i am your dog

Who says crazy people say they are not crazy?Chen Siqi not only voluntarily admitted that he was crazy, but also did not cooperate with the treatment in various ways, playing around with the doctors and nurses.

His uncle seemed to be lying on the hospital bed, his face was full of I am sick and I am a patient, you can't have the same knowledge as me.

I don't know if it's because Uncle Chen's brain is bad and his ability to toss people has declined, or the people around him are too knowledgeable. Except for a few little girls who started to get angry, the rest of the people are sticking to their positions and vowing not to back down.The doctors headed by He Yao came to check the post every day.When they expressed condolences, he would reply with one sentence, and return them no more, no less, so as not to tire himself out.

But even so, Chen Siqi gradually felt powerless.

If you are really old, you no longer have the strength to bully others.

"Si Qi, Lord Jiu was bitten by you so badly that he couldn't catch the water. Be careful not to splash him when you knock over the pill." When did He Yao's pretty face become so polite?Chen Siqi hooked his fingers at him, and put on the eyes that Shen Jiuyan left on the bed.Slowly said, "Do you know what you look like?"

It hasn't been a day or two since He Yao has been scolded by him. He used to treat him badly and knew he was wrong, and now he won't get into a verbal argument with a patient.

Seeing him being bound from head to tail by several doctors, he couldn't bear to say, "If you don't attack us, I'll let you go, okay?"

"Clothed beast." Chen Siqi raised his eyebrows, unable to lift his hands even a prick.He sighed pretending to be melancholy, and spoke with a calm and self-important tone. "According to your fantasy, I, a villain, should have raised my head to give you a double-cross just now, just take those glasses... Should I cast some spells to make you die more beautifully..." He received an injection from the nurse on the back of his hand , Subconsciously dodged and was caught by He Yao.

He Yao always looked at him hesitantly, even if he confessed to his partner, he would be suffocated.Chen Siqi opened it from his hands, and rubbed against the hospital bed in disgust.

He Yao withdrew his hand in embarrassment, moved a small bench and sat on the edge of the hospital bed, and adjusted the speed of his drip.

"Shen Jiuyan always feels that it's too late to say something now, but I still have to apologize. I'm sorry for the past. Now that you are my patient, I will definitely not hurt you, but if you want to bite your tongue and kill yourself again Just let you use all these devices."

Tang Hou's slap almost sent him flying.

Chen Siqi snorted coldly and turned his face away from looking at him, cursing in his heart that changing his face is faster than shedding his skin, and he fell asleep for some reason. In the dream, the old man was hurrying back and forth. The first seven went back late and couldn't find the door.

"Siqi?!" As soon as he untied Chen Siqi's body, the man sat up in a daze, and his body softened a little when he landed.

As soon as Shen Jiuyan entered the ward, he watched his ancestor walk out in a daze, touched the gauze around his neck, and wondered whether he had fainted or went with him to have a look.

Chen Siqi walked along the wall, frightened several nurses with a bewildered stare. After all, his private hospital is not a mental hospital, and there are many interns from medical schools in it. Who do you not scare them?

Seeing the person go downstairs without trembling, Shen Jiuyan glanced at He Yao who motioned him to go and have a look, and followed behind with his coat.

There was no one at the entrance of the private hospital, probably because he was always running here with him before, Chen Siqi walked to the open space behind the hospital with ease.

"Mi Jing?"

Shen Jiuyan startled him, and the person in front of him suddenly turned around and grabbed his shoulder, "Jiu Ye, you haven't seen each other for a long time, I'm leaving, you two talk slowly."

Of course Shen Jiuyan couldn't see the dead, so he first grabbed the little ancestor to put the clothes on him, and then said to the air with dignity, "Long time no see."

What can he do, tell a lunatic that there is nothing here and get slapped to death?

Mi Jing is his friend, so it is impossible for him to pay homage to him with three kowtows and nine obeisances.Now that the lunatic asked him to greet him, he called him, and the knot in his heart was also untied.

Everyone who has been holding on to it is a normal person, even their biological parents.

Invisibly, Shen Jiuyan is becoming more and more like Chen Siqi, becoming introverted, learning to be in the same boat, he can keep laughing, and he can also put the dead down.But that's because there is another person beside him, who needs to be gentle with him, learn to let go by setting an example, and take good care of himself so that both of them can live a long life.

One night, two people, without him.

But there are people who can't let go, so he will continue to act, facing the air, nostalgic.

Chen Siqi stood quietly on the side, like a well-behaved doll, neither sad nor happy.Shen Jiuyan tried to repair this broken person, just like repairing an obsolete and abandoned machine. He could not find an outdated raw material. He leaned on the machine to recall the past and listened to the heartbeat of the machine.

You see, everything is alive in time.

He can hear a person's emotions from the heartbeat.

He will go into his world.

When his world only needs to focus on one person, it doesn't matter what that person was like in the past or what he is now, it doesn't matter whether he is full of evil or brilliant, because he has already regarded this person as the center of the world.

Shen Jiuyan thought, they are just a pair of disabled people supporting each other, and they can live only by believing in each other.

Shen Jiuyan was already used to the quietness of the people around him, Chen Siqi would only calm down every day when he was sick, and he was even more well-behaved than usual.He was by that person's side, watching him sometimes knelt there to apologize to people, and sometimes he was looking for people all over the hospital. In his world, there are only people who have passed away. He owes them, and he has to remember them all the time. to pay back.

"Mi Jing, Master Jiu, I will take care of you. If you think there is something wrong, you can curse me to die. I... I should go to the underground to find you and get punished." Chen Siqi grabbed the clothes that slipped from his shoulders. , Facing the air is full of disappointment.

Is he really crazy?

Is it only when there is no one around the madman?

If he is crazy, he will have nothing, relatives, wealth, prestige, and what ordinary people look up to and don't value, he will have... gone?

I was about to cry just now, but I laughed again in a flash.

Others looked scared and wanted to hide away, but the people standing beside him were really confused.I just feel that the person standing next to me at this time is a flesh and blood person, not the bloody person walking in the alley in late autumn holding a severed finger, not the person who tried his best to stay awake and racked his brains to coax him to leave.

This person once had an astonishing song, but now he has disappeared and become his prisoner alone.

How many times his friends have gone, how many people failed to read the closeness to his friends in his heart.Only the undead mentioned back and forth in his mouth is left, which should prove his nature of duplicity.

Shen Jiuyan remembered that Si Qi asked Mi Jing to buy food for him before, and he remembered that Ta ridiculed Mi Jing's wife as Princess Iron Fan who married the Bull Demon King, and he was always restless.

He remembered that Mi Jing showed Chen Siqi the photo of his wife on the phone, she was a beauty.He was waiting to hear the compliment, but Chen Siqi gave him such a shameless meal, which made him deeply doubt whether he should marry a wife or not.

Mi Jing looked at such a kind person, but he was actually very cunning. Shen Jiuyan had never seen him suffer. He pretended to be aggrieved when he was bullied that time, but secretly he was gearing up and thinking about how to get revenge.

But these are just what he remembers, he can't catch others and tell them repeatedly, and he can't change people who are hopeless.

Shen Jiuyan remembered that he once had a dream. In the dream, Mi Jing had a hole in his chest and was dying. He said, "Get him back. I don't blame him. Get that lunatic back!"

To get them back, Baili Xiaran also hoped that he could get them back, but what was their reason?

Do you sympathize, like, or feel that the world is not so dark, and a group of people can hug each other to keep warm?

"Look, Mi Jing, I really look a lot like Master Jiu..."

Shen Jiuyan looked at the smiling person in front of him, that person looked into the distance, a face that was exactly like his own carried everything that he wouldn't.

In his mind, when they first met four years ago, Chen Siqi was pulled from side to side by Mi Jing, and he still didn't forget to take the opportunity to make faces.

He also said this sentence at that time, and after this sentence he said, "So probably no one will remember me when I die..."

How can I not remember?

These people still think about you until they die...

The author has something to say:

The teacher still cares about the people around him...

Many introverted people are like this~

So~

Everyone should be kind to these introverted angels~~

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