The Secret of Misfortune and Love

I finally determined that this is a person who runs the train with a mouth full of bubbles. What he said one second will be overthrown the next second. This kind of person should be extremely disgusting, but you can easily see his Deliberately, deliberately trying to attract my attention, or leave something in front of my eyes.

If this is the case, it will not make you feel that this is a rogue, but it is deliberately so because you care about it.

But he probably doesn't know me very well, and he doesn't know that no matter how deliberate it is, I am not very interested in these things. Now let me tell what I am interested in, and I can't say it myself.

After waving my hand, I went straight out and turned left to get on the elevator. These bodyguards would probably laugh at me privately for being such a crippled second-generation ancestor.

I never chat with bodyguards, I am not looking down on them, nor are I mocking them, I think they are very sad, they are all equal lives, but they want to use their bodies as bulletproof/clothes to protect others for their livelihood, someone should call me blind Hypocritical, he was afraid of death and invited someone to come, wasn't he?

I know it is, that's why I never chat with them, because a person like myself who is willing to die for love is not worthy of their protection.

When I arrived at my old house, I noticed something abnormal as soon as I entered the house. I was too sensitive to Ouyang's small universe, but when I heard the voice of my cousin talking, my hairs stood up alertly and my intuition told me that he was sitting opposite him. It was Ouyang, my intuition has always been accurate.

When my cousin saw me coming back, he immediately waved to me: "Xiu, come and sit, why are you back so late?"

The person with his back to me turned his face away, and looked at me with a complicated look. The reason why he said it was complicated was because I couldn't understand his gaze, and also, I always couldn't understand him, otherwise I wouldn't know how to touch him. I don't know what he likes, let myself and him come to this point.

I limped and struggled to move over. I will have to use these adjectives for the rest of my life.

I sat at the farthest place from Ouyang Chenshuo. I didn't say hello to him, so I quietly waited for them to talk with my mouth lowered.

My cousin looked at me meaningfully, "I heard that you got very close to a man recently?"

I'm not at all surprised how my cousin would know about this, he has always been very concerned about my affairs, my cousin naturally knows about it when Han Xiao and I come out to play and usually communicate on the mobile phone.

"Ok!"

"Haha, I thought you would stop looking for a partner for Ouyang's life. It seems that this worry is unnecessary." Cousin laughed.

He must know how embarrassing it would be to say what he said when I was with Ouyang, otherwise he wouldn't say it, yes, my cousin is like this sometimes, so hateful.

I lowered my eyes and looked at the picture of a hundred birds facing a phoenix on the coffee table, hehe, a phoenix on the ground is not as good as a chicken, I said lightly: "I was ignorant before, I am sorry for causing trouble to you."

In fact, I think I am a notebook, and I will record every clear moment of Ouyang. I have always thought that people who are extreme in love are because they love too much, but now I understand that being too extreme in love will make the other party fear .

"So, are you really planning to date that man?" My cousin lowered his legs and stretched his face towards me with interest.

"Well, it's already dating."

He has already taken off his pants and pressed his head to serve me once, so we have started dating. Although I didn't say yes to Han Xiao, and even pretended to be a master and servant, but at this moment in front of Ouyang Chenshuo , but I directly said that we are dating, I probably want to prove to him again that I will not pester him to cause trouble to him anymore.

"Hahaha, good guy, I finally got the hang of it. I talked a lot with your elder brother Chen today. Let's put down your grudges about the past. Because of your matter, the two families almost never communicate with each other. We will continue to walk around in the future. Tomorrow You also go to visit your Uncle Ouyang and Aunt Ouyang, they have always missed you." My cousin is a master who doesn't care about other people's embarrassment.

"Well, I see, then you guys talk first, I'll go upstairs to rest first." I pressed the sofa and tried to get up, but Ouyang, who was diagonally opposite, straightened up and came to help me.

My heart must have been frightened, I got up in a panic and limped away, narrowly dodging his hand that was about to help me, and suppressed a smile that must have been strange, because I didn't know what I wanted at the moment Crying or wanting to laugh, I only know that if he touches me, I will definitely rush into his arms and cry out all the grievances in my heart. I don’t want to be so embarrassing, so I deliberately pulled away Distance: "I'm fine, I can walk steadily, I'm used to it."

Then I turned and went upstairs.

I heard the voice of my cousin laughing and leaning forward and backward, and the words: "Ouyang, what, my heart hurts? The little Lingxiu who saw you can run and jump on your back before is gone!"

I hid in the corner and eavesdropped again, but after waiting for a long time, I didn't get Ouyang's answer. He seemed to be silent.

Finally I got up and wanted to go back to the house, when I heard his dull voice: "Well, everything is my fault."

I went back to the room, tears streaming down my face, how could everything be his fault, obviously, it was all my fault.

At night, I tossed and turned. Do I want to visit Ouyang’s parents tomorrow? Everyone knew that I liked Ouyang Chenshuo since I was a child. At first, Ouyang’s parents were also very distressed about this, and later they even arranged for Ouyang Chenshuo to marry. The twists and turns during this period are nothing As I said, it's normal for parents not to want to see their son having sex, but they also love me very much. Probably no one would have thought that I would commit suicide because of Ouyang's words, and because of that jump, the whole world knew that I love A man loves to the bone.

I heard from Aunt Zou that Ouyang’s parents visited me many times when I was in a coma. Later, I went abroad and didn’t see anyone anymore, and I often received their greeting emails, but I never replied, because the previous emails I don't need my account anymore, and my cousin also protects me closely, preventing everything from Ouyang's family from touching me again.

Turning on the phone, the chat software prompts that a new friend has been added, and it is an account search. Just by looking at the ID, you know it is Ouyang Chenshuo.

He blocked me from the previous account, and without his friend's account, I never used it again.

In the current account, there is no one else except my cousin, Aunt Zou, and a few tutors from college. Oh, I forgot, and Han Xiao who added it a few days ago.

I stared at my friend's reminder for a long time before pressing Confirm.

Not long after, Ouyang sent a chat message.

Ouyang: Are you still asleep?

Me: Well, are you leaving?

Ouyang: Well, we are almost home.

Me: Stop playing with your phone while driving.

Ouyang: It's okay, the driver will drive.

me: ah.

Ouyang: Are you still blaming me?

me: what?

Ouyang: It's nothing. What happened before was because of my brother's fault.

Looking at the word brother, I didn't reply, he waited for a while and sent again.

Ouyang: Why don't you talk, are you asleep?

Me: No, I don’t know what to say, can I not mention the past?You are not bad, you have always been the best in my heart, I was ignorant at that time, just don't blame me.

Ouyang: Xiu... Well, forget it, it’s all over, and I will often come to my brother’s house to play in the future, and the house still always has your favorite mochi and glutinous rice.

I don't know how to describe my mood at the moment, like the feeling that a plastic grocery bag filled with water has been cut open.

After all, I can't say it, my feelings that are about to rot, replied.

Me: Well, okay, I see, let’s chat another day.

Ouyang: Alright, then go to bed early.

He also knew that I love mochi and glutinous rice, and when I was young, I knew that he liked pure dark chocolate, so I gave it to him every day, but I forgot that eating too much of that greasy stuff would make me sick.

Ouyang, you should let me go, you should always keep indifferent to me, you forgot, you have experienced those things, experienced physical connection, you can no longer see me as your younger brother, and I have never regarded you as an elder brother .

When I was about to be torn apart by this heartache, a message saved my life and temporarily relieved the pain.

Han Xiao: Do ​​you have any nice little movies? Send me one. I will work hard to serve you comfortably. If you pat your ass and leave, I will be so uncomfortable.

Me: I don't watch those.

Han Xiao: In a few days, xx city will hold a food festival, shall we go together?

This is a foodie.

I thought about it and replied: "Okay."

Han Xiao: You must not have guessed that I fell off the bed in excitement just now, I thought you would refuse.

Me: Oh, are you so excited, body/inch!Is it?

Han Xiao: Huh? ……………………ha!Stinking rogue.

I pursed the corners of my mouth and laughed, and didn't reply anymore. Seeing the message records where he chattered to me about why he didn't reply, and then talked to himself, I actually forgot the pain and gradually fell into a deep sleep.

The next day.

My cousin ordered someone to prepare gifts early in the morning. It seems that I really want to start walking again with the Ouyang family. Yes, after all, the two families are family friends. The person is Ouyang Chenshuo, wouldn't it be enough for him to relax with his cousin?If I insist on visiting Ouyang's parents, the meaning is too obvious. They all hope that I will regard Ouyang as my brother again and restore the previous relationship.

In fact, everyone understands in their hearts how it is possible to restore the previous relationship, but people have longing for beauty in their hearts.

And this face project, I am not willing to do it, because I still have some B numbers in my heart.

It was ten o'clock in the morning when we arrived at Ouyang's house. Ouyang Chenshuo was at home. He was dressed very casually today. To my surprise, his sweater was still a gift from me back then. It's a limited edition, and I haven't seen him wear it once after I gave it to him.

I was dressed very formally, and Ouyang's parents were still the same as before. They were quite excited to see me, but after seeing the way I walked, distressed and regretful eyes flashed.

Sitting in the hall and chatting about some homely things, they asked about my study status in recent years, while Ouyang Chenshuo sat there quietly smiling, I knew he was looking at me all the time, but I didn’t have the courage to look up to see him.

The lunch is very rich and it is a formal meal.

I sat face to face with Ouyang Chenshuo, I couldn't taste what the food in front of me tasted like, or I forgot it.