To Xia Xia

Li Jiashu just still hugged Bai Xia tightly, leaving him speechless for a while. He was still rejecting the other party just now, but now he is in such a mess.He looked at Bai Xia so sad, his heart ached so much, but he was the culprit.When Bai Xia is sad, he will also be sad. When Bai Xia is sick, he will be anxious. When Bai Xia cries, he will be distressed. ?

Maybe Bai Xia is right, he likes Bai Xia, but not as much as he imagined.

Can he abandon everyone's strange eyes for Bai Xia?Can he stagger his working hours in order to accompany Bai Xia?He couldn't do it, Li Jiashu asked himself, even such a trivial matter as a scandal, he couldn't make the decision.

He was careless and never careful, so he never thought about how much pressure Bai Xia was under when he was with him.But Bai Xia didn't say anything, as long as he had time, he would wait for him to go home, to the home that only belonged to the two of them.He is like a person who prays for rain, praying devoutly all the time, but never knows when the rain will come.

And I am that rain, Bai Xia will be very happy after a drop or two.

"No, I won't let you go!" He knew that if he let Bai Xia go today, he would never come back. Even though they still liked each other, this love never had a chance to take root.

"I won't let you go." Li Jiashu rubbed hands with him, holding his hand behind him without letting go, "I know I have done a lot of things to make you sad, and I can't tell the priority, I always think about it. Work and work, I always want to be strong, but I ignore your feelings. In the future, I will learn how to love someone, which will give you a sense of security... Trust me, okay?"

Bai Xia lowered his head and didn't speak. He was too angry just now to turn over the old score with Li Jiashu. After all, those past things have passed, but even now, even at this second, he is still afraid.There are so many people in the world who love Li Jiashu. They are young, crazy, and can do anything for him. The accumulation of their love is about to overwhelm Bai Xia so much that he can't even breathe.

"I shouldn't have said such things to you and made you sad. Everything I said last night was sincere, not a single word was false, and what I did to you was definitely not because I was drunk...also I can't say that, it's because I'm drunk that I have the courage to do it, do you know how many times I've thought about it? I want to push you down and enter hard, make you cry and beg for mercy, and call my name... ..”

"Stop talking!" Li Jiashu was powerless to fight against Bai Xia once he played the rogue, blushing with shame, this is an eternal law.

Li Jiashu skipped the part that is not suitable for children, "If I didn't drink too much, I really wouldn't dare, but I swear, what I said to you was sincere, and I never lied to you. You have to believe me if you tell the truth after drinking." ..."

I don't know about others, but Li Jiashu's coaxing skills are excellent in Bai Xia, every time Bai Xia is coaxed by him, he doesn't know whether what he said is true or not.

"You know how much I like you, don't you?" Li Jiashu whispered into his ear, "You are the most important thing in the future, and nothing will come before you."

Bai Xia could hear that he had misinterpreted his meaning again. He didn't want Li Jiashu to work, make friends, or even spend time with his family. These were normal and should be. He just felt that there were too many things important to Li Jiashu. It's no longer worth mentioning.

He wanted to explain, but felt that he didn't even have the strength to open his mouth, so he just forgot it.

"Trust me and teach me, it's the first time I like someone like this." Unlike Bai Xia, Li Jiashu always has so many nice words.

"Li Jiashu." Bai Xia called his name softly, and the latter immediately responded, waiting for his next words, "For me, you are an elder brother and a lover, and I knew this very clearly last night. .But can you do it? Can you accept being with your own brother?"

Bai Xia's words were very straightforward, and Li Jiashu understood what he meant, and his body stiffened slightly. The most important issue between them was not love or not, but the bond of blood.This is in the blood, engraved in the bone, and cannot be changed.

Just a few seconds of being in a daze has already made Bai Xia aware of it. Sure enough, the word incest is not something anyone can bear. He is obviously more depressed than before. He asked himself a question, and after a few seconds, he muttered, "You can't accept..."

Although Bai Xia didn't say it, Li Jiashu knew that he was worried about the same problem as himself.Sooner or later, they will get married sooner or later, but their relationship can't even come out of the closet, unless they want to be mad at each other.In the end, they can only stay by each other's side for the rest of their lives, without the blessings of their families or the approval of outsiders. This is already their best destination.

"I can! I can accept it!" Maybe he hesitated at first, but if the price of hesitation is losing Bai Xia, he thinks he can accept it.Even Li Jiashu thinks this is not bad, they have the same blood in their bodies, they have a tacit understanding that others do not have, it is brought out from the genes, innate, and they will have a more happy life than others.

Li Jiashu spoke in a hurry, those who didn't know would think that Bai Xia was forcing him, but in fact he was more anxious than Bai Xia, he kissed Bai Xia impatiently to prove his words.

Bai Xia didn't hide or move, but shed tears stubbornly, wet their cheeks.

"Let's do it all over again, shall we?"

How many misplaced loves finally boiled down to a sentence of starting all over again?

Bai Xia didn't know, but they had come to this step.

Fate had written them in a world by mistake, and the two had long been deeply entangled and could not be separated.

Before Bai Xia could answer him, the door opened abruptly, and Li Jiashu remembered what happened to his parents, and the two separated tacitly.Seeing Li's father and mother Li being taken aback, Bai Xia seemed embarrassed.

Li's father and Li's mother were also taken aback when they saw Bai Xia, but Li's father quickly realized, "Xiao Xia is here? Just right, I..."

Li Jiashu naturally knew what he was going to say, but the timing was too bad, just as he was about to intercept his father's words, before he could speak, Bai Xia spoke first, "I'm going back to school first."

He didn't look at anyone, and he didn't know who he was talking to.

Father Li was taken aback, obviously not expecting it, but seeing Bai Xia's expression was not very good, he thought that Li Jiashu had already told him the matter and wanted to keep him, but was cut off by Li Qinsheng, "Aren't you going downstairs to watch chess? Hurry up, there will be no seats for a while."

Father Li is a chess fan, and when he saw someone playing chess, he couldn't move his eyes away, and he forgot about the business when he heard it, so he happily went down.

Li Jiashu heaved a sigh of relief after he left, and directly put on a coat over his nightgown to chase after Bai Xia.Normally, he would not dare to go because of Li Qinsheng, but now that he has been smashed, there is nothing to care about.

Li Qinsheng didn't let him go, she could only vaguely feel that the two had quarreled, as to why, she didn't know, but Li Qinsheng knew that Bai Xia was not the kind of person who likes to play with his temper, the problem must still be with his son.

"Forget it, I'm old too, I can't control you anymore." Li Qinsheng sat down, she felt sadder than anyone else, but how could this kind of thing be stopped, not to mention that the two of them have been able to go all the way to the present. Easy, "But don't let your dad know about it, he has high blood pressure, in case something bad happens..."

When Li Jiashu heard her let go, he was so happy that he didn't know what to say for a while, "I know, you should also pay attention to your body!"

"Have you quarreled with Xiao Xia?"

Li Jiashu nodded, and briefly explained what happened recently.

Li Qinsheng slapped him before he finished listening, "Why are you such a mess?!"

Li Jiashu felt wronged, Bai Xia didn't hit him, but his mother did.Li Qinsheng slapped again when he heard what happened this morning, but he was a little weaker than before, "How can you say that, Xiao Xia is so sad!"

"Mom, I really know I'm wrong. I'm not asking for forgiveness. You're here." Li Jiashu felt a little wronged. Originally, Bai Xia was about to agree to him, but he was disturbed by the second elder and the first.He rubbed his face and thought about the business, "Are you really going to recognize Xia Xia?"

Li Qinsheng also hesitated. Originally, she was quite undecided on this matter, but now with the relationship between the two of them, she definitely couldn't do it. "Why do you still admit it? You've already reached this point."

It's hard to get over the water, separating them now is a kind of torture for Li Jiashu and Bai Xia, especially for Bai Xia.This is the same bastard as Li Jiashu's excuse of drinking too much when he was asleep.

"That news..." Li Qinsheng saw it early this morning, and only now came to Xingshi to inquire about the crime.

Li Jiashu explained: "I drank too much last night, Xia Xia sent me back, and I was photographed."

"How long have you lived together?" Li Qinsheng didn't bother to beat around the bush, and simply asked all the questions she wanted to ask, "Did you live together when I came back last time?"

Li Jiashu was holding the biscuits on the table for breakfast. Seeing his mother being so straightforward, he almost choked, "It's not considered cohabitation. He usually lives in the dormitory, so he only comes here on Saturdays and Sundays. I'm busy with work, so I can't meet up often." " He remembered what Bai Xia said, and realized that it was true. He hadn't been with Bai Xia well for so long, and Li Jiashu remembered the scene of him watching TV by himself every time without turning on the light. "Xia Xia knows that you have a bad heart. When you came last time, he actually cared a lot. He even called me to ask about my situation. He was afraid that you wouldn't like him, so he didn't dare to see you."

Li Qinsheng was a little annoyed when he heard his words, no wonder Bai Xia always lowered his head when he saw her, "Xiao Xia... how can I not like him!"

A light flashed in Li Jiashu's head, "Mom, do you want to hear Xia Xia call you mom?"

Li Qinsheng was startled, of course she thought about it, no mother would want to, but... Bai Xia might not be willing.He looks introverted, but in fact he has a stubborn temper.

Li Jiashu put on his clothes again and said, "Sooner or later, he will be your son or your daughter-in-law!"

Li Qinsheng saw that he was running the train with his mouth full, he looked like a ruffian, he was very strange, but he was right.

"Where are you going?" Li Qinsheng asked.

Li Jiashu had already changed his shoes, and waved at her impatiently at the door, "Go after my wife!"

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