Su Shuang's world is collapsing [Comprehensive]

She swallowed the strange-tasting liquid with great difficulty, and made a swallowing sound in her throat.

After waiting anxiously for a few seconds, an indescribable feeling—like a current of water, which became warm for a while and became cold for a while—flowed, rolled, and finally entangled in her limbs and bones. Her flesh and blood, like a thin thread, tightly entwine her blood, then slowly sink into it, ambush into the deepest part of her body, like an indeterminate/bomb, from then on in her body It has lurked down, and it is not known when it will rise again, and it is not known under what circumstances it will explode suddenly.

But, strangely, at the same time, all the pain in the scar on her lower left abdomen that had been bothering her has gradually disappeared.No more blood flowed out.The vitality that had been taken away by her massive blood loss seemed to be brought back to her body by something.Those feelings of weakness and floating gradually moved away from her, and the sunlight became less dazzling——

Then, the torrent of heat and cold intertwined in her body gradually turned into something as sharp as a blade, passing through her blood, stabbing and stirring her flesh and blood mercilessly.There was a savage urge roaring in her mind, crying out for her to do harm to others, to relieve this gratuitous tyrannical and bloodthirsty mood.

She suddenly turned over and fell face down on the ground to fight against the madness that was about to overwhelm her reason.Her hands seemed to be out of her control, so she dug her fingers deeply into the soil on the ground, resisting them with all her strength.

Can't...can't do it...can't give in...

No matter how painful it is, you can't hurt others...

In this back-and-forth tug-of-war between rationality and madness, the scene of Shannan jumping up and strangling her neck after drinking Rushui suddenly flashed in her mind blankly.

At that time... Was it such a painful thing, Mr. Shannan...

After that scene flashed by, the next scene that emerged was that in Sendai, Hijikata was holding the hand of Yamanan Heisuke, who was dying, and then the bodies of the two people turned into blue ashes, from Hijikata's Falling down between fingers, it floated in the air in an instant——

Liu Quan gritted his teeth, his whole body tensed up, trembling because of too much force.

In order to survive... this is the price that must be paid...

It turned out that Mr. Shannan and He Zhujun also chose to become a Rakshasa with such a mood?

Because I don’t want to admit defeat, I don’t want to lose the meaning of life in vain... There are still many important things that have not been done, and I have lost the ability to continue to complete them. I really... I am really unwilling...

She didn't want to just die like this... But, the hypothesis mentioned in those popular history posts...is it actually true? !

The bullet was really shot from behind...

Fortunately...and fortunately because of this, her disguise was completely successful...because the other party couldn't see her face from behind, she must have really regarded her as Hijikata himself...

A place like Ezo... really...doesn't even want to give people a chance to die heroically for it? !

Blood surged through her body.Blood welled up in her throat, and she forcibly swallowed it down.

There was a savage and violent impulse rolling in his body, wanting to tear up the person who betrayed him, wanting to tear up the villains who planned to take his life——

But if this continues, he will lose his life like Mr. Shannan...

The cruel face that Shannan approached her after drinking the water, and the cruel face that was going to strangle her, and the last moment in Sendai, lying on the ground, watching her tenderly, saying "Thank you for always believing that I am a good person "'s calm face alternately appeared in her almost crazy consciousness.

Mr. Shannan... I have something I want even if I risk my life...

Even if I risk my life, I still want to live...I want to live to achieve my mission goals one after another, I want to live to see the world continue in peace——

I want to know that every bit of my hard work and dedication in the long years, the pain and strength accumulated in the constant gatherings and partings, are all worthwhile.

It is for this that I drink the water that changes.

So, I must not lose.

Never allow all your sacrifices to be a joke—

Liu Quan's whole body tensed up, his shoulder blades protruded slightly backward due to the force, his fingers sank completely into the soil below the ground, and the phalanx seemed to break through the thin layer of skin on the back of his hand.

"Snow leaves!"

A familiar voice called out to her from beside her——

In the great pain and endless darkness, that voice was like a ray of light, piercing through all the confusion and blood mist, splitting her consciousness that was about to become chaotic, and reaching her heart.

"Xue Ye! Listen to me!"

Hijikata's voice rang very close to her ear.At this time, she realized that during the whole process of her face down and painfully struggling to control herself not to be dominated by madness, he had been beside her, clasping her shoulders tightly with both hands from behind her, as if doing this. It's like being able to pass on all my strength to her, and defeat Rakshasa's madness.

"You will not lose, you will survive..." His voice sounded very clear, his tone was calm and calm, in stark contrast to her manic state of mind at this time.

"Even if you become a Rakshasa, I won't give up on you. It doesn't matter how scary you look... I will stay by your side and face whatever you look like. Because for me, the most The unbearable pain is not what you have become, but that you will never stand by my side again... Do you understand?! Do you understand?!"

Liu Quan's body trembled violently, and there was a painful moan from his throat, as if he was gnashing his teeth against the heart-piercing pain.

After a few minutes, the trembling of her body gradually disappeared, and her deeply depressed face suddenly and slowly lifted up, and turned around mechanically like a puppet.

Those blood-red eyes stared straight at Hijikata expressionlessly.

After a moment of silence, she spoke, her voice was so hoarse that it almost didn't sound like her own.

"That kind of thing... I know."

The earth trembled slightly.

"If I don't know...why should I come to Ezo..."

Those blood-red eyes suddenly narrowed slightly, as if there was a faint smile.

"From before... I knew that Mr. Hijikata is actually a gentle person."

"Always leave the hardest and most painful things to ourselves. Although he scolded us severely every day, Mr. Hijikata took care of us."

"That time at Ikedaya, Hijikata-san put me in his team because he was worried that if I met the quarrelsome Souji-kun, it would be hard for both of us. If there was any conflict again, there would be no Is it a chance for reconciliation?"

Tufang seemed to be stunned, and it took a long time before he let out a "Huh?!", as if he couldn't believe what he heard.

In his eyes, Qingyuan Xueye looked very miserable, haggard and tired, and the oversized coat was stained with blood and dirt and leaves from falling from the horse. It was extremely embarrassing. .

But she was smiling.

"Thanks to Mr. Hijikata, some things that should have been tragic have turned into good memories in the end..." She laughed softly, as if she was really happy.

In that low and soft laugh, her short snow-white hair gradually returned to black.The blood-red eyes also returned to normal.

"So, this time, it must be like this..." Her black eyes were stained with a gentle and hazy expression, she slowly straightened up, turned to sit on the ground, and looked up at him with a surprised expression.

"This time, what should have been a tragic event will definitely become a good memory in the end." She said in a confident tone, and the empty bottle that had been filled with water that had changed before rolled to the ground next to her body.

...Obviously, I have seen with my own eyes how terrifying the mad Rakshasa is...

...Obviously, he had personally fought against the out-of-control Rakshasa...

...Obviously, he once watched the person he respected and looked up to turn into that kind of monster...

...Obviously, he once watched that person disappear in front of his own eyes because his life was exhausted——

After seeing all this, why can she still smile like this, and say such affirmative words with a certain attitude? !

"Really... I really lost to you..." He smiled wryly, and suddenly leaned forward, hugging her tightly in his arms.

"At this time, you can still say such brave words... How strong is your mental strength, a woman..."

Even a wise and powerful person like Shannan will be tortured by Bianruoshui and become a different person.But she didn't seem to have changed at all, as if the fact of becoming a Rakshasa didn't affect her at all.

She is still the same, always able to see the good side of things, always tenaciously believing that she can go forward with him, her life is shortened, her face is distorted, it doesn't matter if she becomes uglier and uglier, she desperately grabs him hand, as if grasping a belief that never fades—

The shadow of the sun had already slanted to the west, and the bright sunlight before dusk still shone brightly. Projected in this forest, countless golden light spots seemed to flicker gently on the top of her hair.

Passing through this forest is the direction of Bentendaiba.However, now there seems to be no more intense gunfire and shouts of killing.

Before leaving Goryokaku, the latest news he received was that the new government troops crossed the sea in the dark last night, climbed Mt. Hakodate and occupied it after a fierce battle.The last retreat he originally designed for the Shinsengumi - Benten Odaiba, has now become the place where the Shinsengumi's life and death are decided.

After receiving the news, he seemed to understand something instantly.

The author has something to say:

February 6:

Today, let's talk about some gossip that is slightly irrelevant to this chapter. . .

By the way, I just saw the picture of the latest chapter of Hakuouki Zhenkaihua on Weibo yesterday. There was already a big touch piercing through the small line, and it turned out that there was a new CG. The CG of observing the injury is almost the same as the scene where Kanesan appeared at the beginning of this volume, the girl pretended to say that her hand was injured, so Xiaoyi planned to observe the injury and give treatment suggestions. . .Being able to collide with the official, does it mean that the author actually has a very otome heart?

Anyway, what a wonderful coincidence [sighs.

The following is the magazine photo of this CG. . .Well, Xiaoyi is still so delicious www【It’s muddy