Cannon Fodder Scum Gong's Whitewashing Manual

[I just made a portion for one person, and now I have finished it. ]

[…] The system always feels that the host is playing with the hero, what should I do?

Chu Yan looked down at Shen Muchuan's flushed face for a while, and stretched out his hand to touch it, and found that the temperature on his forehead was extremely hot.

After thinking about it, he went to the bedroom to find a pack of cold medicine and soaked it. Then, holding the steaming cup, he patted the cheek of Shen Muchuan who was sleeping on the sofa.

Shen Muchuan was woken up by his actions, opened his eyes, his face was still a bit dazed, his pupils burned black and bright due to the high fever slowly turned to Chu Yan's face, and said hoarsely: "Brother ……What's wrong with me?"

Chu Yan glanced at him and put the cup on the tea table in front of him: "You have a fever."

Shen Muchuan sat up, his mind seemed to be churned into a mess, and his headache was about to explode, but his consciousness was much clearer.When he moved, the blanket slid off him.

Looking down at the blanket covering his body, Shen Muchuan was stunned for a moment, then looked up at Chu Yan, only to find that he had turned and went to the kitchen.

Shen Muchuan stared blankly at his back for a while, then reached out to pick up the cold medicine on the table, lowered his head and took a sip, and found that the taste was not bitter at all.

While drinking cold medicine, he looked at the room. The room was not big, and the decoration was simple, with almost nothing extra.

After a while, Chu Yan came out of the kitchen and put the porridge in front of him: "Have something to eat, and ask your assistant to pick you up after eating..."

Shen Muchuan replied vaguely, looking at the thick porridge on the tea table, his heart was hot, it was sour and astringent.

He was flattered, but his tone was slightly sad, and he asked, "Brother...you made this specially for me?"

Chu Yan didn't speak, and handed him the spoon.

[Master host, do you dare to tell him that this is actually the takeaway you ordered? ]

Chu Yan smiled: [Do you see that he is very happy to eat?Does it make a difference if you buy it or make it? ]

The system checked and found that Shen Muchuan really enjoyed eating.

After finishing a bowl of porridge, Shen Muchuan looked up at Chu Yan who was sitting opposite him and asked, "Brother...have you eaten?"

"have eaten."

Shen Muchuan nodded, then sat on the sofa holding a bowl, not knowing what to say.

Chu Yan took out the phone and handed it to him, saying, "I called your assistant just now, but he didn't answer."

Shen Muchuan stared at the mobile phone in his hand for a while, then finally took it back, slowly lowered his head and said in a hoarse voice: "Brother...I know everything, Uncle Shen told me everything. You...you don't need to Keep it from me..."

Chu Yan's body froze for an instant, as if he didn't understand what he was saying, he just said in a daze, "What... what did you say?"

Shen Muchuan's eyes turned red immediately, his chest turned emotionally, and he couldn't say many prepared words for a while.

If Uncle Shen hadn't told him, how long would he plan to hide it?

In order not to make himself sad, did he allow himself to misunderstand him and hurt him like this, and never justified it?

Shen Muchuan smiled wryly, did not continue to answer Chu Yan's question, but stared at him and asked back: "Brother, before this, can you answer a few questions for me?"

Chu Yan's eyelashes trembled fiercely, and she pursed her lips as if she knew what he was going to ask.

Shen Muchuan saw his reaction in his eyes, and the guilt and pain in his heart became more intense. If it wasn't because of himself, he wouldn't have suffered such a childhood at all, and he should have been carefree...

"Brother, why... after you did that thing five years ago, you still want to deposit all the money into my account? Why this time, even though the doctor told you about the risks, you still desperately want to save me?" I?"

Chu Yan opened his eyes, and said in a hoarse voice: "You have asked me many times, and the answer is still the same... What do you want to hear? Hmm?"

Shen Muchuan shook his head: "Brother, I just want to hear you tell the truth."

Chu Yan looked tired, but smiled: "Although you may like to hear it, this is the truth..."

"No, it's not." Shen Muchuan choked, and every breath made his throat hurt, "Brother, you know it's not like this."

"You just don't want me to know the dirty truth...you just want to protect me, right?"

He originally thought that he was the only one who gave his sincerity over the years, and his elder brother had always used him falsely... But it was not like this, his elder brother almost gave himself all his sincerity, while he himself Know nothing.

Chu Yan looked at Shen Muchuan with red eyes, his eyes moved slightly, and after a long time, he closed his eyes with difficulty and powerlessly and said, "But you still know..."

Shen Muchuan's nose was sore, he quickly raised his hand and pinched the bridge of his nose, choking with sobs: "Then you admitted it, didn't you?"

When Chu Yan heard this, his throat choked up, and his eyes were indescribable: "Even if it is true, so what? Everything has already happened, and it was too late five years ago."

"Five years ago when I woke up and found you gone, I realized that I was wrong, how wrong. And I'm afraid that's the only way we'll ever be. You'll hate me, and you'll never forgive me. .”

Shen Muchuan never thought that his brother would say such words... as if just listening to it, he could feel the despair in him.

He looked at Chu Yan, his eyes were full of pain, and he couldn't help sobbing: "Brother... I'm sorry."

The despair and sadness in his brother's tone made his heart tighten, Shen Muchuan suddenly regretted it, why did he leave back then?He is like this, it should be very cruel to his brother... Finally, he tried his best to win the game with the god of death, but when he woke up, he found that he had left, and he didn't even give him a chance to explain.

-

Later, Shen Muchuan didn't know how he fell into a coma. When he woke up, he found that he was already in the hospital.

Seeing that he was awake, the assistant stood up from the sofa next to him and asked, "Boss Shen, are you awake? Do you want to call the doctor?"

Shen Muchuan fixed his gaze, and said, "How did I get here?"

"Oh, it was Mr. Qiao who called an ambulance for you last night. The fever reached nearly [-] degrees last night. The doctor said that it would probably turn into pneumonia after two hours of fever."

Shen Muchuan just gave a casual "um" and then fell silent.

At this moment, the door was opened, Shen Muchuan was stunned for a few seconds when he saw Chu Yan at the door, and then said in a daze, "Brother, you didn't leave?"

Chu Yan poured him a glass of water, waited until he had finished drinking, then slowly looked at him and said, "I originally thought that when you woke up, I would leave after telling you."

Shen Muchuan kept looking at him, panicked when he heard this, and asked: "Then can I go to your house to find you in the future?"

Chu Yan sighed, and bent over to cover him with the quilt: "You have made it clear what you want to say, and I understand it too. You should rest well..."

After he finished speaking, he paused for a few seconds and then smiled, but it was not obvious, and there was still a bit of bitterness in it: "Your brother will also attend the engagement ceremony."

How could Shen Muchuan not be able to hear his sadness, but he was overwhelmed by his sudden words for a moment, and after reacting, he immediately explained: "That's fake!"

After speaking, he was afraid that Chu Yan would not believe him, so Huo Di sat up from the bed and grabbed Chu Yan's wrist: "Brother, I said last time...it was all fake, I didn't get engaged to anyone at all, it was all fake of!"

Chu Yan was shocked, took a breath, and looked at him in disbelief: "You said it was fake? You..."

Shen Muchuan wished to slap himself twice, he really committed a crime on his own, how should he explain this to his brother now?

Could it be that at that time I just wanted to test him with this news, just to see him sad? !

The ward was quiet for a long time before Shen Muchuan saw Chu Yan nodded slowly under his nervous eyes, then moved his hand away, looked down at the time: "It's almost time to go to work, then you first Take a good rest and I will see you tomorrow."

Shen Muchuan looked at him slightly sad, opened his mouth, but didn't know what to say, he could only watch his brother turn around and leave the ward.

-

After staying in the hospital for one night, Shen Muchuan waited until [-]:[-] p.m. the next day but did not get Chu Yan. He couldn't help but call the other party, but no one answered after ringing for a long time. He felt a little worried. He couldn't stay still, and when he was about to go through the discharge procedures by himself, he received another call.

As soon as Shen Muchuan saw the call alert, he immediately answered it.

"elder brother?"

"Did you call me just now? Sorry, I went to a meeting just now and didn't answer."

Shen Muchuan quickly said: "It's okay, you are busy and you are busy."

After receiving a call from Chu Yan, Shen Muchuan stayed in the hospital with peace of mind. After thinking for a while, he turned over and went to the bathroom to take a shower. After looking at his face in the glasses, he found that he was indeed haggard. It's a little darker, and you can't see the paleness.

It wasn't until around seven o'clock in the evening that the door of the ward was opened. Shen Muchuan looked at the person who came, and found that the person might have just got off work, and he didn't even have time to change his suit.

Shen Muchuan felt a little distressed, and felt that his brother was already busy with work, so he shouldn't torment him like this anymore.

So on the third day, Shen Muchuan decisively went through the discharge procedures, and in the next month, he would often go to Chu Yan's house. Although the other party would not take the initiative to refuse, he always felt that the relationship between the two was always not as good as used to be intimate.

Of course Shen Muchuan understood the reason. After all, he and his brother hadn't seen each other for five years, and there were so many misunderstandings after meeting. Both of them had hurt each other severely, and it was impossible to erase it so easily.