came out."

"..." Lu Xingyuan looked at his frustrated face and didn't know what to say.

Song Yuan was drunk while drinking, Lu Xingyuan was very worried: "Brother, stop drinking, you are going to get drunk."

"It's okay, Xingyuan, you go back first. Go to bed early, I won't see you off today." Song Yuan waved his hand.

"Brother, don't drink too much."

"It's okay, I'll go back later."

Now that Song Yuan said so, Lu Xingyuan knew that he also needed time to be quiet, so he got up: "Brother, please pay attention to safety. Call me if you need something."

After Lu Xingyuan left, Song Yuan was still drinking to soothe his worries.

While he was drunk, he heard someone calling him: "Senior Song, Senior Song."

He smiled inwardly, isn't the newcomer in the company who looks like a small animal the only person in this world who calls him that?He seems to be a well-behaved boy, why did he appear here so late?

Song Yuan opened his sleepy eyes. In the blurred light, the face of the person in front of him seemed very familiar, only a vague outline could be seen. He slowly leaned forward, trying to see who that person was, until he met That person's face, after that, was unconscious.

When I was woken up by the phone in the morning, it was Lin Yufeng who was yelling, "How is it? Why haven't you replied to my messages? I have called you a lot. Tell me quickly."

"...failed." Song Yuan felt his head hurt.

"Ah?" Lin Yufeng's voice was very disappointed.

"I have a headache, so I'll hang up first." No matter what the other party said, Song Yuan had already hung up the phone.

Only then did I realize that I had changed into my pajamas and was lying on my bed safely, not knowing who brought me back yesterday.

Smelling the aroma of food faintly, Song Yuan walked out of the room.

Hearing the footsteps, the busy figure in the kitchen couldn't help but look up, with a surprised look on his face: "Senior, you're awake."

Song Yuan looked astonished: "Why are you?"