drink alone pillow tears

That day, there were dark clouds and heavy thunder.

This is the day when the Wang family beheaded, many people crowded under the guillotine, and I—— was one of them.

The unreasonable masses never need to know the real truth, they just need to join in the fun by cheering and clapping below.Among them, some commented on this matter everywhere, and some pitied the Wang family's miserable situation-to extinguish the anger of the emperor, and to be reduced to the point of beheading.

……

The wrath of the emperor, the death of a million corpses, the blood flow for thousands of miles is really true...

An eunuch held an imperial decree on the stage and read: "Following heaven's fortune, the emperor's decree said: The four kings of the West commanded Wang Hu, and he was slack in etiquette. This is a crime of disrespect. Immediately, the nine clans will be exterminated, and the decision will be made! This is it!"

Accompanied by an order: "cut——".In an instant, dozens of members of the Wang family lost their vitality.

…It is really ironic that the real good and loyal ministers are beheaded, and the culprit like me stays below to watch such a scene.

Thunderstorms fell from the sky, washing the blood on the stage.The thunder was booming and powerful, as if it wanted to condemn the crimes I had committed... With the roar of the Lord of Heaven, the sword I was wearing seemed to be resonating as well, ringing and shaking.

This sword was given to me by Wang Hu, it is called Chengying Sword, and it is indeed a delicate and elegant sword.

Before the Wang family asked about the beheading, I went to visit Wang Hu in prison.

In just a few days, Wang Hu became thin and thin, as if he only had a skeleton frame on his body.Seeing me coming, I was very happy, and waved my hand enthusiastically: "Hey—I didn't expect you to come. Now you are the only one who comes to see me, and you are a buddy..."

Hearing his cheerful voice as usual, I felt very sad, and my eyes were a little moist.

Seeing me like this, Wang Hu pretended to pat me on the shoulder as usual: "Why is a man crying! But is he dead? I didn't cry, you cry!"

"..."

"Oh, my good brother, don't play silence on me anymore! Hey! Although it is a bit aggrieved to die here, we are courtiers, and the emperor's order has to be obeyed..."

When I spoke, my voice was a little hoarse: "... After all, I am sorry for you."

I am indeed an unscrupulous bad person, and I still haven’t told Wang Hu the truth in this situation—it’s me, the scum, who harmed their Wang family, and it’s me, the scum, who still refuses to tell the truth...

"Hey, it's none of your business. Didn't you just ask me to get something? I can't blame you for the trouble I caused... Besides... Our Wang family will have such a day..." He sighed helplessly road.Then he continued, "I have a sword here, so I give it to you. Don't look at him as dirty, this sword is precious. Do you know what this sword is called?" Jiaolong Chengying, Yanluo Wanggui', hence the name Chengying. If there is a war in the future, if you carry this sword, you will win..."

"Hey, this can be regarded as helping me realize one of my wishes! Our royal family is over, and the emperor will not let us go. I have no chance to kill the enemy on the battlefield, and now you will replace us." Forget it with me, your big brother's last wish..." His voice seemed to be floating in the air, blown away by the wind, and could never be found again, as if he was a little relieved.

"I will help you fulfill your wish... this is my promise to you." I said solemnly.

……

When I got out of the prison, an eunuch was waiting for me at the door, bent over and smiled and said to me: "Master—my ninth prince is here to invite you."

As for Xiaojiu looking for me, I naturally followed the eunuch obediently to a lonely pavilion in the water with beautiful mountains and rivers.

Standing in the pavilion, it seems that you can still feel the flow of water waves under your feet, the surrounding trees are reflected in the light blue lake, and the singing of birds is also melodious...

The person standing there waiting for me in the pavilion still had crooked eyebrows and eyes: "Oh, I didn't expect you to come here so early,"

However, I couldn't do the same laughter and feast as before, so I replied indifferently, "I just met the eunuch when I came out. So I followed."

Seeing my expressionless face, Xiao Jiu was annoyed: "Oh, I thought you are a good person who values ​​love and righteousness! People! Do you want to stay there and stay with Wang Hu all the time? Why did you only go for a while, and you just went to see me?" come over?"

Before I could answer, he smiled again, tilted his head and said to me, "Hey, I'm just joking with you—you're still the same as before. Ha!"

He raised the wine glass in his hand, "Come—drink with me. Hurry up!"

Naturally, I drank with him, drinking glass after glass of wine, the pain in my throat became more obvious, and the burning sensation of the wine sliding in my mouth became more painful...

In the blink of an eye, times have changed.

Xiaojiu drank a lot of wine, and obviously her words were confused: "Brother Yun—why are you unhappy? I am very happy. The Wang family ended up like this. You have a lot of tricks... Heh, no wonder you can become the head of the Xu family. Heir…"

I can only be silent.Silently took down the jug in his hand: "Don't drink it, drinking so much will hurt your health..."

"Oh, no one cares about my body anymore, so what if I get hurt? Do you care about me! ——How can I be happy in this situation! Your eldest son Xu is here every day to make faces for me, and I still don't care. Dare you be happy?" Xiao Jiu said angrily: "You have done so much, and now who is showing this hurt look. Why, do you feel guilty when you see Wang Hu like this? Then you shouldn't do it at the beginning , I put a knife on your neck to force you!"

"Yes! I'm the one who committed the crime! I want to do this myself, and it has nothing to do with you! Don't say it—is it okay!" At the end, the tone was pleading, "Please—don't do this again ..."

But Xiao Jiu started to sob and cry: "If you don't want to do these things for me, you should have told me earlier... I never want to become like this with you, you are my brother Yun! No matter how scumbag I am, I will never force you!"

"Okay - don't cry... After drinking so much, go to bed early... You should have a headache again tomorrow..."

Xiao Jiu raised her head and looked at me, her eyes were already a little red and swollen from crying: "Forget it - I won't trouble Mr. Xu anymore..." After a moment of silence, her voice was hoarse: "You should also rest earlier Well, I will never bother you again in the future..."

"..."

"Come here - send Mr. Xu back to the mansion."

I could only stagger and leave in front of Xiaojiu, extremely embarrassed.

At the moment when Xiaojiu questioned me, I even wanted to blurt out an answer, these things have always been voluntary...whether it belongs to the Wang family or others, I have always voluntarily...

Wang Hu's death was controlled by me.If I am unwilling, no matter how others force me, I will not agree.Indeed, as Xiao Jiu said, I am a cheap person, after someone else really died, I was sad alone there, who would I show it to?It's just a reason to find spiritual comfort for myself and forgive myself...

I am like a fish struggling in despair, unable to see the future, and hearing a thousand sentences at the moment of falling into the abyss.

I am an unrepentant sinner with no conscience; such a selfish person, as early as a few years ago, I understood.

Yes - I knew it earlier.

But why so sad.

I want to cry like this.

In the first year of 1583, neighboring countries invaded the country again.

At a glance, bright red blood was everywhere.In the boundless solitude around, there are monotonous cool colors everywhere, dotted with clumps of bushes.This green shrub seems to be the only decoration on the battlefield.

It was almost noon, and the sun seemed to draw a raging fire, causing the soldiers under the sun to smoke.

Now it's time to rest in place, sitting on the ground, but the temperature on the ground is scalding, and the soldiers are asked to sit or stand.

The bones are exposed in the wild, and there is no rooster in a thousand miles.

This is the first time I have felt the horror of war.

This time was the most tragic battle in several wars. Even the princes and grandchildren who participated in the war died... Now, Xiao Jiu is also a member of the army. He originally wanted to make some contributions and prestige in the army. But I didn't expect it—the enemy army came so fiercely this time.

I'm naturally on Xiao Jiu's side.

——Since that conversation, Xiao Jiu treats that incident as if it never happened, so I am naturally happy to see it happen.

Just now they were fighting the enemy in Suiyang.The wind roared, and the battle flag fluttered.

Xiao Jiu stood in front of the army.The angry horse in fresh clothes is full of energy, and the spring breeze is proud of the horse's hoof disease.

Unexpectedly, at that moment, Xiao Jiu did not dodge the arrow shot by the enemy.The golden helmet and iron armor were instantly dyed bright red.

At that moment, for me, it was just a time to breathe——but Xiao Jiu seemed to be going away from me...

I drove the horse quickly and rushed over.

Fortunately, fortunately, only the back was injured, and the heart was not shot.Survived a catastrophe, escaped a catastrophe.

……

In the tent, Xiao Jiu was lying in my arms, quietly.I held out the spoon and he opened his mouth.Very well behaved.

I thought he was frightened by his behavior, so I patted him on the back and comforted him: "Don't be afraid—it's okay, Brother Yun is still here..."

Xiao Jiu seemed to be in deep thought, and after a moment of silence, said: "Xu Yun—this is the last time I ask you to do something for me..."

"..."

I was stunned.

Xiao Jiu continued: "I have to win this war. This is the best chance for me to win the trust of my father. I don't want to miss it... I have to make contributions in this war..." Looking up at me, The voice was as soft as catkins, but the voice that floated to my ears was extremely clear, "You will help me... right?"

"...it's natural."

I will naturally agree to all his requests.

It's been like this since before... Of course I will help him...

So this is the reason why I came to Qingyang Town this time.

I have to find layman Wuxi for my Xiaojiu.

That's right—for my 'Xiao Jiu', who really looks good when she smiles——Xiao Jiu...

【Have fun】

One day when Xu Yun went to court one day, he was dragged to the brothel by his friends.

This person's surname is Liu and his name is Jin Bao, and he is the most beloved grandson of the old man of the Liu family.I don't know whether it was lack of heart or intentional crash.He dragged Xu Yun in.

But before his butt was hot, he saw a group of people rushing in. Liu Jinbao saw that the leader was actually the Ninth Prince with great power!

I saw that the Ninth Prince came to his friend Xu Yun, "swipe—" and there was a big ear scratcher, his eyes were fierce: "Why, I haven't seen you for a few days, and my skin is itchy. Come to such a place, huh!"

As a viewer of the live broadcast, Liu Jinbao said that he was really stunned. The Ninth Prince is usually sickly, and he never expected to have such a hot side...and what is Brother Xu's expression of enjoyment on his face. .....

Xu Yun's feelings at that time:

[Physically]: Ah!it hurts!

[Spiritually]: Ah!So cool!

Hey, hey, after his Xiao Jiu became black, his temper became more and more hot, what should he do~

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Let me sing a song with deep feeling: Give me a thousand reasons, reasons not to feel so turbulent~ Roar

[Preview for the next chapter]: Wuxi refused to leave the mountain, I had no choice but to go back...