To Xia Xia

Like five thunderbolts, Li Jiashu was stunned in place, his legs were as heavy as lead, and he couldn't move.

"What did you say?"

In the end, he turned around and asked Bai Xia who was also stunned.

Bai Xia lowered her head and didn't dare to look directly at his questioning expression. Just now she was too excited to speak insincerely, but the secret that should have been hidden in her heart forever has been exposed to the sun.

"I……"

"You were joking just now, right?" Li Jiashu smiled, turned around and took a few steps forward, putting his hands on Bai Xia's shoulders.It was as if nothing had happened between the two of them just now.

As long as Bai Xia denies it, they can still go back to the past.

"It's not a joke, I really like you."

Bai Xia didn't deny it.

He knew that once this layer of paper glass was pierced, no matter what he did, it would be useless.

The hands that were on his shoulders retracted quickly like an electric shock. Bai Xia's heart was as cold as the snow in the twelfth lunar month, and she lowered her eyes and said nothing. Li Jiashu knew that this action hurt him, but now he couldn't care about his feelings.

"You and I……"

Li Jiashu didn't know what to say for a moment, hesitating incoherently, he finally turned and left without saying anything.

Bai Xia curled up in the corner, buried half of her face in her arms, her sleeves were soaked unknowingly.What happened today was far beyond his imagination. He didn't intend to hurt anyone, but he just hurt everyone......

Li Jiashu fled back to the classroom, Wen Xi saw that his face was green and pale, completely different from just now, and asked him worriedly what happened.

Li Jiashu himself hadn't digested what happened just now, and now he just wanted to calm down by himself, so he asked Wen Xi to go back to his seat first, and went out again before his stool was warmed up.

Naturally, no one could be found for the next evening self-study.

Also needing to calm down is Bai Xia, he has been staring at the cracks on the blackboard for half a class, but fortunately it is evening self-study, there is no teacher in class, the students are all studying with their heads down, no one can see that something is wrong with him.

After school, Bai Xia habitually walked towards the carport with his head lowered. He didn't remember anything until it was almost there. He and Li Jiashu had a deadlock, how could it still be the same as before?

"Bai Xia!" He was about to turn around and leave when he heard someone calling his name from behind.

When Bai Xia turned her head, she saw a figure standing under the street lamp.

Of course, not Li Jiashu.

"Brother Meng Chen." Bai Xia walked over to say hello.

Li Mengchen and Li Jiashu are young, so they have a good relationship with Bai Xia, "Jiashu has something to do today, let me take you back."

Sure enough... just as Bai Xia guessed right.

"I can just go back by myself." Bai Xia was embarrassed to trouble others, after all, Li Mengchen was Li Jiashu's friend, not his.

It takes two to ten minutes to ride a bicycle from school to home. If you walk faster on the small road, you can walk for four to ten minutes.

Li Mengchen saw that he was really walking towards the school gate by himself, so he hurriedly pushed his bicycle to chase him. Li Mengchen was born tall and tall, and caught up with Bai Xia within two steps.

"It's getting so dark, it's not safe for you to go back by yourself." What's more, he would definitely choose a small road when he walked home, and the street lights there were remote and dim, so he couldn't bear such a big responsibility if something happened. "Come on quickly, I will ride fast, and I will be there in a while."

Bai Xia hesitated for a moment, looking at the familiar car not far away, its owner didn't know where it was, but in the end it couldn't hold back Li Mengchen.

Seeing his sad face, Li Mengchen remembered that Li Jiashu also had the same expression just now, and sighed lightly, wondering what the two of them were awkward about.

The next day, Bai Xia woke up very early. He packed his schoolbag and went to school by himself instead of looking for Li Jiashu.

As usual, he didn't see Li Jiashu that day, as if this person had never appeared in his life.

Bai Xia knew that Li Jiashu was avoiding him, and he also didn't know how to face Li Jiashu, but it would be too cruel to take a person out of his life from now on.

Perhaps, they need to speak clearly.

Ever since he realized this, Bai Xia began to organize his words, how to explain clearly to him, how to explain, how to apologize... He even thought out every action.

But Li Jiashu deliberately avoided him. Bai Xia looked for him several times, and no one was there. He hadn't seen him go to the cafeteria in the past few days, and even if he asked them, no one in the class said he knew.

Every time, Bai Xia would return to the classroom disappointed, with a sad face, as if she were a different person from before.

One day, it was almost ten o'clock when Bai Xia came home. Grandma Bai worriedly asked him why he came back so late. Bai Xia didn't want to worry the old man, so she explained that she forgot the time while doing homework at school.In fact, he didn't want to trouble others and walked back by himself.

The first person who couldn't stand it was Li Mengchen.

That day, Li Mengchen and Li Jiashu were playing basketball, and Bai Xia happened to see them.It was hard to find someone, and this time he had to speak clearly, but Bai Xia couldn't go up and disturb him, so he had to wait for them to end.Li Mengchen saw Bai Xia early in the morning, and thought that the two had reconciled, so he didn't think much about it.Unexpectedly, when the two of them finished playing, Li Jiashu stopped him when he was about to go up to say hello.

Then Li Jiashu walked past him as if he hadn't seen Bai Xia, took the water from Wen Xi's hand, and the two walked towards the classroom while talking and laughing.

Li Mengchen saw Bai Xia standing there in embarrassment, clenched his fists but couldn't say anything.

"Fuck, what do you mean by that?"

Li Mengchen ran a few steps to catch up with the two, and pushed Li Jiashu regardless of Wen Xi's presence.

"What do you mean?" Li Jiashu pretended not to know what happened, but the expression on his face betrayed him.

"Bai Xia, what's the matter with you?"

"This is our business, it has nothing to do with you."

There was no way to explain this matter, not to mention that now that Wen Xi was next to him, Li Jiashu didn't want to quarrel with his buddies in front of his girlfriend.

"What do you mean it has nothing to do with me?" Li Mengchen really couldn't stand it this time. Recently, Li Jiashu's behavior made him very puzzled. Originally, it was expressly forbidden to fall in love in the third year of high school. all know.His attitude towards Bai Xia was even more strange. He used to be obedient and obedient to each Xia Xia, and even he had goose bumps all over his body when he heard it, but now he doesn't even pay attention to anyone he sees.

It would make sense if the two really broke up, but Li Jiashu still asks him to send Bai Xia home every day, isn't that contradictory?

"I can't tell, anyway, don't worry about it."

Li Jiashu was impatient with his questioning, originally he didn't want to mention this matter again, but Li Mengchen kept asking him.After finishing speaking, Wen Xi and Wen Xi went back to the classroom.

Li Mengchen was so angry that he cursed and kicked the plastic bottle to the side of the trash can.

After school, Li Jiashu thought about it seriously while enjoying the cool breeze on the playground.

He never thought, nor did he dare to think, that Bai Xia would actually like him.The person he grew up watching and only knew how to follow behind his ass and let him bully him while smiling foolishly would actually like him.

Li Jiashu remembered that once two years ago, he climbed up a tree to catch a cicada, and when he got down, he was accidentally cut by a branch. Bai Xia burst into tears when he saw it, as if the wound was on his own body.Li Jiashu didn't feel any pain at first, but he felt a dull pain when he cried like this. The seriousness of Bai Xia bandaging his wound is still fresh in his memory.

Another time, it was also summer.Bai Xia was weak since he was a child, Grandma Bai didn't let him go into the water, he swam in the river, Bai Xia could only watch on the bank, with his legs dangling in the river, feeling the coolness.Suddenly he had a thought, wanting to play tricks on Bai Xia, and while he turned his head, Li Jiashu disappeared into the water.When Bai Xia turned around, she realized that he had disappeared, only ripples on the water surface.After waiting for more than ten seconds, Bai Xia still didn't see him coming to the surface of the water. She panicked and shouted his name. After waiting for a few more seconds, there was still no response. Bai Xia burst into tears, completely forgetting that she couldn't swim at all, and wanted To jump down and save him.Li Jiashu knew that he had made a joke, so he quickly surfaced, and Bai Xia was already half submerged in the water.After that time, Li Jiashu never dared to joke with him again.

one more time...

Li Jiashu thought about it, and smiled imperceptibly.

Damn, he slapped his forehead hard, what was he thinking!