To Xia Xia

When Li Jiashu and Bai Xia were eating together, they ran into Wen Xi again.

Bai Xia has always felt guilty about this matter, he doesn't know why the two broke up, and now that he has this kind of relationship with Li Jiashu, he always feels sorry for Wen Xi.Knowing his guilt, Li Jiashu sat down one day and explained the matter to Bai Xia.

In fact, Li Jiashu didn't like Wen Xi very much at first, but Wen Xi pursued him relentlessly, coupled with the fact that everyone in the class was always making wild noises, and the relationship between the two became closer.Wen Xi did do a lot of things that moved him during that time, and with the instigation of others, the two became together.

On the playground that day, Li Jiashu thought about it for a long time, one was about Bai Xia, and the other was about Wen Xi.Now at this point, it is natural for the two of them to break up, and he never felt that it had anything to do with Bai Xia.

After hearing Li Jiashu's explanation, Bai Xia felt relieved about this matter, at least seeing Wen Xi dare to raise his head and leave.In the eyes of others, except that the relationship between the two people is better than before, there is no other change, and only two people know the subtle feelings.

But apart from one or two uncontrollable kisses, the two of them didn't do anything esoteric.

Li Jiashu knows better than anyone how pure a person Bai Xia is, his heart is like a clear spring, he can see the bottom at a glance, he can't treat Bai Xia the way he treats others.

The results of the second monthly exam came out following the departure in October. Bai Xia did pretty well in the exam. Compared with the last time, he made great progress. However, Li Jiashu's grades were still at the bottom as usual, and he was criticized by Li Qinsheng again when he returned home. .

The mother and son had a serious discussion on this issue again. With Li Jiashu's current grades, it is basically a dream to enter the university, and Li Jiashu has no intention of studying, so of course he dismisses such scores.So the two failed to negotiate again.

Bai Xia came to look for Li Jiashu, and as soon as he walked to the door, he heard the quarrel in the room, knowing that he had made Aunt Li angry again, so he went in for a while, so he could only stand where he was.

Li Qinsheng didn't get angry, he didn't want to argue with him anymore, he might as well go to his sister-in-law's house to talk about peace of mind, when he went out, he was surprised to see Bai Xia standing at the door.

They were all angry and spoke loudly, Bai Xia more or less heard what should be heard and what should not be heard.

"Aunt Li." Bai Xia hurriedly said hello, bowing her head like a child who has done something wrong.

Although Li Qinsheng had nothing to do with Li Jiashu, she would not take her anger out on Bai Xia, not to mention that Bai Xia was a sensible and obedient child, she had always liked him very much.

"Xia Xia is here, go to the house quickly."

She acted as if nothing had happened just now,

Knowing that she was going out, Bai Xia hurriedly agreed and went into the house by herself.

I don't know if it's because of the change in relationship with Li Jiashu, Bai Xia always feels empty when seeing Li Qinsheng.

Li Jiashu was not surprised by his arrival. Today was their appointment. He had an argument with Li Qinsheng just now and completely forgot about it.

"Is it cold?" It was cloudy outside, and he was only wearing a thin sweater.

Bai Xia didn't seem to be in a good mood, she lowered her head and shook her head slightly.Li Jiashu habitually embraced him, half of his body was cold.

"It's so cold on my body, I still don't think it's cold." Li Jiashu half-wrapped him in his coat, warming him with his own body temperature, and Bai Xia lowered most of his head so that the other party could lean on his shoulder.

After a while, it really got better, Li Jiashu touched his hand again and it was not as cold as before.

But Bai Xia didn't seem to be in a good mood, she still kept her head down.

"What's the matter, who messed with us Xia Xia?"

Bai Xia's emotions are rarely written on his face, and he has never been friendly with others. Now Li Jiashu really can't think of who made him unhappy, could it be himself?

Bai Xia took away his hand that was stroking her hair, feeling unspeakably irritated in her heart.He heard what Li Jiashu and Aunt Li said just now.

"Brother Jiashu, do you...don't plan to take the college entrance examination anymore?" Bai Xia's voice was not loud, but she really asked the doubts in her heart.

Li Jiashu was taken aback, he had never told Bai Xia about this.

"Just now, I heard it all."

"...I didn't mean not to tell you about this, I just..." I just didn't want you to worry.

Bai Xia knew that he had always had great dreams, and Li Jiashu often told him what would happen in the future, but Bai Xia never thought about it, he didn't even want to take the college entrance examination...

If so, what will he do next?

Everything Bai Xia planned was based on Li Jiashu.

After a long time, he heard himself say, "OK."

Li Jiashu knew that he was at fault in this matter, but he really didn't have the slightest interest in learning, and there would be no results if he walked on this road to the end, so why not go out and try hard, if you have a dream, you must work hard. Once realized?

"Xia Xia..." Li Jiashu still wanted to say something, but swallowed the words, but hugged him again.

Bai Xia was full of thoughts, and let him hold her in his arms.Although he doesn't think Li Jiashu's dream is a fantasy, it's just that it's not easy to work outside in this world, not to mention that Li Jiashu is going out to work hard, everything is unknown.

Thinking of how much hardship he will have to suffer in the future, Bai Xia's heart turns sour.

Li Jiashu lowered his head and was about to kiss his forehead, but saw his red eyes, thinking that he was unhappy with his concealment, "I was wrong... I will never hide it from Xia Xia again..."

He frowned, with a sincere expression of admitting his mistake, Bai Xia couldn't help but feel distressed when he saw it.

"I'm not unhappy, it's just..." Bai Xia told Li Jiashu his worries, and the latter immediately smiled.

Li Jiashu is three years older than Bai Xia, of course he can understand what Bai Xia understands, but there is no way to turn back now, even if it is the college entrance examination, he will leave Lijiaping after the exam, it's just a matter of time.

"Brother Jiashu, you have to come back to see me often after you leave."

When Li Jiashu heard this, he was so reluctant to leave Bai Xia before leaving Bai Xia, and his heart ached.His life was planned by him long ago, Bai Xia was an accident.If it was someone else, Li Jiashu might be able to leave it alone, but this person is Bai Xia, he really can't do it.

"I haven't left yet, haven't I?" He kissed Bai Xia's forehead, and the latter shyly rubbed against his shoulder, with flushed cheeks, like a kitten, extremely cute.

Although Li Jiashu said so, Bai Xia knew that since he had made a decision, it would not be long.Thinking of Li Jiashu's leaving, Bai Xia's nose turned sour, and she almost couldn't hold back her tears.

"Xiaxia..." Li Jiashu called his name, as if holding a treasure in his hand, cautiously, "No matter where I go, I will never leave you behind."

Bai Xia hummed in a low voice as a response, and if he said more, he was afraid that he would not be able to hold back his tears.

If possible, Bai Xia would like to be with him regardless, even if the road ahead is difficult.

But he can't, he still has grandma, and grandma's expectations.

He has never been less burdened than anyone else.

When Bai Xia's body was completely warmed up, Li Jiashu was willing to let him go, and Bai Xia realized that she had been in his arms just now, and now that he saw him, she blushed in embarrassment.

The sad things became more and more sad the more they thought about them, the two of them simply didn't think about it, and chatted on the bed in Li Jia's tree house.

The third year of junior high school and the third year of senior high school are both critical periods for entering a higher school. The school only gives one day off each week, and there are endless practice questions. This kind of time is too extravagant for the two of them, especially for Bai Xia.

So every Sunday Li Jiashu went to visit Bai Xia, watched him do his homework, and sang to him when he was tired from writing. The two of them fought and fought, which relieved the heavy pressure brought by their studies.

In school, Li Jiashu never shied away from the relationship between the two, and often walked on the playground with his arms around him, which made Bai Xia feel uncomfortable.But in the eyes of others, it's just that the two have a good relationship, and no one thinks about other aspects.

Once Li Jiashu took advantage of no one in the corridor at noon, and kissed him on the cheek. Fortunately, Bai Xia reacted quickly, and the kiss just brushed his cheeks, but it still scared Bai Xia, staring at the two big ones. His eyes warned him not to act recklessly, but he didn't know that his threat had no weight in Li Jiashu's eyes.

Time goes by minute by minute, and the days seem long and tormented when solving problems, but when two people stay together, time seems to fly by, and it is never enough.

Bai Xia went to bed later and later. She used to go to bed at ten o'clock, but now it's eleven o'clock and she's still reading at night.Li Jiashu stayed with him all afternoon, and was called home by Aunt Li during dinner.Bai Xia also felt that this was inappropriate. Although Li Jiashu didn't like to study, he had other hobbies. Always taking time out to be with him would inevitably waste his time. I told him several times, but Li Jiashu didn't take it seriously.

Right now, Bai Xia was turning on a desk lamp, and was thinking hard about this math problem. As soon as he had an idea, he became sleepy, yawning one after another, and he fell asleep on his arm after a while.

Suddenly Bai Xia woke up from his dream, he slept very lightly, just now he vaguely heard the sound of someone knocking on the glass.Bai Xia's heart skipped a beat, could it be that there are thieves?

Sure enough, within a few seconds, the voice sounded again.His desk is facing the glass, but now the curtains are drawn, so he can't see outside.

Just as Bai Xia was looking for self-defense tools, a familiar voice came from outside the window, "Xia Xia, are you asleep?"

It's Li Jiashu.

Bai Xia was taken aback, it was so late now, why he... didn't have time to think about it, Bai Xia hurriedly opened the window, and sure enough, he saw Li Jiashu grinning at him.

"Brother Jiashu, why are you here?"

"I know Xia Xia hasn't slept yet."

Two days ago, Bai Xia caught a cold, and today he felt better. Before he left, Li Jiashu told him to go to bed early, but he knew that Yi Bai Xia would not rest until he finished his homework.When Li Qinsheng fell asleep, he sneaked out to take a look, and sure enough, the lights in Bai Xia's room were still on.

In the north, it's almost November and the weather is already cold. Bai Xia was going to open the door for him, but was stopped by Li Jiashu.

"I'm coming to see you."

Bai Xia knew that she had made him worry, so she hurriedly explained, but the more anxious she became, the more she couldn't explain clearly, which made Li Jiashu laugh out loud.

"I'm going to sleep right away..."

Li Jiashu poked his head in, and Bai Xia put his hands on the desk.While talking, Li Jiashu took the opportunity to peck lightly on his lips.

Caught off guard, Bai Xia packed her schoolbag in shame, not looking at him.

"Good night, Xia Xia."