Su Shuang's world is collapsing [Comprehensive]

His eyes were calm, and there was no trace of the faint surly feeling in his voice and face. He stared at her, as if he was peacefully narrating a fact that had nothing to do with him.

That unusual sense of calm and indifference made Liu Quan speechless for a moment.

Although it has been many years, she still deeply remembers that frightening night, how she begged him not to drink the water that turned into nothingness, and how she fought in vain with him who had gained inhuman power and fell into madness—even in the In their world, there was no such thing as "the chief executive escaped", and the incident of Shannan drinking water that turned into water did not reduce the degree of harm to everyone.

Looking back now, the incident of Shannan drinking water that turned into water actually had a profound and indelible psychological impact on her.Because it was the first time in her entire life, she understood that for something—or for someone, specifically in the incident where Shannan drank the water, it was for the Shinsengumi organization— Love and persistence will also be transformed into anxiety and pain, which will eventually destroy a person.

Think about it, whether she was in the world of this life, or the magical world of the tennis boy or the seven kings system she experienced, love is love and hate is hate. It is her parents who have a cold relationship with her in this life world, because the element of family affection is not high, so it is sad to not get more and better love, but it is not unexpected.

And when it comes to tennis courts, every teenager has a passion, so radiant; Later, when he entered Chaowei Middle School, although Akabe and Aobe were always fighting each other, there was always a trace of friendly warmth in the atmosphere of confrontation. A beautiful existence is like when Akabe was banned. In the melee, those Akabe teenagers would smile at her when they met her because she saved ten bundles of Tara...even if they almost died of colorless in the end The king's conspiracy, but the colorless king whose body is a vixen monster represents great malice, so she will not be surprised to see any extreme evil in him, let alone be mentally affected by it. hit.

But the incident of Shannan drinking water that turned into water is different.Before that, she always thought that as long as she worked hard, she would get good rewards in the end—just like what she experienced in those worlds before.

However, what happened to Shannan revealed to her another hideous and terrifying side of this world.He is rich in knowledge, excellent in swordsmanship, kind-hearted and calm, almost a perfect example - compared to him, Mr. Kondo always has a bit of a reckless general who came from the countryside, and Mr. Hijikata is violent every day in the garrison , has almost become a repertoire of the Shinsengumi——

However, it is such a perfect good man, like the beautiful Mr. Pian Pian when the epiphyllum blooms, just because his beloved sword "Chi Xin Chong Guang" was suddenly broken during the battle, he was injured and could not fully recover, and fell into the darkness of life from then on In the abyss, he became extreme, anxious, sharp, and determined to go his own way. After drinking water, he became a monster walking in the dark, and finally turned into ashes——

The experience of Shannan also made Liu Quan deeply understand one thing, that is—sometimes, there are some tragedies, and no one can blame them; many small clues are connected, and finally can strangle a person's throat, but If I go back to pursue responsibility afterward, I find that none of those small clues is a serious crime, enough to be fatal, or even a little bit of frivolity, slight malice or frustration, sometimes just a few bad words, or a simple disagreement , or the idea of ​​thinking too much for a while and getting into a dead end——

Those many details were woven together into a net, covering Shannan in it and unable to break free, pushing him step by step to the cliff, and finally fell from the sky.

And she didn't want to see this happen again.Liu Quan thought.

Because it's so unfair to Mr. Shannan.

Such a good person should not be repeatedly treated so harshly by fate.He had already turned into a monster once, and was wiped out once in Sendai City. Under her gaze, his warm hands turned into light ashes, which leaked from between her fingers, and did not even give her Leaving a chance to fall on his knees and hug his cold body and weep and mourn; now let him go back to the dead end, cut open his belly with a knife, and make the famous cross in history, She still needs to bear the pain and make two slashes, and finally she has to calmly turn around and ask the chief executive to cut off her head—even if that is a fact that happened in history and she must maintain, she must not let that kind of things happen!

It hardly takes seconds to make such a willful decision.In fact, she is not such a competent judge-she has already rewritten the history once in the wilderness of Hakodate, although the world that time was just a sub-world of the same person, even if the history is rewritten, it will not bring It will have a huge impact, which can also explain a little problem——

There is such a thing as falling into the dark, there are two if there is one.What's more, she just came to investigate this historical era this time, and she didn't have any lofty mission goals of maintaining history.

Strangely, after actually making such a terrible decision, her mood settled down instead, with a refreshing feeling that the dust had finally settled, and there was a little bit of inexplicable feeling that what she planned to do was something that could be regarded as terrible. I was a little abnormally excited, thinking about it probably because I was going to do something bad, I was actually a little eager to try, and it was just like the sentence said, there is actually a little devil lurking in everyone's heart——

Liu Quan put away his thoughts, showed an unusually serious expression to Shannan, and said seriously: "So, even if there is no change here, don't be careless. Mr. Shannan, please stop doing willful things!"

Shannan seemed a little surprised, but that surprise was quickly hidden under a little bit of fun.He moved his lips, as if he wanted to say something, swallowed it back, turned around, deliberately leaned towards Liu Quan, and asked in a low voice: "...what is a 'willful thing' ?”

Liu Quan: "..."

Now why are you suddenly in the mood to show your bad taste, Mr. Shannan!Aren't we talking about serious business!

She resisted the urge to yell like the deputy chief, took a deep breath, and replied word by word: "For example, do something dangerous without telling others in advance! Ruoshui and the like! It is enough that you have taken a risk once! There is nothing that you have to risk your life to prove..."

She spoke angrily, but Shannan suddenly let out a low laugh.

Liu Quan:? ?

Her ending was interrupted by that low laugh, but Shannan seemed to find it very interesting, and moved closer to her, and asked with a smile: "Then, if I want to do something that you think is dangerous..."

"I will try my best to stop you!" Liu Quan blurted out.

The smile on Shannan's face faltered slightly, and then he raised his eyebrows and eyes. The smile that seemed insincere before was now rippling on his face like a tide.His eyes shone incredibly brightly behind the glasses.

"...like you did last time?" he asked softly.

Liu Quan replied decisively: "Work harder than last time! I will definitely stop you this time, and I won't let you think that you are not important any longer. You have to risk your life to get it." Prove your worth..."

Shannan seemed a little surprised.His eyes widened slightly behind the lenses, and he let out an "Oh!" from his throat, as if he didn't expect to hear such straightforward words from her.After a while, he seemed to read some extraordinary meaning from these few words, his brows and eyes suddenly softened, and he stretched out his hand towards her cheek without warning - but the hand finally landed on her shoulder , holding her firmly in place and unable to move.

Liu Quan:? !

Before she could ask "What are you doing?!", Shannan suddenly leaned up and approached her face.There was an incomprehensible smile on the corner of his lips, and his right hand pressing her shoulder was extremely hard, as if he wanted to pin her in place; and he slowly approached her, stopping only a few inches away from her face When it came down, the voice sounded a little hoarse.

"Then, come and stop me this time." He said, the breath between his lips and teeth was blowing warmly on her face when he spoke, and his right hand was slowly rubbing her shoulder, the heat in his palm seemed to block her. Wearing a layer of kimono fabric, it burned her skin.

"Do your best to stop it, don't let the abyss swallow me... Can it be done? If you can't, let go as soon as possible, don't be dragged down by me—"

This time, she interrupted him instead.

"That can't be done." She stretched out her right hand, held down his mischievous hand that was rubbing her left shoulder, and replied.

Shannan seemed a little confused.The previous act of using mischievous jokes to cover up his true emotions stopped, and he stared at her very close, with a puzzled look on his face.

"...why?" he asked in a low voice.

He probably felt he had tried to warn her.But what he didn't know was that she might be more aware of the predicament he was about to face than he himself.

Because she couldn't watch him die in front of her again with her own eyes.Because a good person like Mr. Shannan should have a better fate than this, instead of being abandoned by like-minded companions who have placed deep expectations and feelings in loss, left in the dark, and lost precious things prematurely life--

"...Because someone as outstanding as Mr. Shannan should exist in this world forever. Maybe this world will be better..." she replied.

Shannan opened his eyes wide in shock.This kind of expression is rare on his face, making him look like a naive teenager like never before; but in the next second, his expression relaxed, and he squeezed her shoulder, as if expressing some kind of emotion and affection. As if grateful.

"...You, you can really talk big." He said with a smile, with a sense of helpless connivance in his tone, as if he didn't understand why he was treated so solemnly, so he felt a little at a loss.

The next moment, he leaned forward—

His forehead touched hers lightly.

Liu Quan:? !

Shannan didn't seem to have any further intentions, just pressed his forehead against hers, and the two people's breaths were lingering warmly between each other, but it revealed an indescribable sense of intimacy and ambiguity.

In an instant, the hairs on her back stood on end, and her body tensed up; but Shannan seemed to relax instead, and just pressed her forehead against her forehead, as if the whole body was relying on the abutting part as a fulcrum, he half As a result, the long black hair fell down, and the outermost hair tip seemed to sweep across her cheeks, causing a slight itching and trembling on the surface of her skin.

His hand was still resting on her shoulder, but her hand covering the back of his hand had involuntarily dropped down to her lap, tightly clenched into a fist.

Shannan seemed not to notice how much trouble his actions had caused her, and whispered with his eyes closed: "...don't you want to see me die?"

Liu Quan was terrified in an instant.

"Of course I don't want to! Please don't say that terrible word casually!" She blurted out in a low voice.

Shannan's body froze slightly, and then he laughed in a low voice, as if her reaction was beyond his expectation, but made him feel a little happier.

"Okay." He said suddenly.

Liu Quan:?

She froze for a moment, and before she could figure out what he meant, she felt his head tilt slightly—this movement was not enough to make his forehead leave hers, but it made the round glasses on the bridge of his nose The frame of the mirror lightly touched the skin around her eye sockets; the slightly cold metallic texture made her shudder shrewdly.

But he just stopped there and did not continue to approach, but when he spoke, the hot breath from between his lips and teeth was blowing on her nose and lips, making her heart skip a beat.

"...Okay." He said hoarsely, "Then I'll try to survive."

The author has something to say:

February 5:

Ah, I exploded [-] words in one day yesterday [.

At the same time, Sankai is really crazy [Tan Shou

Just to clarify, there will be a real deputy chief appearing after this episode

But the former deputy chief would not.

Generally speaking, I think Hakuou Onimaki's default role is the deputy leader, so if you enter the branch line, the deputy leader will not come out to grab favorability [Hey!

The same goes for the small line.

Next update: or every other day, at midnight on the 15th

感谢在2020-05-1021:33:08~2020-05-1223:19:07期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw mines: 1 Meow Meow;