[JOJO] Wolves in the water

I've been thinking about things lately.

Mainly because I was stimulated by the very peaceful nap. I was thinking about it during class and I was thinking about it after class.

I was also thinking when I was walking, and I almost planted my head in the flower bed. If it weren't for Kakyoin to hold me back, I would probably be famous.

Walking on the road with a blank expression, the result was a senior in the flower bed or something.

Kakyoin asked me what's wrong, why I've been in a daze recently, I replied that I was fine, and Kakyoin looked at me suspiciously for a long time.

Iruma hasn't come to quarrel with me recently, this kid is very clever, I guess he has already seen something.

And my attention has been on Kong Tiao recently, and I don't look at it secretly, just look at it openly.

Kongtiao, who was watching, couldn't bear it anymore, stretched out his hand and pushed my head aside before stopping.

The empty bar is really good-looking, and I am too lazy to add a bunch of words to say that he is good-looking, but the empty bar is actually not my favorite type.

Iruma is.

So I'm in a delicate mood.

I'm not that dull, even emotionally.

It's just that I didn't expect it to be empty, and I didn't expect that the shitty sense of security my father said was given to me by empty.

I didn't feel anything, just a very subtle mood.

This is the first time I have slept so well since I can remember, a perfect three 10-minute lunch break.

I don't know why this is so, who can explain what is in the subconscious?

Maybe the subconscious made the decision without me noticing it.

This sense of security given by others is really subtle, and I can't tell you exactly what it feels like.

It's a bit light, and there is a very subtle feeling of "Oh? What? What is it?".

So now I am a little light-headed and a little dazed.

But having said that, I have been in love, or first love, in the second year of high school.

When I was a sophomore in high school, I still had long hair. I braided a strand of hair near my ear into a braid. The long hair was loose and I had a gentle smile on my face.

The appearance I had when I was a sophomore in high school was actually my disguise, a mask, a disguise I made to get along with my high school classmates.

Of course, this is learned from my father.

And the other party is a senior who is a year older than me.

He is taller than me, and he has a sweet and sunny smile, but to be honest, that senior is actually not my type, but I just liked him when I was a sophomore in high school.

Then, the reason for the breakup was——

He said he felt inferior when standing next to me.

He said that I am too perfect, I don't have the confidence to stand by my side, that I can do everything, and I don't need him to do anything.

He said he felt he was dispensable.

Then we broke up peacefully, and when I got home, I asked my mother to cut my hair, and I cut it into the current capable short hair, leaving only a strand of long hair braided in the back of my head.

But to be honest, I think it's ridiculous. After talking about that relationship for about a year, the senior still doesn't know me well enough.

I've never been a perfect person.

I can never be anything: "the perfect person"

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As early as a long time ago, I felt that I was out of place with my surroundings.

Iruma said that I resemble him, and I think so.

Iruma and I are similar, but different.

My father taught me how to integrate into the crowd and how to get along with the people around me. When I was in elementary school and middle school, I didn't learn, and I lived my own way.

So I have been living in school violence in elementary school and middle school, and I have changed schools many times.

I grew my hair long in high school, trying to hide my original personality, trying to learn from my father and get along with everyone around me.

I persisted for three years, but that was exhausting.

These messy hobbies, handicrafts, cakes, and designing these messy things were also learned in high school.

In high school, I was the school flower, the untouchable flower of Gaoling.

No matter what you do, you are the first, whether it is grades or what, the student union is also managed by me.

There is always a gentle smile on his face, and his voice is very soft and gentle.

That senior confessed to me.

I agreed.

I don't believe in love at first sight, but when the senior smiled at me, I was really moved, so I agreed.

The senior is nice, really nice.

He takes good care of me and is very gentle. When he smiles, he will show two pointed little canine teeth. His smile is very sweet and sunny.

I was very happy in the relationship that year, but the seniors didn't understand me.

All the seniors know is my disguise, my mask.

Occasionally, I will deliberately reveal my true character and appearance, and the seniors will look at me suspiciously.

Over time, I sealed off my true side—because I realized that my seniors would not accept the real me, and would not accept the strong me, so I sealed off my original personality.

But my dad let me go, my dad said how I live so tired.

My father won't let me learn from him, he said I can't learn.

My father is very good, he can get along with everyone, talk to people, talk to the devil, I asked my father if he was tired, my father said don't worry about it, he is happy.

I just couldn't do it, I tried for three years and I was exhausted.

When graduation was approaching, the senior and I mentioned breaking up, and I didn't say anything, just——

— that's all.

The senior said I was too perfect, I thought it was ridiculous.

During the three years of high school, I lived cautiously, afraid of saying the wrong thing.

I have always had an attitude of being nothing to do with myself, but I have a circle, and it was also in junior high school, high school, and even college.

I have a circle, and the circle is my own people.

As long as I am classified as one of my own, I will care about that person, and I will care about that person.

I know what I owe, I am afraid that I will say the wrong thing, and I am afraid that I will be hated by that person.

To be honest, I am actually very sensitive. I am very typical, cold on the outside and hot on the inside, very typical.

The senior said I was perfect, but he didn't know that my perfections were all disguises, and the senior didn't find out, or he found out, but he couldn't accept my original personality, my original personality.

When I cut my hair off, my mother touched my head and asked me what happened. I didn't answer, but replied: "I'm tired." 』

Then the mother said, "Then have a good rest." 』

Said: "Izumo only needs to be himself." 』

<<

Yes, tired.

Being yourself has been targeted for six years, and not being yourself is exhausting.

What do you want from me?

<<

After entering the university, I became myself again.

Don't meddle in other people's business, but talk to people too much, and talk nonsense when you see people.

Most of the time is alone, eating alone, reading alone.

When I first entered school, the girls and boys were discussing me, saying that I was that Jingu Izumo who was not easy to get close to.

I have never participated in club activities, I will do it if someone calls me, and I will not participate in classmates' gatherings, and I will not discuss hobbies.

I'm too lazy to have a good relationship and feel tired.

I can't imitate my father, and I don't want to, although most of them can still imitate my father's way of speaking, which won't make people feel embarrassed or embarrassing.

easy?Of course it was easy.

Just a little lonely.

So my father bought an apartment building and land, and my mother told me to establish a good relationship with the tenants of the apartment building.

I made a good relationship and they accepted me.

Also good.

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I might just be avoiding those things, but I don't think those things would be my weakness.

I don't think people can keep looking back at the past, they can't walk backwards while looking back at the past, right?

This will stumble.

I feel that my past experience has nothing to say, nothing to say.

There is no reference value either.

<<

Before the holiday, Yanyi came back from abroad with a large box of souvenirs.

Kenichi said that he went to Italy, to Naples in Italy.

He brought me a big box of chocolates.

I was dumbfounded.

While thinking about why he thinks I like eating chocolate, I tore open the package and fed the chocolate to the substitute.

I asked Yanyi if he wanted to get together, it happened to be a holiday.

He kissed the cat, his face covered in blood stains from being scratched by the cat, and he wanted to kiss him too. When I asked him if he wanted to get together, Yanyi nodded frantically.

The novelist is not here, so it's good to go back to my hometown, so that I can call Kujo and Kakyoin.

Uncle and Yanyi like to drink wine for the novelist, obviously he can't drink.

I don't want to see him stepping on a table and doing a striptease.

In fact, I don't really want to call empty bars.

Because I was the one who was tempted first, and I was the one who discovered it first, and because I discovered it, I subconsciously cared about it.

But it's even more strange not to shout, this kind of mood is too contradictory.

Going round and round, I ended up throwing the dice.

Then he knocked on the door of Kongtiao's room and asked him if he would like to come to fight wine tonight.

He was obviously taken aback for a moment, looked at me several times, and asked, "You?with who? 』

"Everyone in the apartment building, I'm going to call Kakyoin later, do you want to come?"Ah, it was quite rowdy. 』

The implication is that if you don't want to come, you can refuse.

As a result, the empty bar was answered.

After Kujo closed the door, I stood outside the door and sighed, then turned around and knocked on the door of Kakyoin.

He stayed up late again last night, just woke up, yawned and asked me what was wrong, and I repeated it.

"Izumo-senpai?with who? 』

...?Why do you have a question with Kongtiao?

By the way, call Iruma too.

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In the evening, I made some snacks, took out the beer in the refrigerator, opened it, and looked for a screwdriver.

When the doorbell rang, the little brother who kept the cat and the uncle who grew vegetables came first.

The uncle who grows vegetables bought another case of beer. I asked him why he bought so much. He looked at me suspiciously and asked, "Don't Izumo drink it?" 』

To be honest, I don't really want to drink, but I can't bear to refuse these two people's star-eyed appearance.

Then drink it.

I don't like alcohol, nor do I like smoking.

I hate the smell of cigarettes and have a bad memory of alcohol.

But I love how people in the apartment building come together and the vibe.

Iruma also bought a bottle of wine for some reason when he came, but it was sake.

But I don't have a warming wine bottle and wine glass here, so I asked him to bring them next time, but Iruma took out the warming wine bottle and wine glass as if by magic.

He handed me the wine, and happily pushed open the door of my bedroom.

My mind exploded.

"Izumo's room looks like this—"

"You want to die by running into other people's bedroom without saying a word! ? 』

I rushed and beat Iruma out of the bedroom. The little brother who kept the cat laughed and said that this is not good, and chasing girls like this will scare people away.

The uncle who grew vegetables continued: "I think Iruma is a pervert." 』

I have to say that the uncle who grows vegetables is the truth.

Iruma is a neuropathy, a pervert.

This guy Iruma has omitted his honorific name recently, and since he moved into the apartment building, he has become more and more shameless.

But the flower beds downstairs were well taken care of by him. I picked the sunflowers a few days ago, and Iruma was responsible for picking them up with sacks.

I kind of want to plant a few cherry blossom trees at the entrance of the apartment building, but I find it very troublesome.

Then I thought that planting cherry trees is also very good, mainly because they can be eaten.

Kujo and Kakyoin finally rang the doorbell, and Kujo handed me the plastic bag in his hand, and I took it and flipped through it.

Oh - it's snacks.

I thanked her and grabbed the queen out of the plastic bag.

The sake was warmed by me, and Iruma held a small wine glass and poured sake one by one.

I was in a daze when the last group of people gathered around the low table I bought specially for wine sharing and raised the wine.

It just felt weird.

Four substitute messengers, two ordinary people.

It is estimated that after so long, the little brother who kept the cat and the uncle who grew vegetables also discovered the unusualness of Kujo and Kakyoin.

You can also find that Kujo and Kakyoin have special abilities like me, right?

They didn't ask me, just like every month when I went to the cold storage to feed the double, they lit a candle without saying a word and squatted in front of the door with their coats waiting for me.

Don't ask why, don't inquire, just accept it normally.

Even though it was a very strange scene in the eyes of others, they accepted it.

I'm so glad I met them and thank my dad for buying the apartment building.

<<

"Then—for the long-lost dinner party!"cheers! 』

"Congratulations to Izumo-chan on her holiday——!A belated welcome party——! 』

"Welcome Kujo, Kakyoin and Iruma to live in Izumo's apartment building!" 』

It's been so long, what are you talking about these people.

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Having said that, I actually drink quite well.

Every time I had a dinner party before, when it came to fighting for wine, I was the one who fought to the end.

I'm the one who cooks the hangover soup, cleans up the mess, and sends them all back, the one who runs around drunk every time I can't find it.

But anyway, he would appear in the corridor the next day, so I didn't look for it, maybe it could be used as a reference for writing novels.

I made chicken nuggets or something, and when Kenichi grabbed Kakyoin's neck and asked him if there was any girl he cared about in school, I just sipped the sake in my glass without saying a word.

After sipping a glass, I push the glass to the left, and Iruma will refill another glass for me.

He asked me if it was good to drink, and I said it was okay, it was okay.

Iruma put the sake in my hand with a smile, and said, "Then I will buy this kind next time." 』

I replied, "Are you planning to come next time?" 』

"You can't exclude me, can you?That would make me so pitiful, Izumo. 』

... I don't think he is pitiful at all, forget it, let him do whatever he wants.

The uncle who grows vegetables is stuffing lettuce into his mouth to eat. He grows it on the roof of the building. While stuffing lettuce, he asks me if there is any vegetable that he wants to eat.

I just mentioned by the way that I want to plant some fruit trees in front of the door or behind the apartment building, can I ask him to take care of them.

He froze for a moment, and agreed.

Then I will go buy fruit trees tomorrow.

When I was about to drink my fourth glass of wine without saying a word, the empty bar sitting on my right held my hand.

I raised my head in doubt, but he didn't look at me, his eyes fell on the wine glass.

Then the wine glass in my hand was taken away by the empty bar.

The kid moved the glass to his lips without saying a word, sipped the wine and didn't say anything, and didn't explain anything, which left me stunned for a while.

Until Kakyoin burst into anger from embarrassment: "I don't care about girls!"Mr. Kurosawa, please forgive me! ’ Only then did I get my attention back.

I rubbed my face and felt that the tips of my ears might be a little red.

But everyone didn't notice my small movements, probably didn't notice it.

... Alas, why is this so.

Might as well not notice.

Also, I don't think Kujo would like me.

The type that this person likes at first glance is the typical: "Yamato Nadeko" type.

Not my type of girl.

How could Kongtiao like me?

So forget it, um, forget it.

I took the empty wine glass and poured myself a glass of sake.

I'm in a bit of a delicate mood.

Under Kujo's gaze, I slowly sipped my sake.

The taste of sake is not spicy, perhaps because of psychological reasons, or maybe this wine is just to my liking.

Sweet in the mouth, with a fragrant fruity aroma and a fresh palate.

I quite like it.

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I don't think Kujo would like me.

I don't think about falling in love, but people's emotions are hard to control.

Human emotions are uncontrollable.

But I can still act.

It's just that the tips of the ears are a little hot.

The author has something to say: Let me dig out the details of the wolves in the water so far

Starting from Chapter 1, I will show you how many details I have included in the text.

In Chapter 1, I am writing that Sister Izumo does not want to repair the lights in the corridor, just to arrange for Ah Qiang to hold Sister Izumo to repair the lights later.

Chapter 2 Izumo draws a red circle on Aqiang’s map, telling Aqiang that he will be scolded by the professor if he goes here, but it is actually Izumo’s secret base, and Aqiang really went there, corresponding to the nap afterward.

Everyone in the apartment building has their own stories and lives. In the released chapter, I don’t know if anyone has noticed the bad habit of the boy who raised the cat, which is a foreshadowing.

There are also novelists who have their own stories. The two directly decided to go to the fourth map and the fifth map after Izumo.

Huajingyuan gave Sister Yun some stars on the drawing paper, alluding to Aqiang, and regardless of whether Izumo painted the sea or the starry sky, all alluded to Aqiang.

Oceanographer, the star on Qiang's left shoulder.

The location of Ah Qiang's room actually has sugar, but this is too subtle.

In the second room on the second floor, Sister Izumo is the third, and Ah Qiang is in front of Sister Izumo, alluding to the position of Ah Qiang's protector, including Ah Qiang subconsciously protecting Sister Izumo behind him, one in front and one behind.

Sister Izumo said to give Aqiang a pair of star earrings, not to buy, but to make it by Izumo.

By the way, I would like to mention all the original characters that appeared, such as father, mother, and Tong Wu, their stand-in ability is very similar to my own character, and I can see how dangerous my father is from his stand-in ability.

There is a strange record in the previous chapters, where the mother is written from the perspective of a woman, and the substitute of the mother is dreamy, can play the violin, but the weapon is a sharp knife, which also alludes to the character of the mother, soft on the outside and strong on the inside.

Tongwu's stand-in ability is similar to command, control and other things. Before meeting Izumo, Tongwu was an emperor in his own world. After meeting Izumo, the emperor in Tongwu's world is Izumo.

As the stand-in for Sister Izumo, only the leading queen can represent Izumo's character. Other piranhas become timid when they are alone, and only the queen becomes braver as she fights.

When Izumo bandaged Kakyoin's wound, it wasn't Qiang who had the ability to read minds. It was Qiang who was always paying attention to what Izumo wanted to take next, and picked it up and handed it to Yun first.

After Izumo got the medicine, he went to the balcony to blow air. What he saw was Ah Qiang's waist. Then when Izumo teased Ah Qiang for finding a girlfriend, Ah Qiang deliberately lit a cigarette and called out Senior Yun.

In cooking, what Ah Qiang said was unexpected did not mean that Izumo could cook, but that Izumo had another side.

Refers to the point of virtuousness.

There is also an allusion to the flower ball.

Sister Izumo didn't directly live in the bouquet that the Pope took, and the Pope at Kakyoin used "pat" instead of "receive".

Aqiang was the one who caught the bouquet from the Emperor, and then Aqiang gave it to Sister Izumo.

It wasn't that the Pope came to Izumo to catch it, but Aqiang caught it first, and Aqiang gave it to Izumo.

It is a very subtle hint, feel it with your heart.

Sister Izumo's amulet is a small blue-green bead, which is exactly the same color as Aqiang's eyes.

Before the single-player dungeon, Izumo saw something flashing by in the grass, which was the reflection of a small mirror. It was the mirror that the woman used to peek at her mother, and then her mother picked it up.

Kujo and Kakyoin found Tongwu on the roof before Izumo, but they were waiting for Izumo to make a decision, and they didn't beat Tonggo away first, because Izumo is the owner of this apartment building.

About the sense of security: read the previous chapters again, the woman who kidnapped the little girl.

After entering the apartment, Ah Qiang protected Sister Izumo from the beginning to the end. In the past, Sister Izumo was the one who rushed forward.

Subconscious sense of security [laughs]

There is an allusion to the single-player dungeon, the woman is in the dark, and Izumo couldn't help but think about taking a half-step forward when the woman looked at her, and stepped into the darkness, but Ah Qiang stretched out his hand to pull Izumo back, and stretched out his hand to cover it. Izumo's eyes.

Here Sister Izumo began to rely on Aqiang subconsciously, and also alluded to the position of Aqiang's protector, which is very subtle: you don't need to see these things.

Miss Teacher is a young lady of the underworld. Daddy Izumo knows Miss Teacher's father and is a friend.

In the previous chapter, Izumo said: Why do I forget to close the balcony door every time I have an empty bar? Why I say "every time" is because Izumo was called out by Aqiang when the wind was blowing, and I asked him many times why he didn't close the balcony door. Ah Qiang said he forgot.

Ah Qiang deliberately left it alone.

Ah Qiang knew that Sister Izumo's sleep quality was poor, because Ah Qiang bumped into her a few times when Sister Izumo went to the balcony to blow air in the middle of the night, and then knew that Sister Izumo's sleep quality was poor, so he opened the balcony door to see Sister Izumo in the middle of the night What time to go to the balcony to dry.

So Izumo fell asleep later and held Aqiang's hand, but Aqiang didn't pull his hand back. He knew that it was difficult for Izumo to sleep well, so he didn't want to wake Izumo up.

Izumo's stable sleep here is because Aqiang feels at ease by his side, so he fell asleep. It is also a small foreshadowing that Izumo's sister likes to sleep with something in her arms.