i am your dog

"Has anyone ever told you that running away is a ridiculous thing?" An Xian, wearing black loose home clothes, walked slowly to Chen Siqi's side.

He bent down to pick up the chain tied around Chen Siqi's ankle.Chen Siqi lay prone on the ground and had to raise one foot.

An Xian held the ankle of this foot and twisted it slightly. The person under him bit his lips and his eye circles were red, and there was a row of bloody crescents on the back of his bitten hand.

He kissed the twisted foot.

Just now, before Chen Siqi stepped out of the room, he was knocked down by the electric current from his ankle.Outside the huge floor-to-ceiling windows in front of him is a vast white courtyard, which is freedom, but he can only watch helplessly.

An Xian liked his blank expression very much, squatting down and grabbing his hair, he had to straighten his neck like a swan screaming to the sky.Elegant and noble, but it is also a thing to be slaughtered.

An Xian leaned into his ear and whispered, "It's snowing outside this morning. Look, the yard is covered in snow, and no one has walked by. It's a vast expanse of whiteness, and all the vegetation is suppressed by the snow... But you can't get out." go."

"Go away!" Chen Siqi used all the strength he had just saved to push An Xian.

He just lay on the ground like a long-kowtowed believer, his fragile eyes fixed on the out of reach window.

That's where he came from, and he's going back there.

"Do you really want to go out? You can go out, I won't stop you." An Xian put the same electrified bracelet on his wrist and the other ankle, and he kicked Chen Siqi in the abdomen , "Go, pounce on your freedom."

Chen Siqi hurriedly crawled out like a dog, he didn't even care about his foot injury, he just wanted to go out.

"what!!!!"

Chen Siqi screamed and fell to the ground, the current was stronger than before.

But there is a door in front of him, and he can leave when he goes out.

He just believed An Xian's words so naively.

Those who were able to stand up and stagger at first were electrocuted before they could touch the door.The current would not stop, so he crawled forward on the ground, his lips were bitten bloody, he didn't have the strength to shout, and he had to use all his strength to crawl.

His limbs were paralyzed and he could no longer use his strength. He leaned his head against the door, tilted his head and could see that it was snowing again in bits and pieces outside.

The outside is always changing, but here is the same.

At that time, he still dreamed that one day he would go out.

Even if his body is covered with bruises, he will go out.

He just needs time to fight for it.

Leaning against the door with a trembling body, he gently opened the door, and fell out with his body.

He lay on the ground with a thin layer of snow under him.

There is no biting wind, and the snow will not melt when your fingers touch it.

An Xian stood silently at his feet, Chen Siqi muttered to him with a pale face, "Why isn't it cold at all..."

Outside the iron gate of the yard, there are green trees, a quiet path, and people walking quickly in skirts.

It's summer there.

But here it is winter.

A winter created for him.

"Why are you crying?"

It was rare for An Xian not to call him a slave, he hugged him in his arms and wiped the tears off Chen Siqi's face.

Chen Siqi likes snow, so he just gave it as a birthday present as he could.

But the man didn't look happy.

The tears in his hands hadn't completely dried up, so he shook them hard.The tears in his hands were cold, not the same as this warm person, but they came from this person.

Chen Siqi asked, "How old am I this year?"

He was only locked up for a few months, but it seemed that many years had passed. He forgot how many years this year was, and how old he was. Time was meaningless to him.

Maybe it really had to wait until An Xian died of old age one day before he realized that he was about to be buried.

But how long will it take?

Can he really wait until that day?

He grasped the door weakly, "You said it, I'll go out..."

"Is that just letting you go out, or do you think you will be free when you go out? You see, your whole world is given to me now. What you want or don't want is all created by me. You have nothing. Your world is long gone, too."

An Xian is very happy, he just likes to see people's eyes of shattered hopes.How interesting it is to be like a puppy that is half-starved and finally gets its full meal, only to die of hunger.

"Crazy... let go of me bastard, you are a lunatic!"

Chen Siqi struggled and fell down from the steps at the door. He scrambled and tried to escape from this place. The place where he was shocked by the electric shock was black and purple. He grabbed the iron door and shook it vigorously.

"Help! Who will save me!"

"what!!!"

An Xian grabbed the stone in his hand and hit one of his legs again.

"Are you still running?"

"Help, ah!!!"

"Help, ah..."

"what…"

"... "

There are arms behind the legs, and the spine after that, and he can see the blood smearing under him.The artificial snow is not cold at all, but it is white and beautiful.

His mind is also blank now, like a wall that has just been painted, cold and cold, but people outside tell him that it is summer now.

Why is no one passing by outside now?

Will the people who just passed by come back?

...

Here... there is no one left...?

救…

命…

The author has something to say:

Don't worry, An Xian will die (●––●)