To Xia Xia

He finished listening to the song with tears in his eyes, not knowing whether it was because of happiness or what.

Later, he asked his classmates to help him download the song to his mobile phone. When he was free, he listened to it repeatedly. He always felt that it was not as good as Li Jiashu sang to him that afternoon.

The album cover of that song was a photo that Bai Xia had never seen before, and it was much prettier than the one he secretly took. In the photo, Li Jiashu was sitting on the grass, holding a guitar in his hand, and smiling softly.

Bai Xia thought of Li Jiaping, and Li Jiashu sang to him with a guitar, only to realize that it was three years ago.

This incident caused quite a stir in the show business circle, but it had no impact on Bai Xia's life. He still went to and from class, ate and slept as before, except that there was an extra song on his phone.

One day during class, he was lying on the table to catch up on sleep, when he suddenly heard this name, he woke up suddenly, and a few girls at the back table were having a lively discussion, and Bai Xia realized that he was really popular.

Li Jiashu finally became the Li Jiashu of thousands of people, and Bai Xia was still Li Jiashu's Bai Xia.

It rained heavily in the college entrance examination last year, and it was also cloudy the year before last, and it was also cloudy this year, but before Bai Xia entered the examination room, it suddenly cleared up. The sun penetrated the clouds and fell on the candidates. He raised his head and felt dizzy.

No matter how many times he simulated it, it was useless, but he was still nervous when he came to the examination room, and Bai Xia was the same, he didn't perform supernormally, it could only be said that he performed normally.

He didn't go to the class's graduation trip. I heard that he went to the ancient town that he and Li Jiashu had been to before.He always wore that ring around his neck, and when he missed Li Jiashu, he put it in his palm and kissed it.

Bai Xia has found a summer job, and it will take two days before she can go to work.In the past two days with my grandma at home, I inevitably went to buy some oil, salt, soy sauce and vinegar. I ran out more and met Li Qinsheng more often.

Li Qinsheng was also taken aback when he saw him, and asked him how he did in the exam.Bai Xia always felt that she loathed him in her heart, but she didn't expect that she would remember when she took the college entrance examination.

"The results won't come out until a few days later." Bai Xia lowered her head and dared not look at her.

Li Qinsheng hadn't seen Bai Xia for a long time. After he went to high school, he often lived in the school and didn't come back very often. When he met him, he also avoided Li Qinsheng and walked away. She also felt very uncomfortable.

For a while, Li Qinsheng was thinking about them day and night. If it wasn't for him and Li Jiashu, it wouldn't be where it is today.

"Our Xia Xia's grades are so good, there's no problem." Li Qinsheng liked him from the bottom of his heart, "Our family has another college student, where do you plan to apply?"

When she was a child, she liked to talk about our Xiaxia, that the Li family and the Bai family were not separated, they were all one family.When she said this, Bai Xia felt even more guilty.

Naturally, Bai Xia wanted to go to Li Jiashu. He estimated the points. There were two schools in City B who could make the cut, but Li Qinsheng would be sad if he knew, so Bai Xia pursed his lips and said, "I don't know yet, I plan to wait until the division is made.”

Li Qinsheng didn't think much about it, and just told him, "When you apply for volunteers, tell Auntie to ask Brother Jialin to choose for you. That kid doesn't have a high score, but he will choose a school."

She is being modest. Li Jialin's score was close to 700 back then, ranking second in the county.Bai Xia nodded and forced a smile at her, the soy sauce bottle in his hand was almost pushed out of the hole by him.

"Xiaoxia...Auntie didn't blame you for that incident."

Bai Xia shuddered, he thought that Li Qinsheng would never bring up that matter again, for a strong person like her, what they did was simply a great shame to her.But Li Qinsheng didn't blame him.

"You are young, whoever has done nothing wrong, just change it." She said it lightly, as if the traces of a pencil can be easily erased by an eraser, "You still have a long way to go."

Bai Xia understood what she meant, but how should she tell her?How can I tell this middle-aged woman with fine lines at the corners of her eyes and white hair growing in her hair, who is looking forward to her son's family and career, that I just want to be with your son?

He didn't know what to say, and he didn't dare to speak. He knew that Li Qinsheng had a bad heart.

"We...have lost contact."

Li Qinsheng seemed relieved, "Auntie still treats you as her son. You and Jiashu can still be good friends, why...why must it be that kind of relationship!"

Bai Xia was in a daze for two days, so he didn't have time to think about it. His roommate helped him find a summer job, and Bai Xia didn't feel too tired when there were people working together in the dormitory.

The results came out very quickly, ten points higher than Bai Xia's previous estimate, and Li Qinsheng really asked Li Jialin to help him choose a school.There is no computer at home, so Bai Xia made an appointment to go to a classmate's house to volunteer, but was dragged to Li's house by Li Jialin.He stood at the door and didn't dare to go in. The last time he came was a long time ago, the time they kissed was seen by Li Qinsheng.

Li Qinsheng didn't say anything, and entertained him warmly, just like before.Bai Xia insisted on reporting her first and second volunteers to City B. When she left, Li Qinsheng probably heard what Li Jialin said, and her face was not very good, but she still smiled and asked Bai Xia to slow down on the road.

Leaving Li Jiashu's house, Bai Xia felt that she was too selfish, her own happiness was built on the pain of others, could it be considered happiness?

He looked at Li Jiashu's number. He could memorize this string of numbers back and forth, but it had been dusty in the phone's address book and hadn't been clicked for a long time.

He didn't dare to call, he was afraid that Li Jiashu would not answer, he was afraid that Li Jiashu would pick up, he was afraid that they would chat in an unfamiliar tone, and he was afraid that Li Jiashu would have a new life and new people.

But so what, the day Li Jiashu left, they had already broken up.