Tomb Raiders Notes When the Iron Triangle Crossed to Suwen

Writing this article is actually just to explain one thing, Shahai and Wu Xie did not do so much for the sake of being alone. The whole world has grasped that he is the absolute strong in the middle, the weak who is unwilling to be teased by fate and kneels to resist.

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I'm dumped.

Before I came to this conclusion, I was unwilling to admit it. I never thought that I would have such a near-stupid feeling, but once this cognition existed, I still thought of it a lot.

I am not a very good candidate for love, or I have never thought that there will be such a thing as falling in love with someone in my life. I have eliminated such things as feelings from my life a long time ago.

My long life has been filled with things that go against the very existence of emotion, duty, and destiny.And my fate is going to perish, it is really not suitable for anyone to participate, so those who like me will not get the end, and I will make myself so that I will refuse everyone's approach.

Even if this fate is completely terminated by Wu Xie, at least those things have left traces in my life that cannot be erased.I'm still not used to participating in this world too much, except for the two of them.

Today my home (the residence of the three of us, probably the only place I would like to call home in this life) has people living in the three bedrooms, me, Fatty, and Wu Xie, just like Yucun at that time, It was nice just the three of us, but I still couldn't make myself feel any better.

The seclusion that coincides with our original fate carefully arranged by the author is still only the surface that has been changed.When we were in Yucun, we only had two bedrooms, and Wu Xie and I lived in one. Although we could have another one, we didn't say anything about it.

I can only say that that kind of situation is a state where two people know it clearly but just don't point it out. I still believe that as long as I said it at that time, the ending of the two of us would be a different scene.

But in this situation, I'd better not say the words of regret, it's useless, and it's a waste of thought.So for the hermitage in this story, we really set up another one.

What changed was not Zhang Qiling, but Wu Xie.Maybe Wu Xie hasn't changed, it's just that our story was too coincidental.

Wu Xie has been chasing Zhang Qiling's figure for a long time. When he has no way to decide his own destiny, his life is revolving around me. What he experiences and pursues is under my shadow.But when he can control his own destiny, Zhang Qiling is just a part of his life.

Even if it is a part that is very important and difficult to let go, it is not all.

This evening at home, as many times, we are all three.Wu Xie and Fatty were cooking, and I was helping to wash the vegetables.

I have too much strength in my hands, and the use of kitchen utensils is reducing their service life.And I have always been ignorant about cooking. I have watched it many times, but I have never done it myself.

In fact, when I was in Yucun, I didn't do anything. First, I really didn't have the ability to do anything.Furthermore, even if I stay by their side without doing anything, they are very satisfied when I say something to them and smile more.They want me to live like a normal person, even if I don't learn from countless other people, they can tolerate it, as long as I am not completely incompatible with this world like I used to be.

But I can't do it if I don't learn all kinds of things well. I have made slow progress in connecting with this world, but at least I participated.Although the fat man is very dissatisfied with my state of inaction, he would rather me inaction than help.

In the past, I rarely cared about it. Wu Xie was mostly towards me in the non-communicable things between me and Fatty, and Fatty, he cared about me very much. Close your ears and forget about it.

They are also used to me like this, the longer I stay, the more addicted I am to this kind of life, to the world he created for me.

My thoughts are sick, very sick.

But I have nothing to say. It has been a long time since I was born, and I have been in this morbid state for a long time.

From birth to that incident, I didn't notice anything wrong with that look until I used it for three years and stayed with that woman for three days.Three years, facing a stone, carved...

This is a very helpless state. If you give me a fixed shape, even if it is the most difficult sculpture in the world, I don’t have anything to worry about. Even if I can’t finish it, I can have a fixed direction.This kind of explanation is very empty, and Wu Xie's metaphor is borrowed here.

Just a piece of paper for you to write something on.If you are given a math problem, even if it is a difficult math problem, I can't do it now, but I can learn in a fixed direction, and I am confident in my learning ability.But that is a piece of paper, a blank piece of white paper, without any conditions and restrictions for me to write by myself, and I write something by the way.

It's deadly simple for ordinary people, because ordinary people have hearts.It was impossible for me at the time because I didn't know what to engrave.Zhang Qiling only had goals in his eyes. At that time, my goal was to meet this woman. When I saw this woman, I had to carve something to prove that I had a heart...

Heart will be painful, but heart can be happy.What this woman, my mother, wants most is that I can live like a normal person, not some living god or Buddha—a walking dead.

The woman finally won.

My education is living gods and Buddhas, so that I can resist each other with non-existing gods and Buddhas.The woman won, so their plan failed.

The price is the destruction of the Zhang family, but I am still alive.

In the following life, it can be said that this heart that allows me to perceive happiness makes me feel only pain.Fate, bondage, I can only struggle in the center of this giant net, pain... Compared to pain, I would rather live as a walking dead...

The descendants of the Zhang family have involved many people, and they are still using their methods to lead these people to resist fate, using me who has already failed once.

I brought them to failure again, the price, they who were pushed to the top by fate were pushed to the bottom by fate.And I, still alive, just lost my memory...

If amnesia said anything to me, at least it gave me a little hope in my own life.It's just that after the hope is over, there is despair.

Wu Xie said, I'm just a patient, I can rest now.

Wu Xie is a special person. When I first met, I was in the stage of amnesia.I don't remember anything, I just know that I am a natural master in that line of work.

I was a member of Chen Pi Asi at the time, so I didn't have to respect him too much, no matter how he tried to hide and evade, he couldn't hide it, he was afraid of me.

And his appearance was the beginning of my situation. Wu Sanxing, his third uncle, and Lu Palace did not find what the old man asked me to find—the snake-browed copper fish.But Wu Sansheng gave me a very special feeling. Following him, I knew the existence of the underwater tomb, and started to plan to get in according to the backup plan left by Wu Sansheng.Wu Xie was a backup plan arranged by him, but Fatty was the one who arranged to ensure Wu Xie's safety.

Sea Catacombs, I remembered what happened 20 years ago.But it didn't solve the problems I have been struggling with, even 20 years ago, I am still troubled by the things I am facing now.Who am I and why am I in this strange situation.

At that time, I only remembered what happened 20 years ago, but Wang Zanghai was what I was looking for 20 years ago.I followed this clue, but at this time, Wu Xie was disturbed by his elders according to the plan. What they wanted was to break away from this matter, and at that time I realized that my purpose and theirs were not the same Are not the same.

Until I went to Queen Mother Xi's empire based on what happened 20 years ago and met Wen Jin.At that time, I thought that at least Wen Jin knew something about me, and I even thought that we were really teammates, and we were facing similar things-I misunderstood my identity, or I misunderstood their identities .

To be honest, I was surprised when I saw Wu Xie in the nursing home. At that time, I didn't think about the conspiracy theory he experienced, but thought that his elders deliberately confused his identity to protect him.His emotions were a little out of control at the time, and to be honest, I was a little surprised.

What he faced was different from me and his elders, he knew nothing, he was not protected like a person who was born in this world.

I read his notes later, and he said that I feel safe wherever I am.But he doesn't know, he makes me feel safe, at least he won't do anything to hurt me for any purpose, not only me, he won't hurt anyone.

Ghost towns, meteorites, I lost my memory again.

He's a big ass, and my involvement with him really doesn't matter to me, and he helps me to a point.To be honest, it was quite suitable for me to be with Fatty during that time. Fatty was not as down-to-earth at that time. I lived in his house, but he didn't stay at home at all.Every day when he came, he would get me something to eat, and I would eat it, and I would sleep for a while when he was not around.

So when Jude came, it was really me who faced it.At that time, I didn't understand anything, but what he said seemed to have some logic to me.

Wu Xie took the fat man and me to Banai based on his third uncle's relationship, and then got trapped in the jade vein...

The connection between Wu Xie and me began to be established.

Fatty is a person who lives in the secular world. He is a very thorough person and understands life very well.He is a person who cares about money, but he is also a person who values ​​affection. In this state, he protects Wu Xie in coincidences again and again, but gradually, this protection has nothing to do with interests.

I recovered the deeper memories, and the other memories on this premise didn't matter as much to me.

I never owe anyone anything, except Wu Xie.The memory I have been pursuing is a kind of catastrophe for me. After half a century, I have seen my position again, but I have no one asking me to do anything, except for the fate of waiting to perish.

The Zhang family is the god guarding the darkness, possessing the ultimate power to interfere with the direction of the world.Everyone who sees this kind of power can't stand this kind of temptation. After thousands of years of pursuit and various attempts, they have no success.

The Zhang family is a god, but there is no divine power in this world, their power only comes from the ultimate.The ultimate is an immovable treasure, and if you take it away, you can naturally become a god.

The position of the Zhang family has always been stable, even if someone resists, no one can make a huge wave, until King Mu of Zhou, Daxing Mausoleum, invaded the land of Queen Mother of the West.

King Zhou Mu used his identity to leave many clues to future generations who wanted to replace him like him, and he himself used the spoils of jade warriors to bury himself and wait for the opportunity to be reborn.

This is almost a textbook-style inheritance. Between generations, according to the custom of thick burial, each generation will hide the clues of the things they found in their own cemetery.

Tricks and ingenuity can't trap those with a heart, and the Zhang family has to fight against this group of people for a long time until the ultimate power is replaced.

But the scheming King Mu of Zhou still didn't succeed in his plan, and his tomb was dug out during the Warring States Period.

During this process, the Zhang family contracted the Doujie in various ways, not for other reasons, but to clean up in advance those things that cannot be known to others.

The ugly thing is not strength, but human heart. This struggle is full of incompatibility between people.The Wang family is a new force. He may have been passive and refused at the beginning, but he can only learn to resist in front of all kinds of people who eventually become ugly.

Until he understands the essence.

The Wang family who controlled the ultimate power was not the one at the beginning. The Wang family was more proficient in using this kind of power. Under this situation, the original master of this power, the Zhang family, became unable to tolerate it. The new The gods have come, and the old gods are for destruction.

Ultimate doesn't move or think, he's just a force.Anyone can use it as long as they want, but those who can use that power will naturally refuse others to use this power.

The way the Zhang family, which was designated by the gods to be destroyed, resisted was to create a god who could use the ultimate power more, that is, me.

At that time, what the Zhang family wanted was not to reject fate, but to regain this power.I failed, but I am the one who can most threaten the existence of those people.

Wu Xie is a very different person. He said that I was the one who saved his life, but in fact, in my memory at the time, I saved his life far less than he saved mine.

Lighting the sky lanterns and burning all the wealth, because the clues stayed in the water until they drowned, put on a mask of a completely different person, and be someone they didn't like... It's hard for someone not to be moved by this level .

"How can we be considered friends after going through so much together?"

"Wake up, go home."

"Are you still going to leave without saying a word?"

…………

You two together, one will be killed by the other.

It was the first time in my long life that I was just a normal guy with two friends who took good care of me.They are not nice to me because of who I am, they just treat me like a friend.

I enjoy this feeling, but I can't accept this feeling.

Changbai Mountain is the end point I chose for myself. The affairs of the Wang family are going smoothly. Those that can be cleaned up have been cleaned up, and those that have not been cleaned up are gradually being carried out.And those who don't want to be cleaned up already have a new rebellion plan... and I am a bit embarrassed by the remnants of history.

Changbai Mountain is the original site of the Zhang family, where I should be.My disappearance is a good thing for everyone, and the things I have to face in this world don't have to exist as long as I disappear.Before that, I cut off all my connections with this world, except Wu Xie.I probably already had guesses about his fate at that time, his existence was like a new Zhang Qiling's experiment.

The gods in the myths are not born, but after all kinds of tempering and finally see through the world of mortals... Probably similar, in short, his road is very hard.

Fatty is not like Wu Xie, but he is definitely a trustworthy friend. I asked him three things.Heixiazi is very... 666, I entrust him to protect Wu Xie's safety.I don't know if it's sympathy or something else, anyway, now, my connection with this world is on him.

I went to look for him in front of Changbai Mountain. There was no purpose. I just looked at the most cherished person in the most beautiful place in the world, had a quiet meal, and then said goodbye to him.

What a wonderful thing, but he just chased after me, and the misty rain in the south of the Yangtze River turned into a snowstorm and Changbai. He also gave up his homely warm equipment and wore an unfit clothes to accompany me on the last journey.

He is very troublesome, but I can't help but miss him along the way.He is an idiot, an idiot who makes you down to earth when you want to be tall.

Wu Xie was born in Wu Laogou Wu's family among the old Jiumen and Ping Sanmen. Many of the Laojiumen disappeared completely as soon as that generation left. The Laojiumen at this time are no longer Jiumen.The Huo family and the Xie family attempted to break away from this circle in various ways, and the Chen family and the Wu family desperately resisted. However, after Chen Pi and Ah Si were gone, the second and third children involved in the Wu family also omitted the steps of marrying a wife and having children.It seems that the era of complete control of the Wang family is coming soon.

But this is only the surface, Wu Xie's plan was quietly brewed under this calm.Wu Xie, a god who evolved from ordinary people, was born in a very ordinary family. His parents seem to be ordinary people, and his growth experience is even more ordinary.However, due to family reasons, I have still experienced some education that normal people will not have.

Ten years are like a sea in a blink of an eye. On the day of goodbye, he succeeded, but what is even more valuable is that he did not use this power to do anything.I can do what I want in the world outside of this power, but like facing that stone at that time, I don't know where to go.Fortunately, this time someone held my hand.

To be honest, I have never been able to determine what kind of feelings I have for him, relatives, we are not related by blood, but I think this is the best thing to describe the state of the two of us, but the relationship between us is definitely not relatives.Friendship, between us, I believe it definitely takes up a lot of parts, but I'm not sure if I really regard him as a friend.

Friends should be very pure, they should stand side by side, but what I always want is to protect him... But if it is love, I can never be sure.I just want to be by his side, everything together, never apart.But there is really no sense of disobedience between us and Fatty 23333

I think in fact, as long as he is concerned about these issues, it is not so necessary. This kind of ambiguity feels good.

However, everything has changed now.From rebirth to hermitage again, time passed quickly, the method was simpler and quicker, and the author's bad writing was also extremely concise.

Wu Xie said that he was going to Hangzhou to accompany his daughter-in-law, and he would definitely not be able to stay here every day in the future.He's leaving soon, and he doesn't know when he'll be back.

This period of time is far less than that of Yucun, and we still have countless follow-up problems to be solved.I often get together less and leave more, but I know that as long as he recognizes this place as his home, he will definitely come back.

Home is not a casual word, but a place that carries a sense of belonging and affection.

My home was given by a man named Wu Xie, and there are him and Fatty in it, and that's enough.

But soon he will have a home with another person.

Do you know what the cruelest thing is?

He was about to leave, and the fat man was also discussing the date of marriage with Yun Cai.Soon I will be left alone here, maybe they will come to visit occasionally, maybe it is like the end of all friends: no matter how good friends are, they are just friends...

I'm actually not very good tempered, it's just that I'm used to being silent a lot of the time.

I have met many people in my life, and there are also many people who say they are willing to pay for me.

Maybe they were sincere when they said this, but in the end what I saw the most was betrayal.I have great interests in me, interests that make people crazy, good words, love words, truth, lies, half-truths... I have heard too much.

I long for affection, and I am rejecting affection.

No matter how great or powerful a person is, when he has a weakness, he has already failed.

I've been a person with no weaknesses for a long time, and if I don't care, there won't be any more harm.

but……

But in my world, there is such a person, approaching with a harmless appearance, every minute, every moment, giving me everything I am greedy for.Scribbled and changed in my world, helped me erase everything I didn't want to face, and gave me... the whole world I was willing to engrave his marks on.

He became my weakness...

And then he hit me hard on a weakness he had carved himself, in a harmless, natural way.

When dawn broke, I realized I hadn't slept all night,

I have always slept lightly, and I heard the words of the two people outside very clearly,

"Fatty, please keep your voice down, don't sleep with the bottle."

"If you care about others so much, you can take care of them yourself. I've been watching you for so long. Don't say you don't have that kind of idea about bottles. How come you are like this now?"

"The two of us are not suitable. You remember to pay more attention to him. At least the hot water in the house can't be cut off. When the season changes, help him change the clothes and bedding in the closet. Drag him to his normal work and rest every day, and drag him to watch some TV dramas." ..."

"I've always been in love, but I don't know why...he doesn't want you to go. And do you really like that person?"

"I probably like it. At least being with him makes me feel at ease."

……

I didn't speak until the siren sounded and he left me without any movement.I feel this kind of mood that I have never felt before. I don't know what kind of feeling it is, but my heart is blocked, and then my eyes are wet.