drug

Qi suddenly lost the desire to continue the conversation, and the corners of his mouth drooped, "Talking to you is really good."

"I am indeed a Taurus."

Xin Qi was stunned for a second, and then he covered his forehead dumbfounded: "What's wrong with you recently? Is everything wrong with Feng Yiyuan when he comes back to life? I think you should do your best, really."

"Don't mess with you, what did you say last time?" He didn't get a response, so he had to think about it seriously, "You mean I asked you who I am? Don't you say that I am air? So in the end What's the meaning?"

"It's not interesting." Xin Qi tried to pull the corner of the quilt that was being held down by him, but the other party didn't move his butt.I thought in my heart that the two of them don't know who is confused about the style, anyone with a discerning eye can understand it, but the authorities are obsessed.

Li Xing not only refused to return his quilt, but also lifted the quilt, and pulled him up again: "You are not allowed to sleep. Didn't you say you would give me earrings last time? Where are the earrings?"

Xin Qi glanced at him and raised his eyebrows: "Don't you want it?"

"When did I say I don't want it anymore?"

"You can't wear it even if I give it to you."

"I'm not allowed to have my ears pierced back?"

Xin Qi had no choice but to purse his lips, stood up and said, "I'll look for it for you."

He turned from the master bedroom to the second bedroom, from the second bedroom to the living room, and finally into the study.Li Xing followed behind his buttocks, suspecting that he was bluffing himself again, crossing his arms and saying sarcastic words: "I said, do you have anything? If not, don't look for it."

Xin Qi ignored his doubts, searched for a long time in the bookcase, then looked up on tiptoe, pointed to the top of the bookcase: "You touch it for me."

"Are you kidding, you're fine, put your earrings on... I really do have them."

He touched two jewelry boxes, and although they were covered with newspapers, they were still covered with a thick layer of dust.Xin Qi blew casually and threw it into the opponent's arms: "Here, take it."

"Is that how you treat me?"

"Your double quotient is worthy of my treatment of you."

Li Xing was completely spoiled, so he wiped the box carefully, opened one of them, and there was a pair of black earrings inside.He walked to the mirror and compared the earrings to his ears. The light of obsidian was thick but not sharp.

"How come it looks so similar to the ones I've worn before?" he said.

Xin Qi ignored him, and opened another box: "To be honest, I think you are worthy of the black one."

Li Xing pretended not to hear his sarcasm, leaned closer and saw a pair of ruby ​​earrings inside: "Did you really buy this for me? Didn't it for your fiancée?"

"Can't you see the male and female models?"

Li Xing picked up a pistol to his ear, and clicked his tongue: "It's so fucking coquettish. How on earth did you think of buying this kind of thing for me?"

Xin Qi is really embarrassed to let you play around with five-figure earrings like this. If you didn't ask for it, I would have sold it for money.Leaning on the sofa, he said, "It was originally a gift to celebrate you coming out of the drug rehabilitation center, but who made you run away."

"You co-authored it and bought it three years ago?"

"Yeah. It was thrown up about half a year ago. I thought it couldn't be sent out. It's pure if you don't see it."

Li Xing looked at the earrings again, the style is just an ordinary style, simple and elegant, it will not be outdated after a few years.Put it away seriously: "I will get my ears pierced another day."

"up to you."

"Then... as a gift in return, I'll give you a gift too."

Xin Qi raised his eyelids: "What gift?"

Li Xing suddenly bent down and put one hand on the back of the sofa, enveloping him under his body.Xin Qi stared at him without blinking, and saw him getting closer and closer, and could hear each other's breathing clearly.

The next moment, the corners of his lips were sharply bent, and the hands behind his back held something in front of him: "It's so cold, I'll give you a pair of long johns."

Xin Qi frowned suddenly, and pushed his knee directly under his crotch, and walked away with a livid face.Li Xing was still wailing behind him: "Why are you like this? We are so poor, what gift do you expect me to give you? In what life do I want to pay back the 500 million?"

Xin Qi gritted his teeth and resisted the urge to yell, turned into the bedroom and locked the door, wishing he could swallow all the words he said that day.

"Hey! Open the door, you!" Li Xing began to knock on the door.

Xinqi leaned his back against the door, waited until he was exhausted, smiled helplessly, and sighed: "Are you really stupid or just pretending to be stupid?"

"What? I didn't hear you say it again."

"It's nothing." He turned around and opened the door for the other party, slightly raised his head to meet his eyes.

The two looked at each other for a long time, Li Xing slowly suppressed his smile, turned his eyes away, and changed his previous hippie smile: "Xin Qi, I'm actually very contradictory."

"Ah."

"On the one hand, I feel that I should obey my own heart, and on the other hand, I feel ashamed of my parents. Although they are no longer alive, and even though you are not Xin Boren's own son, I still..."

"What if I am?" Seeing his increasingly serious expression, Xin Qi suddenly interrupted.

Li Xing was stunned, his voice lost his confidence, and he murmured: "I don't know. If that's the case, I might not be able to say it. No matter which side I lean towards, I will feel guilty for the rest of my life."

"There has never been a thing of both ends in the world." Xinqi was still looking at him, "You have done enough, and your parents will be relieved to be alive. If you continue, it will not be atonement, but meaningless. self-torture."

Li Xing pursed his lips, but didn't answer.

"I'm also ashamed of them, of you, and of those who I could save under Xin Boren but didn't. I know I'll never win their forgiveness, but I've tried my best."

He took a deep breath: "I have tried my best, maybe it is a bit selfish to say so, but I still want to live. I have tried my best to make up for it, but I can't give everything I have. It's more than I can take. I'm not a hero, I'm not a coward, I'm just human."

Li Xing opened his mouth, his voice dry: "I... understand what you mean."

"Feng Yiyuan, you and Feng Yiyao have already paid too much, so let's stop here."

Li Xing lowered his eyes, the atmosphere was suddenly silent, no one spoke, and the eardrums felt slightly uncomfortable due to the excessive silence.

After a long time, he loosened his clenched fists, his tightly locked brows slowly relaxed, and his hesitant heart settled down in an instant like a branch that escaped the cold wind outside the window.

Moving his gaze upwards, he stared into the other's eyes.

"it is good."

41

Sure enough, as Xin Qi expected, Xin Boren chose to appeal within a week after the verdict of the first instance.I have been busy with the lawsuit for another month, but my hard work was not in vain, and the original verdict was upheld in the final trial.

When all the dust has settled, the New Year's bell has already sounded.

Or there is a habit of worshiping ancestors during the Spring Festival. On the thirty day of the new year, Li Xing and Jiang Yin went to the cemetery to pay respects to the cemetery before dark.

There were quite a few people coming this day, and the always deserted cemetery only had some voices during festivals and festivals.It's not good to make it too grand, Li Xing just simply set up the food and wine, went through the etiquette, and burned some paper money.

After saying a few auspicious words, he knelt in front of the grave and stared at the fly ash that floated after the paper money was burned, and said hesitantly: "Mom and Dad, my son has something to discuss with you."

He slowly lowered his eyes and tried to maintain a smile: "A new year should also have a new beginning. After thinking about it, I still think that the past grievances should end here. Live by yourself."

Jiang Yin looked at him without making a sound.

"Xinqi and I... still want to try to live on. Although he has hurt us a lot, he has also helped us a lot. The merits and demerits balance out, so let those things go with the old year."

As he was talking, he suddenly burst into tears, held back, and still smiled.Take a deep breath: "Mom and Dad, in the new year, you have to be well, and my sister and I will be well too. You don't have to worry about us."

He poured a glass of wine in front of the grave, kowtowed, and got up.Touching his nose and trying to wipe off the sourness on his face, he turned to look at Jiang Yin: "Sister, don't you want to say something?"

"What I want to say, you have said it for me." She also stood up and stared at the tombstone for a long time, "I also want to live for myself."

Li Xing was startled, then smiled: "Yes."

"I still have something to do, let's take a step first. You can drive back by yourself."

"Aren't you going to my place for the New Year?"

"No, I have a place to stay, and it would be embarrassing to go." She looked at the other party and smiled, "Be careful when setting off firecrackers, don't be as stupid as you were when you were a child, and break your own hand."

Li Xing's face immediately burned slightly: "Sister, can you stop talking about your childhood."

"Okay, okay, don't mention it, don't mention it." Jiang Yin raised his arm to pat him on the shoulder, "Take care of yourself, I'm leaving."

"it is good."

The two parted at this point, staring at her back until she disappeared, then turned around and whispered to the tombstone, "Mom and Dad, Happy New Year."

Coming out of the cemetery, Li Xing only felt relaxed, as if a boulder weighing on his heart had finally disappeared.He put his hands in his pockets and walked towards the car parked outside, when he suddenly saw someone standing beside the car.

"Xinqi?" Quickly approached, looked him up and down in surprise, "Why are you here?"

"Don't worry about you, come and have a look."

Li Xing scratched his hair at the temples: "What can happen if I just come to sweep the grave... You don't worry about me. Get in the car, it's cold outside."

As he spoke, he opened the car door, and Xin Qi got into the passenger seat.He asked again: "Since you are here, why don't you go in?"

"I don't want to disturb you."

Li Xing pursed his lips, did not continue this topic, and fastened his seat belt: "Did you see my sister leave just now?"

"Hmm..." Xin Qi frowned, as if hesitating for something, after thinking about it, he should tell him, "She seems to have gotten into Xin Ning's car."

Just started the car with a foot brake