i am your dog

Shen Jiuyan asked someone to change the liquid in the box where the contact lenses were placed, and the person who was about to go blind suddenly became completely blind.Mickey Mouse threw the two of them in the ward and ran upstairs and downstairs.Obviously it was Shen Jiuyan's private hospital, but it had to follow the procedures. It was said that the director had a grudge against Shen Jiuyan because he ordered Shen Jiuyan to go to the North Pole for inspection and not come back.

"How do you feel now?" Chen Siqi wrapped the gauze around Shen Jiuyan's eyes with his own hands.Chen Siqi's face was dark, except for Shen Jiuyan who was still soft-spoken, everyone else was so frightened that they didn't know where to go.

Shen Jiuyan grabbed Chen Siqi's hand and never let it go.Although he couldn't see it, it didn't mean he couldn't feel the weird atmosphere around him.It's just that the dark world now makes him even more frightened, a fear of the unknown that he has never experienced before.

The originally indifferent face lost some blood, he trembled, and subconsciously rubbed the gauze on his eyes with his hands.Chen Siqi gently held his hand, "Don't rub it."

I don't know if it's because I've never heard Chen Siqi speak in such a cold voice or because of the inexplicable strangeness he brings to people now, Shen Jiu couldn't help shivering.Mi Jing's words resounded repeatedly in his mind, Chen Siqi was naturally cold...

"It's itchy... what time is it?" Shen Jiuyan tried hard to get Chen Siqi to talk to him, only in this way can he be sure that this person has not left.

he will go.

This is something Shen Jiuyan has long realized.From the moment he guessed that it was An Xian who did it, he knew that Chen Siqi would leave and he would fight but he would not tell Shen Jiuyan what happened.Shen Jiuyan was protected by him like a woman, she didn't know anything, and couldn't control anything.

In Chen Siqi's life, he is not a brother in need, but a woman and child who makes soup when he returns home!

Of course Chen Siqi would not have thought of what Shen Jiuyan was thinking.

There was a closed window two or three meters away from the hospital bed. The setting sun, which had lost its temperature, shone in through the window, unable to illuminate even the darkness in the room.Looking far away, everything you can see is the unique fiery red of sunset, which is reflected on the tall buildings and among the white clouds.

At the end of the sight is a dark mountain, and the sun sinks inch by inch, like a dying old man in his twilight years, looking at the sky with cloudy eyes, waiting for life to come to an end.

"Twilight." Chen Siqi wanted to stand up but was pulled back by Shen Jiuyan.He heard a few nurses outside talking and laughing, and shouted, "Hold down, do you think this is a blind date?"

The voice outside the door paused, and some people continued to say that they didn't understand why the people inside were angry, and for whom they were angry again.Chen Siqi's hand holding the mineral water bottle tightened, and the bottle drew an arc in the air and hit the door, resulting in a heavy bang.

The people outside made him startled, and hurriedly and carefully dragged him away.

Chen Siqi was breathing heavily, his tense body was tense, just waiting for a bad luck guy to come to his door.

"Si Qi?" Just now Chen Siqi forcibly broke away from him and threw a water bottle out, but he didn't know what happened.So he could only grope and stand up with a blank face, "Don't go... What's wrong?"

He couldn't see how Chen Siqi was out of control, his bloodshot eyes seemed to be mad, and every slow breath was trying to suppress something.

Chen Siqi looked back at Shen Jiuyan in a daze, and shook his body.He covered his heart and didn't speak, his standing body was already a little shaky, Chen Siqi knelt down slowly, and kowtowed lightly to Shen Jiuyan.

Perhaps such a move was too inexplicable, but he really couldn't think of any other move to sincerely apologize to Shen Jiuyan.

I'm sorry I can't give you a normal relationship.

I'm sorry I can't be with you.

Sorry I'm a lunatic.

I am sorry…

Why can't he wait until he has repaired himself before meeting his beloved?

why…

God was unfair to him after all.

After politely knocking on the door a few times, Mickey Mouse came in with the medicine box, first asked Shen Jiuyan how he felt and then put the medicine box in his arms, then turned around and punched the person who had already stood up and regained his composure.Chen Siqi took a step back to let the punch go.Mickey Mouse followed closely with another punch.

"What are you doing? Mi Jing!" Shen Jiuyan still had the medicine box in his hand, he walked a few steps, but no one was caught.

"Your contact lens case is usually kept here by me. Except for him, the only one I can meet is him. Now that something goes wrong, do you think I should suspect him?" Shen Jiuyan's eyes are not good, Mi Jing is here every day This kind of thing is the most careful.Seeing Shen Jiu hesitate to speak, he couldn't help but go up and push him.Shen Jiuyan let go of the medicine box and fell to the ground, there was a sound of breaking inside. "Don't say good things for him! That's right, I'm going to follow suit. Do you doubt me first if you want to doubt it?"

Mi Jing's anger hasn't completely vented yet.Chen Siqi kicked him down from behind, and the knife that never left his body was placed on Mi Jing's neck.

Shen Jiuyan groped and finally caught Mi Jing's clothes, "Mi Jing...Chen Siqi, let him go."

"Shall I let him go?" Chen Siqi let go of the knife, and the knife fell on Mi Jing.He stood up with blurred eyes, his body went limp and he took a few steps back and hit the wall. "I…"

Dont look at me…

I did not do it on purpose…

I don't want to see anyone like this...

I'm not crazy...

do not look…

I go, leave here, leave here and I can't see...

Chen Siqi's thoughts wandered, and he subconsciously walked towards the door.

"Chen Siqi! I didn't doubt you where are you going?" Shen Jiuyan heard the sound of the door opening, and his heartbeat started to speed up. He knew where Chen Siqi was going, and he couldn't let him go.

"Settling accounts..." Chen Siqi's mind was empty, he didn't look at the person behind him who stood up and fell down.Someone will help Shen Jiuyan up for him, and he should never be the one who stays by Shen Jiuyan's side.

He never had the right to stay by Shen Jiuyan's side.

Shen Jiuyan is a normal person, he has his own life, he shouldn't spend his whole life with a lunatic.

Mi Jing supported Shen Jiuyan, and both of them sat on the ground awkwardly.Shen Jiuyan heard the footsteps getting farther and farther away, and his voice couldn't stop sobbing, "What are you going to do? What can you really settle with him? Chen Siqi! You still want to go after I'm like this? Chen Siqi!! !!"

The footsteps finally ceased to be heard.

Shen Jiuyan shouted hoarse, her eyes hurt but she couldn't shed tears.

He only realized now that Chen Siqi would never belong to him.

He could never catch this man either.

Love is really just an illusory term, and love can be let go of anything that happens.

"Mi Jing, help me chase him..." His voice was hoarse.Mi Jing didn't move, Shen Jiuyan tore the gauze and was about to open his eyes, but Mi Jing held him down firmly.

Shen Jiuyan said wearily, "Mi Jing, why do you have to confront me?"

Mi Jing was also physically and mentally exhausted, "I used to be very obedient, why can't I listen now?"

"I'm your son? Get out!" Shen Jiuyan couldn't see anything, he roared into the air, his hoarse voice was mixed with crying.After all, he is still an ant raised in the palm of others.

"Where are you?" Chen Siqi stood on the balcony blowing the night breeze.The person on the other end of the phone smiled, "At home, are you so angry that you are planning to come to me? Heh, if I knew it would be so easy for you, I would have done it a long time ago."

"no next time."

"what?"

"I said there will be no next time." Chen Siqi looked at the busy night world with out-of-focus eyes, and smiled a little coldly, like a ghost who just climbed up from the underworld, "Aren't you wondering where I am? Your cute The little bartender is going to see God."

The people at their feet trembled.Chen Siqi clicked his tongue and kicked him in the vitals, turned on the phone and played it for An Xian to hear clearly.

The bartender was rolling on the ground in pain, but Chen Si held him down and stuck it on his phone, "Let's commemorate this, this is the last time in this life." Chen Siqi laughed twice, and stabbed the bartender's right hand with a knife.

The other end of the phone didn't hang up but didn't stop it either.

Perhaps An Xian is also looking forward to Chen Siqi's future performance.

"Master An, save me!" The bartender screamed and struggled, blood spurting from the deep wound on his neck.Chen Siqi sent people away expressionlessly, while the bartender was still desperately crawling into the room.The long bloodstains did not evoke pity.The bartender just died on the way to escape with his eyes wide open.

Chen Siqi held the knife back to the corpse, with a few drops of dried blood on his calm face.

He raised his hand to wipe it, the back of his hand was slightly wet, not blood.

"Siqi." After making sure that Chen Siqi was still listening, An Xian drank the last sip of wine, "Tell the king that she is on my blacklist."

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