To Xia Xia

Bai Xia went back to school in the afternoon, and put Dongdong in the pet shop downstairs before leaving. Dongdong still seemed a little reluctant to part with him, hooking his white sweater and not letting go.The owner of the pet shop is a young man who is easy to get along with, and carefully put Dongdong into the cat cage.

Unexpectedly, Shen Xingye was also in the dormitory, Bai Xia thought he would not be back until Sunday night.Shen Xingye was playing games with Shu Chengwen back to back, wearing headphones, the sound inside was deafening.

Bai Xia's footsteps were light, and the two of them had a great time playing, without even noticing that he came in. When the game was over, Shu Chengwen got up to drink water, and was startled.

"Xiaobai, when did you come back?" Shu Chengwen always speaks with the taste of his hometown, and likes to add a modal particle such as ah oh at the end.

Bai Xiaxin has read more than ten pages of the book he borrowed, and he didn't want to appear too insignificant, so he replied: "I just came back."

Shu Chengwen scratched his head in embarrassment, and took a glass of water, "I was too involved in the game and didn't pay attention, why don't you play with us, just because there are only a few teammates missing!"

How could Bai Xia know this, besides he hasn't bought a computer yet, pointing to the book in his hand, he shook his head at Shu Chengwen.The two were talking, when Shen Xingye let out an angry wailing voice, "Damn! Ye Ze, what did you mean just now, you didn't even save me when I was dead!"

Not knowing what was said on the other end, Shen Xingye angrily threw the earphones aside.

"Oh, you can't do that, the three of us cooperated pretty well just now." Shu Chengwen said.Ye Ze took the lead just now, and he couldn't protect himself, but if he pulled away and gave Shen Xingye a resurrection, they would surely be wiped out as a whole team.

Shen Xingye seemed to be on fire, knowing that he was wrong, "I don't want to play anymore, I want to read and study."

Both Shu Chengwen and Bai Xia couldn't hold back their laughter, Shu Chengwen said: "If you don't play, you don't play. As for spoiling books?"

Shen Xingye rolled his eyes at him in displeasure, he did what he said, immediately shut down the computer and put it away, and read the English book as if there was something to do.But he really couldn't stand it for a second.Although their school isn't a top school, it's not bad either. His grades have been bad all along. In his senior year of high school, he worked so hard to study at the same university as Ye Ze. He has basically forgotten all about it now.He has a registered permanent residence in the city, and his admission score is a little lower than that of Bai Xia and the others. Coupled with his ingenuity that is not on the right path, after a year of hard work, he barely got into this school.He and Ye Ze were able to apply to the same school, but Ye Ze lied about his score, telling his parents that he didn't perform well, and underreported by [-] points.

But so what if it's twenty points less, Xuebaba is still Xuebaba, and the score is still the first in all majors.

If he had known that Ye Ze wouldn't even save him from playing a game, he would have worked so hard to get into the same school as Ye Ze.

Shen Xingye gave up before even 10 minutes, and was ruthlessly laughed at by Shu Chengwen.Shen Xingye was not even in the mood to stay in the dormitory, so he pulled Shu Chengwen and Bai Xia to go out.

Shu Chengwen ruthlessly rejected him, and seemed to be in a good mood to start another game.

The location of their school is not too remote, there are several large shopping malls nearby, Shen Xingye dragged Bai Xia to look for clothes, saying what brand had new styles.

Along the way, Bai Xia didn't say much, she was listening to what Shen Xingye had to say, only occasionally echoing a few words.At the entrance of the mall, he saw a huge poster of Li Jiashu, a brand of men's clothing, hanging in the most conspicuous place of the mall.

Bai Xia couldn't help but stop, took a second look, and wanted to take out his phone to take a picture, but he was a little embarrassed because Shen Xingye was beside him.Seeing that he was absent-minded, Shen Xingye followed his gaze, and it was the brand he wanted to visit.

He watched Bai Xia fascinated, and asked, "Xiao Bai, so you're chasing stars?"

Bai Xia smiled faintly, then denied with a blushing face, "No."

"What's so embarrassing about that?" Shen Xingye said carelessly, "I still like Jay Chou!"

Shen Xingye looked at the huge poster together with him, "My sister has been fascinated by this man recently, what's his name?"

"Li Jiashu." Bai Xia narrowed his eyes into a crooked slit, and this was the first time he called him by his name in front of others, "His name is Li Jiashu."

"Yes, that's the name. I hear my sister talking about it every day. Don't say it, he looks pretty good, but he's not my type. I've never heard of singing, so I can't comment..." Shen Xingye The whole conversation couldn't stop, "The one he's wearing seems to be a new one, and it feels pretty good."

Bai Xia turned on the camera with her mobile phone to take pictures. Tired of walking, Shen Xingye sat down on the steps next to him, shaking his legs and said, "I really didn't realize that you are still chasing stars." It was quite impressive.

Bai Xia didn't go around the school much, and only followed them out to eat hot pot once, not in this direction, just now I know there are so many shopping malls nearby.To be honest, it was quite awkward for two big boys to go shopping in the mall, but Shen Xingye didn't feel it at all, as if he was used to it.They looked at the several houses on the first floor, but Shen Xingye didn't like any of them, so they went to the one on the second floor that they saw just now.

Bai Xia has nothing to look at, one is that he has no shortage of clothes to wear, and the other is that the clothes here are a bit too expensive.

Shen Xingye took a sweater to try on, while Bai Xia was waiting for him outside, and casually picked up the fashion magazine beside him to read.The title page is the poster I saw just now.

Bai Xia turned his head down, it was hard for him to express how he felt right now.

Probably low self-esteem.

The inferiority complex engraved in the bone.

He never felt like this when he was with Li Jiashu, because all he saw was Li Jiashu who took off all the glamor and was just an ordinary Li Jiashu. He never knew what he looked like standing on the stage, confident and glamorous , Owning the whole world, Bai Xia is just one of the millions of people in front of him.

Just looking at the poster hanging in the middle of the mall, he felt that the distance between them had been stretched tens of thousands of miles.

He is cautious, he treats the weak as treasures, and tries his best to protect their relationship.Bai Xia would never be able to do what Shen Xingye did to Ye Ze, so unscrupulous, without any pretense, because he knew Ye Ze would not leave him.But Bai Xia couldn't do it.

He was afraid that Li Jiashu would leave.

He loves everything about him, but all he has is Li Jiashu after returning home at the last point.

It doesn't matter if it's due to personality, experience, or family, but in the end, Bai Xia has created such a sensitive and inferior heart.He deliberately avoided Li Jiashu under the spotlight, and he didn't ask about his job, just because he was afraid, afraid of seeing that they were never a good match.

Bai Xia barely stood on tiptoe to reach the ordinary Li Jiashu, how hard would he have to try to kiss that tall Li Jiashu?

"Xiaobai, do you have any clothes you like?" Shen Xingye went to the counter to check out the clothes he tried on just now. Seeing that Bai Xia shook his head, he felt a little regretful, "Aren't you really going to buy it? It's [-]% off."

Thinking about it, he took another one size up.

"No." Bai Xia shook her head again, grinned at him, put down the magazine in her hand, waited for him to pay the bill, and they went back to school together.

Bai Xia thought, he really can't buy a piece of clothing with a month's living expenses.