Su Shuang's world is collapsing [Comprehensive]

The candlelight flickered, reflecting the handsome silhouette of the samurai master, as if there was a sense of loneliness.

"...Never, never been by my side." He said.

"It's never...it's impossible to stay because of me..."

Mingli felt sad.As if infected by the unspeakable loneliness and sentimentality emanating from the samurai master, she said sincerely: "Then she must have a reason to leave you..."

The samurai turned to look at Akari in surprise. "oh?"

Mingli said: "...Because she can't see someone as outstanding as you! She will definitely be very reluctant to leave you!"

The samurai master laughed dumbfoundedly.Holding the wine cup, he seemed to have really thought about it before replying: "...So, at the last parting, she did cry. She cried so badly that she shrank into a A small ball, holding my hand tightly as if she didn't want to let go...I've never seen her like that. Speaking of it, she probably really didn't want to see me...leave. "

Mingli was stunned when he heard it.There is such a complex, tortuous and moving story!She nodded again and again, as if emphasizing, and said: "Look! I said it must be like this! If you meet someone as outstanding as you, no one will want to leave you on purpose... Or, there is some last resort. Bar?"

The samurai put down his wine glass.His smile appeared a little erratic under the light of the candle, as if the candle flame in the wind might be blown out at any moment.

"Even if there are unavoidable difficulties, parting has become a fixed number..." His voice became high and ethereal, as difficult to distinguish as a mountain in the clouds.

"What will happen to her after she leaves... She must have started a new life with that person... If she can live until after the war..." His voice was as low as a whisper.

Mingli didn't hear clearly. "……what did you say?"

The samurai master didn't repeat what he said just now patiently for her.

"No, it's nothing." He lowered his head and stared at the wine cup, Mingli finally remembered his duty, and quickly picked up the wine bottle to fill him up again.

The atmosphere in the room was a little dull for a while.

The topic was interrupted again.Mingli scratched his hair in distress, and finally found another one from the so-called "safety topics" he was taught.

"My dear guest, why do you want to come to Kyoto?"

Mingli originally thought that the samurai master would not need much effort to answer this question, but the samurai master was silent for a moment, and then slowly replied: "...Because he has the ambition of respecting the king and fighting barbarians, he originally wanted to come to Beijing to serve the country loyally. But... after coming here, what did we do—”

Mingli:?

As if ignoring her incomprehensible eyes, the samurai master said slowly: "The times are turbulent, but we only care about other things... Now, we have hurt our wrist again, and it is impossible to fight with a knife... …I can’t change it, and I can’t stop the development of the situation…I’m like this, even I’m starting to hate myself—”

Mingli: "..."

Although she couldn't understand topics such as "respecting the king and fighting the barbarians" and "serving the country with loyalty", she could still understand the words "I also started to hate myself".She panicked, eager to comfort him.

"No, you are such a learned person... why do you hate yourself? People like me who have never studied are still alive and well..."

The samurai master smiled lightly, but did not speak.

Coincidentally, at this time, a slim figure suddenly appeared on the shoji door of the room.

The figure went to the door and knelt down, then gently opened the narrow gap of the shoji door, and whispered outside the door to Mingli who had already moved his head: "...excuse me, may I come in now ?"

Mingli immediately became happy, and nodded his head like a rattle, completely forgetting to turn around and ask the samurai master for his opinion first.

"Of course! Come in, Axue!" she said cheerfully.

...Of course, he ignored the samurai master who suddenly became stiff and had an expression of disbelief after hearing the voice outside the door.

Axue who was outside the door gently opened the shoji door by a wider gap, leaned forward and stood up, bowed her head and took two quick steps into the room, then turned around and gently closed the shoji door again.

When she turned around again, there was a just right commercial smile on that glamorous and charming face like a husband, as if she wanted to ask where she should sit——

But in the next moment, the smile on her face froze, and the unspoken question got stuck in her throat.

Because the samurai master had put down his wine cup, raised his head calmly, raised his chin slightly, and looked at her face.

"Xue..." He only uttered such a word, and immediately because he realized the current situation, he quickly put a gentle smile on his face like a social occasion.

"...Miss Axue." His voice was gentle and calm.

"Happy to meet."

Axue's figure froze by the door for a moment.The unbelievable, unbelievable, and other emotions that emerged on her beautiful face receded like a tide with the warrior master's voice, "Miss Axue, it's a pleasure to meet you".She lowered her gaze, bowed slightly to the samurai master, then walked to the other side of the samurai master, and just knelt down, without even asking where she should sit.

After she sat down on her knees, she said in a low voice: "...I don't know how to address this honored guest?"

The samurai arched his eyebrows slightly, and there seemed to be a gentle expression between his eyebrows.He didn't seem to be looking directly at her, but he turned his head slightly towards her side. There was nothing wrong with that posture, but it just gave people an incredible sense of intimacy.He said, "My surname is Shannan."

Ashe smiled slightly.She lowered her face, and her voluptuous hair was tied into a bun, but because she did not reach the level of a Taifu, she was not decorated with luxurious hair accessories such as hairpins, but just a bright red with a painting on it. The headband with the plum blossom pattern was tied behind her head, but this did not detract from her temperament in the slightest; she smiled with her head down, and replied lowly and clearly: "...Mr. Shannan, it's a pleasure to meet you."

Akari looked at the samurai master—ah, now she knew he was called "Mr. Shannan"—and at Ashue.

She suddenly had a feeling - it was a bit strange, but she just felt that although she didn't have enough knowledge, her intuition was still very powerful!

Because ever since Ah Xue came in and sat on the other side of Mr. Shannan, there was a very natural aura between the two of them—as if they could form a country by themselves and exclude everyone else ; as if they can understand each other deeply without having to say more words, and as if they can just sit together and talk forever, have endless topics, understand and continue every topic thrown at each other ——

For some reason, Akari slowly pursed her lips.

In fact, she didn't care that Ah Xue really stole her VIP.In fact, Ah Xue had never snatched her guests before.And now, Ah Xue has not revealed the slightest intention of her wanting to snatch—or monopolize—Mr. Shannan.

But Akari felt an inexplicable sense of loss in his heart.It was as if Mr. Shannan was going to visit Ashe from now on, and Mr. Shannan would go to her and stay there without even saying a word.

... Sure enough, the next moment, Mr. Shannan smiled gently and turned towards Akari.

"Miss Mingli, may I speak to Miss Axue alone?" He asked very politely and politely, and added a few words in a considerate way: "Ah, I'm not here to save...Mingli Please also charge the girl's expenses to my account... it's just—"

Mr. Shannan, a very learned samurai master, suddenly stumbled when he said this.It was as if no matter how knowledgeable he was, he couldn't explain in words why he had to talk to A Xue alone and didn't want others to be present.

Mingli pursed her lips.She's starting to feel a little wronged now.

"I... I don't want to take your money for nothing!" She argued aggrievedly, "It's just...just..."

She wanted to say "Can't I stay here?", but of course she knew she shouldn't have asked.Of course the samurai master can talk to A Xue alone, as long as he is willing, it is completely possible to designate A Xue alone to receive him from now on.

However, she now feels as if she has lost something—something that was originally important—she herself feels that she didn’t fall in love with the samurai at first sight because of the two meetings, and of course it wasn’t because of the samurai. When I saw A Xue, it was as if she was the only one in my eyes; this feeling was not jealousy, nor was it aimed at A Xue, it was just...just——

It seemed that there was an unspeakable sourness in his heart, knowing that the appearance of Ashe might have taken away the samurai master, so that he could no longer walk to him——

Maybe in the future when the samurai master comes to the store again, he will call her and they can still talk; but at those times, she is sure that there will be Ashe next to her.Even if Axue doesn't show up, the samurai master will still sit in her room and talk to her tenderly, but at that time Axue's shadow will still lie in the middle, because... because——

Mingli suddenly smiled hastily.

"Y-yes..." She straightened up in a panic, as if she wanted to leave immediately.

"Axue is so nice...Compared to me, Mr. Shan and Shannan will definitely like Axue more! This is simply obvious..." She muttered, she didn't know what she was talking about, so she I want to quickly open the shoji door and get out of here.

However, Ashue suddenly spoke up.

"Mingli," her voice was calm and gentle, and it sounded behind Mingli, causing Mingli to have an illusion for a moment—that tone seemed to be exactly the same as that of a samurai master.

"I have no intention of snatching your guests, nor will I do anything against you. I didn't stay here brazenly to make money from Mr. Shannan." She said.

Mingli was a little surprised.Her movements froze in embarrassment, she put her hand on the shoji door, not sure whether to pull it away immediately.

At this moment, Ashue spoke again.

"It doesn't matter if you hate me from now on... I'm sorry for you, but—"

Strangely, Ashue seemed to choke.The sense of calm that she had always had since we met disappeared in an instant.

But that kind of weakness and wavering seems to be just a momentary thing.Ashe's voice came again, calm and calm, as if some important decision had been made.

"...I must stay with Mr. Shannan. Because I have important things to do."

The author has something to say:

February 4:

Next, I will discuss Mr. Shannan's inner world.

In short, this episode should be very orthodox, Su Youtian and abuse (.)【Hey!

Next update: or every other day, at midnight on May 5st hhh

感谢在2020-04-2622:33:45~2020-04-2820:52:07期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw mines: 1 Meow Meow;