Cannon Fodder Scum Gong's Whitewashing Manual

The ward was so quiet that a real needle could be heard.As soon as Chu Yan saw that it was Li Xi, she was stunned for a while and then turned her head away, as if deliberately avoiding him.

Li Xi walked over and looked down at him for a while, her eyes fell on his obviously haggard face, a suffocation-like pain could not be restrained in her heart.

Is it a very desperate thing to face all this alone? Was it because he was about to be unable to hold on that night that he looked at himself with such sad eyes...

Before coming in, Li Xi actually wanted to ask him a lot of things, but the moment he saw him, he suddenly felt that there was no need.All the resentment and resentment are so fragile in the face of life and death, it's not worth mentioning, in fact, you know it all the time, don't you?I love this person and want to be with him... no matter how he deceived me...

The so-called revenge is just because I can't let go... It's just an excuse for myself because I don't want to completely sever ties with him. Because I can't let go, I can only keep him by my side in this way...

Li Xi didn't know how long she stood by the bed and watched, until his breathing gradually became even, then bent down and tucked up his quilt, and then turned down the lamp by the bed.

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Zhang Chengye was actually quite surprised when he received the call in the middle of the night, after all, Li Xi rarely contacted him directly when he had nothing to do, especially at this late hour.

He even wondered if he just drank a glass of white wine and got a little over the top because he heard it wrong, or this was actually Li Xi's fantasy.

That person had leukemia?

But what surprised Zhang Chengye even more was what Li Xi said next. This person actually began to think that Liang Suici deliberately created the illusion of betraying him because he knew that he had leukemia and would not live long...

Although I always knew that my friend would always lose his mind when encountering Liang Suici, but what he said this time was really outrageous!

"Did he tell you that? Damn... I said, can you stop being so easy to deceive? How do you know that he didn't say that on purpose because he was worried that he would have leukemia and have no money for treatment, and he couldn't find a bone marrow match... ..."

But the voice over there was almost choked up, the language was chaotic, and his emotions seemed to be about to collapse completely. Zhang Chengye was silent for a long time after listening, but then he sighed.

Li Xi must have dug up the ancestral grave of Liang Suici's family in his previous life, and he will come to pay off his love debt in this life.When the two of them were together before, I couldn't understand how Li Xi acted like a silly dog ​​who could only wag his tail when he saw Liang Suici. I didn't expect how long it took to be tough, not only did he return to his original state, but he even got worse!

"Okay, I'll just check it out for you. It's not a big deal. Hey... don't cry yet..." Zhang Chengye lit a cigarette and put it in his mouth. Said, don't cry in a hurry, first send his blood test report to the NMDP bone marrow bank, ah... it's all sent, that's pretty good. Isn't there a saying that good people don't live long... ...Hmm, no...should be able to find a match soon...Think about what time it is, how can leukemia be so serious?"

After he hung up the phone, he was stunned for a while, and felt a little magical again, thinking what a crime he had done as a child, how could he make his love life like a third-rate idol drama every day.

Although there are only a few large hospitals in M ​​City, there are many private hospitals and clinics, and it would be quite troublesome to search them one by one.

But fortunately, he has a wide network, and now is the age of information technology, no matter who the medical records are, they will be recorded and backed up on the Internet. The specific time period can be basically determined, and the scope is also narrowed to the hematology department.So to his surprise, he had just finished sending the message. At six o'clock the next morning, before he woke up, he heard a notification from his mobile phone. He woke up with a jolt and found that there were a few more emails in his mailbox. .

He opened it and took a cursory look, but the more he looked, the more frightened he became, and he lost even the last bit of drowsiness left.This email surprisingly contained two blood test reports and bone marrow test reports that Liang Suici had done at Tzu Chi Hospital in November last year. The two test reports were done on the same day. Generally speaking, if the blood test report shows In the case of "three low blood levels", the doctor will suggest further bone puncture to confirm the diagnosis.Obviously, his bone marrow puncture report has immature cell proliferation, and the NPA staining result is also abnormal... That is to say, Liang Suici had secretly checked himself before the divorce...

He originally thought that Liang Suici would not really be able to do this... But he did not expect that he really did this... But he only hesitated, Zhang Chengye finally sent the email to Li Xi.

I don't know if he will cry with happiness or will completely collapse...

The more Zhang Chengye thought about it, the more he felt panicked, and his mood was so complicated that he couldn't sit still... He quickly got up, washed his face and brushed his teeth, and was about to drive straight to the hospital, but after thinking about it, he turned a corner and went to a nearby hospital. The florist picked out a bunch of orchids in light colors.

By the way, I also bought a luxurious fruit basket nearby, after all, I am visiting patients...

He drove all the way to the hospital, went to find out the ward number, and then went up with flowers and a fruit basket. The ward was on the 21st floor. Before Zhang Chengye arrived, he actually called Li Xi, but the other party didn't answer.

Unlike the noise below, the 21st floor is very quiet, even the pungent disinfectant smell in the air is not very strong.

One or two nurses came and went with trays, and Zhang Chengye followed one of them directly into the ward.But as soon as he entered, he didn't see Li Xiren, but only saw Liang Suici sitting on the hospital bed with his head down and playing with his mobile phone.

Although I knew him before, but I have always disliked him, and because of the divorce with Li Xi at that time, the two of them had a very stiff quarrel, and now it's just the two of them getting along alone, and the atmosphere is a bit awkward.

Zhang Chengye walked over and put the bouquet into the glass vase on the bedside table, then stood aside, watching the nurse pack the brown pills and hand them to him.

The huge and heavy floor-to-ceiling curtains were pulled open, and golden sunlight poured into the room. Looking at his obviously thin and pale side cheeks, Zhang Chengye felt an inexplicable feeling in his heart, but he didn't know how to speak first.

"Are you here to find Li Xi?"

"Hmm..." Zhang Chengye thought to himself, probably.

"He's not here, so if you want to wait, you can do whatever you want."

It wasn't until the nurse pushed the trolley out the door that Zhang Chengye saw him throwing off the quilt and making a gesture to get out of bed.

"Hey... where are you going?" Zhang Chengye was taken aback by his sudden movement, and subconsciously reached out to help him, but he gave him a strange look.

"Go to the toilet."

Zhang Chengye withdrew his hand in embarrassment, and let him go to the bathroom by himself. He flipped through the magazines on the coffee table on the sofa outside the ward, and when he turned his head, he found Li Xi opened the door and entered.

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Zhang Chengye asked the nurse for an ice pack, sat next to him and patted his shoulder, comforting him, "...it's not as scary as you think..."

Li Xi pressed his browbones, put his elbows on his knees, and the pain from the bottom of his heart spread to his mouth, making his hands tremble uncontrollably.

Why have the two been together for so long, and why I have turned a blind eye to the truth that is within reach, but I have no doubts about his clumsy lies.

"Sigh... who would have thought of that, but it's not too late now, even if leukemia is treated conservatively, you can live for five to ten years..."

Before he could feel the body of the person next to him froze, Li Xi immediately turned his face, with a look of despair in his eyes.

Zhang Chengye was taken aback by his gaze, and then scolded himself as an idiot, why didn't he open which pot and which pot he carried.

In order to change the subject, Zhang Chengye pointed to the suitcase next to the sofa, "By the way, what is this?"

Li Xi wiped his face, "His clothes and daily necessities."

Seeing his distraught look, Zhang Chengye sighed, "Don't panic, discuss it with him, persuade him to actively cooperate with the treatment as soon as possible, and stop procrastinating."

Li Xi nodded tremblingly, "I'll go see him." She tried her best to calm down again, then stood up, opened the door and walked in.

Because the sound insulation between the inside and outside of the ward is very good, Li Xi opened the door and found that he was watching TV.

The morning sun is very abundant, casting warm spots on the wooden floor.

Li Xi walked over, pulled a chair and sat down beside the bed, watching him quietly, time slowly passed, until the fear and uneasiness in her heart were gradually replaced by firmness.

"What are you looking at me for?" Chu Yan noticed his motionless gaze, turned her head and asked.

There was a look of pain in Li Xi's eyes, and then he folded his hands together and said in a low voice but firmly, "Don't be afraid, the doctor said that the current medical technology is very advanced, and it can definitely be cured. of."

Chu Yan was startled, and subconsciously wanted to pull his hand out of his hand, "What are you talking about?"

"I already know, you really don't have to lie to me anymore..." Li Xi looked at him, almost unable to speak in pain, as if all the air in his lungs had been taken away, he said every word Tunnel, "Do you really want me to show you the blood test report you did at Tzu Chi Hospital on November [-]th?"

Chu Yan stared fixedly at Li Xi, and after a long while, her lips trembled heavily, "So what... what does this mean?"

It was very difficult for him to utter every word, watching Li Xi repeat it again, "I am indeed... but so what..."

It seems that his mind is very confused, maybe because the instability of blood pressure makes his spirit in an extremely dull state, he subconsciously wants to refute, but he can't find any reason or excuse for a while...

Li Xi looked at him silently, then stood up and slowly hugged him into his arms, and said softly and firmly, "Don't be afraid, I will find you the best doctor, these are not scary..."