Su Shuang's world is collapsing [Comprehensive]

Liu Quan left the main control room and ran all the way downstairs.

After she gradually slid past the closed door behind her, all the small screens on that screen wall temporarily turned black.Only on the small screen inlaid on the main console, lines of instructions were scrolled up quickly, and the machine also made a slight buzzing sound.

However, no matter what, Liu Quan couldn't care about what would happen to that huge machine now.

She has only one thought now, and that is——

Hurry back to your companions.

Return to those companions who loyally made her their lord and fought valiantly for her will.

Going back to the person who has been looked up to as a gentle and considerate big brother since a long time ago, but finally solved the serious problem of Raksha in Sendai City, and then in her Go to the man who stared at the ashes.

In all fairness, it is difficult for her to define which kind of emotion she has for him now.It seems that it is not a simple companion or subordinate, and of course it is not a touching brother-sister relationship; however, it does not seem to be a deep love.

The heart beating fast in her chest at this moment is like the short memory that she has forgotten for a long time in this world, as a simple little girl, admiring the gentle and powerful big man next door. Brother, every day after school, just seeing him in the corridor or downstairs and talking to him a few words is enough to make me happy...

He seemed to understand the most complicated adult situations in the world. When she was confused occasionally, when she was naive and stupid, he pointed out her crux with a gentle smile and guided her to choose a path for herself at that time. Said it was the best way, and then turned around and left—because the gap between them was a bit big, when she was a young girl who knew nothing about the world, he was already a young man who understood many complicated things in the world; People who are good enough and admirable enough, but that's all.Because he would never fall in love with a little girl who has almost nothing but innocence and stupidity.

But ah, this can't stop every time she runs towards him, the heart in her chest that is about to fly up to the blue sky beats more and more violently as she gets closer to his steps.

The closer you get to him, the more clearly you can see his gentle and handsome face. There is a gentle and indulgent smile in his slender eyes, and the corners of his slightly pursed thin lips are raised in a gentle arc; he also Possessing a good appearance, as the saying goes, "There is a poetic and bookish spirit in his belly", which is the best portrayal of him - the bookish spirit that has read many books and is full of extraordinary insights neutralizes him very well The fierce evil spirit and cold killing intent that bloomed all over his body when he held the knife to fight made him look like an extremely complicated and inexplicably attractive aura——

Passing through the corridors where the fierce battle was taking place, Liu Quan ran straight and panting all the way to the last enemy who had just been cut down. The right hand holding the knife lightly flicked his wrist to pull out a knife flower, and then calmly and calmly cast his gaze on her in front of the man.

"Shan...Mr. Shannan!" She was out of breath, so she stuttered.

Shan Nan's eyes lightly slid across her face, and then he hummed and replied, "What?"

Liu Quan took several breaths before he managed to even his breathing.She felt that the heart in her chest was beating crazily probably because of the wild run just now, beating without any rules, as if it was about to jump out of her chest and fall to the ground with a bang.

"Mr. Shannan!" she called.

"I... I'm back."

Shannan was slightly taken aback.The narrow eyes behind the lenses seemed to be slightly widened in surprise.However, he soon realized it, pursed his lips, slightly raised the corners of his lips, lowered his eyebrows, and looked at her tenderly and indulgently.

"Well," he said, "welcome back."

Then, he looked at the young girl in front of him who hadn't even fully adjusted her breathing and whose cheeks were flushed because of running wildly, and suddenly showed him a huge smile with eight teeth.

"Look, Mr. Shannan," she said.

"Actually, it's not like you said—"

"Every goodbye is not always a goodbye."

Shannan:? !

"...I'm back, Mr. Shannan." She repeated it with a final emphasis.

Shannan:! ! !

He couldn't help opening his eyes wide in shock.

The next moment, he simply and rudely acted according to his own will, let go of the knife in his hand and let it fall to the ground, making a clear and crisp sound.

However, he didn't pay attention to the knife, but took a step forward, opened his arms, and hugged the girl in front of him tightly into his arms without saying a word.

He could feel that he had used all the strength of his whole body, and all the bones and joints in his body seemed to be rattling; he was so hard, as if he was going to embed her whole body into his flesh and blood in the next moment, and blend into it. In this remnant body that, although freed from the power of Rakshasa, may dissipate at some point in the future, he hugged him tightly.

When he heard her in his arms, he was shocked by his sudden embrace, and let out a low exclamation of "Huh?!"; As in those days in the temporary residence and in Sendai City, she tried her best to endure the great pain from her body and mind, but she also showed an attitude of understanding and connivance, and put the twisted, surly, and dark things buried deep in her heart in front of her. Concealed, appearing in a gentle guise—

He knew that his expression might be extremely embarrassing now.The posture is also very ugly.Just throwing down the knife to hug a woman in the middle of the battle, maybe the me who can do this kind of thing will lose even the dignity and style of a samurai——Maybe I will let those behind them The so-called "fusangshen" who are said to be transformed from swords are a little surprised.

After all, as the head of the Shinsengumi, he is confident that he should still have a little bit of fame.However, now he has done such a irrational thing, using hugs to trap her, begging for her sympathy and pity——

Now, just hugging her like this, he can almost hear the wailing from the depths of his soul.

look at me-

From now on, all the time, always——

Just look at me.

The dark beast dormant in the depths of the heart quietly opened its mouth.He had to carefully conceal the sudden greedy breath in his heart.Because that greed was about to roll over, trying to swallow her up—

yes, yes--

eat her-

Bit by bit, carefully——

The beast growled and coaxed in the deepest part of his heart.

Then, when the giant beast was about to burst out of his body, he felt behind him, arms that did not belong to him wrapped around his waist, and a hand gently patted his back .

That pat was actually very conciliatory, and did not contain much love or ambiguity; but the restless dark beast in his body seemed to be soothed by this action at once, and crouched back again. into the deepest part of his body, where he hid safely and securely, and stopped roaring for the time being.

His body shook slightly, and he heard her muffled sound in his arms.

"Mr. Shannan?"

Shannan suddenly shivered, and let go of his hand suddenly.

He wasn't afraid that this intimate scene would be watched by those fusangshen who claimed to be transformed from swords. In fact, he even did it a little deliberately-how intimate could be between him and her The facts were presented neatly and directly in front of those Fusangshen, warning them not to cross the boundary between the so-called "superior" and "subordinate"...

However, the first to cross this boundary, isn't he himself?

He couldn't tell exactly when he started treating her differently.But he knew that since when, every time he said to her with a smile, "Go to Mr. Hijikata, and convey something to me", there would be a faint tingling pain in his heart; in the end, he even had a little bit of enjoyment The whole process of the tingling pain was like a small knife stabbing his heart and lungs, and a little blood flowed out, but it made him deeply realize that he was still alive, and he could vividly feel the helplessness and pain in this world.

In a sense, the joy or pain of being born of her, or receiving from her, is proof that he is alive.

But he must be patient.

He has been lurking in the dark for too long, and he cannot act rashly at this time because it is difficult to suppress his inner emotions, which leads to failure.

He must now be as gentle and understanding as ever.Of course, he deliberately went beyond this, and showed a bit of helpless thoughtfulness and indulgence, as if all the darkness he had experienced, hesitation about the future, and vigilance and confusion about the unknown environment were all continuing to trouble him. But he is willing to temporarily suppress all of this for her, and is willing to help her fight together in order to let her achieve her goal——

He stepped back a little, looking at her through the glasses.The thin lips on his handsome face were tightly pursed, and his eyes showed a little nervousness because he was in a completely unknown world, but he was willing to put aside all worries and believe in the arrangements she made for him, so gentle , And fragile faint smile.

"Sorry, I lost my temper," he said.

"But, I am so happy to see you again... It seems that I have never been so happy—"

He lowered his gaze, his gaze fixed tenderly on her face.The giant beast hidden in the chest seemed to move restlessly in its hiding place, letting out a manic breath.

"...I was wrong. You were right."

He saw her wrinkle her nose sharply, with the question mark "Mr. Shannan, what are you talking about?" on her face, he couldn't help but smiled softly.

"...It turns out that there is indeed a kind of—"

He paused.

"The parting that will finally meet again...ah."