Su Shuang's world is collapsing [Comprehensive]

A shadow fell in front of her eyes. It was when Tufang turned sideways, lowered his upper body, and lowered his head to approach her, the shadow of his body enveloped her.He was infinitely close to her in the blink of an eye, Liu Quan couldn't help blinking.

Strangely, although the brain buzzed the alarm, the intuition did not send out the warning of "this person is going to do something to me".The chaotic buzzing in the brain is more like a subconscious confusion when encountering a surprise attack.

Liu Quan soon realized that he didn't do anything excessive to her—but the dark aura emanating from him told her clearly, just as the scumbag he just said in his speech, He really needs to lean on someone's side, it's best to bury his face on a woman's warm and soft knee or shoulder, and listen to the other party say some gentle, reverent, adoring, and meaningless words, in order to drive away his heart. The gloomy, guilty, cold and contradictory feelings that arise.

...because he knew he had done something unforgivable.He knew in his heart that he had personally separated the inseparable friends from the period of the Weiwei Museum, and since then we can never go back to the beginning.

There is no need to draw clear words out of his mouth, Liu Quan can be sure.

...Ge Shan died.no doubt.

Moreover, Hijikata leaked this news to Okita on purpose.Because he knew that Okita would definitely run to Shannan to tell the news, and when Shannan returned to the village, what he saw would be a scene that could blow his will——

Liu Quan almost blurted out, "Where did you put Ge Shan's body?!".But the moment the words came out, she clenched her teeth tightly and swallowed the terrifying question that put both her and Shannan in danger immediately.

Do you still need to ask?It must be placed in a place where it can be easily seen in Shannan, right?

She felt as if she didn't have to ask Hijikata "Why?!" anymore.

Friends who have supported each other until now have become such a state of coldly calculating each other's hearts. This is irreversible and the tragedy of the times.

She seemed to be able to deduce the mood and original intention of both Hijikata and Shannan.

She remembered that Nagakura had always been very unhappy with Hijikata's attempt to establish the Shinsengumi as Kondo's family of shoguns.

From Hijikata's standpoint, he agrees and supports Kondo as his general, and he is willing to do his best to assist Kondo to become a real samurai—even to become "Master Daimyo".

However, for Shannan and Yongcang, who wanted to make a career with their heart in the changing times, they defected to Kondo purely because they felt that Kondo was capable and had loyal and capable followers under his command. With enough benevolence, I think that working under Kondo will not be jealous or suppressed, but can convey my thoughts and efforts——

But now, under the auspices of Hijikata, the Shinsengumi is gradually developing in another direction;

What Shannan and Yongcang want to accept is, at best, a leading elder brother, not a superior patriarch.

Moreover, there is no way for this kind of thing to be passed on to the earthwork.It was not because the earth side refused to listen to such opinions, but simply because he could not understand.

Liu Quan sighed softly.

Against the close gaze of the earthwork, she did not hide her sigh.Then, she just raised her eyes and looked directly at him, as if completely ignoring the ambiguous position between them, and asked softly: "What's wrong? What did I say wrong?...Mr. Aren't you looking for a warm hug?"

Although "Huaye" has always spoken boldly in front of him, at this moment, this sentence can be said to be the most bold and straightforward sentence she has ever said, and it still shocked Hijikata for a moment, and made him stunned for a moment, with a look on his face. There is a feeling of being stunned.

He didn't deny it, and this fact seemed to inspire her, so instead of retreating, she stretched out a hand toward him——

That hand rested lightly on the lower part of his cheek with restraint, and the movement of fingertips touching the tight jawline was as feather-like as if there was no strength at all, but it caused a shudder to run down his spine.

Tufang's eyes suddenly deepened, and he subconsciously grabbed her wrist like lightning.But because his left hand was still pressed on the tatami to support his body, he could only use his right hand—in this way, he had to let go of her shoulders.

Huaye quietly moved her shoulders in an inconspicuous way, as if she felt a little pain from being pressed by him; but she wisely didn't scream or complain, just blinked her eyes.

Earth Fang had to lower his voice, with a bit of annoyance in his tone.

"...What are you going to do?"

When Huaye heard this, she slightly raised the corners of her lips.

"Because...Mr. Hijikata can't see the expression on his face?" She asked without answering.

Tu Fang was taken aback.

Huaye has already continued to speak in an unusually soft tone.

"Because Hijikata-san looks sad, sad..."

The lights in the room are glowing, the bodies next to each other are warm and soft, and the overturned wine bottle rolled down on the tatami, at this moment there is a faint fragrance of wine floating from there; and the voice of the beautiful woman in front of her is as beautiful as the same Like a kind of bewitchment, it entangled and gently dissolved his will.

"It has been hard to support the Shinsengumi like this..." she said.

"So I want to know, who... who is it, what is it that makes you unhappy..."

"Maybe it's useless to talk to me, but when you're in trouble, if someone talks to you, maybe it will make you feel better?"

The earth side came here tonight, it is indeed a bit of intention to seek comfort.

Sometimes he can't even fully tell Kondo-kun, whom he respects and trusts, his ideas and arrangements for the Shinsengumi.He sometimes feels that Kondo-kun is a little too generous. In this troubled world, it is better to use a heavy code; but Kondo-kun is always laughing and talking with each other, understanding this, understanding that, and understanding in the end. Selfishness is fed to expand infinitely!

In his view, no matter whether it is someone with evil intentions, someone with different ambitions, or just a simple and rebellious thorn...all should be restrained by strict laws so that they dare not Random thoughts!

That's right, the Shinsengumi is indeed in urgent need of talents, and for the sake of Kondo-kun, they can tolerate them for a while, but it's not to the point where they can tolerate anything that dares to provoke the majesty of the director.

Those people came up with the Jianbaishu, filled it with dissatisfaction with Kondo-kun—in fact, judging from the content, there may be dissatisfaction with him, and they also submitted the Jianbaishu to Aizu’s office. In front of him, he seemed afraid that those important figures would not know that Kondo-kun still has such and other shortcomings in the eyes of others, and also seemed afraid that those important figures would not know that there were different voices within the Shinsengumi—this meant that Kondo-kun’s leadership was not strong enough. Not convincing enough—like? !

He absolutely cannot allow such a thing to happen again.It's a pity that this incident clearly shows that even among the cadres, there are quite a few cadres with higher ability, qualifications and status who listen to the words of the chief executive Shannan.

Of course, Hijikata knew in his heart that if those people had opinions on Kondo-kun, they would not tell him.He himself would simply dismiss those opinions and defend Kondo-kun.So those people turned to Chief Shannan, who seems more objective and rational, and can listen to other people's opinions, right?

...In the end, Shannan really thought of a good idea for them.

Hijikata thought distractedly.

The signatories of the White Paper almost wiped out all the generals under the Shinsengumi—Yongcang, Saito, Harada, Shimada... and when Hijikata thought that these people were so obedient to Shannan, even if it was such a big matter as the impeachment of the director general As soon as I said I did, I felt a sharp headache—and anger.

...Damn it, what did they take Shinsengumi's reputation and Kondo-kun's trust for!Why even cranky, there are so many opinions!Wouldn't it be okay to let Kondo-kun rise to a high position all the time!Kondo-kun is the director of the Shinsengumi!If the director is promoted to a high position, these important cadres below will not always be the country warriors who are ridiculed by others!Why can't all those guys figure out this simple truth! ...

He frowned and thought about it, as if he had just said it.

"... Some people seem to have a lot of opinions on Kondo-kun... and me..." he murmured.

"The missions have always been rewarded based on their merits...I have never treated them badly...their names have never been missing when reporting meritorious service to the Aizu Domain...but why are you still dissatisfied..."

"Besides, if you are dissatisfied, you can go to that person directly! If you are dissatisfied with us, you will listen to that person very much, write a terrible petition and then—"

He suddenly choked.The little rationality left in his consciousness made him bite the tip of his tongue in time, and swallowed back the more terrible truth underneath.

He suddenly opened his eyes wide, and found himself lying on his back beside Huaye at some point.Their arms were close together, and there was a bit of warmth that didn't belong to him.He was stunned for a moment, then couldn't help but smiled wryly.

"...I thought I'd get a lap pillow," he said. "You're so unfeminine...it's pretty special in a place like Shimabara—"

Beside him, Huaye seemed to be smiling silently.There was a laughing sound coming from her throat, but she didn't laugh out loud.

"Mr. Hijikata is confiding his precious heart to me... If you have to move around and fight for a knee pillow, it will be a shame." She replied.

The earth side was silent for a moment.

He did seem to say something.Originally, these words should probably not be confided to others, especially a woman in the flower street.But now that he said it, he didn't feel anything strange, it seemed that it was nothing to say to her, and he didn't have to worry about the conflicts within the Shinsengumi getting up tomorrow, and the whole Kyoto knew about it; and he said it like this Afterwards, there was indeed an unexpectedly refreshing feeling, as if I had finally released some of my inner frustrations, and felt refreshed for a while.

The earth side felt embarrassed for a while at the emergence of this emotion.He felt that he shouldn't trust these women in Huajie too much, but he just did it just now; in order to conceal the sudden self-loathing and fatigue, he turned over, turned his face inside, and turned his back left it to her.

"It's not something from the heart," he said coldly, "I may have drunk a little too much... I talked too much about complaining, it's really disgusting... I didn't want to talk so much at first. from--"

Then, he heard Huaye sigh.

"Although I don't understand what you just said, I still have a little understanding of your mood—" she said.

Tufang replied coldly: "Oh? Then what kind of mood do you think I am in?"

This time, Huaye paused for a moment before speaking.

"Actually... you probably just want to hear someone tell you 'it's okay, you're doing the right thing'—something like that...?" he heard her whisper.

Tufang closed his eyes, put his right hand under his head, and lay on his side. After an unknown amount of time, he suddenly replied softly: "...So, would you say that to me?"

Huaye didn't answer him for a long time.

Until it seemed like a long time, when his consciousness was about to sink into the extraordinarily deep darkness of the night, he seemed to hear her sighing whisper.

"...No, no."

The author has something to say:

February 6:

Ah, this is probably the deputy chief's last chance to meet the girl alone [Hey!

I want to restore the image of Hijikata-kun a little bit.

After all, he will almost play the villain next [No

Sannan-san will reappear in the next chapter

Then there is the important event CG [You are enough

Next update: Tentatively every other day, let’s say on the 23rd, I’ll try my best [Doxiaza

感谢在2020-06-1815:42:28~2020-06-2102:59:25期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: Gui Heshen and Meow Meow 1;