Su Shuang's world is collapsing [Comprehensive]

The indescribable anger mixed with the complex emotions accumulated all the time, which could not be well described to the person in front of her, hit her chest.

Earthwork's face darkened slightly.

"This is an order from me, as the head of the Shinsengumi."

He took out the posture that a calm and steady leader should have, frowned, raised his eyes to face her, one of his most powerful subordinates, as if he was trying to suppress some emotions surging in his chest , the voice declared calmly and coldly.

"I will not allow you to go to Ezodi together. You will hinder us there."

Strong anger and unwillingness rushed into Liu Quan's brain.She leaned forward, stared at Hijikata's face without giving in, and blurted out a retort:

"How will I hinder you?! Director, please explain clearly!"

Hijikata seemed to be choked by her rhetorical question for a moment, but he quickly found a reasonable reason.

"You... you are not good enough, and your weapons are not suitable! Now that swords are about to become obsolete, you will fail even in the sword competition! When you killed those Rakshasa in Sendai City... you are not because of your weapon defects, Did you almost lose your life?!"

He kept talking more and more severely, as if this was really the case at the time.

"If you are like this, even if you go to Ezo, you will die."

Liu Quan noticed that when he said the word "death", there seemed to be a slight fluctuation in his voice.

...Could it be that she was really shocked by the sacrifices of all her companions along the way, and then developed a weak emotion of fear of losing an important companion due to death again, so she wanted to push her far away from the dangerous road Fortunately, subconsciously convinced myself that it is completely worthwhile to exchange her life at the cost of losing her peers? !

For a split second she felt both anger and pity.Even though he was rejected bluntly by the man in front of him with clumsy speech and rigid thinking, the slight embarrassment and embarrassment caused by the rejection disappeared unconsciously.

...Really, are you frightened by those cruel partings, Hijikata-san?This look... This kind of weak thinking, really doesn't look like the deputy head of the ghost who roamed around the capital back then? !

However, the earth side is obviously determined to finish what they have to say today.His voice grew colder.

"...So, live on as a woman and don't be bound by me...we."

As soon as he finished speaking, he pushed her away and turned around quickly, as if planning to leave immediately.

...Although I have already played this plot in the original game in the Nataka world, but because it was many years ago, and now I am really in this world again, and spent a long time, and the This world vaguely regards it as a kind of reality, and forgets that kind of plot.

But now, the brain is running slowly again, and creakingly searched for some residual impressions of the plot in the deepest part of memory; Liu Quan finally understood how angry and angry he would feel when he actually experienced this incident. Unwilling emotion.

She suddenly felt an unimaginable sense of absurdity, she rushed forward a few steps in extreme anger, clenched her fists, and stared at Hijikata's back.

"You...you let me live as a woman?! Don't you know it's already too late?!"

I was never an ordinary woman like you imagine.I can't be that kind of woman either.

I gave up everything to be able to stand here, standing in front of you, with a huge and unchangeable determination, wanting to keep you alive, wanting to keep this world where many important people still live, from collapsing... I will never allow this task I shoulder to fail so inexplicably.

Taking ten thousand steps back, at the moment when so many companions have already left, it is impossible for me to let you go forward alone.Because I have an appointment with Kondo-san, I have an appointment with Yamanan-san, I have an appointment with Kazu-kun, and I have an appointment with Souji-kun—

I am still burdened with the entrustment of so many important companions along the way and their unfulfilled expectations. I am not standing in front of you just because of some Otome game goals.I stand here with a higher meaning and responsibility.I must also fulfill this meaning and responsibility to the end, because that is what they agreed with me with their lives, and I must keep the agreement, it is such a simple matter.

In fact, you also understand this point.However, you would rather play the role of the villain who ignores his companions and breaks the agreement, and let me escape from this dead situation and gain a way out...isn't that right.

From this point of view... You are so stupid to push me away even though you understand this...

As Mr. Shannan once said, that stupid, desperate look is really unbearable and hard to let go——

"...Hey! Mr. Hijikata!" Liu Quan roared loudly.

Tu Fang stopped slightly as he walked out of the grove, but he didn't look back, nor did he speak.

"...Did you say that to Miss Aqin when you left Tama's hometown?!"

Even just by looking at his back, he could feel how confused Hijikata was at the moment.He tilted his head slightly, as if he had really thought about it, and then simply replied: "...ah."

Maybe he didn't want to answer her troubling question at all in the first place.But maybe when he figured out that the answer to this question might completely dispel her enthusiasm for following up, he answered truthfully.

This inference is really infuriating.

Liu Quan sneered.

"And then? Miss Aqin really just went back like this? Then she married someone else in Tama's hometown, had a lot of children, and gradually forgot about Mr. Hijikata. Say something like 'ah, I liked that person back then, I don't know how he is now', but even if she said that, it doesn't matter to her whether Mr. Hijikata lives or dies, it's just a sigh of emotion in vain , I just miss my girlhood?!"

This pile of words full of malicious speculation obviously exceeded the earth's expectations.He was silent, not responding to her.

"...I'm not that kind of woman!!" Liu Quan yelled out this sentence with all his strength.

The language skills that had already been trained to the full level activated on their own.The turbulent emotions pushed the words that were already surging in the chest, but the other party stubbornly maintained a painful silence.

How to persuade this person is useful... How to say so as not to be left behind by this person? !

The deputy chief is an unexpectedly stubborn person on some things he has decided... Even if he persists in what he believes, it will make him miserable, even if it takes an extremely hard and long time to complete what he believes. In the process, he will tenaciously follow his own ideas and continue, even if he has to bear his own notoriety, even if he wants to extinguish his inner desire, he cannot stop him.

Because, he is such a... extremely stupid, desperate person.

A deep anger and uneasiness, mixed with restlessness and impatient emotions, suddenly broke out in Liu Quan's heart.

"If this is the life that Hijikata-san thinks I will be happy, so let me pursue it, I will never accept it! That kind of thing, even if I stand here and think about it now, I will feel disgusted and tremble all over !"

All right.If you had to say something so blunt and cutting to get you out of your mind, I'd say it too.Because I must not stop moving forward because of your ridiculous ideas in such a ridiculous place!

"...I absolutely don't want the kind of life where I miss Hijikata-san all day long and regret not being able to stay with Hijikata-san....Because that kind of life can't bring me any happiness! "

Hijikata's back seemed to tremble slightly.He was silent, standing there with his back straight, showing his tough attitude of refusing to give in and persisting to the end. However, looking from the direction of Liuquan, the man standing in the twilight, covered with a layer of warmth by the rays of the setting sun The back of the yellow silhouette looks so lonely.

...That back view instantly reminded her of Hijikata standing in the sunset that day when they evacuated the golden mansion in Ruyama, left Kondo alone, and killed all the enemies ambush there on the hillside. .

That back reveals the same pain, self-blame, loneliness and tenacious emotions as at that time, and it looks tough and fragile at the same time.These two diametrically opposed impressions mixed on him, making his silhouette, also drawn by the twilight, look so deep and lonely.

For a moment, he seemed almost to be convinced by her strong language and straightforward confession, his shoulders shook slightly, as if he wanted to look back at her——

However, in the next moment, he stopped abruptly because he didn't know what he remembered.

He just stood there in the sunset, silent and stubbornly refusing to turn back, his heavy breathing showed the intense contradictions and struggles in his heart, but in the end he decided that the path he chose for her was the best; Without saying a word, he took another big step and walked outside the woods.

He didn't look back at her again, let alone stop his steps.Although he just heard such a frank confession from her, he seemed to be deaf and indifferent.

Liu Quan was trembling with anger at his stubborn attitude.

"...Deputy Chief!! You——"

Facing her last and unfinished words, he responded by striding out of the forest, and his figure disappeared on the path outside the forest.

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February 5:

So, the separation is temporary~~ The deputy chief's confession that is a whole chapter long that everyone is looking forward to will come soon【.