sweet heroine

Let me tell you that sometimes you can’t trust men. Just now I cried and said that I have lost the possibility of being a writer, and there is nothing to lose the loveless Oda Tsukuru. I went straight to pick up the children very truthfully. up.

Dad, let me tell you, you are being hypocritical.

Oh man.

Osamu Dazai couldn't see joy or sorrow, he just stared quietly into the distance, as if he was thinking about something.

I leaned in his arms, moved away a little embarrassed, couldn't help raising my head to look at Dazai's face carefully, he was still as handsome as when I first met him, and his curly black hair was my favorite , but completely different from the first time, his brown eyes are staring into the distance at this moment.

It didn't stick to me like it used to.

Well, it turns out that my boyfriend is neither a sweetheart nor a disabled person. I really don't know what kind of mind I'm fucking with.

I couldn't help stretching out my hand and shaking his clothes, Dazai then turned his gaze to me, I wanted to slap him at first, but when I looked at his face, I felt reluctant.

Well, I am such a face control, I can't cure it.

My boyfriend's face is really the best in the world. Seeing that face really makes me eat two more bowls of rice.

But I was so angry for not answering my phone, I was so angry that I complained hoarsely, and couldn't help but punched him in the chest, "Why didn't you answer the phone?"

Dazai Osamu did not clenched my fist as usual, but sighed, "Xiao Yu."

Immediately I felt bad, women are really very sensitive to this, I looked at him nervously and asked in a low voice, "What's wrong?"

Osamu Dazai looked at me and showed a gentle smile. He still held me in his arms and asked me, "Xiao Yu, do you like me?"

He carefully observed my every expression, and the hands holding me tightened involuntarily, and I even felt a little tense all over my body.

I was stunned for a moment. If it was before, I would have answered in the affirmative, but now I am completely stopped by the question that the other party popped up.

Like it?I like him?

Is it Osamu Dazai in front of you?

There was a trace of uncertainty in my heart, I hesitated, and he murmured, "Sure enough..."

He seemed to be proving something, his brown pupils stared deeply at me, and I seemed to see a kind of complete destruction when I met those eyes, even full of despair and pain.

Osamu Dazai smiled, "Xiaoyou won't accept me after seeing this."

No, it's just that there are too many things today that I haven't reacted to yet.

After all, my cute little sweetheart boyfriend has evolved into an inhumane and cruel gangster cadre today, and even got involved in such a violent incident that even killed children. Isn't the contrast a bit big?

Feeling guilty, he turned his eyes away, Dazai Osamu sighed, "Sure enough."

He hugged me like he was hugging driftwood, which made me a little breathless. His embrace smelled as good as before, but it also carried a hint of destruction. "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Xiaoyou, for letting you encounter such a thing."

"Really sorry."

As if punishing himself, he kept apologizing to me.

"Xiaoyou, will you be happy if you leave me?"

I was taken aback by the other party's sudden question, then I suddenly raised my head and looked at the other party stupidly.

Dazai showed a very sad smile, he touched my head again, hugged me and put his chin on top of my head, "Yuu, I'm sorry."

The other party's hot breath made me a little confused for a while, he dragged the back of my head, and said to me word by word, "Xiaoyou, let's separate."

I was stupid then.

The whole person stared at him in a daze, and after a long time, he heard his own voice stuttering and asking, "Why...why?"

"I... am I fierce?" Is it because I am fierce that he doesn't answer the phone?But, I'm really angry. I'm really worried about him. I'm worried that he'll be so fierce. I... I didn't intend to kill him.

I wanted to raise my head and try to look at him, but the back of my head was held tightly by the other party, unable to move. I took a deep breath of the breath around his neck, and couldn't help but feel the pain in my throat was severe. Open mouth is crying.

"I... I won't kill you anymore, woo woo woo..."

Osamu Dazai didn't let me raise my head to look at him, and I don't know what his expression is at the moment, I only know that he hugs me like a vexatious child.

"Sorry, Yuu."

"Why?" I couldn't accept it, and lowered my head sadly, my eyes were blurred by tears.I asked him crying, "Is there something wrong with me?"

At this moment, I didn't realize that he was actually a completely different person from my impression. I still couldn't help but act like a baby to him, and said aggrievedly, "Can't I change it?"

"But, but..." I said intermittently, "Obviously Dazai didn't answer the phone first."

I wanted to wipe my tears, only to realize that my hand was wiping my eyes because of bad posture, and I stretched out my hand and hammered the other party's back with anger, tears desperately rubbed on the other party's neck, Dazai Osamu's neck was all mine Tears, I cried and asked him while hammering, "Why?"

He sighed, with a tired tone, "Because, Xiaoyou also wanted to break up with me from the very beginning, didn't she?"

His rhetorical question made me freeze in place, yes, because I also thought about breaking up with him.

At this moment, I couldn't help crying anymore, hammering his back while crying, and shouted hoarsely, "I hate you!"

Rubbing back and forth on his neck while crying, "Woooooo..."

"how could you do this!"

At the end of the cry, I was so tired that I lost all strength, and when I woke up, I was already lying on my bed at home.Smelling the pleasant smell of the quilt, I lay on the bed for a long time.

I... broke up with Dazai?

Holding the quilt, I stared blankly at the ceiling in a daze. Is my first relationship just gone?I couldn't help but bit the corner of the quilt and whimpered.

Before I could secretly cry again, I only heard the knock on the door. I didn't bother to pay attention to him, but then I thought about it, if it was Dazai, maybe he regretted it.

I dragged my exhausted body down from the bed, what clothes I was wearing before I passed out from crying, but what clothes I was wearing now.

When I moved to the door and opened it, I was still thinking if Dazai really regretted it, what should I say?Hmph, you still can't let me go after all, I won't forgive you, Dazai, you are not a human being!

damn thing!Sorry for not answering my call!

But when I opened the door, it turned out to be a suffocatingly beautiful young man with orange hair.

The young man in the hat raised his eyebrows when he saw me, and the hoarse voice made me feel so pleasant for the first time, "You fool, you are here."

The young man who knocked on the door clenched his black-gloved fist, with an unnatural expression on his face, "Isn't this a good life? Really, where is that guy Dazai?"

Immediately, I couldn't help it, how could it be him!

Tears flowed down again involuntarily, and Nakahara Nakaya was still clenching his fists to cover his expression, but he was frightened and dumbfounded all of a sudden, "You...why are you crying again!"

My tears kept streaming down. He was like a cat whose tail was stepped on. Zhong Yuanzhong also showed an irritable expression. He rubbed his hat roughly and asked me, "Why are you crying again!?"

"Where is that guy Dazai?" He couldn't help but continue to ask, and then stabbed my heart crazily, "Did that guy be given by Mimic..."

Wow!I couldn't help closing the door with a slam, crying and leaning against the door while wiping tears, "Who... who wants to see you!"

"Huh? What?" Zhongyuan Zhong also asked outside, "What do you mean? Come out and explain clearly!"

"Get lost!" Although I know Nakahara Naka is also innocent, but now I really want to vent my anger on everyone who knows Dazai, even Odasaku who is an idiot in front of me will probably be called an idiot by me.

You guys are so inappropriate, I hate the Mafia the most, if I knew it, I wouldn’t have revived them, why did you treat me like this!

Why break up with me!I... I'm not ready to break up with you yet.

I hugged my knees and cried uncontrollably, Nakahara Chuya felt like he was going crazy outside, "Hey, what's wrong with you!?"

He raised his voice and asked, "Where is Dazai? Is he dead?"

"Wow……"

The other party seemed to have collapsed from my crying, and Zhongyuan Zhong also yelled at me outside, "Hey, I will give you three seconds to open the door for me."

While crying, I cried through the door angrily, "You...you are still fierce to me."

Zhong Yuanzhong was also silent, he seemed to kick the wall angrily, and then couldn't take it anymore, "What's the matter!? Why are you crying? Why do you cry every time you see me!?"

"Hey!"

"I hate you villains the most." I wiped my tears and said to myself with certainty, "I hate you so much."

The interpreter ghost didn't dare to provoke me at all, and huddled in the corner blankly, and came to comfort me when he couldn't help it, "People are also worried about you, it's not good."

I stared at him with red eyes, and took a few steps back, leaning against the wall and sitting on the ground hugging my knees to calm down.

"Dazai Osamu, break up with me."

When I heard my own voice saying this, the outside immediately fell into silence, and it took a long time before I heard a tut.

"So, you cry yourself like this now?"

I was so angry that I started to cry again, and said stammeringly, "You...don't cry yet."

Zhong Yuan was outside the door, spraying my boyfriend for me, oh, ex-boyfriend. "That guy is so over the top, is this the first time you know?"

I suddenly burst into tears again, it was indeed the first time I knew, where did I know that he was such a person before, but, but, I couldn't help crying and said aggrievedly, "Why are you scolding him again. "

Zhong Yuanzhong outside the door also fell silent again. After a long time, he said, "You are such a hopeless fool."

The violent mafia hat brother Nakahara also made such a declaration. He slammed on my door with a fist, "So, let me in now!"