i am your dog

Chen Siqi opened a DIY handmade shop, mainly making handmade jewelry.Perhaps because of boys, his shop is particularly popular.As a result, he had to carefully wear a mask to work.

After all, he was still young, and he felt that a mask was too stuffy, so he ordered a black patterned mask from the Internet that covered half of his face, with diamond-shaped crystal tassels hanging underneath, which was a bit girly.

He laughs when he thinks about it now, what kind of person is not girly, it is not girly to kill people when they are so vicious, and anyone who dares to challenge them will be killed, so no one will say it.

In the past, he was always called girlish, but no one recognized him when he dressed up like a girly girl. In addition, it took him a year to come back to rent a shop. The popularity of the entertainment industry has long since dropped. I don't know how many hundreds of times more people know him.

In fact, he has filmed two dramas since his debut. When he was the most popular, he had nothing to do except hype. Now that the broadcast has started, it’s just because of his poor acting skills. The one who should be left behind.

He was supposed to be a war scum, but he was blown up like a god, which is ironic.

Counting on his fingers, there were no more than five people who hesitated to doubt his identity when he came to the store, but when he took off the mask, they all thought he had made a mistake.

In detail, he didn't do anything, he just dodged bullets when he was unconscious, and he dodged it, but the broken glass splashed a bit, and there was a scar under the corner of his eye.The scar is not big, but it is quite obvious. It is just at the corner of the eye, and it will enter the eye if it is tilted a little.

If someone's eyes were dazzled like that, they might think it was tears.

So he got a tattoo, a red one, and after finishing the tattoo, he found that it was more obvious than before, so he put on a mask.

Well he couldn't make it up.

At the beginning, when Lu Xiao asked him, he hadn't made up so much.

The rest of the reasons why he wears a mask just because he's guilty are bullshit.

I don't know how Lu Xiao found him. That autumn, he was dizzy with heart pain, and he didn't even know how many times he fainted.As a result, this fellow stole the chip buried in his body.He had to let the guy live in the store all day for free in order to cheat the chip back.

But Lu Xiao didn't choose either, he slept on the big bed on the second floor, and Lu Xiao slept on the floor in the store on the first floor, and they didn't talk to each other in sleepy talk to scare people.

Lu Xiao didn't change much, she was paralyzed and had a daughter.

I heard from him that his daughter was picked, but she was quite similar to him. As for why he was paralyzed... What can he ask for the kind of paralyzed man who is sometimes paralyzed and not paralyzed?

Lu Xiao never told the truth.Chen Siqi has long been accustomed to this.

Lu Xiao always forced Chen Siqi to go back to visit Lin Xuan's grave.In the end, Chen Siqi almost thought he was going to commit suicide.

Indeed, asking him to recognize that fact was no different from committing suicide.His heart, which is uncertain when he will leave work, can't stand the blow, and even a little fright can strike.

He is also used to deceiving himself and others in order to live two more days for himself. Anyway, this is not a harm to society. Anyway, whether he accepts it or not, things have already happened.

He couldn't save anything.

It is not repaying the debt owed by a person who makes himself happy with a knife, but it is called evading responsibility.

Only living half-dead, hanging like death is the most relieved, is the real redemption.

"Then it's better like this. I'll answer your question truthfully. You go and see his grandma." It seemed that Lu Xiao gave in, but in fact he didn't know that Lin Xuan was buried there.

Chen Siqi remembered that he was grabbing yogurt with Lu Xiao's daughter at that time, and when she let go of her hands, the little girl sat down and squatted.The pain was so painful that Renbai'er's eye sockets turned red, and she held back her tears without crying.

"Ask anything?"

He gave the little girl some money to go out and buy food, locked the door and asked, "Lin Xuan..."

"I like him very much. His death was an accident." Lu Xiao got up from the wheelchair, walked behind Chen Siqi and held his wrist. There was a deep and long knife mark on it, which he put Chip left.There was also a wound on the eye. Chen Siqi said at the time that the wound on his eye was splashed by glass, but the red spot did not look like a wound, but rather like a mark left by someone, a mark of acquiescence and abandonment.

He reached out to touch the mask on Chen Siqi's face, and was patted by the other party.He smiled and took that hand.Now he doesn't say that he can't hold things with both hands. "I thought you would ask me about Shen Jiuyan."

"Isn't he doing well now?" Although Chen Siqi asked like this, he also showed signs of exploding.The next moment the knife was on his neck, Lu Xiao broke into a cold sweat from fright.

"Forget it, I only answer one question as agreed." Lu Xiao tried to back away, and Chen Siqi put away the knife, "Say, I won't kill you."

"Then come with me first." Lu Xiao forgot about the pain when her scar healed, and smiled playfully.

...

It snowed in the county town last night, and the lazy people in the village looked outside through the glass, and there was a vast expanse of whiteness but no one cleaned it.Someone's puppy left a row of footprints on the snow and passed Chen Siqi.

Chen Siqi just thought that the dog looked familiar, and when he thought about it carefully, the dog had disappeared.It was only when we approached the small courtyard that we found a path connecting the inside and outside of the house, as if we were deliberately welcoming someone.

Lu Xiao let him in by himself, humming a little song and playing with his mobile phone at the door.He didn't use a wheelchair today, probably because he was afraid that walking around the village would break his bones.

Chen Siqi went in by himself, but did not see the old dog.There are red lanterns hanging in the courtyard, and the sky lights up as soon as it gets dark, guiding the way for the lost people.Couplets were neatly pasted on the door of the old house. The handwriting is vigorous and powerful. I don’t know who wrote it, but it feels a bit ostentatious.

Overall it looks ready for the new year.

The old lady was sitting in the room watching TV, when he paused the hand that pushed the door, he suddenly wanted to turn around and leave.

The old lady probably still doesn't know that her grandson is dead, what should he say when he goes in like this?Besides, isn't he the murderer?

Just as he was thinking, the door opened from the inside, and the old lady walked out tremblingly on crutches, far less energetic than when they first met.

The rough and wrinkled hands gently held his ears. The old man's was much lower than his, and he had to rest on his toes to hold it.

"Grandma..." Chen Siqi was in a trance for a moment, and he was pulled into the room by the old man. "Why did my daughter-in-law come here wearing so little? Hey, did my little bastard bully you?"

"No...Grandma, let me...see you." Chen Siqi took the old man's peeled apple, the half of his cheek covered by the mask was hot, and the tattoo was as painful as a needle prick.

"Little four, show grandma, what's wrong with your face, and your hair, why is it all white?" The old man held his white hair in his palm, "But this long hair is not ugly."

"No, it's nothing, just... I'm filming." Chen Siqi hurriedly avoided his grandma's hand.Three years did not temper him into a man, but turned him into a cowardly waste.

He lowered his head to eat the apple, and when he looked up again, he was no longer at a loss.He sat with the old man for another half day, and briefly cleaned the upper part of the house.

"Little four... Grandma really likes you very much." The old man said so, holding Chen Siqi's hand.Chen Siqi just felt a throbbing pain in his heart, he lowered his head and couldn't help being dazed.The old man's hand was very warm, holding his cold hand, trying to melt it little by little. "Siqi...don't run so far next time you are bullied, in case you suffer from cold on the road, grandma won't be able to carry you on your back and you won't be able to take you to the hospital..."

"Siqi, do you remember the tree I told you about? Help grandma go there...Grandma wishes Siqi and Master Jiu...happiness..."

Chen Siqi raised his head abruptly, and the old man beside him who was holding his hand and talking just now fell asleep peacefully.

He gently pulled his hand back, took off his coat and covered the old man, hoping this would prove that the old man was just taking a nap.

It was completely dark, and the fiery red lanterns were gently shaken by the wind. Someone set off firecrackers, covering up the chill in the courtyard with excitement.

There was no one outside the courtyard, and Chen Siqi came out wearing only a thin sweater.He roughly recalled the route and walked in the direction of the old locust tree.

The place was still the same, no one was there, and it was uncomfortably quiet.Chen Siqi stood under the old locust tree, the crystal pendant under the mask was blown back and forth by the wind.He put his hand on his heart, and dug it hard, as if he wanted to cut his heart.

Grandma already knew that Lin Xuan was dead.

She waited for him to come and comfort him one last time.

The tattoo on his face was tattooed by An Xian himself, which means abandonment.Another meaning is that if he goes to the club, anyone can have sex with him or more directly without the consent of the owner.

Chen Siqi felt that he had long lost the meaning of existence, and everyone was comforting him, but he was deeply mired and there was no cure.

"Lu Xiao...what's wrong with Master Nine?" It was impossible for Lu Xiao to leave alone, and he would definitely answer his question.

Lu Xiao stood far away, with a person beside him.It's a pity that Chen Siqi turned his back on them.

Lu Xiao said, "I had someone drive over Jiu Ye's wife, and she died of a miscarriage."

...

Chen Siqi didn't kill him, they heard Chen Siqi's low laughter, which sounded eerie.

"An Xian taught me that once you hurt yourself, you should slash someone who has a good relationship with me. I dare not commit suicide even in my dreams, so that... I can go completely crazy, right?" He continued, "Didn't you say that you are very grateful Me? So that's how you thank me."

"I'm just giving you back what belongs to you." Lu Xiao sighed, and he got into the car that was driving to bid farewell to this lunatic. "I wish you a few more years of life."

How many years to live?

Ok…

When a person's life expectancy is short, he should cherish his life.But he still wanted to end it like this.

After all, I am tired.

Chen Siqi closed his eyes and leaned against the locust tree.

Shen Jiuyan came to him.He opened his eyes tiredly and smiled bitterly, "You're here...I'll go ask grandma for some snacks, you wait here for me..."

He leaned on the tree and stood up, his clothes were covered with snow.

He rubbed his heart and walked steadily.The tip of the knife slowly hung out from the sleeve, and the blood dripped onto the snow, melting the snow.

Shen Jiuyan grabbed his bleeding arm from behind, the twisted wound on his wrist was still oozing blood, Shen Jiuyan took out the knife.Chen Siqi said, "I forgot to have a knife in my sleeve, I'll find a hospital to bandage it first, you go back first."

"Si Qi, do you know what you're talking about?"

"Hmm... I didn't expect to be deceived by Lu Xiao in advance. I made up such a lie that no one would believe it. I let you see the stars over there. Will you see it?"

"What..." Shen Jiuyan just felt that Chen Siqi was unconscious, but he didn't expect that someone would suddenly fall towards him.Chen Siqi's hand against his heart was obviously still holding a knife, which had already penetrated a lot into his body.

You lied to me again.

Shen Jiuyan lowered his eyes and said nothing, there was no confusion and immaturity in his eyes.He just gently and gentlemanly picked up the person and sat close to the slowly approaching car.

"Master, please go to the nearest hospital."

When the lunatic learns to tell bad lies, it is time for the immature to grow up.

The author has something to say:

The third part is over...as long as it is about the growth of two people...

Saturday and Sunday are going to be off, and by the way, I will change the front.

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