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"There is a piece of primeval forest near the southwestern border, and about half of the inland smuggling cases/cases take place there. Drugs, guns, people, and The dangerous/dangerous parts and profiteering prompted the criminal/criminal group/group to go back and forth across the border again and again. Of course, they will not forget to bring their weapons." When Yu Mu was speaking, his thoughts seemed to fly far away , as if he was seriously recalling the details, and also as if he was trying to separate himself from the story and watch with a cold eye.

"The conflict between the police and them has never been broken. As a relatively independent and flexible part of the army/team, we sometimes participate in operations to stop these smuggling/smuggling gangs. In our opinion, that operation was different from usual What's the difference, but the police have reminded that the goods they escorted/smuggled this time are very expensive/heavy and extremely dangerous/dangerous, and they are strictly controlled/controlled inland, and no one or organization without official background is allowed to touch stuff. We expected that smuggling gangs would go to great lengths to protect their smuggled goods, but that operation went awry.”

"The enemy deliberately overreported the quantity of goods, and prepared double the number of vehicles and safes, and marched in two routes, and the time was one behind the other. They fooled the police intelligence/intelligence personnel. It's our turn, get Naturally, it is also wrong information. We went to a total of 20 people and divided into two teams to intercept two smuggling/smuggling lines. The other team stared at the last departure convoy that was still outside the country/border line, and our team was assigned the goal of the first A batch, that is, empty cars arranged as a cover-up."

"Deterrence, fighting, two people were killed, and the rest were captured without a fight. It was no different from the usual situation before, so we had inertial thinking, negligence, and did not notice any abnormalities. The people of the smuggling/smuggling gang failed in their actions. Afterwards, they are not inclined to escape, because those criminals may be safer in prison than the punishment of losing the goods. Therefore, when the captain and another team member were about to take over the goods, they were shot by the gunmen who had ambushed in advance. fall."

"Knocked down? Didn't die directly? So this is..." Cheng Yu frowned.

"That's right, our misjudgment made us fall into the opponent's tactical trap of 'surrounding the spot for reinforcements'." Although Yu Mu's tone was still calm, the pain in his eyes clearly showed that he was a team member looking at his comrades Going through torture, but I feel helpless.

"In the process of trying to rescue, we lost two more people. The opponent's sniper/shooter was out of our shooting range, although the other team was also rushing here as quickly as possible after knowing the abnormal situation here But it still takes time, and we can't wait. The method of approaching in a roundabout way has also failed, as long as we move, we will be spotted and forced back."

"Some kind of frog? A lycanthropy in the form of an amphibian?" Cheng Yu blurted out subconsciously.

Animal science education in human society always tends to stereotype and simplify the habits of each animal in order to be simple, easy to remember and easy to spread.Therefore, when this characteristic phenomenon of a stereotyped image appears, it is easy to go back and judge the identity of the other party's animal-like ability and the corresponding animal image.

Although Yu Mu did not tell Cheng Yu whether the enemy they faced at that time was a beast-like ability user, Cheng Yu knew that it was absolutely impossible for ordinary people to let Yu Mu, who is also a top-notch comprehensive combat power among the animal-like ability users, fall into such a trap. Dangerous and passive situation, not to mention the help of teammates around him.

Yu Mu didn't seem surprised by Cheng Yu's sharpness this time, instead he closed his eyes: "If I could have met you earlier... maybe that incident would not have happened." He seemed to have calmed down , when I opened my eyes again, the sadness that was about to overflow just now was a little lighter.

"Nothing, I know how bad I was at that time, and I can't help you at all." Cheng Yu snorted lightly, expressing his disapproval of what he said, or expressing contempt for himself at that time .

Yu Mu looked up at Cheng Yu with a complicated expression, pursed his lips, and finally just shook his head, and talked about something else on his own: "You said that you can have a part of the beast-like ability without an amplifier. The reason, is a special type of 'mythical spectacle'?"

"Huh?" Cheng Yu was taken aback for a moment. "Oh yes, that's what I said."

"Did you feel anything before you knew you had this 'mythical spectacle'?" Yu Mu asked.

This question made Cheng Yu very puzzled: "No? I remember that I had this ability when I was very young. At that time, I still had a very unstable death curse ability. I didn't even know how to obtain it. I don't really remember... huh? But after hearing this, I seem to have a little impression, it feels like, like I touched a switch?"

"A switch that only you can turn on." Yu Mu continued. "At that time, I could even foresee that after I pressed the switch, I would gain terrifying power."

"That's right, that's the feeling." Cheng Yu nodded.

"I discovered and activated the first 'mythical wonder' before joining the army." Yu Mu said.

"That 'Tiangu Shiyue' who controlled Shi Liang in the grove?" Cheng Yu realized now that it took so long for him to remember this matter and he hadn't checked it with Yu Mu.

"That's right. When I found out, I was depressed for a long time by this seemingly useless and useless 'mythical spectacle'." Yu Mu said. "When I joined the army, it was also one of my naive thoughts at the time to activate a powerful 'mythical spectacle' that everyone would envy and worship."

"And this idea actually came true when I was cornered. The fanatical desire and strong demand for 'mythical spectacle', coupled with the hatred of the enemy and the incompetent myself, made me touch the familiar place for the second time. switch. And there was one experience where I lost all vigilance about the whole thing and flipped that switch without hesitation."

When Yu Mu said this, he suddenly stopped.

Cheng Yu faintly felt that this "mythical spectacle" activated under such extreme conditions might be the problem.

"When I became conscious again, I was lying in a strange lake, the surroundings were quiet, there was no sound, no one." Yu Mu said. "I didn't know what happened at all. I didn't know that the unit/team was also anxiously looking for me until I met local residents who had entered the mountain while walking along the river. With their help, I contacted the unit/team. Of course, their search turned up nothing at all."

"Because even I would never have imagined that I would wake up in a lake [-] kilometers south of the battle site an hour after touching that switch again."

"Is there something wrong with the 'Mythical Spectacle'?" Cheng Yu frowned, and his tone became serious unconsciously. "Did you have any amplifier adjustments after implantation? Or did you have any dizziness, headache or short-term loss of consciousness before that?"

"After learning what I did, I really wanted to attribute it to someone else's conspiracy or my own disease, but it was useless to escape. Although I didn't realize it at the time, the switch was still there, and when I touched it later I can still feel the disgusting joy and sarcasm it exudes." Yu Mu closed his eyes.

"What happened?" Cheng Yu seemed to have a premonition. "During that hour, you..."

"All the smugglers in the first team are dead, including the frog-like animal sniper who hid in a puddle and also died." Yu Mu said slowly.

"But what?" Cheng Yu asked.

"Our whole team, ten people, except for me, all died." Yu Mu's voice trembled, but he still tried his best to continue, saying the words that Cheng Yu had a premonition for a long time. "I... I did it, all of it."

Although Cheng Yu had thought of this possibility a long time ago, when he actually heard Yu Mu say it, he still couldn't help trembling in his heart.

"You said you didn't realize it at the time, so how do you know it must be you." He tried to excuse Yu Mu, although he knew it wouldn't help, but seeing him being suppressed by regret to such an extent, he still wanted to make some efforts.

"I'm much weaker than you imagined. In order to avoid the fact that I didn't want to face, I searched for all the reasons that could justify myself." Yu Mu hooked the corner of his mouth mockingly. "Even if the military/military court/court did not accept this as evidence, I know that the wounds on their bodies... can only be caused by me. It is only possible that it was caused by me who opened the second 'mythical wonder' of."

"They actually let you go to the military/military court/court?" Seeing his appearance, Cheng Yu's heart ached terribly.

"In the end, I was acquitted due to insufficient evidence, but I can't stay in the army any longer." Yu Mu said, clasping his hands. "But I know full well that's what I did. And yet I don't even have the power to put myself in jail/jail."

"You are a victim. Victims should not go to prison, but should be comforted and treated," Cheng Yu said.

"No, no, I chose to turn on that switch!" Yu Mu suddenly became agitated, his voice became high, and he held his head in pain. "They, they all looked at me at the time and asked me what to do. The captain asked me to protect the rest of the people. They all trusted me so much! They believed that I could lead them to live, but what did I do... that switch , I should have been more vigilant. I knew that something might go wrong with the 'mythical spectacle' awakened under extreme conditions, but I opened it without even thinking about it. They were full of hope, but what they saw was... "He breathed heavily, unable to say the next thing.

"You're doing your best to save them. Their sacrifice was not your intention. If the awakened 'mythic wonder' were controlled, they might have survived, wouldn't they?" Cheng Yu comforted him.

But after listening to his words, Yu Mu seemed to be in more pain. He tried hard to control his trembling hands, and shook his head slowly: "If I said, if it wasn't for me, they would have survived?"

"What?" Cheng Yu subconsciously asked in surprise.

Yu Mu's voice was full of bitterness: "When we were in trouble just now, we had already reported to the headquarters. The other team was originally arranged to block the next convoy. , if I hadn't been so cocky, they would have been behind the enemy within 15 minutes, swooped in and cleared us, and everybody would have died."

"And because of me, all they saw when they arrived was a land of lifeless corpses. They could even be said to be lucky, because they came from the north, and I was moving south at that time, otherwise, I may have ten more lives on my hands."

"Moreover, because they came to support them and reported the amazing and weird discovery on our side, the command headquarters couldn't judge the situation clearly for a while, so the reinforcements that were originally sent to take over the monitoring of the smuggling/smuggling gang's late-coming convoy were not deployed as expected , the convoy with real dangerous goods in the back finally swaggered and disappeared from our sight. The smuggling/smuggling gang completed their mission, and we lost nine people. This mission failed completely .The failure of this mission and how many innocent casualties will be caused by the safe delivery of dangerous goods is completely unpredictable. And all of this could have been avoided, as long as I can think a little longer."

Cheng Yu knew now that this was different from the problem he faced the day before, so the method of persuasion he adopted had to be completely different from before.I can no longer provoke him, but to help him sort out what the real nightmare that has plagued him for so long is like.

"Guilt and guilt show your conscience as a human being, but being trapped in the past and punishing yourself over and over again for irreversible things is something that no one who loves and trusts you wants to see, right? You Worrying about a 'possibility' that might not come true in the first place, and can't be changed now. I even know that what you want is not comfort, but punishment. But now no one can give you this, the only thing you can Do. Just let go."