i am your dog

The familiar smell of perfume, the pale and monotonous walls that can be seen when you open your eyes.There are always some things that time will not change.

For example, this room, for example, An Xian.

No matter how long he left here, as long as he comes back, all his past memories will be awakened, and his stubbornness will all converge.An Xian didn't care about starting over, but he didn't dare to start over.

Who would have the heart to give up something that was so hard to come by?

He finally struggled to climb up the branches and leaves like a bug to find the light, how could he be willing to go back to the depths of the ground to enjoy the endless darkness?

Chen Siqi reluctantly moved his limp body, his dizzy brain seemed to have been hit by a heavy hammer.

He looked around, a long wooden table covered with a pure white floral tablecloth.There is nothing on the table.

He is chained to a chair with a back, his right hand is free.

Sitting across from him was An Xian, who was holding his chin with his fingers interlocked.There are two other people who are also tightly bound beside them, Mi Jing and Shen Jiuyan.

Those two people seemed to have been awake for a long time, and the three of them didn't speak, and the atmosphere fell into dead silence, as if they had fallen into the deep sea and couldn't breathe.

"Sleeping Beauty finally woke up? I didn't expect a little medicine to make you sleep for so long. Tsk tsk...Your physical condition is much worse than I imagined, can you tell me the reason?" An Xian didn't wait for him to speak, He picked up the cane beside his leg and raised Shen Jiuyan's chin, "Look at what you've done to this iceberg cold beauty...you are really ruthless..."

Shen Jiuyan could be said to be in a very distressed state, his tattered clothes were covered with dust.He dodged An Xian's cane, and stubbornly turned his face away.

"Let him go!" Chen Siqi found that no matter how hard he tried, the chair would stick to the ground, "What else do you want?"

"Lin Xuan was killed by me."

An Xian put down his cane, took out a gun from nowhere and put it on the table, "You killed the slave I was most interested in recently, and I just hurt his eyes, so it's not worth it." Chen Siqi said His gaze became much more hollow, and his bloodless face was blank.It was as if someone had taken away the soul, leaving only an empty shell.

An Xian remembered this revenge, it's not that he didn't want to avenge it, it's that the time has not yet come.Now that the time has come, he will definitely get it back a hundredfold.

"So I brought the two of them here, you choose one, who will die?"

"An Xian, you are crazy!" Mi Jing had blood on his body, and he didn't know where the injury was. "Chen Siqi, be sober, don't be manipulated like a beast, do you think you can still be free if you kill someone today? Then you will be ruined for the rest of your life!"

Chen Siqi's eyes fell on Shen Jiuyan, his expression neither sad nor happy.He asked An Xian, "What did you say to him?" His maroon pupils were like two bottomless black holes. Chen Siqi no longer had the harmless fragility of humans and animals in the past, but was like a knife that had been dusty for a long time. Sprinkled with moonlight, resentful and gloomy.

"I read to him the people you killed, how you killed them, and how long it took. Si Qi, do you really think I'll let a sane slave walk away? Why don't you make a bet, if Shen Jiuyan lets you kill him now? If you go to kill someone, you will definitely do it, because you are a gift I carefully made for Shen Jiuyan." An Xian got up and handed the gun to him, "It doesn't matter if you don't understand, slave, as long as you obediently obey the master's order enough."

"How did you start?" Chen Siqi asked as if to confirm An Xian's previous words.An Xian put his arms around his waist and leaned into his ear and said, "Russian roulette, why are you two playing, but you're not going to shoot yourself but one of them...is it fun?" Licking Chen Siqi's earlobe.

"Chen Siqi...I can't let you kill people." Shen Jiuyan opened his absent-minded eyes, he couldn't see Chen Siqi's figure, "You don't have to choose the road paved by An Xian for you."

If Chen Siqi shot him or Mi Jing under such circumstances, would there be any chance of him being alive?Even if he is alive, he cannot be free.

An Xian shook Chen Siqi's hand holding the gun, and smiled very satisfied. "Master Jiu, do you know what unconsciousness is? Isn't it too stupid to try to make a lunatic be a normal person?"

He shot himself first, empty.

Chen Siqi adjusted the height while holding the gun, he didn't pay attention to the person who walked in quietly.

Pointing the gun at Mi Jing and pulling the trigger, Mi Jing's heart burst into blood.At the same time, someone fired a shot at Shen Jiuyan, and two shots rang out at the same time, shattering Chen Siqi's last sanity.

Chen Siqi seemed ignorant, the chains on his body were loose.He stood up, walked over to hug Shen Jiuyan who was injured by someone, none of the remaining four bullets missed, and all of them shot into the intruder's body.

"Jiuye, do you think this gift is necessary to save?" An Xian stood at the door, fully dressed to confirm the fact that he was going out now.He didn't wait for Shen Jiuyan to answer.

Because the answer is already obvious.

Mi Jing was almost killed by a single shot, and blood spattered Shen Jiuyan's face.

Shen Jiuyan let Chen Siqi hold her, the sticky blood in his palm could not be separated from his fingers.

"Chen Siqi, are you still awake?"

The other party didn't answer, and he felt the pain in the injured abdomen was easing.Chen Siqi laid him flat on the ground, found a medicine box and did simple hemostasis. "The anesthesia may put you to sleep for a long time...you're safe."

"how about you?"

Once again, he missed.

Only this time it was because he was too hesitant to reach out.

Chen Siqi smiled softly, his smile was never ostentatious, just like the life he longed for, flowing slowly.

Shen Jiuyan felt that he must have something else to say, but he didn't wait until the end.

Seeing that the seemingly powerless person around him is a murderous lunatic, no one will not be afraid.

It's just that his fear was washed away too much by the heartache, and it was not resolved until many years later.

"Chen Siqi...will you come back?"

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