sweet heroine

Osamu Dazai looked at me very softly. He was lying on the hospital bed and looked at me quietly. Dazai’s face was still a little pale after the operation, and the skin on his lips was peeling due to lack of blood. He was so beautiful. The man now looks very bleak, like a crystal, as if it will be smashed in the next second.

"Xiaoyou, I'm sorry."

My voice trembled as soon as I opened my mouth, I don't understand, when did we get into this pattern of killing every time and then apologizing, it's annoying me.

Why does it always start like this, does he really care about me?He clearly knows my ability, why didn't he take me to find Fyodor, at least I can scold that Russian.

"An apology again?"

I looked at him with some disappointment, very, very disappointed, tears fell down in front of us, "Dazai, do you know, I'm so worried."

"Every time, why is Dazai always like this?" I was completely disappointed. In fact, I really wanted to beat Dazai more than Fyodor. They all felt a little stuffy to breathe, "Dazai, I also want to help Dazai share!"

"Aren't we lovers?" Shouldn't lovers confess everything to each other?Going out to find Fyodor is such a big thing, and I have encountered such a big danger, I still heard it from the mouths of others, no, I want to break up if I think about it again!

"Xiaoyou..." Osamu Dazai looked at me blankly for a long time, and then explained in a low voice, "I'm sorry."

Lying on the hospital bed, he blinked his eyes, looked at me and smiled very hard, then smiled and felt a little lost, "I'm sorry, it's also my first time in love, I don't know what to do like this. "

"It's my first time too!" Who said the same thing several times!

It made me laugh angrily, and I couldn't help laughing out loud for a moment. Looking at Osamu Dazai, I couldn't laugh or cry.

I don't know how to proceed.

Osamu Dazai stretched out his hand to me again. I pouted and looked at his slender palms. Seeing him blinking in disappointment, I stretched out a finger reluctantly and hooked him in anger. Osamu Dazai immediately scrambled along the pole, closed his palm very quickly, and grabbed my finger.

"But it's really the first time I've been so happy." Osamu Dazai turned his face sideways, and every time he spoke, it seemed that the smoke cover would be covered with mist. I looked at him and... felt a little distressed, but I didn't want to Let him talk.

Shouldn't I have told him about this at this time, and I felt a little regretful, why I couldn't bear it for a minute, probably because this person is Osamu Dazai.

It was the man who was on the tip of my heart.

"Xiaoyou, really." Dazai Osamu looked at me, and he said with a smile after being slightly dazed, "This is really the first time I have encountered such a thing, so when I encountered this, I just thought Protect Xiaoyou."

"I know, I just know..." Osamu Dazai is such a man, and it can be seen from the world next door that Osamu Dazai is a guy who sacrifices himself and chooses to help others.

He is really too lonely, I don't know how to describe this kind of loneliness, it seems that he will not share many things with others, he will carefully hide in his heart, and then protect his friends in his own way.

Whether it's Oda or me, Osamu Dazai is someone who will never bother others even if he is injured.

In another world, I can see that he is such a lonely person like a wild dog.

"Dazai, I'm serious, I really want to protect Dazai." I walked to his side, and then stretched out my other hand to gently stroke his hair, which was cold on mine. The palm was like black silk, and he lowered his head and kissed his forehead, "No matter what it is, I hope to bear it with Dazai, because aren't we lovers?"

If it is a lover, we will bear it together no matter what the situation is, I stared at him seriously, "I know I am not smart enough, but I also have certain abilities, I really want to protect Dazai...even if I can't, I will It’s fine to scold him with you.”

Insulting him should make each other feel better.

Osamu Dazai laughed out loud, he seemed to have scratched his wound when he laughed, and when he saw that I was particularly anxious, he suppressed him again, but this man was obviously wearing an oxygen mask, but he wanted to act like a spoiled child to me.

"It hurts, Xiaoyou."

He half-closed his eyes and took a breath, looking at me innocently.

I felt distressed all of a sudden, seeing him like this just wanted him to rest early, I must emphasize again why I can't breastfeed my boyfriend.

Is it because of his ability that he is disqualified from the world?

No, I can't take it anymore, I'll go back to the big boss tonight and ask if my ability can be patched.

I can breastfeed anyone, but I can't breastfeed my future husband, I can't bear it!

"Xiaoyou..." Osamu Dazai called me softly again, I was a little annoyed, looking at him now, I wanted to insult the stupid Russians loudly, "What are you doing?"

He coughed and emphasized pitifully, "It really hurts."

Osamu Dazai frowned, looked at me with those beautiful kite-colored eyes, and said softly in his nasal voice, "Xiao Yu, can you come closer."

He showed a flattering smile, and the young man lying on the hospital bed acted like a baby, "I want to hear you scold that guy."

"Fyodor?" I looked at him hesitantly, and then immediately reacted, "Dazai, don't change the subject, why are you going to see him?"

"I don't believe you're unprepared."

My boyfriend is so smart, how could he get shot inexplicably, I don't believe that my boyfriend is not prepared for anything, I immediately squinted my eyes and asked Osamu Dazai, "Do you have any plans?"

"No, I just guessed the person who attacked the president." Dazai Osamu smiled, and then looked at me and said, "If not, there is no way to know the real purpose of this guy."

"The real purpose?"

That's right, this guy has been fighting with us for so long, I still don't know why he hates us so much, he just wants to kill us.

In fact, I always thought that his newspaper...

I stretched out my hand and grabbed Dazai's palm. The temperature in my hand was very cold, maybe it was caused by excessive blood loss.

Osamu Dazai smiled knowingly, "Xiao Yu must be thinking about something again."

"This guy is out to change the world."

I raised my ears and listened very carefully, pulled a chair from the side, then covered Dazai's right hand with both hands, looked at the young man lying on the hospital bed and continued to say to me, "To change this world full of supernatural beings, Because in his eyes, supernatural beings themselves are evil."

I:? ? ?

He is sick!

Is there something wrong with this person? I can't bear to destroy the world of supernatural beings. It's because of such a reason.

Well, sure enough, the logic of neurosis is beyond our comprehension.

"He's sick, how does he know that supernatural beings are the cause of the world's evil." I just want to roll my eyes at him, this sand sculpture Russian, next time I see Fyodor, see if I can scold him.

Osamu Dazai smiled slightly when he saw me, and said softly, "Sure enough, Yuu."

He suddenly spoke to me, and those iris-colored eyes fell on me quietly, "Xiaoyou, why do you think that supernatural beings are not the cause of the world's evil?"

Osamu Dazai's long eyelashes trembled, and his palms became colder and colder, "Is it because Yuu is from a world without supernatural powers?"

Holding Dazai's hand, I froze for a moment, then immediately turned to look at him, "Hey, Dazai, do you know?"

I thought about telling him for a while...

The smile on Dazai Osamu's face was a bit forced, "Because, in fact, I have felt this way since the first time we met, and Xiaoyou's performance was very obvious at that time."

"But I'm absolutely sure that after you came back, there was no way to find Xiaoyou. It really makes me... very sad."

Yes, Dazai is very smart, how could he not see that I am from another world.

His voice lowered, the uncontrollable sadness infected me almost instantly, Osamu Dazai is like a helpless child now, just standing beside him I can feel his empty and fearful expression Inwardly, he looked at me deeply, "Xiaoyou, will you leave this world?"

"Leave me again?"

That trembling voice, maybe it was because of the pain of the wound, maybe it was because of his fear, anyway, Osamu Dazai frowned and looked at me, his iris-colored eyes seemed to be soaked by the moisture in his breath, a little wet.

"Xiaoyou..."

"If this world doesn't have you, what's the point?"

I held his hand, took his slender palm and rubbed it against my face, turned my head and kissed his palm, and then whispered, "Me too, in fact, is this world a place of supernatural powers?" , it doesn’t matter, as long as Dazai is there, it’s all meaning.”

So I don't understand, this Fyodor probably has no friends and lovers at all, does it matter whether there are supernatural powers in this world?

It doesn't matter, what really matters is the people in this world.

I took Osamu Dazai's hand and put it on my face, and while I was sticking it, I watched him smile and look at me. After Dazai heard my words, his whole body seemed to be lit up, "By the way, Yuu, then Can you tell me something about that world?"

He was obviously injured, but he seemed to have infinite power when he said this, Dazai Osamu acted like a baby to me, "There are things in another world."

How does he know that these two are not in the same world! ?

Before I could react, there seemed to be hurried footsteps coming from outside the door, "Dazai!"

A familiar male voice interrupted us, Dazai Osamu and I looked at the door together, and the person who came was Kunikida Doppo.

The blond-haired Mr. Kunikida Doppo gasped, and suddenly said to us with an excited expression, "Are you okay? Fyodor, Fyodor!"

When he saw us, his face changed instantly, and then he calmed down a little, "You guys, it's great..."

Mr. Kunikida, who came all the way in a hurry, stood outside our door and felt a little relaxed all of a sudden. He even staggered when he came to our side.

Huh?

Behind him is Yosano Akiko who also rushed over. She looked at us with complicated and difficult expressions. Kunikida Doppo didn't know what happened. She looked a little depressed. Staggering out the door.

I looked at his back and was still a little worried, and looked at Yosano Akiko suspiciously. She stood not far away and her expression was a little subtle.

"Did something happen?"

Kunikida's expression is not very good.

The eyes of Yosano Akiko diverged for a moment, and then the short-haired woman shook her head at me. I looked back at Dazai with some hesitation, and found that Dazai was also looking out the door with a deep expression on his face.

"Need me to take a look?"

Osamu Dazai looked at me with soft eyes, he seemed to struggle a bit, then smiled and said to me, "It's fine for Yuu to decide."

I thought about it for a while, after all, they came to see us, Yuqing Yuli didn't even say thank you just now, and Mr. Kunikida's condition seems to be not very good, so let's go out and have a look.

As a result, as soon as he walked out of the door, he saw Kunikida Doppo leaning against the wall outside the door, pressing his face with one hand, shutting himself in place alone.

He looked like he was crying silently.

I walked to Mr. Kunikida's side, after thinking about it, I stretched out my hand to hold his shoulder, and found that there were some scars on his body, and I could smell the smell of gunpowder when I got close, so I asked nervously said, "Did something happen?"

When he heard my voice, he seemed to be in a trance when he raised his head, and his expression at that moment was extremely helpless. After a long time, Kunikida Doppo spoke to me suddenly, which almost shocked me, " I have something to ask you for help."

"You...really." He looked at me stretching out his hands and pressed them directly on my shoulders and asked very seriously, "Do you have the ability to resurrect?"

what! ?

What does it mean?Has something happened to someone?