Cannon Fodder Scum Gong's Whitewashing Manual

Hearing the sound, Li Xi raised his eyelids and glanced at him, only to see that he was already dressed neatly. His black coat and white shirt made him look thin and tall. I don't know if it was because he didn't sleep well last night. It turned out to be a little pale and pale.

Haggard is almost visible to the naked eye.

Chu Yan walked down the stairs, walked through the living room expressionlessly, and walked to the door without even looking at Li Xi who was sitting at the dining table.

His undisguised cold attitude actually made Li Xi a little angry, a kind of silent anger grew from the bottom of his heart.But when he spoke, his voice was unexpectedly flat, "Where are you going?"

"Go to Work."

Li Xi put the knife and fork flat on the snow-white tablecloth, and said in a gentle but unquestionable tone, "I don't need to go today. Didn't you say you wanted to go home yesterday? I have already asked you for a week's leave."

Chu Yan turned back to look at him in astonishment, but saw that his originally indifferent eyes seemed to be filled with bottomless frost, but that posture was somewhat relaxed, and there was a little bit of indifference. bad.

In an instant, Li Xi could actually feel the muscles in his whole body tense up, and it took a long time before he slowly recovered.

Li Xi looked him up and down sharply, and it took him a long time to appreciate his expression and attitude enough, a contemptuous smile appeared on the corner of his lips just right, "How about it, do you think I'm pretty good with you? Take a look How many people out there are exhausted every day, but they can barely support their families with a meager salary... In fact, you are quite smart when you say it this way."

I never knew that words could hurt people to such an extent. The smile on his face was gentle and polite, but the words he said lightly were cold and cruel, like a pair of cold and sharp blades.

Chu Yan raised his eyes and looked at him, and there was a trace of indescribable emotion in his eyes, but it was only for a moment, and soon it was not covered by his drooping thick eyelashes. It took a long time for Li Xi to listen to his soft words , replied in a low voice with an inexplicable emotion, "You are right."

His attitude was actually very docile, but for some reason it made Li Xi even more unbearable, as if the softest part of his heart was suddenly stabbed hard.He is like this, as if silently acquiescing, acquiescing that he was only using to deceive himself from the beginning, and never gave half of his sincerity...

But what really annoyed him was that until now, he would still be deceived by his appearance of being good at disguising, and even yesterday...a bit of inexplicable and ridiculous intolerance would arise from the bottom of his heart.

Li Xi's gaze fell on his hand holding the computer bag. His fingernails turned bluish-white because of his excessive force, and because his skin was so fair, he could even see the bluish-white blood vessels floating on the back of his hand.

And he looks a little sad now, how much is it true?

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For Chu Yan, not having to go to work is actually a very good thing. He took advantage of this vacation time to go back home. For the profession of a doctor, annual leave is basically a very luxurious thing. He was going back to work after the third year of junior high school, and now Li Xi just solved the problem of asking for leave for him.

And during the whole week when he went home, Li Xi didn't call or send him a message, as if he had been completely forgotten.

The small town in my hometown has not changed much for ten years. Liang Suici's parents are already very old, and they often suffer from three illnesses and two pains. The son who is far away in M ​​City is very busy with work, and it is almost difficult to take care of him. arrive.

Fortunately, there is also a daughter who can often come home to help take care of her.

But in fact, Liang Fangyuan and her husband's stewed vegetable shop cannot do without people, and the couple have had conflicts over this.

On the morning of New Year's Eve, Chu Yan took advantage of the family's New Year's dinner and gave away all the gifts he brought back.

The little nephew was very happy to get the cool remote control toy car, and couldn't sit still after only two mouthfuls of food, so he pestered Chu Yan to teach him how to play.

"Do you think you're not wasting money? This thing must not be a few thousand?" Liang Fangyuan scolded with a smile, "Maomao, let uncle eat first and play later."

"As long as Mao Mao likes it." Chu Yan smiled and touched the round head of his little nephew, and adjusted the remote control for him.

"Sister, you have worked hard this year. I can't take care of my family even if I work in other places. Thanks to you."

Liang Fangyuan looked at his handsome brother who was so handsome that people couldn't take their eyes off him, and his heart was full of relief and pride.This younger brother of mine looks Yuxue and cute since he was a child, and seems to have inherited all the excellent genes from his parents when they were young. Any relative who sees him will praise her good looks. Compared with himself, everyone likes her beautiful and cute younger brother more In fact, she sometimes complained, but whenever he followed her and called her "sister" softly, her heart softened.

The most important thing is that this younger brother is also competitive in his studies, his current job is decent, he has a filial piety, and he always remembers himself when he has any good deeds. In fact, I didn't know that his life was not easy. As a doctor, he didn't have many vacations throughout the year, so he saved a little money and sent it home.

"Why do you say such things? It's about whether you ate well in City M. I think you've lost a lot of weight this time." Liang Fangyuan sighed, "Don't work too hard, your body is the most important thing."

"Yeah, your sister is right." Wang Fuyi on the side echoed, "And you have to take care of your marriage. I'm your age, and Mao Mao was born."

As he spoke, he picked up the wine glass in front of him and lightly touched the one in front of Chu Yan, "You can do whatever you want."

"You should drink less, you have to drive when you get back." Liang Fangyuan took the half bottle of wine from the dinner table, and said goodbye to Liang Sui, "Although your brother-in-law usually messes around, but this is not true. wrong."

Chu Yan: "..."

"By the way, you're talking about this." Wang Fuyi took a sip and put down the cup, and asked Chu Yan, "I have a cousin who just graduated from university this year, majoring in English, with a lively personality and a decent appearance. Do you want to see it?"

"Come on, it's just your cousin. Where is the lively, I think it's just pungent. My brother is so honest that he can't be restrained."

Chu Yan silently bowed his head to eat and didn't answer the conversation, only felt that this scene was very familiar.

On the night of New Year's Eve, the sound of fireworks and firecrackers outside was loud at twelve o'clock. Chu Yan was disturbed by the noise and couldn't sleep, so he picked up his phone and looked at it for a while.

The night in the countryside is as thick as ink. After the sound of lively fireworks and firecrackers, the whole world returns to silence, and you can faintly hear the sound of the night wind blowing through the grass.

Because it was a newly built house, the walls were only roughly painted with white paint, and the bright lights above were reflected on the white walls, making people dizzy.

He fell into a drowsy sleep until midnight, but suddenly woke up. It was a very uncomfortable palpitation, followed by a strong sense of suffocation. A warm liquid gushed out from the nasal cavity, because the lying on his back Some of the postures flowed out before it was too late and poured into the mouth and nasal cavity, causing him to cough violently.

……

There were still many people at the entrance of the county hospital on the fifth day of the lunar new year. There was only a glass door between the lobby and the infusion hall, and the loud cries of babies and children could be heard.

Chu Yan had a routine blood test on an empty stomach yesterday morning, but the test hadn't come out yet, and the hospital called him the next day to ask him to take some time to do a bone marrow puncture again, with a slightly heavy tone.

"Sir, you need to be mentally prepared." The doctor removed his hand from the mouse and pulled out an examination report from the medical record board in front of him.

Chu Yan's eyebrows twitched, she put one arm on the table, and said calmly, "It's okay, you can just say it."

"It's leukemia." The doctor pushed the examination report in front of him, with regret in his eyes.

"However, don't give up hope. As long as you can find a suitable bone marrow type, the cure rate can reach 90.00%. However, due to limited medical conditions, we still recommend that you go to a large hospital for treatment."

The doctor sighed that even if a suitable bone marrow type can be found, rejection may occur at any time in the later stage, not to mention that the expensive treatment costs are almost sky-high for a family in a small county.

Chu Yan took the inspection report in his hand and looked at it several times. After confirming that there was no misdiagnosis, he sighed leisurely and said, "Thank you, I understand."

……

When he came out of the hospital, Chu Yan tore up the inspection report and threw it into the trash can at the door.

In fact, it was a bit of a surprise. He played cannon fodder and slag Gong before and experienced various ways of death, some were in car accidents and some were terminally ill, but those were all predicted by him long ago, and it was not like this time at all.