Su Shuang's world is collapsing [Comprehensive]

Her last words seemed to have a slightly joking tone, and Dumbledore seemed pleased with her revolutionary optimism.He grinned and said, "No, Lily, it's enough to learn the Patronus Charm—By the way, I seem to be the first to know that your Patronus is Fox's kind?"

Liu Quan roughly rubbed his face with his left hand to keep himself awake, and at the same time said dryly: "...I have never had the chance to use this spell before."

Still looking in a good mood, Dumbledore said with a grin, "Oh, sure. Sirius is such a disturbing friend, I guess?"

Liu Quan was about to lose to him.At the end of such a long and thrilling night, I suddenly heard the concluding tone of "Oh hehehe, the weather is so good, the world is peaceful and the human beings are united", which is really a bit embarrassing.Although she knew it wasn't Sirius' fault that the night went the way it was, and it wasn't entirely Lupine's fault, Harry might be a bit of a brat but he had good intentions - aside from the fact that he was going to knock Snape away with the Disarming Charm. The fact is that she deserves a beating—but she almost got the boxed lunch after all, but the old leader just gave him a few words of condolence, which really made her a little dumbfounded.

Perhaps Liu Quan's helplessness has already materialized.When she was rubbing her temples very speechlessly, Dumbledore finally came over slowly and asked her kindly: "How are you feeling? Do you need help?"

Liu Quan put one hand on the ground, stood up, shook his head and said, "I feel much better now."

Dumbledore looked at her face carefully, and said with a sigh: "Oh, Lily, that's not what you said. You look a little bad... Go to the school hospital first after you get back."

Liu Quan touched his face, and guessed that he ran for his life in a long distance in the dark just now, and even landed on his face several times during the fight with the werewolf. Now he probably doesn't look very good.However, she herself felt that the magic power was not overdrawn. It was just that she had been tossing around for most of the night, and her physical strength was a little weak. She should be almost fine after washing her face and getting a good night's sleep.So she shook her head and replied: "I'm really fine...but I don't mind if you give me a paid day off so that I can have enough time to sleep well."

Dumbledore said with a smile: "Of course this request can be satisfied." He turned and walked up the cliff first, and said as he walked, "Harry and Sirius were surrounded by a large number of dementors by the lake... and Pei Diru's miraculous appearance, I guess your encounter tonight must be full of excitement and adventure, isn't it? I have asked Severus to send them back to the castle. I think tomorrow when everyone is almost recovered Now, we need to talk."

Liu Quan wearily moved his legs mechanically following his footsteps, and replied in a low voice: "...It was indeed a very exciting night. I hope that this kind of night will not happen again in the future."

Dumbledore seemed to pretend not to hear, and continued to say with a smile: "Gryffindor is never afraid of taking risks, isn't it, Lily? We will explode the greatest energy in adventures-if I remember correctly, this is Sirius said it before."

He mentioned Sirius again, which made Liu Quan silent for a few minutes.She hadn't thought about this man for a long time, until tonight's powerful drama took her to the Shrieking Shack.

The moment of seeing Sirius again was not so pleasant.He looked really bad, scruffy like a bum who's been on the streets for years.I have to say, even if it is an objective evaluation without a trace of emotion/color, it must be admitted that even Snape looks younger than him tonight - this is of course because Sirius's dirty picture is almost filthy The deep wrinkles engraved on the face of the original skin color can not be seen.

Liu Quan never imagined that the career in Azkaban could torture a person to such an extent. In her impression, Sirius seemed to be the handsome young man with high spirits and handsome face. His extravagance always makes him look very dazzling in the crowd.

But now everything is different from before.

Liu Quan actually felt a little sad for a moment.She lowered her head and said softly, "I really hope that all these ordeals never happen."

Hearing her sigh-like words, Dumbledore showed a slight expression on his face.He stared at Liu Quan, looked away after a while, and smiled reassuringly.

"Don't worry, Lily. You know, Gryffindors never give up."

……

After returning to the castle, Liu Quan politely declined Dumbledore's offer to persuade her to go to the school hospital again.She guessed that the school hospital must be overcrowded tonight, and now she was so exhausted that she just wanted to sleep without interruption for most of the day.

So Dumbledore said goodbye to Liu Quan at the stairs on the first floor.He also had to go to the school hospital to see "those frightened children".

Liu Quan tiredly dragged his body that was about to fall apart and walked upstairs slowly.

It was already late at night, and even Filch had probably finished his night patrol and gone to rest.Liu Quan cast a "fluorescence" spell in the darkness, then lowered the hand holding the wand as much as possible to illuminate the road under his feet, and walked alone on the quiet and deserted ancient corridor, the picture frames on both sides From time to time, there was a burst of snoring.

Liu Quan suddenly felt an inexplicable sense of absurdity.

Although many years have passed since she entered this game, sometimes she still has an unreal feeling, as if her consciousness has escaped from this body, floating in the air and looking down at this-these-unreal world and unreal people.

Sometimes she has the illusion that she is only going abroad to study, and because of financial difficulties, she cannot return to China to visit relatives before finishing her studies; but she also fantasizes that when she finally graduates, she will always be able to go home .

It's just that this unrealistic fantasy only appears for a moment, and it will be broken by various things immediately.For example, the owl that suddenly flew into her room to deliver a letter, the face of Dumbledore who appeared in the fireplace to discuss something with her or summoned her to the principal's room, and the students who had all kinds of unimaginable little problems, bang A house-elf who appeared in her room and brought her food at her request...

All of this is based on someone's whimsy.But now, these whimsical ideas have begun to have vitality, consciousness and thoughts. The world wants to develop, but it is limited by some of these whimsical ideas—or someone—and cannot continue. forward.

If this continues, the world will collapse and disappear, disappearing into reality just like her who failed in the mission; however, the people in this world are not much different from what she met in reality, and they should be Birth, old age, sickness and death, children and grandchildren, life after life, continue to reproduce forever.

And she is just an ordinary person, whether it is personality, hobbies, or even appearance and figure, they are all lacklustre.Even though she has come a long way, even after she has done many difficult things, she still has no confidence that she can succeed and win well to the end.But if she doesn't go down, she will always be stuck in the game and never go home.

So, along the way... all the sacrifices I have made while holding back tears, what's the point?

Those beautiful, young people who once gave her love and warmth, those people who used to be just flat images in her eyes, but gradually occupied a large part of her life in this incredible life, they So trusting her, caring about her so much, giving her warmth, giving her love... What are the people who gave her the courage and motivation to move on?

Liu Quan stopped suddenly.

She had to take a deep breath to avoid a momentary nasal congestion.Intense sadness rushed into her heart suddenly, causing her throat to constrict in an instant.

After a few minutes, she shook her head, smiled, and walked on.

...that kind of thing, she will never let it happen.

Certainly not.

...No, let those beautiful people become the forever gray archives in the archives of the losers.

Let them become the totems that inspire her to move forward forever on the road to victory for the final passer of this game.That's the way to go.

Liu Quan raised his head and exhaled a long breath, as if all the panic, sadness, anger, fear...all bad emotions brought to him tonight had been driven out of his body.

System Bacteria has declared the mission a success.And now, she felt nothing but tiredness.All she wanted was to get back to her office as quickly as possible, get herself cleaned up and head for the very comfortable four-poster bed.

Then when she arrived at the door of the office, in the picture frame on the door, little Alice in Wonderland was still awake, looking at her with sleepy eyes but very sad.

Liu Quan was a little surprised, and couldn't help asking: "Alice, why haven't you slept yet? Are you insomnia?"

The blond girl in the blue dress in the frame did not speak, but wrinkled her whole face, and pointed to Liu Quan somewhere behind her.

Liu Quan turned around abruptly, and his wand was pointed in the direction indicated by Alice for a moment.

Under the dim light of the fluorescent flickering spell, half of the black robe in the corner was reflected.

Liu Quan was stunned.

Snape stepped out of the shadows in the corner, his hands crossed over his chest, his black hair seemed to be greasy, and the deep line between his brows became more obvious.

"Well, for a colleague, wouldn't you invite me in, Professor Evans?" he said in an extremely smooth tone.

The author has something to say:

February 8:

I've been really busy recently, so I can only update more than 3000 words a day, please forgive me, girls.

This week, the author still has a list, so it will not be updated, everyone can rest assured~~

PS. I was too busy yesterday, I seem to have forgotten to thank Zhishuang and Yan, the little angels who cast thunder. . .Solemnly express my thanks~~(づ￣3￣)づ╭～